Sik World - No One Knows Lyrics






Yeah, feels like I'm losin' myself
Feels like I'm losin' myself
Why am I doomin' myself
Yo, fuck did I do to myself?
Should've been true to myself
Dumb to think you woulda helped
Dumb to think you woulda helped
Feels like I'm brewin' in Hell
Feels like I'm brewin' in Hell
Can't be hard for you to tell
I'm, stuck in a slump and I keep climbin' up
I just turned 25 feels like my time is up
Feels like everyone's sus, and it's harder to trust
And I can't shake the gut feelin'
Of feelin' like there's a knife in my gut
And that's a gut feeling when you know deep down
That the real person you love is doing you left
That's why I left don't get upset when you see me
'Cause I didn't wanna give you up
And it's fucked to think for you I wasn't enough
I just wanted your love but you wanted his touch
There's some nights I wanna go out and get hella drunk
So everything I was feeling could turn into numb
Addicted to you, you're my favorite drug
I buy your lies, you're my favorite plug
Sometimes at night I will stare up above
And wish under a star that I wasn't so dumb
Why does it even matter? Shit, I didn't matter
I built up my hope just for it to get shattered
I'm always alone with the thoughts that I gather
I flip through my thoughts it's a terrible pattern
As if flippin' through 'em will lead me to answers
I try to move forward but keep going backwards
I hide all my pain behind smiles and laughters
When no one knows that I'm a wild disaster, fuck

Give my all
Oh, I wanna walk away
I'm living like a ghost
That no one ever knows
See me fall
Oh, I knew that I would break
I'm living like a ghost
That no one ever knows

I'm, always alone wishin' someone could see me
I lay in my bed starin' up at the ceilin'
Talkin' to myself until I'm overthinkin'
At home all alone, no one knows that I'm weepin'
I swear my whole life is so fucking deceivin'
And I stand for broke with the cheques I'm receiving
My money can't buy the family I'm needing
My money can't heal the agony I'm feelin'
I need someone to love to me, someone to hug me
Someone to be there when my mind gets ugly
I swear they really think my life is stunning
Bro, I come home to absolutely nothing
I'm just a lonely guy loaded with money
Nobody told me my days won't be sunny
I'm bleeding on people who didn't cut me
So when they leave me, they leave me 'cause their bloody
I have issues with women, I'm so co-depended
I can't love myself so I need her to give it
And that's always where my self-worth is depicted
And that's why I date women so narcissistic
My mind is a mess and it's always conflicted
And lately, it's been hard to make a decision
And it pains me that I finally admit it
I've been suicidal and tryin' not to end it, fuck

Give my all
Oh, I wanna walk away
I'm living like a ghost
That no one ever knows
See me fall
Oh, I knew that I would break
I'm living like a ghost
That no one ever knows

I'm, saddened to think people that think that I'm reaching
And that is the reason I feel what I'm feeling
I may have some fame, but it's pain that I'm reaping
I been praying to God asking Him for a healing
Man, I need my mom, I need my dad
I need the family we never had
Our family's broken, I'm feelin' hopeless
Nobody noticed, I'm in a trance
All I have is my daughter, I stare in her eyes
And I break down all I do is provide
How can I give her a family life, when it's just me and her every night?
Fuck, yo this shit is too much
I'm single-handedly killin' my buzz
I don't make music 'cause I'm in a rut
And all of the stress of it is making me numb
Why do I dream of a Grammy and winning when I don't have family to celebrate with me?
Look, there is no bullshit excuse you could give me
To make me feel like my damn life is worth livin'
I swear loneliness is a cancer within me
I'm searching for friend's 'cause my family's missin'
This shit is exhausting, I'm thinking of quittin'
And maybe the end for me's a new beginning, fuck

Give my all
Oh, I wanna walk away
I'm living like a ghost
That no one ever knows
See me fall
Oh, I knew that I would break
I'm living like a ghost
That no one ever knows





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  1. C.... H....

