VanderWaal, Grace - Darkness Keeps Chasing Me Lyrics






Opening my eyes
Seems like it gets harder sometimes
Look at the skylight
Would you be mad at me if I tried running away to it in the night?
I tried to fight
But I'm not strong enough
I just want you here
But I also want to be alone
I don't know what I want anymore

Every now and then
The darkness tries to chase me
And my legs are getting tired of running
Oh, please don't
Please don't let it get to me
Oh, I don't want to give up that easily
But the darkness keeps chasing me

Hiding places remind me of you and I
I wanna call you
But if I hear your voice
I just might cry
And I don't even know, what this song's about, anymore
And I don't know what I want, anymore

Every now and then
The darkness tries to chase me
And my legs are getting tired of running
Oh, please don't
Please don't let it get to me
Oh, I don't want to give up that easily
But the darkness keeps chasing

River streams down my cheeks
Look to my right
See you blowing smoke in your ripped jeans
Don't tell me you fell in
The darkness is already seeping through
Oh, can't you see?
I will be different
I'm not sure if I can do it all alone
God, I want to be different
But I'm not sure if I can do it on my own

'Cause every now and then
The darkness tries to chase me
And my legs are getting tired of running
Oh, please don't
Please don't let it get to me
Oh, I don't want to give up that easily
But the darkness keeps chasing me





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  1. J.... S....

    This gave me chills...
    No, actually I'm *shaking*

  2. S.... L....

    Sounds a little off key in parts but good try. She's a cute kid tho

    S.... L....

    @tom skatt I know she's only a kid. She might get better if she sticks to it.

    S.... L....

    @Super Luminous Anomaly Lol your playlist looks like mine as a teen .

    S.... L....

    @tom skatt not my playlist nice try

    S.... L....

    @Super Luminous Anomaly You're just an f'n troll, get a life!!

    S.... L....

    @Ross Winslow He is. Check out what he wrote under Grace's SMMTT song.

  3. I.... ....

    I love this song so hard. And i want so hardly to kill myself, and i Will. I hate this world so much. It is everything so unfair, so cruel and worthless. I just think of die everyday. Everyday of my shitty fucking life i think on killing myself. I cant express how empty and though and useless i am right now. I Will kill myself. I get i fights with everyone, the Boy that i love hates me, i Lost my best friend, i am Ugly, fat, i have epilepsy, i am horrible to everyone.......and i just think i should die die die die die evrry fucking day of my maldit life. Im so tired of my self. I wanna see my fucking veins destroyed , i dont wanna cry water, i wanna cry blood and throw up my blood and see my body in Open wounds and be a skelet. All this because i wanna die so hard, yes i am i a state i wanna my body to self destroy it self. I wanna feel myself in torture until i fucking die and my mind cant think anymore of killing myself or what i am doing. I HATE myself. The wish of killing myself Burns my heart so highly

    I.... ....

    Please do not kill yourself, just listening to her 'A Better Life' song, she wrote it for her brother with drug problem, please "just close your eyes and create yourself a better life", the life is not as bad as you think, you just need to find the good in it, I'm 100% sure you can do this!!!

    I.... ....

    Don’t let the darkness overtake you. Call a help line or seek out counseling immediately. Death is not an answer it’s only an end. Your life is too precious. Please seek help immediately. I’ve felt this darkness before and sought out help and now I am thriving and happy.

    I.... ....

    You might not know it but the God who created you loves you more than anybody else no matter what. He gave you a life for a purpose. You might not see that purpose yet but he sure does. He is the only one who will never let you down. Do no let him down.


    Now, I can see that you like this song by Grace very much. I believe deep in my heart that that God is actually trying to reach you through Grace's voice and lyrics. You hurt because your legs are tired of running from the Darkness. Listen how Grace sings "God I want to be different...but I can't do it on my own", and after listening to that, listen to these other songs from Grace, BUT close your eyes and pay attention to what that GOD who loves you so much has to tell you through the sweetest instrument that is Grace's voice and words:


    https://youtu.be/nTphEozUkxg
    https://youtu.be/Geq9828mf2Y
    https://youtu.be/eLcGq1iQtw8
    https://youtu.be/SoSPVEzG2tU

  4. S.... M....

    Beautiful song.

  5. r.... r....

    This album is one of my favorites, it has musical quality, the selection of the songs was very good. The introduction of this song made with this fingering caused a very good feeling. The tone of Grace's voice was incredible in line with the melody. , intelligence and professionalism translate this work well, congratulations and "success always" !!!

