Sufjan Stevens - Futile Devices Lyrics






It's been a long, long time since I've memorized your face
It's been four hours now since I've wandered through your place
And when I sleep on your couch I feel very safe
And when you bring the blankets I cover up my face
I do love you
I do love you

And when you play guitar I listen to the strings buzz
The metal vibrates underneath your fingers
And when you crochet I feel mesmerized and proud
And I would say I love you, but saying it out loud is hard
So I won't say it at all
And I won't stay very long
But you are the life I needed all along
I think of you as my brother
Although that sounds dumb
Words are futile devices





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  1. L.... E....

    Noone can understand what the movie and this sound track has done to my heart .

  2. L.... C....

    Love itt !! ❤

  3. A.... N....

    Luca Timmy and Armie killed us all with this movie. It should have won an Oscar in my opinion.

  4. S.... S....

    how this short song manages to perfectly capture all the emotional elements conveyed in the book will never cease to amaze me. throughout the book, i was reading in Elio. now, i hear him speak aloud.

  5. 1.... ....

    What which scene was this in again?

  6. m.... l....

    this song creates different universe for me,where is only warm weather
    and calmness

  7. M.... L....

    HAPPY NEW YEAR!

    M.... L....

    "As palavras são dispositivos inúteis."

  8. E.... P....

    Can’t stop listening to this song I love it

  9. M.... T....

    Yes
    Never will have that feeling again...

  10. Y.... ....

    I wanna get a tattoo so bad..

  11. Y.... ....

    Damn i can't move on and function....

  12. S.... ....

    😍😍😍😍🖤

  13. g.... s....

    when mystery of love and vision of gideon is elio's point of view, i feel this is the oliver's point of view somehow

  14. T.... T....

    Gosh this is what I've been finding. 3s afer the song played in the scene when Elio desperately waiting for Oliver in a dark afternoon, I was completely numb like, "this is it"!!!

  15. J.... ....

    Falling in love with Sufjan Stevens and this remarkable film all over again... and realizing with yet another layer of heartache that Elliott Smith could have had a solid place on this pensive, mesmerizing Soundtrack as well, RIP.

  16. A.... G....

    Why is this grt song so short?!🤷‍♀❤

  17. B.... C....

    I watched this film for the first time last week (I know...so late), and my god I can’t stop thinking about it. Such a piece of perfection, and the music is hauntingly beautiful.

  18. Y.... H....

    My life never be the same again,
    💔

  19. v.... j....

    What a beautiful song man seriously. And beautiful film

  20. v.... j....

    I am.crying through my heart. This song has touched my soul.

  21. G.... M....

    Che poi perché chiamami col tuo nome?

  22. D.... C....

    Fuck, why am I crying again😭

  23. K.... S....

    "you're the only person id like to say goodbye to when i die, because only then will this thing i call my life make any sense. and if i should hear that you died, my life as i know it, the me who is speaking with you now, will cease to exist"

    K.... S....

    stop I'm crying...

  24. K.... ....

    I can’t tell you how many times I’ve watched this movie, it’s just so beautiful.

  25. M.... i....

    I feel like a I’m in a film listening to visions of gideon, futile devices and mystery of love

  26. K.... F....

    nobody will ever understand what this film and its soundtrack has done for me.

  27. U.... ....

    https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pScFrC3x3_U&t=67s watch this related video here

  28. D.... 9....

    *Later*

  29. R.... H....

    Just watched it again on Netflix 😢

  30. A.... s....

    😍😍

  31. s.... ....

    And now Ellio currently happy with Lilly....

  32. S.... S....

    I'm like you,' he said. 'I remember everything.'

    I stopped for a second. If you remember everything, I wanted to say, and if you are really like me, then before you leave tomorrow, or when you’re just ready to shut the door of the taxi and have already said goodbye to everyone else and there’s not a thing left to say in this life, then, just this once, turn to me, even in jest, or as an afterthought, which would have meant everything to me when we were together, and, as you did back then, look me in the face, hold my gaze, and call me by your name

  33. J.... C....

    ♥️💔

  34. P.... M....

    Still obsessed ! I hope the Call Me By Your Name 2 ( Find Me )still choose Sufjan Stevens ! ✨

  35. A.... D....

    I watched the CMBYN movie last week and I can't still move on!!! When I hear Suljan Steven's songs make me inflicted even more! SEND HELPPP!!! 😭

  36. N.... G....

    OLIVER COME BACK!!!