    Man this hit hard was with my ex for 5 years found out she was cheating on me i gave up everything for her now i come home to nothing and it kills me

  2. i.... ....

    Honestly bro i come to this song and cry alone because I've never heard a song so put into words what I feel accept for the relationship part because I've never had a relationship of any kind

  3. D.... C....

    WE NEED NF AND SIK TO COLLAB🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥

  4. K.... B....

    Just went though the worst breakup of my life. Spent 5 years with her and give her everything I could. I put in so much effort to the relationship and us just to be stabbed in the back by her putting a restraining order on me after a confronted her about her cheating, inviting another man into our bed while I worked to provide for her and our children. Now I get my kids 1 day a week for 8 hours and she gets everything with no evidence or anything. Just hear word verse mine. Fucked my whole life up. I really hope it was worth it to her to destroy me the way she did. Each day gets harder and it hurts that I still love her when I know I should just forget her.

  5. C.... T....

    How did you get inside my thoughts??? This song i can relate to

  6. G.... T....

    2019 New Year’s Eve I’m still here

  7. G.... T....

    The most underrated rapper right now 🔥🔥🔥🔥

  8. G.... E....

    “I’m just a lonely guy loaded with money”, I can relate🥺😭🤧

  9. g.... w....

    Tyler Baltierra!!!!! 😍😍😍😍

  10. �.... �....

    لحن مسروق

  11. M.... P....

    Why u so under rated 😔

  12. L.... L....

    I feel your pain man

  13. J.... D....

    The song is pretty much my life

  14. W.... W....

    This song is on a different category. It hits me home that you would know; hence the song. To a dad;To another dad. Its amazing. Your daughter will know how lucky she was to have a unique dad she grew up to have and to listen to all this deep tracks there all hit home, in different areas within our self's. Thank you for everything you build and were willing to share with the world. Best wishes in your journey in life;
    Thank you Bro. = sincerely yours

  15. M.... ....

    Isn’t his friend the dude from teen mom. The first one. Kaitlins boyfriend Tyler. Looks just like him

  16. M.... F....

    Phora and Sik World

  17. A.... O....

    موسيقى اغنية سلامة رد جميل 💔☝️

  18. A.... ....

    anyone want the instrumental? ur welcome :P https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lDYp3aabmoc

  19. 3.... -....

    سلامه؟

  20. L.... C....

    I definitely appreciate you for all these songs you have made I hide it in front of everybody else but deep inside I am in a dark place And your music is like medicine

  21. A.... ....

    бит из я влюбился в неё ахернееееееееть https://youtu.be/dqaol1uO8b0

    (this thing sounds like a russian song, i mean, the beat's the same?)

  22. h.... l....

    2:01-2:14 is me. For the last 6 years. An it's still going on... actually I'm in a relationship like that an I do feel like that😅

  23. S.... ....

    https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCBARUo00_oZW5_8dQqlcZ7w

  24. S.... ....

    My cuz just put me on to you I’ll be honest I never heard of you til yesterday but I’m glad I did you def nice artist. I think u know that though lol. Anyways I’m a beat maker and I would love to work with you HMU if your interested in working

    S.... ....

    https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCBARUo00_oZW5_8dQqlcZ7w

    S.... ....

    https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCBARUo00_oZW5_8dQqlcZ7w

  25. L.... S....

    🖤🖤

  26. P.... o....

    💎💎🙏💎💎

  27. K.... B....

    are you still doing music?

  28. J.... G....

    Love ❤️ this song

  29. E.... L....

    Good, but i don't use your beat ♥

  30. j.... m....

    Many pp will relate.... The female singing is amazing with her voice... U are an individual and i know u are strong.... Admitting is part of learning.... Learning is a gift even if pain is the teacher.... I feel the same as u and close to tears while listening

  31. j.... m....