  6. S.... &....

    🙏😥 Please stay away from darkness

  7. K.... F....

    NICE NICE AMAZING VOICE

  8. A.... D....

    I just got addicted to t lyric.....

  9. C.... P....

    Perfeita, linda voz!

  10. l.... t....

    Happiness exists because we could see the darkness

  11. �.... ....

    Grace is a living legend and a miracle.

  12. G.... ....

    I first heard this song back in 2018, little did I know how much I would relate to this and how much it applies to my current situation. See, i lost what I loved and cherished the most. Count your blessings and enjoy them, you never know. In a split second, a dumb decision - an accident and they could just be gone forever. God bless

  13. B.... P....

    WOW...keep going Grace...your songs and voice are amazing...💖

  14. h.... ....

    Genius, almost like a lament and soul touchingly powerful.

  15. L.... F....

    pleasantly perfect nothing less and everything more.

  16. Q.... T....

    I cried

  17. c.... f....

    Fear ,anxiety, loneliness, despair, depression, uncertainty, lostness, cry out, love, prayerful and hope. It's beautiful ,touching , emotional , healing , thought provoking and still on loop.

  18. S.... M....

    Everyone thinks this song is about depression but it's actually about pedophile incest uncles chasing people. Don't let them catch you, keep going forward and stay strong😎 that's what grace would want. And that's her message from the song. Sad you people think it's about depression SMH.🤔

    S.... M....

    Sorry for your child hood.

    S.... M....

    @Daniel Kicklighter lol

    S.... M....

    @Toad Sauce nah think you got the message wrong bro

    S.... M....

    Sean Morton I guess you need to hear it from her. She’s said in many interviews including the last one that she is vague on purpose. So others can relate it to their own circumstances. Her main goal is to let the listener escape for three minutes. She said most of her topics are exaggerated to a point where it’s almost a lie when it’s about her. She over exaggerates basically..

    S.... M....

    @Toad Sauce you do realise I'm joking... right?!😂

  19. E.... H....

    Wow just plan super voice,great singer and song writer

  20. a.... z....

    I can't imagine, with her age, how could she make this emotional poetry? And I don't know how this can interpret it ... It has a deep meaning ... Maybe some of you can explain it

    a.... z....

    Well I can't tell you what "darkness"/demons were "chasing" Grace, but we all have them. Grace has a remarkable self-awareness as well as a keen sense of life and people and the so called "Human Condition" for anyone actually, not just for her age. And she also has incredible ability to relate and to vividly and emotionally express what she is feeling, which is the singer-songwriter genius that we recognize in her. Like much of Grace's work this song is fairly complex, it is actually a prayer in which she is saying "I want to be different but I don't know if I can do it on my own", then she asks God for His help obviously fully expecting that He will, which is truly an uplifting message. All of Grace's creations, even the so called "dark" ones have a brighter side or a happier ending or a positive message embedded in them.

    One other note, Grace uses her music as a release from the pressures and anxiety that life can bring. There are many examples of that: "Clay", Gossip Girl", "So Much More Than This" all dealt with frustrations she was feeling. And Wow, her new songs from "Letters Vol 1"- "I Don't Like You" , "Poser" and "The City" are all very personal, powerfully expressive and emotional masterpieces that wrestle with an apparent difficult relationship she's had or is facing! Anxiously awaiting "Vol 2" to drop hopefully fairly early this year... stay tuned... hope you're subbed and have the bell clicked!!

  21. s.... m....

    Goosebumps ...wow

  22. E.... S....

    " want to be different, but I don't know if I can do it on my own..." so. profound.

  23. j.... b....

    How badly do i love this song

  24. j.... b....

    Break,s my Sole AND I LOVE IT

  25. J.... F....

    getting nostalgic u.u

  26. D.... T....

    "I want to call you but if I hear your voice i just might cry."

  27. c.... 1....

    That was so beautiful I want to play drums to it so bad because that's what I do but it's so beautiful I can't it's so beautiful oh my God it's beautiful!!

  28. H.... A....

    This song touched my heart so much, it made me cry. I was visiting my home country after my sister gave birth, and we were going back home. It was a connected, 2-part flight, and I didn't, at all cry, like I usually do. On the second flight, I was going through the music section of the plane, and this was one of the only songs I hadn't listened to. I put my headphones on, and I don't even know what happened, but I just started crying when Grace sang 'I wanna call you/ but if I hear your voice,/ I just might cry.' And it really hurt, since I wasn't in an emotionally stable area.

  29. y.... s....

