SXYE - Who Am I Lyrics




I promised myself it won't happen a second time
I promised myself I'd be stronger, I'd be fine
Why can't I see
That I am weak
That I am hurt
That I am gone
And that I'd been so all along

But I am just a kid that's lost in darkness
Of this big and scary world
I'm not a girl, I'm not a boy
I am just me but I like joy
I am destroyed but I'll be fine
If I'm confused I'll stop in time
Wait for a sign

I am afraid of what's to come
These kids are blocking out the sun
And now I'm left drowning in lies
Can't differentiate the tides
Is this the truth is this real life
This tends to happen all the time
I can't decide who to believe
So I grieve inside
Inside

Why does my head never make sense
Stresses me out to count to ten
Let's go again travel inside
Messed up my conscience and my mind

But now I'm fine
So I pretend but really I just want to end
What can't make sense I want to die
But who am I?

I am just a kid that's lost in darkness
Of this big and scary world
I'm not a girl, I'm not a boy
I am just me but I like joy
I am destroyed but I'll be fine
If I'm confused I'll stop in time
Wait for a sign

I am afraid of what's to come
These kids are blocking out the sun
And now I'm left drowning in lies
Can't differentiate the tides
Is this the truth is this real life
This tends to happen all the time
I can't decide who to believe
So I grieve inside

Inside inside inside inside inside

Please let me in
Please let me in
I promise I won't leave again

Please let me out
Please let me out
I promise I won't speak about
What you have done
Not to a soul

I want to live, just be at home
But I'm not home when I'm with you
I'm sorry, tell me what to do
Tell me what to do

I'm scared of you
Of what you've done
I'm scared of what I will become
Because so far

I am just a kid that's lost in darkness
Of this big and scary world
I'm not a girl, I'm not a boy
I am just me but I like joy
I am destroyed but I'll be fine
If I'm confused I'll stop in time
Wait for a sign





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SXYE Who Am I Comments
  1. Andy Hart

    I've known of you and your music for a long while but have never really looked at what else you've created. I'm glad I did, I absolutely bloody adore you.

  2. Fawn Oakley

    I have this song on reply I just wanna be myself but its constant battle with wanting to be me and wanting my family in my life..

  3. Layan Atieh

    you help me with my depression and anxiety thank you <3

    ivy FrAmE

    me to :)

  4. Maia Saliabury

    that song made me really really emotion BUT WAS THAT A TARDIS WOOSH AT THE VERY VERY END

  5. samoodwea

    Everything about this song is me thank you so much for making it!

  6. Panicatthephandom

    This is amazing and you're so good at singing 🖤

  7. Andrew Johnson

    Just thought I'd let you know but brought a tear to my eye. May peace Joy love and happiness be with you we are who we are so let us rejoice for who we are and not for what society wants us to be so they can feel comfortable, about living a quiet lie!!!

  8. Andrew Johnson

    Love the way you write, keep it up the awesome job, you rock and remember to live your life fearless. For fear may try and hold us back but if we truly live our lives fearlessle then we have nothing to hold us back and we are free.

  9. Mischievous Muffins

    Who is this beautiful creature

  10. kemobeanie

    This deserves to have at least a million views

  11. hwAsW

    Does anyone know any other artists like this? As in the same type of music bc this is amazing wtf😤💓💓

  12. Sending_poscards_from_a_planecrash 29

    I feel like this is a great for non-b people, it’s very inspiring ♥️

  13. Abigail Brandt

    I love you omg

  14. tsuraei

    "please let me in, please let me in, i promise of i won't leave again. please let me out, please let me out, i promise i won't speak about, what you have done, not to a soul. i want to live, just be at home, but im not at home when im with you. im sorry, tell me what to do. im scared of you, of what you've done. im scared of what i will become."

    these lyrics really hit something in me and i just can't stop listening to this song, because it's just so relatable and i feel as if it were like my story being told.

  15. Freya Paget-Jack

    Girl: Do u even want to be with me forever?
    Boy: No
    Girl: Do u even like me?
    Boy: No
    Girl: Would u cry if i walked away?
    Boy: No
    She heard enough and was hurt... She walked away with tears in her eyes
    The boy grabbed her arm
    Boy: Your not pretty...you're beautiful
    Boy: I don't want to be with u forever...I need to be with u forever
    Boy: I don't like u...I love u
    Boy: I wouldn't cry if u walked away......I would die if u walked away.
    Boy Whispers: Plz stay with me
    Girl: I will...
    *Tonight at midnight your true love will realize they love u
    *Something good will happen to u at 1-4pm
    *Tomorrow it could be anywhere!!!
    *Get ready for the shock of your life!
    *If u don't post this to 5 other comments... You will have bad luck in relationships for the next 10 years

    tsuraei

    sis don't fall for these chain messages

  16. Shaelee Kinnard

    sxye is such an inspiration i love her music and i am so attatched to it already

    Queer Anarchist

    I thought Skye used they/them.