    Break but awake....
    We all need smthing but no1 is going thu a struggle without others experiencing same.... No struggle without progress.... I feel this, single parent grind and 3 children.... Defy the negative and compromise

  32. C.... B....

    You got some family right here brother thank you for sharing

  33. J.... c....

    Damn..this is deep

  34. S.... M....

    i wrote a short story last night enjoy.

    scene1: a party begins at a quaint little house in the country, masses of cars pull out front as those from all around come to join. mothers bustle out of the cars with arms full of plates of food fathers trail behind with drinks and chairs to accommodate children follow close in awe at the skeptical of which they have never seen eager to play and fill their bellies with food. As the families find a place to seat the children venture off and play in a mass array of games, simple games like catch and chase. As the time passes the families realize not everyone is a stranger and what was a neat array of tables and chairs had quickly become more of a jumbled mess. The voices of everyone blend together as a vibrating humm to one young man as he sits at a table with two fair girls, about his age who had caught his eye as he had walked up to the party. these girls appeared to have fancied him also by the looks of it. He introduced him self and eagerly they did likewise.
    Scene2:The party came to a roar as the food was placed upon a table as long as you could imagine, drinks on ice under the very same. As everyone began serving them selves the young man parted from his seat with the two fair girls and began to make a plate, across from him he had seen a familiar face, it was his ex lover and she looked stunning. He was quickly flustered and dropped his plate, at once it had hit the floor and everyone looked in the direction of the awful noise it had made. He felt so embarrassed with his actions he quickly turned around and ran back to his table and seated him self. He had felt guilty for not cleaning the mess he had created as he was watching everyone begin to eat. As he slowly made his way back to clean up he heard voices whisper..."thats him" ,. As he excused his way through the crowd he came to see it was his ex lover whom was already cleaning up his mess. He knelt down beside her and Apologized as he began scooping piles of food off the ground with his hands. "It's not like its the first time" she said, with a bitter tone... He began to reply, "I just didnt know what else to do i was scared People would mock me and well...". "Now let me stop you right there!" she interrupted "Haven't you ever thought for a second about what anyone else felt besides yourself?" "YES!" he exclaimed with an unsure tone "I bet you only cared because of those two girls you're gawking over..." she quickly stopped herself from uttering another word... Both were left silent looking at each other, hands covered in cold food. As they had realized they were yelling at this point and the noise of the rest of the party had come to a deafening silence... Scene3: An older man and woman from separate ends of the table both dropped their plates almost simultaneously. They ran over to the young ex couple and urged they come with them... grabbing each of them by the arm and pulling in separate directions they both had struggled to stay put to no avail. "let me go!" the boy yelled as he tugged on his arm "i have to..." The man tightened his grip "you have to stop and listen." he uttered in a stern tone. Knowing he could not break free he gave in and began walking with the man towards the road... they had walked down lines of cars and to the boys amazement they had come up to a Beautiful Jet Black early 60's GTO! the boy knew this car well it was his dream car. He examined it in wonder to find there wasn't as much as a scratch on it... "Its amazing!" the boy had exclaimed "i have never seen such a beautiful car! "Thanks, I built it for my wedding." he said in a tone the boy was unfamiliar with. the man tossed him a set of keys and proceeded to get in the passenger seat. "Get in. you're driving..." the man said as he shut his door. "NO WAY! I CANT DRIVE THIS WHAT IF I WRECK IT!?" the boy shrieked. "If you wreck it nobody is going to hold it against you