Wonder Years, The - The Devil In My Bloodstream Lyrics






We wiped out all the Buffalo
Around the turn of the last century,
And so it's factories and sawgrass,
Wheat fields and asphalt laid in front of me.
The Midwest feels like a hollow place
That we filled with love and industry.
And we're staring at the frozen ground in Goodwill suits,
Silent as the pastor reads the eulogy.
Well I wanted to see just a little bit of everything.
Let me be.

Two blackbirds on a highway sign
Are laughing at me at four in the morning.
They played the war drum out of time
So I'm not sure where I've been marching.
I wanna be strong, but it's not easy anymore.
I'm hoping I'm wrong.

It's sixteen hours straight to home
From the heart of North Missouri,
And so I searched through my great-grandpop's memoirs
For the devil in my bloodstream.
Depression grabbed his throat
And choked the life out of him slowly.
I've got the same blood coursing through my veins
And it'll come for me eventually.

I bet I'd be a fucking coward.
I bet I'd never have the guts for war,
'Cause I can't spend another month away from here.
These frantic rest stop phone calls don't get answered anymore.
But I, I wanted to know if I could please come home.
So let me know.

Two blackbirds on a highway sign
Are laughing at me at four in the morning.
They played the war drum out of time
So I'm not sure where I've been marching.
I wanna be strong, but it's not easy anymore.
I'm hoping I'm wrong.
I'm hoping I'm wrong.

I know how it feels to be
At war with a world
That never loved me.

Two blackbirds on a highway sign
Are laughing at me at four in the morning
They played the war drum out of time
So I'm not sure where I've been marching.

I wanna be strong.
I wanna be strong, but it's not easy anymore.





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  1. C.... S....

    Did the band break up? :(

  2. A.... K....

    They played war drum out of time, so im not sure where I’ve been marching.

  3. S.... ....

    so humble :)

  4. A.... ....

    I just realized this kind of goes to the rhythm of "everything I own fits in this backpack"

  5. l.... ....

    CAUSE BABY YOU'RE A FIREWOOOOOORK

  6. L.... H....

    This song makes me cry

  7. o.... ....

    I BET I'D BE A FUCKING COWARD

  8. T.... ....

    I feel like I’m dying

  9. C.... O....

    Soupy for president!

  10. H.... ....

    "I want to be strong but it's not easy anymore"
    "I know how it feels to be at war with a world that never loved me"

    This is one of my go to songs for when my depression gets bad. Ive had this on repeat all night. The lyrics are just so hard hitting and, I dont know, makes me feel less alone. Rigt now I really feel crying because everyone thinks everything is fine but it's not, even though it was but now it's not. Music will always be there for you even when no one else is

  11. S.... R....

    I'm so in love with this song

  12. t.... ....

    listened to this song again and damn it made me cry considering where i am rn

  13. C.... L....

    they played the war drum out of time, so I'm not sure where I've been marching

    describes perfectly how I've been feeling for the past year, I freaking love this music

  14. R.... R....

    This song crushes me even harder than it used to.

  15. S.... B....

    Am i the only one that expects soupy to say “it’s not easy being green” instead of “it’s not easy anymore”

  16. M.... G....

    Esta canción me trae muchos buenos recuerdos que me deprimen 💔😉

  17. N.... K....

    This song is so beautiful

  18. M.... W....

    2017/2018. Presente. 🔥🎶🚀

  19. C.... Z....

    Being away from home, 6 hours away at college and this song helps

  20. L.... ....

    They played this when I saw them live and I almost cried

  21. D.... F....

    Depression grabbed his throat and choked the life out of him slowly. I've got the same blood coursing through my veins; it'll come for me eventually. I'm ready for it.

  22. A.... M....

    It shouldn't have been sunny and warm the day my grandpa died

  23. b.... d....

    I am listening to this song on a off day at my ait (job training) for the army. I'm a combat medic and this ssong made me realize that this is probably not the best job for me considering my family's history with depression...

  24. O.... Z....

    I know how it feels to be at war with a world that never loved me

  25. O.... T....

    Honestly one of my favorite songs ever, it's so powerful

  26. Z.... M....

    used to be in a very bad place. when I get a touch of where that was, I sometimes wind up back to this song. it'll be okay.

  27. a.... w....

    i want to be strong, but it's not easy anymore .... damn

  28. D.... M....

    I wanna be strong, but it's not easy anymore

  29. S.... C....

    Aw man I heard this live recently and when it kicks in I just fucking exploded with emotion, these guys are just so so so good

  30. J.... N....

    God, this song gives me chills.

    J.... N....

    Jaden Newman me too

  31. K.... W....

    currently on repeat... wow

  32. S.... ....

    fucking love this song

  33. H.... A....

    "I bet I'd be a FUCKING COWARD" amen.

  34. E.... R....

    Beautiful song

  35. C.... R....

    I CANT WAIT TO SEE YOU IN ARGENTINA :')

  36. C.... Z....

    Song of the Year 2013. *hands Soupy fake Grammy* here you go sir.

    C.... Z....