  37. E.... K....

    I just finished reading the book after watching the movie and it took my breath away. No one could have played the part of Elio than Timmy. Every emotion, every word in the book is so perfectly portrayed from Elio's face, his body, as if the movie was made for him. I have no words to describe how happy this movie makes me.
    Thank you to everyone who's been a part of this movie, it will outlive all of us<3

    E.... K....

    An instant classic for the ages...

  38. N.... F....

    This leaves me absolutely breathless , it's like an explosion of thrill but also gloom, in a very very special way ❤️

  39. C.... L....

    I used to listen to this from Elio's perspective.
    Now I listen to the words as Oliver's thoughts, his insatiable longing for Elio,
    and the song has become new again.

  40. a.... s....

    esperando mas de elio y oliver....por favor!

  41. L.... T....

    I wish this song would last forever

  42. Y.... C....

    though i have not known how it feels on the inside of love, especially those homosexual ones, i strongly believe it's true love between Elio and Oliver cuz of this song.

  43. a.... ....

    - "elio elio elio elio elio elio"
    - "oliver" i remember everything"
    😭😭😭😭

  44. A.... A....

    depression vibe im feeling in this song

  45. D.... ....

    Does life ever get good?

  46. M.... ....

    LISTEN TO AGE OF ADZ

  47. C.... R....

    This film ruined my life

    C.... R....

    Faye Valentine same I don't know how to get over it - how to get back my life

    C.... R....

    @L O facts

  48. c.... ....

    I already am sad but keep replaying this song 🙃☹

  49. K.... K....

    "Traitor"

  50. N.... Z....

    Ame esta película 😔

  51. A.... A....

    this good

  52. S.... L....

    "Mafalia, have u seen Oliver?"

  53. L.... O....

    I love this film I am addicted but can anyone explain why I am always depressed after watching? It's cruel I can't help watching it but then ...

    L.... O....

    L O we’re just lonely

    L.... O....

    lil nips Not really... I m in a relationship I think it's kind of nostalgia. Youth first love etc etc.
    I really hope you don't feel lonely all the time

    L.... O....

    Sorry, I just assumed being lonely in a sense of emptiness or feeling that somethings missing. Completely agree about youth love, so innocent and pure.

  54. N.... M....

    I watched this movie for the first time 2 days ago. I’m hooked. I had to buy it, and now I want to read the novel!

    N.... M....

    Nanako Misonoo yes read the novel . It's brilliant.
    But this film is just amazing it makes me feel- I don't know what I feel.... kinda strange

    N.... M....

    L O I can understand that! It gives me a strange feeling. Perhaps a slight envy for the main character! hahah

    N.... M....

    Nanako Misonoo oh yes I do understand that slight envy- actually concerning both of them... haha

  55. A.... z....

    Langsung lari ke sini gara2 lihat instastorynya mb Luna Maya 💚

  56. L.... O....

    Makes me think of my first love ... which ended of course with tears and unimaginable pain and which rests unfinished in a way

  57. A.... L....

    This song really does send a shiver down the spine

  58. e.... ....

    How can a movie and its sound tracks make one feel ecstatically happy and profoundly depressed at the same time. It’s this extreme swings of emotions that drive me mad about CMBYN. Why can’t I stop feeling so conflicted. I tell myself it’s only fiction but......that pep talk only lasts until I need the next fix

    e.... ....

    estelle3005 same here I'm really don't know... maybe nostalgic. Thinking when I was young and my heart wide open

    e.... ....

    @@L O I am well past the age where my heart is wide open but this movie has changed me in ways I never thought possible. The intense paralysing emotion Elio felt for Oliver is something I do not wish on anyone else. I really don't know what to say about this move/book ….I look at love and sexuality in a completely different way.

    e.... ....

    estelle3005 I do understand what you mean and at the same time I feel nearly jealous. I wish I would have experienced this kind of passion. Even though I did experience passion but not like this

    e.... ....

    OMG SAME. I read and watched the story a week ago, I cried and it broke my heart but at the same time made me feel so intensely good. I don't know what's going on in my mind. I feel so much pain for Elio and ik it's fiction like you said.. but I just don't know how to live life after reading/watching their passion and love

  59. S.... B....

    I just keep coming back here to have my tiny heart destroyed over and over again.

  60. l.... M....

    Saddest song from. Cmbyn making me paranoid

  61. f.... f....