now get in or were going to be late." The boy reluctantly got into the drivers seat clipped on the lap belt and ran his fingers across the dash leaving a greasy smudge on the chrome "IM SORRY! he said as he reached to wipe it off. the man grabbed his hand "just drive..." The boy fired up the engine and it came to life with a ROAR! he had never heard such power he pulled away and they sped down the road! No vehicle he had ever driven before handled like this one it felt like it was floating along exectly where he wanted it to go with out an effort. he followed the mans directions and came to a dirt road at the bottom of a mountian... "Plop!" a rain drop "Plop! Plop!" two more... it began to down pour the boys vision surely was limited "go up there." the man said pointing up the mountain. Scene4: "Clunk! Clunk! Psssttt!.... the engine came to a sputtering halt ! "Put this on and come with me..." the man said as he threw a white suit and shoes into the passenger seat he had fetched from the trunk. In fear of his life the boy pushed his door open "RRReeeeeccchhhhhhh" the hinges groaned.... the boy flinched when he took a glance at the car and he began sobbing.... "Come with me!" the man said and the boy followed the man up further into the mountain the rain had stopped now and a light mist cast its self over the surrounding area. "don't mind the mud". they made their way further into the wooded landscape and the boy found a piece of fabric clinging to a branch... he tucked it into his pocket as it was covered in beautiful gems and he felt he could use it to help re pay the man for his car... After what seemed like 30 minutes or so they came up to a clearing where the small path had widened into a larger field. there was a small building. As they drew closer the boy could hear music and crying coming from the inside... he quickly got nervous and feared the worst but followed just behind the mud covered man in white... He had pushed the doors open and the boy peered around him. Scene5: "You look beautiful!" The man said in a soft voice..."As do you my love" a familiar voice replied. The boy was shocked to see his ex standing next to the woman both wearing the two most luxurious dresses you could ever imagine. Embroidered in gems, lace, and opal of which he had never imagined possible... yet ripped and stained up to their shoulders with mud. the boy stepped forward holding out the piece of cloth he had found on his way up the mountain... "I believe this belongs to you..." he chuckled as he held it out. "We brought you here today to teach you two a valuable lesson..." the man said. Almost on Que the woman spoke up "We have been planning this day almost all our lives, we have waited for the right moment to make it perfect." then the man spoke up "what makes it so perfect is the opportunity to make a change for the better in the lives of two people who really needed it. we have been waiting years to help make that change." both the boy and girl were very confused yet left in awe over the two and their actions. "We have been watching you for some time now, and though you two make many mistakes you are pure at heart" the woman said with a sweet voice. "When we first met we had no idea what was to come... We have both loved and fought, at times we considered other options but knew in our hearts that nothing would be the same" the man said as a tear rolled down his face. "No matter what is to come of you two we want you both to know what you have done for us on this day..." the woman said holding back sniffles... "you have brought us to see that the world is never ending and although things may get tough with a little help anything is possible" the man said softly... The two of them then ran into each others arms in an embrace so strong an explosion occurred with out notice. "BOOOM!" The roof and walls of the tiny building blew apart leaving the kids standing together on a platform in an open field.. With a great flash! A beam ascended into the heavens, the sounds of angels singing and trumpets blaring! it was like none they have ever seen before. Scene6: "Want to go for a ride? the boy chuckled as he jingled the keys to the mans car... "Maybe one day" the girl said with a smile as tears ran down her face... "but you can take me back to the party"