  17. Shaelee Kinnard

    "im not a girl, im not a boy, im just me" i love this so much this my favorite song of all time
    ALSO why is sxye not famous yet???

  18. Aly Carlin

    this is my fav song. i feel nonbinary but in to scared to tell anyone bc i dont want my fam to be mad or my gf to break up with me

  19. Violet Cat

    This is so beautiful and such a major mood. Loving your music

  20. Elly Hartland

    i seriously love your hair and all of your music,you inspire me to be the best me that i can be,the words you use are so meaningful and i can tell that you mean every word.thank you for existing

  21. PPINKMILK •

    since i'm not non-binary (their is nothing wrong with non-binary people btw) I always sing since i'm Pansexaul:

    "I am just a girl that's lost in darkness of this big and scary world, I like girls, and I like boys and that's just me but I lack joy, I am destroyed-"

    but this song is beautiful, good work

  22. Blue Sapphire

    T_T you're painfully beautiful...this is more than just music.

  23. Richard Bartlett

    That voice is breathtaking & mesmorizing! It was great talking to you at the C Note. Thanks for taking the time. Can't wait to hear more from you!

  24. Lukas the kid

    I relate so much to this song, no one understands me at the moment. This song just reminds me so much of myself that its scary..

  25. Audra

    i love all of your songs my favorite one is pastel

  26. Immortallus Official

    500th like

  27. Lollipops and Cigarettes

    Lyrics:
    I promised myself, It won't happen a second time
    I promised myself, I'd be stronger, I'd be fine
    Why can't I see, that I am weak, that I am hurt, that I am gone, and that I'd been so all along
    But I am just a kid that is lost in darkness, of this big and scary world.
    I'm not a girl, I'm not a boy, I am just me, but I like joy.
    I am destroyed, but I'll be fine, if I'm confused, I'll stop in time, wait for a sign
    I am afraid of what's to come, these kids are blocking out the sun
    And now I'm left, drowning in lies, cant differentiate the tides
    Is this the truth? Is this real life? This tends to happen all the time.
    I cant decide who to believe, and so I grieve inside.
    Inside.
    Why does my head never make sense?
    Stresses me out to count to 10.
    Let's go again, travel inside, to stop my conscience and my mind.
    But now I'm fine, so I pretend, when really I just want to end what can't make sense.
    I want to die, but who am I?
    I am just a kid that's lost in darkness, of this big and scary world.
    I'm not a girl, I'm not a boy, I am just me, but I like joy.
    I am destroyed, but I'll be fine, if I'm confused, I'll stop in time, wait for a sign
    I am afraid of what's to come, these kids are blocking out the sun
    And now I'm left, drowning in lies, cant differentiate the tides
    Is this the truth? Is this real life? This tends to happen all the time.
    I cant decide who to believe, so I grieve inside.
    Inside, inside, inside inside inside
    Please let me in, please let me in, I promise I won't leave again.
    Please let me out, please let me out, I promise I won't speak about what you have done, not to a soul.
    I want to live, just be at home, but I'm not at home when I'm with you.
    I'm sorry, tell me what to do.
    Tell me what to do.
    I'm scared of you, of what you've done, I'm scared of what I will become, because so far.
    I am just a kid that's lost in darkness, of this big and scary world.
    I'm not a girl, I'm not a boy, I am just me, but I like joy.
    I am destroyed, but I'll be fine, if I'm confused, I'll stop in time, wait for a sign.

  28. michaela slaughter

    Your songs get me through the day thank you

  29. Aliyah

    I don’t know you’re story but you are beautiful. What your music gives people is so powerful, I listen to your songs and get a release from having to be fake. You can be who you are, because there’s nothing wrong with it. Your hair, singing, and piano playing is rocking! Please never give up!

  30. Gwen Gilbert

    There’s people who will try to bring you down just stand taller and you’ll have all of us with you💜

  31. Raegan Ellsworth

    I promised myself it won't happen a second time
    I promised myself i'd be stronger i'd be fine
    Why can't i see
    That i am weak
    That i am hurt
    That i am gone
    And that id been so all alongBut i am just a kid that's lost in darkness
    Of this big and scary world
    I'm not a girl i'm not a boy
    I am just me but i like joy

    I am destroyed but i'll be fine
    if i'm confused i'll stop in time
    wait for a sign
    I am afraid of what's to come
    These kids are blocking out the sun
    And now i'm left drowning in lies
    Can't differentiate the tides
    Is this the truth is this real life
    This tends to happen all the time
    I can't decide who to believe
    So i grieve inside
    Inside

    Why does my head never make sense
    Stresses me out to count to ten
    Let's go again travel inside
    Messed up my conscience and my mind

    But now i'm fine
    So i prétend but really i just want to end
    What can't make sense i want to die
    But who am i?