    I love this song!!!!! Elio <3 Oliver

  62. G.... ....

    I do , looove you! 🙁

  63. A.... N....

    The movie and song both make me feel depressed because I feel like I’ll never experience the love they had for each other

  64. c.... ....

    Why am I here at 3am, yet again

  65. N.... G....

    One word Perfect

  66. m.... s....

    I'll never forget Elio , Oliver and this song. I'm gonna mad

  67. e.... e....

    SUFJAN ES UN GENIO

  68. D.... J....

    When I listen to this songs, I imagine myself wandering through the gardens of Italy, laughing with the person I love, laying on the grass counting the stars, then running as fast as we can, we are happy we are free, it's like heaven..

  69. S.... B....

    crying in Sufjan Stevens

  70. F.... D....

    elio, elio, elio

  71. O.... ....

    the ambient in this record is dam genius

  72. e.... ....

    Recovery from my addiction is: When I go a full day without watching a CMBYN clip. That day is coming...

  73. Q.... J....

    ❤️ Precious precious song ❤️

  74. M.... R....

    THIS IS FINALLY ON SPOTIFY

  75. V.... J....

    No words can describe what I feel while I am listening this song. And I had to understand, that there is a deeper reason why it is hurt so bad and tear me apart with a gentle excitement till that point, that I can't breathe anymore and I'm just crying like a baby. Am I overreacting? I don't think so. Because in every of us there is a print of a love, what about we are seeking or we went through once, maybe so many life ago, but there is a memory of that love rest in us. A love what wakes us up, what makes us really alive, really ALIVE!! This is what I feel and I am so thankful for it and I never, never again want to forget about it anymore!

  76. D.... A....

    This song chokes me with unnamed feelings

  77. P.... B....

    i wanna die

  78. S.... F....

    Fuck this song gets to me especially when I remember the scene when Eliot asks mafalda where Oliver is 💔

  79. T.... P....

    Alguien de Latinoamérica ?

  80. P.... S....

    Call me by your name!

  81. T.... M....

    I need it to be summer so I can watch this movie again and listen to the audio book. I first did all of that in summer and honestly I just need to do it in summer to feel okay. I feel so lost without this movie but I need to wait until summer to heal myself. I feel like this is destructive but I don't know what else to do.

  82. s.... ....

    this song is on another level, sufjan is the closest in real life to wyld stallyns

  83. a.... t....

    My heart literally skipped a beat

  84. c.... ....

    every time i listen, it brings back the sad memories that don't even belong to me. beautiful, timeless, universal music...

  85. a.... m....

    Love this song forever

  86. M.... N....

    *sighs in gay*

  87. M.... G....

    What a fucking wonderful song .... it makes me trip easily.

  88. A.... P....

    More than words <3

  89. W.... P....

    I feel so gay hear it and I love it

  90. V.... V....

    Futile devices, Mystery of Love, Visions of Gideon.
    These 3 songs own my heart and before hearing them I didn't know I could have favourite songs but these are literally my life. And the movie... ok I will go and cry now

  91. L.... S....

    my stomach drops every single time I hear this song. without failure. pure bliss

  92. R.... ....

    Y'ALL IT'S ON SPOTIFY NOW

  93. J.... B....

    I would 100% buy an album of Doveman remixes of Sufjan songs.

  94. M.... R....

    its amazing when the remix is better than the original

    M.... R....

    Its odd I love the remix but something about the original sticks out as well especially when you know it’s purpose in the album.

  95. F.... S....

    Almost a year and cant get over this.

    F.... S....

    A year and still cant move on? Whats going to happen to me, i just watched it like a month ago :(

    F.... S....

    @Amin Siagian n i watched it last mnth😭😭😭i kinda want to n then don want to get oved this😑😑😑

    F.... S....

    @saira _anonymous ive learnt a way to numb my emotions so i can move on... Basically im a zombie now...

    F.... S....

    @Amin Siagian yeah...we all get into that zone at times...it feels safe..although to feel hapiness u hav to take the risk of being vulnarable😑😑😑

  96. r.... ....

    This song perfectly captures the feelings you get before you admit your love for someone.
    Sufjan Stevens is a musical genius.

  97. T.... R....

    I "think" it starts to play 1:06:00 into the movie.

  98. I.... N....

    The song in a way represents the course of their love- starts with strong Obsession, followed by almost angelic, furious love, which is over before you know it.

    I.... N....

    And the writer is sadistic for ending the book in such a way. I’ll go to my grave wondering....
    What a literary masterpiece by Mr Aciman

  99. D.... Q....

    i do love you 💔