    Best songs of 2013 in order to me

    1. The mother we share by Chvrches
    2. Car radio by twenty one pilots
    3. Last hope by paramore
    4. The devil in my blood stream by the wonder years

    C.... Z....

    not a big fan of paramore or twenty one but yeah chvrches are great love listening to them and the wonder years

    C.... Z....

    @Nick Close-Innis agree

  37. C.... Z....

    and this song did not win a single fucking award.

  38. J.... R....

    Who is the girl singing with him? Holy shit they're amazing together.

    J.... R....

    +Julia Rose Laura Stevenson

    J.... R....

    +Chance Parham thank you

  39. i.... ....

    This. Song.

  40. L.... O....

    Who's the girl doing backing vocals in this song?

    L.... O....

    +Laura O'Brien Laura Stevenson

  41. a.... ....

    my grandpa committed suicide this thanksgiving...so this hits home way too hard. love this song. miss you, gramps.

    a.... ....

    +amethystqveen Sorry for you loss man, hope you're feeling better c:

    a.... ....

    Im so sorry love stay strong

    a.... ....

    Sorry for your loss love stay strong <3 <3

    a.... ....

    I wanna be strong :[ but it's not easy anymore; I'm hoping I'm wrong.

  42. J.... M....

    "Oh i just wanted to see a little bit of everything'

    every single listen that part gets to me. holy shit.

    J.... M....

    There songs are to relatable

    J.... M....

    What does that part mean?

  43. A.... C....

    "I know how it feels to be at war with a world that never loved me" this song just fucks me up.

    A.... C....

    This band just hurts my heart

    A.... C....

    But I love it so much

    A.... C....

    This is the wonder years best song to me. This song just does things to me. Like this song makes me get chills, makes me cry, makes me get goosebumps and makes me feel like I'm on drugs (I never ever done drugs)

  44. S.... E....

    "I know how it feels to be at war with a world that never loved me"

    Damn...

  45. E.... G....

    "Depression grabbed his throat and choked the life out of him slowly. I've got the same blood coursing through my veins it will come for me eventually." Damn that line hits so hard

  46. E.... F....

    Hey Everyone! I just made a Fan Made video to There, There! I hope you guys check it out! I just thought it'd be fun haha

  47. s.... n....

    I need to see them live some day....

  48. H.... R....

    I can't stop listening to this ever since seeing them in October last year.
    They played this as their encore song and my face is still melted off. (:

  49. W.... ....

    this is my go-to "turn off the lights, crawl into bed, hug a pillow, and cry" song

    W.... ....

    +RachelPTV same

    W.... ....

    try terrible things by mayday parade

    W.... ....

    yep same

    W.... ....

    Me too. I listened to this when I was in my lowest point of my life. I was very depressed

  50. B.... K....

    Non stop chills when listening to this song, it's one of my favorite songs by them

  51. J.... T....

    This could have easily been an Aaron West song.

    J.... T....

    but this is real, the aaron west story isn't

    J.... T....

    +Andrew Fullagar Aaron West may be fictional, but that album is nothing but real

    J.... T....

    +Mitchell Paddock true. that album fucks me up

  52. �.... ....

    NO MAMES NO MAMES NO MAMES NO MAMES PERFECTA

  53. S.... S....

    It's 6am and I've no sleep but I found this song for the first time and I had to listen to before I went to sleep

  54. E.... &....

    Who the hell disliked this?

  55. N.... W....

    This song is brilliant.

    "Two blackbirds on a highway sign are laughing at me at four in the morning..."

  56. N.... P....

    The moment where he yells "I bet I'd be a fucking coward". Gets me every time.

    N.... P....

    shivers everytime god dammit

  57. T.... O....

    I know how it feels to be, at war with a world that never loved me.

  58. m.... p....

    Seth Rollins' playlist brought me here.

  59. P.... W....

    I live in north Missouri. :D

    P.... W....

    Possibly the most boring part of the US. Congrats.

  60. C.... F....

    the line I wanted to know if i could please come home makes me super depressed, as someone who gets homesick bad and battles depression and anxiety daily

  61. S.... S....

    I cried like a baby when I saw them play this live. So much raw emotion..

  62. F.... M....

    this gives me goosebumps

  63. J.... B....

    Depression sucks

    J.... B....

    If you ever wanner talk my kik gemma_goble and my Facebook Gemma Goble I won't judge

  64. R.... d....

    this song is so amazing

  65. J.... ....

    Depression grabbed his throat
    And choked the life out of him slowly.

  66. A.... T....

    "And i just wanted to know, if i could please come home" hits me really hard..

  67. T.... H....

    For some reason, this song reminds me of the scene in Supernatural where Dean tells Sam about Hell.

    T.... H....

    AGREED!!! When i think of this song and the whole album I think of SN!

    T.... H....

    well now i am sad

    T.... H....

    @scotchbonnetxoxo NO

    T.... H....

    @scotchbonnetxoxo i cant escape the spn feels anywhere

    T.... H....

    it reminds me of american horror story for some fucking reason

  68. S.... R....

    New alarm tone: 2:00

    S.... R....

    That is perfect !

  69. M.... M....

     it'll come for me eventually. I bet I'd be a fucking coward.
    chills

  70. Z.... ....

    This always gives me chills. 