    I think various talented kids come along and are discovered by accident ...and they are very different than what is the current fad is......older folks that were young in the 60's heard a female singer that had a different smoky voice that became a celebrity...Janice Joplin …
    But young people today have so much more technology and can develop there talent on social media ...like this one.... they need to find a unique talent inside them that makes them stand out more....plus they have more understanding of the worlds marketing pitfalls..and do not want to loose there own identity ...along the way of becoming famous...she is a modern 15 year old.....It is a different generation ..now …..we are going into.. 2020...the 1960's Rolling Stones are all over 70 now.....not the sex..drugs..and rock and roll any longer.....times have changed......

  30. T.... B....

    This will always be among your best works Grace. This song changed me.

  31. �.... ....

    You always plays songs to comfort my soul, Thank you.

  32. A.... L....

    Beautifully written and sung!! Our darkness is within us...our fears, which we must face. But knowing just as the night gives way to a brand new day, we have hope...there is light...balance.
    You're a beautiful inspiration Grace. God bless you!🌹

    A.... L....

    Yes she most certainly is, Arthur! This song is actually a prayer in which Grace is asking God for His help obviously fully expecting that He will, which is an uplifting message in itself. We who have found Grace are truly blessed!

  33. T.... S....

    Love you 🌺 your my favorite music player

  34. D.... B....

    Her music should be prescribed as therapy.

  35. J.... R....

    She is so so creative.... Fabulously awesome creation of hers. I felt so in sync with the song and her voice when I heard it... 12 she is but she has been blessed with a wonder..... Love you Grace. You deserve something huge

  36. M.... K....

    Such a big voice, so young and she understands so much

  37. c.... d....

    Best song

  38. M.... M....

    Nice song..

  39. A.... I....

    She deserves grammies and Oscars 🏆

    A.... I....

    She will someday be the recipient of All of them. She will be one of the very few to be an EGOT.

  40. c.... f....

    I want to compliment you. You have amazing songs and I could listen to them all day everyday. I love the style of your singing and you have the best playlists I've ever listened to. Honestly all other song singers I usually have a few songs I don't like, but all your songs are so relatable and I can't stop listening. Great Job!

  41. G.... S....

    I was busy doing something else, letting this song play in the background, not paying too much attention to it, and this STILL made me cry.

    G.... S....

    and it still got ya, lol?
    Oh, that is so relatable.
    I was driving all alone the first time I heard it...
    That was dangerous, the song should come with a warning. ⚠😭⚠

  42. A.... [....

    I love you so much, Grace

  43. N.... Y....

    U are amazing grace Vanderwall

  44. P.... P....

    omg 13 years old and made this song . roiling stone magazine cold her a best song rider .what a stunning song

    P.... P....

    Make sure to check out Grace's brand new songs "Waste My Time" and "I Don't Like You". She'll be out with a new album very soon... sub to her channel and click the bell so you get a notice!

  45. 3.... G....

    God can call you out of darkness and into His marvelous light - (1 - Peter 2:9) Now, greater is He that is in you than he that is in this world - (1 - John 4:4)

    3.... G....

    @scott meyers Most people, who have lost faith in Him, say that. It's usually because they didn't receive an answered prayer, during a time of trial, in their life. But, let me explain something to you; God is with you, all the time...every answer, to all your questions, are in His word. Theres no need for Him to speak to us, because everything we need to know is in His word. The answer to all our trials & tribulations are in His word. The more you study/meditate, the more your faith grows, thus the more answers you will receive. No trial and no tribulation will stop you. Nothing will get in your way. All the answers are in His word. It's like God is with you, saying, " Son, I'm right here with you and that trial ( situation ) is easily ready to be taken care of... just find the answer in my word ". God won't or doesn't have to verbally speak to us, He already has, spoken, for everything in life, in His word.

    3.... G....

    Ok let's start with Lucifer ,Satan the devil god maid him , created sin , father of all evil but in stead of just destroying him he creates a home for him called hell and 1/3 of the angels fell with him and all are in hell for gods amusement, am I right so far ?

    3.... G....

    I think you get the point next time you try to push your religion on other people don't do it at an artist song site were here for Grace their are a lot of Christian networks you can go to .

    3.... G....

    @scott meyers
    If you ask Grace what she was doing when waiting for Nick to announce the winner of AGT. She will tell you she was praying. Grace is strong in faith.

    3.... G....

    Grace's faith is strong. No need to preach to the choir, my friend.

  46. p.... ....

    Grace is the saxophone of voices.

  47. K.... A....

    Some miss the uke but I bet they miss the cello too and dont know it. I like how Grace goes high and the cello swoops in to give it support. It's a lot more common in countries like Norway to get strings with your pop. Astrid S. uses it.

