shinigami - idk if i can make it thru this year :( Lyrics






What a world I live in now
The stars are falling from the heavens
Bright lights
Take away my vision
I'm blinded from it all
Its just my luck
My lucks been running out
Now the tides begin to turn
Its my fault
And I know that this is none of your concern

I'm better off sleeping in my bedroom
Wide awake since the day I met you
I don't know if I can make it thru this year
Make it thru this year

I think about how much has changed
I can't hold onto these distant memories
Letting go of all this takes time
I'm not in a rush at all
I'm growing up
And growing older
Everyday feels like a blur
It makes me sick
But I know that this something I must learn
Yeah

I'm better off sleeping in my bedroom
Wide awake since the day I met you
I don't know if I can make it thru this year
Make it thru this year





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  1. c.... ....

    This is the song that introduced me to shinigami, now I can’t stop listening to him 🖤

  2. L.... ....

    love this :)

  3. C.... L....

    Anime???

    C.... L....

    3-gatsu no lion (must watch)

  4. L.... S....

    Another year has passed I'm so lost.

  5. �.... ....

    To those that didn’t make it, I hope you’re at peace now. 💕

  6. S.... A....

    I was introduced to shinigami on this channel and it’s safe to say I’m obsessed with him❤️

  7. �.... ....

    Idk if i can make it thru this year.

  8. M.... ....

    my grandfather passed a week ago. this song is really helping me on a personal level. thank you for uploading.

  9. O.... A....

    idk maybe one day we'll meet here.

  10. I.... K....

    Best song <3
    Anime?

    I.... K....

    3-gatsu no lion

  11. G.... T....

    My girlfriend is leaving me after so long. Yesterday would have been 10 months. We were so in love, and now it's just gone. I miss her touch. I miss her laugh. I'm trapped in this empty fucking home surrounded by things that just remind me of her. Can't bear to play PlayStation or do anything but listen to music. Have to keep my eyes closed because all I can see is her not sitting next to me. I don't fucking understand how things changed so fast. And let me tell you, Shinigami seems to write his lyrics on almost a personal level with me. I feel like he knows exactly what I'm going through and writes songs similar to what I would probably write. It's amazing and inspiring, and I've been listening nonstop just to get through this. To get the tears out. To try and make it. Keep it the fuck up, I will forever support you. <3

    G.... T....

    I'm going through the same shit 1 year and she is gone like you can't open my eyes just sit in.my pitch black room listening to music because I don't trust my actions

    G.... T....

    You can do this, be strong.

    G.... T....

    Gary TheSnail you good?

    G.... T....

    Honestly... loving is hard. And to give someone your heart is risky. But without the feeling of my heart in her hands... I feel cold and empty. But I've learned to live holding the pieces of my heart together, pretending like I'm whole. But if I'm being honest, then I might as well admit that I don't think the girl that broke my heart was worth the love I gave to her. After all, in the end she told that she felt like she could never be satisfied by a single guy... I don't think I'll ever really understand her.

  12. F.... Z....

    this song will help me survive this year

  13. B.... ....

    ihateshinigami

  14. I.... H....

    Such a beautiful song, actually relates perfectly to what I'm going through now, Keep the good work coming Shinigami!

  15. D.... ....

    Shinigami ❤️

  16. �.... ....

    Iloveshinigami 💕

  17. P.... &....

    Turning 17 in 18 minutes. This song hits me hard.

    P.... &....

    happy birthday :) <3

    P.... &....

    happy late birthday mate! \o/

    P.... &....

    happy birthday man <3

  18. E.... S....

    legenda mano

  19. O.... ....

    truly amazing

  20. f.... b....

    Idk either...😥😥 But idgaf about it anymo'👺

  21. C.... C....

    Merci Sad!!!💜

  22. V.... S....

    Time is going so fast and it's really getting me down. Feeling this

  23. e.... b....

    Living is so fucking hard...

  24. F.... ....

    wow this one really hits me in the face with a chair

  25. C.... M....

    I hope he makes it through the year 💔

  26. R.... ....

    Each time a new school year starts, this is what I always think..

  27. D.... ....

    How I've felt for the past 5 years

  28. S.... ....

    ... started raining as I started listening to the song.... I thought it was coming from the song...

  29. F.... R....

    Here before million

  30. J.... ....

    This channel is my sanctuary


    EDIT: This comment was posted 1 year ago, but I still feel the same about this channel as I did back then. Thank you.

  31. K.... ....

    You will make it

  32. D.... 1....

    I can't hold on to these distance memories...👹😈💔

  33. K.... ....

    never fails to amaze me

  34. S.... ....

    Voice Zzzzzz❤ Love, Love, Love shinigami ❤❤

  35. M.... N....

    the best❤❤

  36. d.... ....

    i love you all,keep this wave up for real i wanna be fucking 80 and showing my grandchildren all these stuff along with emo bands etc.

  37. S.... ....

    I love shinigami

  38. F.... ....

    Shinigami always drops bangers

  39. B.... ....

    ❤️❤️

  40. H.... P....

    Shini 💔

  41. K.... ....

    This really resonates with me

  42. D.... L....

    Beautiful 💙

  43. b.... 1....

    Same here 💔

  44. C.... S....

    Idk either

  45. J.... i....

    I love shinis work so much... It feels just like you have someone understanding all the shit that's in your head💙

  46. G.... ....

    Before 50 views and 9th...(my fav number wow xD) #ihateshinigami💔💕

  47. D.... j....

    Your the shit , keep doing what ur doing

  48. D.... P....

    i was thinking that last night...

  49. K.... :....

    Ihateshinigami 🖤

  50. N.... ....

    Just finished listening to it, you work fast💙

  51. f.... ....

    Ur the goat of youtube

  52. B.... ....

    A feeling I share

  53. S.... B....

    Idk if I can make it through this year 😞

    *lyrics*

    what a world i live in now
    the stars are falling from the heavens

    bright lights
    take away my vision
    im blinded from it all

    its just my luck
    my lucks been running out
    now the tides begin to turn

    its my fault
    and i know that this is none if your concern

    im better off sleeping in my bedroom
    wide awake since the day i met you
    i dont know if i can make it thru this year

    make it thru this year

    i think about how much has changed
    i cant hold onto these distant memories

    letting go of all this takes time
    im not in a rush at all

    im growing up
    and growing older
    everyday feels like a blur

    it makes me sick
    but i know that this something i must learn

    im better off sleeping in my bedroom
    wide awake since the day i met you
    i dont know if i can make it thru this year

    make it thru this year 😞

    S.... B....

    Sad Boy Vibes thank you! ❤️

    S.... B....

    What if you want to die already