Simon Curtis - Joshua Lyrics




I'm so tired of people always saying that I'm a good person
Cause I'm not
If they could only see what was in my head

Little boy has come into his own
He's gotta make them big decisions cause he's grown
He's gonna get a rude awakening if he don't realize
Who really loves him
Who lies
Do you ever stop to wonder if they love you?
When you look into the mirror do you see the truth?
Or do the voices in your head still got you confused?
Do they make you wanna say

I'm not who you think I am
I'm not who you think I am
I'm not who you think I am
Who I am who I am who I am
I'm not a good boy

I wonder if you ever stop and think
About whatever happened to me
Did you ever maybe think that I was victimized
By those who said they loved me?
They lied
Do you ever stop to wonder if I loved you?
When you look into the mirror do you see the truth?
Or do the voices in your head still got you confused?
Do they make you wanna say

I'm not who you think I am
I'm not who you think I am
I'm not who you think I am
Who I am who I am who I am
I'm not a good boy

Do you know that you broke me down?
But I'm letting it go
I'm breaking it down
For all that I know
You've broken it down
I just want you to know
You can turn it around

I'm not who you think I am
I'm not who you think I am
I'm not who you think I am
Who I am who I am who I am
I'm not a good boy

I'm not who you think I am
I'm not who you think I am
I'm not who you think I am
Who I am who I am who I am
I'm not a good boy

This isn't about you
It's about me





Other Lyrics by Artist

Rand Lyrics

Simon Curtis Joshua Comments
  1. Pyrostar 25 AJ

    This song touches me

  2. Gonedridge

    Edgy 13 year old gays when their moms don't buy McDonalds for them.

    Je regne sur le monde

    You don't know shit so shut up

  3. Dominic Corriveau

    Wow, this song fucking SPEAKS to me

  4. Kayla Meighan

    Love the song but it gave me a theory.....


    was Joshua an actual person and dated him or something

  5. The Monsters Of Men

    Im a trans guy, and Im a sucker for names with a meaning, so when I came across this song while I was trying to find a name for myself...it spoke to me.

  6. Kayla Williams

    -Hey, Joshua!
    -what?
    -This ain't about you. It's about me.

  7. jgrubbs2251

    im so tired of people always saying that I'm a good person, 'cause I'm not
    It's like, if they could only see what was in my head , ive heard this before...is that sebastian stan ?

  8. Tarba_Yelemel

    Josh Dun from Twenty One Pilots, anyone ?

  9. Melissa Tavarez

    Joshua from Seventeen anyone??

    Ariel

    Melissa Tavarez aye

  10. Veronica Ferreira

    Lyrics:

    I'm so tired of people always saying that I'm a good person, 'cause I'm not
    It's like, if they could only see what was in my head

    Little boy's coming to his own
    He's gotta make them big decisions 'cause he's grown
    He's gonna get a rude awakening if he don't realize
    Who really loves him, who lies

    Don't you ever stop to wonder if they love you
    When you look into the mirror do you see the truth
    Or do the voices in your head still got you confused
    Do they make you wanna say

    I-I'm not who you think I am
    I-I-I-I-I'm not who you think I am
    I-I-I-I-I'm not who you think I am
    Who I am
    Who I am
    Who I am
    I'm not a good boy

    Wonder if you ever stop and think
    About whatever happened to me
    Did you ever maybe think that I was victimized
    By those who said they loved me, they lied

    Don't you ever stop to wonder if I love you
    When you look into the mirror do you see the truth
    Or do the voices in your head still got you confused
    Do they make you wanna say

    I-I'm not who you think I am
    I-I-I-I-I'm not who you think I am
    I-I-I-I-I'm not who you think I am
    Who I am
    Who I am
    Who I am
    I'm not a good boy

    Ooh, do you know that you broke me down-down-down
    Ooh, and I'm letting it go, I'm breaking it down-down-down-down
    Ooh, forever I know you've broken it down-down-down-down
    Ooh, I just want you to know you can turn it around

    I-I'm not who you think I am
    I-I-I-I-I'm not who you think I am
    I-I-I-I-I'm not who you think I am
    Who I am
    Who I am
    Who I am
    I'm not a good boy

    I-I'm not who you think I am
    I-I-I-I-I'm not who you think I am
    I-I-I-I-I'm not who you think I am
    Who I am
    Who I am
    Who I am
    I'm not a good boy

    This isn't about you
    It's about me

    Sinn Ella

    THANK YOU

  11. Maya Walker

    This song speaks to me on a personal level and it's the truth

  12. Joshua Dryden

    It's kinda scary I was just looking through some music on YouTube and found a song with my name on it 😨😨

    unicornasaurusrex55

    idk why I love this comment so much XD

    AwakenedSøul

    Joshua Dryden poor Joshua 😂😂😂😂I feel you I looked up Irene I found goodnight Irene 💀trust me it scared me

    Kayla Meighan

    doesn't mean its about you though

  13. Yume no Teikoku

    To me it's rather tragic how well this fits the situation Leelah Alcorn was in - and many others in a similar situation to her :(

    LFL2494

    Oh, my gosh...you're right. It's so eerie how well it fits. :/

  14. FelicitytheHawk97

    Anyone else think about Judal from Magi when they hear this song? I love this song!