    I am just a kid that's lost in darkness
    Of this big and scary world
    I'm not a girl i'm not a boy
    I am just me but i like joy

    I am destroyed but i'll be fine
    if i'm confused i'll stop in time
    wait for a sign

    I am afraid of what's to come
    These kids are blocking out the sun
    and now i'm left drowning in lies
    Can't differentiate the tides
    Is this the truth is this real life
    This tends to happen all the time
    I can't decide who to believe
    So i grieve inside

    Inside inside inside inside inside

    Please let me in
    Please let me in
    I promise i won't leave again

    Please let me out
    Please let me out
    I promise i won't speak about
    What you have done
    Not to a soul

    I want to live, just be at home
    But i'm not home when i'm with you
    I'm sorry, tell me what to do
    Tell me what to do

    I'm scared of you
    Of what you've done
    I'm scared of what i will become
    Because so far

    I am just a kid that's lost in darkness
    Of this big and scary world
    I'm not a girl i'm not a boy
    I am just me but i like joy

    I am destroyed but i'll be fine
    if i'm confused i'll stop in time
    wait for a sign

    Diamond Dash

    I think it may be lack joy, not like. Thats what i heard at least.

  32. Raegan Ellsworth

    "I'm not a girl or a boy I'm just me" I'm enby that hit me harrdd damn

  33. Rory Wallace

    H U H??????????? WHY ARENT YOU MORE POPULAR? WTF THIS IS AMAZING!

  34. hEcK sHoOk

    What a mood...

  35. Lil bun

    This really touched my heart, thank you so much for bringing this into the world 😄😁

  36. Kola Cake

    Why am I just now finding you omg.

  37. Kasey Kat

    need the chords for this omg

  38. Skittles the Unicorn

    You are currently my favorite artist and this is my favorite song

  39. mae x

    ive heard 2 of your songs so far and im already so attached to your music. Its so musically and lyrically genius and beautiful and ive honestly never heard any music that so closely describes what i feel and because of your music i feel validated that someone else feels the same way as I do. Thank you.

  40. PINKMYG

    HONESTLY THIS SONG IS SO BEAUTIFUL, ,I LOVE HOW I CAN RELATE OMGHRRR

  41. IShowsMoose

    I wish I could give you more than 1 like because you deserve so many of them❤

    Diamond Dash

    TIME TO MAKE MORE ACCOUNTS!

  42. lil bean Suga

    I love your music and I can tell you that you have a great voice

  43. Emilie Massin

    "I'm not a girl,I m not a boy,I m just me "❤

  44. Cosmic Jack

    Omg can't believe I just found this you are amazing

  45. Katerina Hemstad

    This song and the visuals are both so beautiful.... You have a small but loyal following! We'll be here to support you (and probably cry over your break taking voice)!

  46. Xavier Salcido

    This,is amazing. You're an inspiration,even if you aren't big. You'll make it, and you'll bring joy all over the world. Keep this up, because it's beautiful.

  47. Lou X

    Woah i just found your channel and your music is so awesome! Keep making songs!💖😄🔥

  48. caroline

    I'm crying

  49. Jessy Sephton

    This is phenomenal, you deserve so much recognition oml

  50. wass supp

    I whish I had found this earlier...it helps me a lot <3

  51. Booh

    seriously, SOMEONE MAKE YOU FAMOUS
    THE WORLD NEEDS YOUU

  52. Ren Alpaca

    Ugh I just l9ve yiu so much you're perfect

  53. Blossom Child

    From what I'm getting from your music so far (I've listened to this and Little Space) you seem like a nonbinary age regressor who's kinda mentally unstable and fuck I've never related to a music artist more than I do right now

  54. Skylar Evans

    This song needs more credit, someone help advertise this!!! Amazing song btw. Literally my anthem ;(

  55. Ricardo Roldán Beltrán

    Que gran exponente eres
    Una gran futuro artístico te espera
    Perfecta melodía y maravilla voz
    Perfect

  56. Everyday Vloger

    Was this filmed at the Glastonbury Abby

    Everyday Vloger

    Don't pay attention to the picture or name

  57. jasmine gianne

    ❤️ this is so good :]

  58. Veronika Karshina

    I was expecting something amazing from you, Skye, but this is SO TOUCHING AND BEAUTIFUL, I am obsessed with this music video and the song! Love you, keep making more great things❤
    -Russian spy)

  59. Hannah Rose

    BBY ITS SO BEAUTIFUL IM GONNA CRY

  60. kaia.grassyee

    honestly so frickin amazing. We need behind the scenes for this stuff

    SXYE

    Unfortunately, no behind the scenes were filmed, we were so set on making it perfect that all we have is reject shots. Haha!