  35. S.... ....

    im getting some real nf vibes and i love it!!

  36. G.... ....

    Super underrated rapper

  37. C.... E....

    This song is so good ..I’m going through this and it sux and I’m trying to raise my 2 kids and hav this war inside my mind .. 💕💕

  38. A.... G....

    I love this song it gets to me all the time ever since my baby girl got tooken away from me 7 months now she been gone 😭💔

  39. D.... A....

    This speaks so strongly to me because I'm almost exactly in the same situation. Please hold on I know how you feel

  40. A.... N....

    I hope your life has gotten better for you as the year is coming into an en and I know your pain and I know how it feels when people say they know how you feel but really don't but I know something gradually will change and you won't feel like this forever life is a roller coaster which seems never ending but one day you'll reach to a stop and say wow! I over came that? Wow I'm strong a** person... damn. ❤

  41. A.... M....

    https://youtu.be/KkLymj1TbhE

  42. W.... T....

    Why this MF ways crying like a lil bish every song🤦🤷🤷

    W.... T....

    That's his way to process his struggles, reach out to others that feel the same way and maybe even save some lives.

  43. h.... g....

    Dam this got me so fuckin hard💔

  44. o.... k....

    relate so hard not even funny

  45. F.... I....

    Well Jesus I got lost in the first bar but great song sik world. U Em and Bmike should come together and do a rap that will be 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥

  46. w.... ?....

    good job

  47. L.... t....

    Amazing song

  48. R.... Y....

    3:42 <3

  49. t.... x....

    سلامه "رد جميل"

  50. A.... ....

    ' Why do I dream of a grammy and winnig when I don't have a family to celebrate with me '






    Shit.

  51. A.... M....

    😭 damn feeling this one!!!!

  52. B.... G....

    Get your own style nf much

  53. U.... ....

    Niye yaptın lan kardeş

  54. W.... D....

    Why till now I hear about this rapper he really so good with his flow ❤💯

    W.... D....

    Walidous Dadi all his music is relatable

  55. P.... J....

    Thanks for this it is so fucking true 😭😭😭

  56. j.... m....

    I relate. l want out! I have no one . lost it all. can't start again... won't.

  57. M.... C....

    i guess ill walk this coffin away peace dog.

  58. M.... C....

    also we always wanted more buttons

  59. M.... C....

    it means we holding you down when some of us hit the thumbs down.

  60. B.... B....

    💋💋💋

  61. A.... P....

    Bro he destroyed them verses absolute fire i felt every single word keep up the awesome work man

  62. d.... t....

    Man I'm in bad shape to

  63. D.... S....

    This song reps my whole life ..I want my family back the way it was with my mom still being here to see her great grandson

  64. T.... K....

    Ooooh ok if you’re so lonely, HMU. Lol I would kill to not make him feel this way anymore. 💗😞

  65. U.... ....

    this needs 1B veiws not 1m

  66. M.... M....

    One of you females go save this man!

  67. P.... L....

    I play this around certain people I care about hoping they will get the message, but they never do...

  68. O.... D....

    I really like how do you describe your Rap words. Its like u not even breath a second then just go on with you words. 🙌🙋 greetings from sabah (South Borneo)


    I've liked your all videos. Its good,Damn. Why

  69. E.... R....

    1:58 is that the guy from 16 and pregnant??

  70. B.... A....

    This song!!! WOOOW!!! Amazing!!

  71. B.... A....

    Verse 1: Sik World]
    Yeah, feels like I’m losin' myself
    Feels like I’m losin' myself
    Why am I doomin' myself
    Yo, fuck did I do to myself?
    Should’ve been true to myself
    Dumb to think you woulda helped
    Dumb to think you woulda helped
    Feels like I’m brewin' in Hell
    Feels like I’m brewin' in Hell
    Can’t be hard for you to tell
    I'm, stuck in a slump and I keep climbin' up
    I just turned 25 feels like my time is up
    Feels like everyone's sus, and it’s harder to trust
    And I can't shake the gut feelin'
    Of feelin' like there’s a knife in my gut
    And that’s a gut feeling when you know deep down
    That the real person you love is doing you left
    That’s why I left don’t get upset when you see me
    ‘Cause I didn’t wanna give you up
    And it’s fucked to think for you I wasn’t enough
    I just wanted your love but you wanted to suck
    Just some nights I wanna go out and get hella drunk
    So everything I was feeling could turn into numb
    Addicted to you, you're my favourite drug
    I buy your lies, you're my favourite plug
    Sometimes at night, I would stare up above
    And wish under a star that I wasn’t so dumb
    Why does it even matter? Shit, I didn’t matter
    I built up my hope just for it to get shattered
    I’m always alone with the thoughts that I gather
    I flip through my thoughts it’s a terrible pattern
    As if flippin' through 'em will lead me to answers
    I try to move forward but keep going backwards
    I hide all my pain behind smiles and laughters
    When no one knows that I’m a wild disaster, fuck
    Chorus: Axyl]
    Give my all
    Oh, I wanna walk away
    I'm living like a ghost
    That no one ever knows
    See me fall
    Oh, I knew that I would break
    I'm living like a ghost
    That no one ever knows