    Meghan Jones

    Same!!!! I do, every single time because Judal is bae and he's my child. He is precious and anyone who says otherwise, is just wrong.

    Lucas Zackary Swanfeather

    Judal is God!! Oh my Judal! OMJ!!

    Meghan Jones

    yassssssss

    ChunkyCookiez

    FelicitytheHawk97 no

  15. alimentoaudicular

    is for joshua ryan hutcherson

    ChunkyCookiez

    alimentoaudicular no

  16. Taemint Studios

    *o* i love this music!!!!!!!!!!!
    This song its like me!
    I'm not and i'm never want to be perfect i just a bad person *o*

  17. SpaceDragon Adair

    ....is it bad I was thinking of Joshua from TWEWY.....

  18. TheArqmm

    IS TALKING ABOUT JOSH HUTCHERSON!! OH MY GODDD...

  19. Sarah Grimason

    Just me that thinks that is 100% Josh Hutcherson speaking at the beginning?

  20. Jackie Meme

    that song discribes me so much!

  21. Kandy Krush

    That's my name. 0.o

  22. rams rockway

    @kagamixdiamante same here ;)

  23. Haley Moore

    I realized that this song is the best for shadow boxing! Weird It came on and I was pumped ready to kill some shadows! LOL

  24. LuckyStarClover

    this reminds me of hinamori amu from shugo chara XD

  25. Ben Kelly

    You are my hero. I will never get so far. But i'd like to stop the lying to. I wish you best luck!

  26. sasamikioko

    This song is so about me!

  27. TheTigeroftheSky

    I can sympasize for Joshua. My parents and friends think they all know me, but truthfully nobody knows me like I truley am. On the inside, I have two parts that constantly pull and hurting each other. The only person who really knows me is my Boyfriend.

  28. albernard

    I think this song is just sad and Simon Curtis is disgusting. This song is about Josh Hutcherson. Hense why it is called Joshua. Who does that?! Who writes a horrible song about your supposed friend. It's just pathetic and Ro Danishei is even worse for writing a song about his mother called Michelle. In which she calls her a bitch. Who writes a song about an ex's mother, calls her a bitch in the lyrics and releases it to the whole world?! ugh. disgusting.

    Aleks Langdon

    Look, Amanda. Ro Danishei's (and others are) worse than this. I agree with how disgusting it is for someone to call their mother a bitch but... this is where you're wrong. "Joshua" is a way tamer song than others that have been released. Back in 2000, Eminem released a song called "Kim" about his ex-wife, Kim Mathers, where he imitates her voice & kills her at the end. In the same album, he released a song called "97 Bonnie & Clyde" where he and his daughter go to the lake to dispose of Kim's body. In the end, there are darker songs than "Joshua" by more screwed up artists.

    ChunkyCookiez

    You’re a fucking prick

    Cheyenne Rosecrans

    So if u dont like the song, DONT LISTEN TO IT!!!! ITS NOT THAT HARD, NO?!?!?!

  29. Hadeel Fahad

    Simon Curtis U ARE STUNNING <3

  30. NiloraCaro

    i think so :D i'm not sure.

  31. msblackknight15

    wait who is joshua his friend or ? plz tell me >.<

    Soren Snow

    msblackknight15 his boyfriend (ex, now, I think)

  32. NiloraCaro

    i think he means simon curtis and joshua :o

  33. msblackknight15

    who ?? o.o

  34. 菊菜 Kikuna

    Well, rest assured your not the only one here...

  35. HauntedSanctuary

    This is my favorite song by him.

  36. HauntedSanctuary

    Joshua Ryan Hutcherson

  37. Slick Spades

    dude... I feel stoned after i listen to this song =-=

  38. Hayley Kiyoko

    Stop assuming stuff and just listen to the music.

  39. Christinaville

    great song but i wonder

  40. Mika Cemerikic

    Josh Hutcherson is his best friend i think....

  41. DeadXandXForgotten

    I Love this song amazing

  42. Ezra French

    I Don't See How It Relates To Josh Hutcherson

    ChunkyCookiez

    Ezra French Who the fuck is Josh Hutcherson!?

  43. A Plastic Tan

    This song has to be about Josh Hutcherson.

  44. AntonSweetie

    This song hits home so much. I actually want to cry right now because this is speaking the truth about me. Everyone thinks that I'm a perfect child and that I'm a perfect person and an angel but the truth is, I'm just like everyone else. I make mistakes, I lie about little and major things, and I'm not always an angel. I get in trouble, and I look at things I'm not supposed to. Maybe if I listen to this song enough, I'll get the courage to finally speak the truth.

  45. Thái Hoàng Vũ

    I super love this song!

  46. Samalovesyoux2

    i founnd this song after watching a jaejoong tribute <3

  47. Tree

    love it <3