  48. t.... ....

    I love this song so much aaa!! This song gives me goodvibes and it looks like it could be used for a movie !! great work grace! <3

  49. A.... P....

    The feels

  50. d.... r....

    Beautiful !

  51. A.... C....

    Brautiful

  52. C.... W....

    A lot of artists could learn about emotion from Grace !!! ❤️❤️❤️

  53. c.... 1....

    I love it

  54. H.... N....

    This song speaks to my soul.

  55. R.... B....

    Simply amazing. I mean, I'm obsessed. So accurate and i am amazed how a thirteen year old girl can deliver such mature thoughts. It kind of makes you realize how this planet actually is, and how this is the story of nearly everyone. You kay not realize, but human beings are aleays running from their problems, their fears, and basically enclosing themselves in their own wall. Absolutely wonderfull Grace VanderWaal. Wonderfull.

    R.... B....

    Yeah I agree being a fourteen year old myself this song has helped me with Deppression I've self harmed and tried committing sucide but honestly grace has saved me just from her music...

    R.... B....

    @Angelina I hope your doing well now .

  56. I.... I....

    Darkness is the pray. Just litle bit more to grow

  57. D.... ,....

    Que voz linda!!

  58. R.... T....

    Darkness keeps chasing me
    Grace saves me



    Reality: I was upset and i listen to her song and i felt emotional and get back to the same who i was before
    TRUE😇

  59. I.... ....

    Grace, I love all your songs, they are so heart touching and I feel even in which song you make that we are just like each other, cause you literally express my emotions, and I often tell that to people around me.
    But the way you express your feelings in this song, just breaks my heart, cause I feel the same deep sadness than you do in this video. You perfectly express my feelings, and it is so heart touching and pure, even if it is sad. Thank you Grace: I may feel hopeless, but at least I can listen to this song.... when I do, I feel like someone out there is supportive and cares even if it is depressive....

  60. h.... f....

    "I don't know what I want anymore." Welcome to being a teenager 😂

  61. B.... B....

    Aún sigo amando demasiado esta canción 😢😍😍

  62. J.... S....

    This is ignored by the grammys which confirms my belief that most of the grammy awards are not worth the metal they are molded from. Despite that I want Grace to win a lot of them.

  63. K.... ....

    your voice with your songs makes me a little happier every time. Thanks Grace for this. I hope one day to be able to listen to you live 🎵🎶.

  64. I.... ....

    I just don’t understand why she doesn’t sing this song more, Lungs, You’ll Get Bored, and some of her other songs. They are magnificent!!

    I.... ....

    Toad Sauce
    l agree

    I.... ....

    @Inez i feel you , sad that so many well written songs with so much emotion are just lost to the world as Grace moves on , I love her new stuff but these songs should never be forgotten

    I.... ....

    Greg Cadman I am in absolute agreement with you!

    I.... ....

    @Greg Cadman Absolutely nailed it Greg - "as Grace moves on"- never seen anybody quite like Grace in this respect (along with the other obvious ones) she has absolutely no inclination to reflect on the past, always moving forward and focusing totally on the present and future. I know she has no concept of the legacy she is building and what it will mean to future generations. And certainly don't think a "Grace VanderWaal Museum" has ever been a flicker in her humble, unassuming mind. I mean just arbitrarily deleting epic creations like "The Good Just Get Better" which meant so much to so many...... wow.. tragic! I know it's been saved by others but still... Grace doesn't care, she's done with it! Sad indeed!

    I.... ....

    @Ross Winslow
    Yes, it has all been preserved. That is why the VanderVault.org was created. So nothing would ever be lost.

  65. M.... G....

    I was listening to music on my playlist so I cant see cuz Im LISTENING and I hear 'Beautiful Thing' and I think thats the song thats playing. Little do I know it was an ad using Grace's song

  66. D.... E....

    Reminds me of Med school... telling my fiance, " I cant talk on the phone right now .... I will be different when its over ... I want you here with me but I also need to be alone ... I cant give up that easily," ... and the darkness of turning away that Love I really needed to get thru it all.

  67. T.... ....

    Compelling, original and simply first rate.  She lives in the same universe as Tina Dico and Christina Sturmer but is uniquely herself.  Bravo...well done and you will only get better.

  68. l.... t....

    Would love this song to be the intro for kingdom hearts

    l.... t....

    Hmm... Kingdom Hearts... Darkness... 🤔 *PERFECT!*

  69. D.... E....

    Wow. WOW...one of the best songs I've ever heard in my life. Her voice just pulls on your soul. Incredible!