    [Verse 2: Sik World]
    I'm, always alone wishin' someone could see me
    I lay in my bed starin' up at the ceilin'
    Talkin' to myself until I'm overthinkin'
    At home all alone, no one knows that I'm weepin'
    I swear my whole life is so fucking deceivin'
    And I stand for broke with the cheques I’m receiving
    My money can't buy the family I'm needing
    My money can't heal the agony I'm feelin'
    I need someone to love me, someone to hug me
    Someone to be there when my mind gets ugly
    I swear they really think my life is stunning
    Bro, I come home to absolutely nothing
    I’m just a lonely guy loaded with money
    Nobody told me my days won't be sunny
    I’m bleeding on people who didn’t cut me
    So when they leave me, they leave me 'cause they're bloody
    I have issues with women, I’m so co-dependent
    I can’t love myself so I need her to give it
    And that’s always where my self-worth is depicted
    And that’s why I date women so narcissistic
    My mind is a mess and it’s always conflicted
    And lately, it’s been hard to make a decision
    And it pains me that I finally admit it
    I’ve been suicidal and tryin' not to end it, fuck
    Chorus: Axyl]
    Give my all
    Oh, I wanna walk away
    I'm living like a ghost
    That no one ever knows
    See me fall
    Oh, I knew that I would break
    I'm living like a ghost
    That no one ever knows

    [Verse 3: Sik World]
    I'm, saddened to think people that think that I’m reaching
    And that is the reason I feel what I’m feeling
    I may have some fame, but it’s pain that I’m reaping
    I been praying to God asking Him for a healing
    Man, I need my mom, I need my dad
    I need the family we never had
    Our family’s broken, I’m feelin' hopeless
    Nobody noticed, I’m in a trance
    All I have is my daughter, I stare in her eyes
    And I break down all I do is provide
    How can I give her a family life, when it’s just me and her every night?
    Fuck, yo this shit is too much
    I’m single-handedly killin' my buzz
    I don’t make music ‘cause I’m in a rut
    And all of the stress of it is making me numb
    Why do I dream of a Grammy and winning when I don’t have family to celebrate with me?
    Look, there is no bullshit excuse you could give me
    To make me feel like my damn life is worth livin'
    I swear loneliness is a cancer within me
    I’m searching for friend's ‘cause my family’s missin'
    This shit is exhausting, I’m thinking of quittin'
    And maybe the end for me's a new beginning, fuck
    [Chorus: Axyl]
    Give my all
    Oh, I wanna walk away
    I'm living like a ghost
    That no one ever knows
    See me fall
    Oh, I knew that I would break
    I'm living like a ghost
    That no one ever knows

  72. A.... G....

    Deep!!!

  73. H.... S....

    If u ever feel alone kust believe that you have any one that you want to trust and you can talk to. Them and say what you have been thrro🙄😥

  74. H.... S....

    For the people that dislike this person just think about what he has been throo🤔

  75. M.... ....

    زارف لحن اغنية على فكرة 😂😂😂

  76. M.... A....

    I feel the same this is true an from heart

  77. N.... B....

    Don't quit. Just don't.

  78. S.... P....

    Sik World keep doing you an dropping tracks like you do...

    Dealing with the life of (my own personally) hit home hard an I have found that Sik World's an NF shit is right from the heart for me with the point of life as i see it an the way im trying to get throw it. I'm fighting an I'm not sure how to keep doing it. I dont fucking know how to fail or give up , but it feels like I'm failing my own kids an family anymore.

    FUCK!!!!!!
    I WILL FUCKING WIN.

