SXYE - Salem Was Our City Lyrics

I miss the way you tasted like your cigarettes
You say that you would quit but you still haven't yet
But somehow I don't mind that you still smell like that
I guess it just reminds me of the day we met
You looked at me like I would be your final meal
But when you pulled me in you comforted instead of killed
I guess you're just the caring boy I dreamed you were
It's such a shame I crashed and burned right through our feels

Salem was our city
You said that I was pretty
I miss the way you kissed the back of my head
I wish you didn't leave me out like I was dead
Lowkey you're my monster
But really we're imposters
I wish we didn't let go of our values
You're just my toxic boy and I'll never forget you

Two weeks feels like two years and now two thousand words
I've never been so happy under such a curse
I've never been so fucking happy now it fucking hurts
Now you're off with her, and I'm lying in the dirt

Salem was our city
You said that I was pretty
I miss the way you kissed the back of my head
I wish you didn't leave me out like I was dead
Lowkey you're my monster
But really we're imposters
I wish we didn't let go of our values
You're just my toxic boy and I'll never forget you

Did you forget?
Did you abandon me?
Do you give a shit?
Do you even see?
Walking on the beach
Kissing in the trees
Getting high with all your friends
And then forgetting me?
You listen to my songs
I still listen to yours
But now there's pain in all our lyrics
And I'm fucking sore
And now I'm staring at a screen
Your texts are hurting more
I wish that I could just move on
But damn it feels so forced
I miss your eyes, I miss your mouth
I miss your crystal sighs
I miss your hands around my waist
I miss your heavy sighs
I miss your words
And all the ways that they would feed me lies
Cause if you meant them
You would be here not with other guys

I think I loved you
Even if it's wrong
And ever since July
I knew the words to all your songs
I wish you texted me
I wish you loved me too
I'm just your loverboy
And I'll never forget you