  71. R.... B....

    firework from katy perry melody?

    R.... B....

    wow thanks for making me notice that.  

    R.... B....

    @Joe Pontiac  I'm so glad it's not just me!! I pointed it out to my boyfriend and I thought he might cry ahaha

  72. D.... R....

    This whole album is telling a story I think, cause he repeats the same lyrics in different songs and in I just want to sell out my funeral explains it all. That song is by far the best on the album, my favorite. This is the best album of 2013 in my opinion.

    D.... R....

    its about him battling depression

  73. s.... ....

    Depression grabbed his throat and choked the life out of him slowly. I've got the same blood coursing through
    my veins; it'll come for me eventually. I bet I'd be a fucking coward.
    Ive listened to this song like 50 times and it still gets me every fucking time

  74. K.... B....

    the beginning of this song puts my dog to sleep. then when the "i'd bet i be a fucking coward" part comes she just jolts awake lol.

  75. D.... A....

    Can someone please explain what this song is about

    D.... A....

    Its all about interpertation but I see it as him going home to his grandfathers funeral. He talks about how depression got the best of his grandpa and tht it might get the best of him too. 

    D.... A....

    @soccergurl26598 I heard it's about war

    D.... A....

    @Gary L Maybe his grandpa was a war veteran who eventually killed himself because of PTSD?

    D.... A....

    its about how he couldnt face what his grandpa went through and how he feels the secondhand emotion from it... i think

    D.... A....

    +Connor Faris it interweaves all three of the mentioned themes. The song specifically is partly about his grandfather and how he suffered from depression, and how Soupy suffers from depression and how he inherited it from his grandfather, as mentioned earlier, the whole album as a whole has undertones about how the generation that fought in World War ii is the best generation and it is our generation's responsibility to prove ourselves and undertones about fighting in world war ii.

  76. J.... P....

    I never gave this band a chance because I don't like pop-punk.  But I started listening to this album a week ago and have been listening non-stop. It's definitely one of my favorite albums ever.

    J.... P....

    Look up neck deep... Crushing grief, or a part of me

    J.... P....

    @Joe Pontiac fireworks - run brother run

    J.... P....

    DRIFT! never saw this comment before. but so glad to see another fan of erra on here. honestly that album got me through some suicidal shit. - Landon of Hades In Olympus

    J.... P....

    I don't pay attention to genres anymore. Just like what sounds good to you. Easier that way.

    J.... P....

    @eli forged In Bloom...December... The Beach is for Lovers, Not Lonely Losers

  77. D.... K....

    Gram pa Ill miss you. In couple more hours ye'll be dead i'm so sorry you got sick. You won the war from the start.

  78. D.... C....

    fucking in love with this song..

  79. d.... z....

    My sisters car died in the freezing cold this thanksgiving. When we got it back on the first thing we heard was "I bet i'd be a fucking coward" on full blast. best thanksgiving ever.

    d.... z....

    :( you´re a big person! good luck and you are not a coward ;)

  80. J.... U....

    It's like I'm falling in love all over again, but this time there's cookies and coconut milk offered to me.

  81. s.... ....

    Any band who wants to make a serious pop punk album is going to have to top this one and a honestly i don't think it will be done, not for a long time at least. No band around today has all the pieces (vocalists, lyricists, musicians, creativity) to do it. I think this will be the defining pop punk album for generations to come

  82. s.... ....

    a lot of people are going to disagree with this, but I think you're right. Sonically and lyrically, they're the best the game's ever seen.

  83. E.... T....

    I BET I'LL BE A FUCKING COWARD :/

  84. C.... B....

    we went down on a buffalo

  85. J.... D....

    the wonder years are the best pop punk band to ever do it period

  86. y.... ....

    This album is nothing more than pure genius. Best album put out this year!

  87. I.... C....

    I feel that. I think they're trying to tell their audience to question how you live your life and if it really really makes you happy

  88. P.... C....

    This song makes me question my existence and I love every bit of it.

  89. E.... H....

    This song literally makes me tear up every single time. "I wanna be strong. But it's not easy anymore."

  90. B.... W....

    Can't *

  91. B.... W....

    I completely and totally misjudged this song when my boyfriend (ex now) told me about it. I didn't understand a lot about everything going on until I hears this song. Now I can stop listening to it. ♥

  92. T.... F....

    Except this is good.

  93. i.... b....

    -two blackbirds on a highway sign
    -baby you're a firework
    nearly the same

  94. R.... C....

    I've always got to stop whatever I'm doing and listen properly to the 'fucking coward' scream roar bit, oh my God such a fucking awesome song, gives me goosebumps.

  95. M.... ....

    Sorry to hear that man, try and stay positive! It makes all the difference in the world.

  96. S.... P....

    I see the Devil in the bloodstream as the cancer.
    The cancer got my grandad, depression grabbed his throat, and he died.
    I wento thru cancer aswell, but i KNOW itll come for me.
    I read his memoirs, with his goodbyes he also wrote that he loved me like he loved his onw children.
    I burst into tears every single time i hear this song.

  97. B.... ....

    Perfection.