  70. R.... H....

    God I want to be different
    But am not sure i can do it on my own..


    Tore my heart into
    Pieces

    R.... H....

    Ruth - Very powerful indeed! Grace has literally written and sung a prayer here.... in the words you cited and those that follow she is asking God for His help obviously fully expecting that He will, which is an uplifting message in itself! All of Grace's songs, even the so called "dark" ones come with some kind of positive message or encouraging or happy ending. Grace's writings and music are very deep and complex and reflect a remarkable understanding of life and people that few of us ever grasp, no matter our age. Grace is a one-of-a-kind genius!

  71. j.... b....

    This song is everything I can't say

  72. P.... P....

    WHAT THE HOOOOO THE WHAT A LITTLE GIRL JUST SANG THAT .MY GOD THAT WAS MASTER CLASS.

    P.... P....

    And she wrote it as well

  73. S.... m....

    I love everything about you

  74. B.... L....

    The darkness is chasing you, it's called Hollywood, record producers, "friends", etc...

    BTW you're losing your uniqueness, what we originally loved about you. Forget what "they" are trying to teach you, to be "more successful"... You're statring to sound like every other "controlled" artist out there, don't fall into that trap. Just sayin"...

    B.... L....

    @Mutlu Sarıtaş woosh !!!

    B.... L....

    @Greg Cadman There's lots of idiots on YT.

    B.... L....

    @Toad Sauce Other singers get negative feedback but nobody call their haters idiots, where is the justice? Should she get a free pass just because she is a prodigy and a child?

    B.... L....

    @Mutlu Sarıtaş I HATE people like YOU!!! Wishing bad things upon good people to prove a sick point. Instead of doing what good people do which Is wish them luck and hope they have a happy life. People like you are what's wrong with society not bad music! Not to mention you threatening to kill her. You're a sick person and should be locked up and the key THROWN AWAY!!! I wish you a speedy and horrible death. The world be better off WITHOUT YOU IN IT!!!

    B.... L....

    @Mutlu Sarıtaş I did report you.

  75. M.... a....

    The most hauntingly beautiful song ever. Underplayed, underrated and always under the radar.

  76. E.... G....

    Haves concert here

  77. E.... G....

    Grace I love you I listen to your music everyday I follow you always on your music of course WHEN CAN YOU COME TO PHOENIX ARIZONA

  78. G.... C....

    The darkness can not chase you if you do not run, ...

  79. S.... S....

    Anyone who gives thumb down is an idiot

  80. S.... G....

    I grew up listening to metal and hard rock and a ton of alternative in the 80s-90s-2000s and after seeing her performance on America’s talent the first time I knew I wanted to hear more,And then she just kept blowing everyone away with her presence,She is now my favourite female artist...She puts so much soul into her music,As well her voice is heavenly❤️❤️❤️...

    S.... G....

    Same boat , Ironically also into metal hard rock and alternative 80's , 90's

    S.... G....

    👍👍

  81. S.... 6....

    bravo je prostě úžasná

  82. C.... ....

    One of your best, Grace. It's almost in a spirit of Celtic music. A lament.
    https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TAHi5sZZdeA

  83. A.... V....

    ❤❤🤩🤩

  84. W.... S....

    Que tan profunda es esta canción, impresionado por la letra, que mente para pensar así a tan corta edad, que bueno que puede expresar su talento, dejarlo salir todo. This needs a video and be more recognized.

  85. J.... H....

    For the 620 people who disliked this song, you’re an idiot!!

  86. L.... B....

    Love this its so me😊

  87. r.... ....

    Darkness turn me blind , listen u i can see again.

  88. C.... D....

    Depression to a tea. Most singers write songs because they want to appear like they are emotionally attached to their own songs but most aren't and most don't even write songs they just sing she does both that is what art is music industry lacks individuality and meaning today most famous singers sing catchy lyrics that doesn't really speak to anything just meaningless words. Music is meaning to speak about how you feel in the moment if you have something that is authentic and inspiring to write a song. for me I have bad times for the past 5 years with my health problems and lately I've been watching music more i love this song because its true authentic and it tells a story depression effects a lot of people including me I've had it so long i learned to live with it but its a battle keep writing songs

  89. G.... V....

    Good i love you Grice 👍👍👍👍👍👍

  90. D.... G....

    she is fantastic. i cannot wait until we get a formal release of 12 stars.

  91. R.... F....

    I love Grace so much, she's so talented , sweet and original !🦋😭😍🍒🌷💜❤️👾🐥🎈

  92. f.... j....

    this song is so personal to me

  93. c.... m....

    eu te amo, grace !💖