  79. D.... ....

    My money can’t help the agony I’m feeling. Deep

  80. A.... J....

    I discovered your album on spotify just yesterday , I do not regret this , i dont know why you're still ain't that famous yet man , i subscribed and hit the bell button , love your songs .

  81. S.... L....

    💓💓💓💓

  82. D.... ....

    the most underrated rapper remember when i first heard 7 year old rmx and i knew this guy is something special and he keep on doin it 🙏🏽🙏🏽

  83. S.... S....

    i can relate to the entire thing but especially the part about "i built up my hope for it to get shattered"

  84. R.... P....

    I love your song

  85. S.... B....

    🔥🔥 this song tho 😭 got mi up in all my feelings love it

  86. B.... T....

    Like if sik world, nf and eminem need to collaborate for a hard rap

  87. C.... ....

    This hits so fucking hard man......

  88. W.... T....

    who is this girl she really broke him damn

  89. T.... R....

    I love this song so much! So helpful! I feel every word.... Im going through the same thing...... I had a depression problem since I was 8..... The struggle is real...... Love you @SikWorld keep ya head up! Its be so awesome to put a song together maybe.....

  90. E.... T....

    I can see myself in this song 😥 I feel like a ghost to anyone including my own love ones and no matter what good things I do I still feel like treated like a ghost. 💔 it's hurt but it's the truth to those who broken and damage from their inner self.

    E.... T....

    Elena Teinakore me too 💔 I know exactly how it feels and I just wish I could find a way out already

  91. k.... b....

    i can relate to this song

  92. S.... S....

    Knows what of your setups. If I I my knew and listened. Whatever you say is correct

  93. D.... ....

    [Verse 1: Sik World]
    Yeah, feels like I’m losin' myself
    Feels like I’m losin' myself
    Why am I doomin' myself
    Yo, fuck did I do to myself?
    Should’ve been true to myself
    Dumb to think you woulda helped
    Dumb to think you woulda helped
    Feels like I’m brewin' in Hell
    Feels like I’m brewin' in Hell
    Can’t be hard for you to tell
    I'm, stuck in a slump and I keep climbin' up
    I just turned 25 feels like my time is up
    Feels like everyone's sus, and it’s harder to trust
    And I can't shake the gut feelin'
    Of feelin' like there’s a knife in my gut
    And that’s a gut feeling when you know deep down
    That the real person you love is doing you left
    That’s why I left don’t get upset when you see me
    ‘Cause I didn’t wanna give you up
    And it’s fucked to think for you I wasn’t enough
    I just wanted your love but you wanted to suck
    Just some nights I wanna go out and get hella drunk
    So everything I was feeling could turn into numb
    Addicted to you, you're my favourite drug
    I buy your lies, you're my favourite plug
    Sometimes at night, I would stare up above
    And wish under a star that I wasn’t so dumb
    Why does it even matter? Shit, I didn’t matter
    I built up my hope just for it to get shattered
    I’m always alone with the thoughts that I gather
    I flip through my thoughts it’s a terrible pattern
    As if flippin' through 'em will lead me to answers
    I try to move forward but keep going backwards
    I hide all my pain behind smiles and laughters
    When no one knows that I’m a wild disaster, fuck

    [Chorus: Axyl]
    Give my all
    Oh, I wanna walk away
    I'm living like a ghost
    That no one ever knows
    See me fall
    Oh, I knew that I would break
    I'm living like a ghost
    That no one ever knows

