SXYE - I Made It Lyrics

I miss you for the three days you're gone
I'm happy when you listen to my songs
You missed a lot of my self-hatred
Good thing my lyrics are sadistic
You wanna see me happier than I am
But I don't think we'll either understand
That no matter how long it's been
I miss your eyes, your hair, your smile, your skin
My jeans are ripped, my hair's a mess
I wish we both had time to rest
I made it but you weren't there
I shouldn't care, I shouldn't care

Push the pressure point with your second joint
I just don't wanna come off as boring
I could never ask what I want
I'd lose your hand again and then you're gone
My jeans are ripped, my hair's a mess
I wish we both had time to rest
I made it but you weren't there
I shouldn't care, I shouldn't care

I lost my mind again
I tend to fall behind again
And I don't remember how
To regulate what words come out
I tend to sing myself down
I tend to write and write about
My misfortunes
But I'm uncertain, cause

My jeans are ripped, my hair's a mess
I wish we both had time to rest
I made it but you weren't there
I shouldn't care I shouldn't care

I wish you let me have a chance
To laugh some more to hold your hand
I wish we talked some more online
Just let me try, just let me try
I wish you let me have a chance
To laugh some more to hold your hand
I wish we talked some more online
Just let me try, just let me try
I wish you let me have a chance
To laugh some more to hold your hand
I wish we talked some more online
Just let me try, just let me try