    [Verse 2: Sik World]
    I'm, always alone wishin' someone could see me
    I lay in my bed starin' up at the ceilin'
    Talkin' to myself until I'm overthinkin'
    At home all alone, no one knows that I'm weepin'
    I swear my whole life is so fucking deceivin'
    And I stand for broke with the cheques I’m receiving
    My money can't buy the family I'm needing
    My money can't heal the agony I'm feelin'
    I need someone to love me, someone to hug me
    Someone to be there when my mind gets ugly
    I swear they really think my life is stunning
    Bro, I come home to absolutely nothing
    I’m just a lonely guy loaded with money
    Nobody told me my days won't be sunny
    I’m bleeding on people who didn’t cut me
    So when they leave me, they leave me 'cause they're bloody
    I have issues with women, I’m so co-dependent
    I can’t love myself so I need her to give it
    And that’s always where my self-worth is depicted
    And that’s why I date women so narcissistic
    My mind is a mess and it’s always conflicted
    And lately, it’s been hard to make a decision
    And it pains me that I finally admit it
    I’ve been suicidal and tryin' not to end it, fuck

    [Chorus: Axyl]
    Give my all
    Oh, I wanna walk away
    I'm living like a ghost
    That no one ever knows
    See me fall
    Oh, I knew that I would break
    I'm living like a ghost
    That no one ever knows

    [Verse 3: Sik World]
    I'm, saddened to think people that think that I’m reaching
    And that is the reason I feel what I’m feeling
    I may have some fame, but it’s pain that I’m reaping
    I been praying to God asking Him for a healing
    Man, I need my mom, I need my dad
    I need the family we never had
    Our family’s broken, I’m feelin' hopeless
    Nobody noticed, I’m in a trance
    All I have is my daughter, I stare in her eyes
    And I break down all I do is provide
    How can I give her a family life, when it’s just me and her every night?
    Fuck, yo this shit is too much
    I’m single-handedly killin' my buzz
    I don’t make music ‘cause I’m in a rut
    And all of the stress of it is making me numb
    Why do I dream of a Grammy and winning when I don’t have family to celebrate with me?
    Look, there is no bullshit excuse you could give me
    To make me feel like my damn life is worth livin'
    I swear loneliness is a cancer within me
    I’m searching for friend's ‘cause my family’s missin'
    This shit is exhausting, I’m thinking of quittin'
    And maybe the end for me's a new beginning, fuck

    [Chorus: Axyl]
    Give my all
    Oh, I wanna walk away
    I'm living like a ghost
    That no one ever knows
    See me fall
    Oh, I knew that I would break
    I'm living like a ghost
    That no one ever knows

  94. f.... f....

    Feels like I'm losing myself tf did I do to myself? Say nomore...🖤

  95. M.... F....

    I feel like this alot

  96. L.... H....

    Bro I feel your pain I walk around every day feeling empty this song hits home for me and this song is 🔥 🔥

  97. S.... W....

    Here we are… damn, i present to you all my new video to “No One Knows”. i wrote this song after I hit the lowest point in my life. between dealing with a constant depression, an unfulfilled feeling of winning as an artist but not having a family to celebrate with & finding out my girlfriend, the only person who made me feel like I had a “family” between us two and my daughter, who I loved so much that I wanted to marry her (I still have the ring I never got to give her), wasn’t the person she pretended to be, she hurt me & severed our relationship…it caused me to fall into a deep level of depression. so much so that for the first time in my life I became suicidal… it’s hard for me to publicly admit that, especially in a song. I kept it to myself & didn’t tell anyone because my music is supposed to “help” people who feel this way yet i couldn’t “help” myself. so i made this song to let it all out, so here is my story that ’no one knows’, i love you & i hope this song gives you hope… PS. listen to this song on repeat on Spotify & add it to your playlist #SIKNATION ❤️ Link: https://sikworld.lnk.to/whenstarsalign

    S.... W....

    @Numb Ant preach

    S.... W....

    Your songs are awesome I'm looking forward to hearing more songs from you

    S.... W....

    This is hot 🔥 I'm going through a lot myself

    S.... W....

    I feel this way to, but I'm the one putting the fake smile on my face everyday because I would rather live like a gohst and make people smile to better their day rather me showing my true self and missing out on making someone else happy rather than making myself happy.

    S.... W....

    Thank you bro !!