Senses Fail - Still Searching Lyrics




I can't believe it's been a year
Since I kissed my fears
On their salty lips
And said to them I love you all

I carried the weight of the world on my shoulders
For 20 years and look at me now

I've got something to say
About the last 12 months I've lived
I'm not the same kid I was when I was younger
I just thought you should know
I take a pill every day
to help me deal with life

And oh my God, I've lost control
I stare at accidents in a sick attempt
To feel at all

I carried the weight of the world on my shoulders
For 20 years and look at me now

I've got something to say
About the family that I've lost
I hope my mother and my father think
That they raised a healthy boy
Who needs the help of a shrink
To even leave the house?

And oh my God, I've lost control
I stare at accidents in a sick attempt
To feel at all

I'm not the same kid I was when I was younger
I just thought you
I just thought you should know

I'm not the same kid I was when I was younger
I just thought you
I just thought you should know

I carried the weight of the world on my shoulders
For 20 years and look at me now
And now
And now
I'm finding a way to forget everything that I know

I can't believe it's been a year
Since I kissed my fears
On their salty lips
And said to them I love you all

Don't ask, just follow
Repeat and swallow
Don't ask, just swallow them down your throat
Don't ask, just swallow
Repeat and follow
Don't ask, just swallow them down your throat

My best friend is a man, with a lab coat and a grin
I hold my shaking hand and he gives me medicine
It almost makes me feel at home
But they slowly steal my soul
I tell him I still feel alone
"Don't worry someday I promise you will feel whole"

And oh my God, I've lost control
Of the only thing in life
I had a hold of
And oh my God, I've lost control
Of the only thing in life
I had a hold of
And oh my God, I've lost control
Of the only thing in life
I had a hold of





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  1. A Table For a Magic Show!

    I wont kneel at your altar now that I know it's a table for a magic show!

  2. Tyler Francis

    Fuck yeah! two years after finding them listening again and I remember why I loved them and how much better they were than everyone else. Two years later and I can still sing along to all the songs

  3. Seven 7 Seven

    *every 2000s teen movie opening*

  4. TheGreenDee

    Damn, it has been a frigging long time time since i've listened to this ❤️

  5. oceguera775

    Jesus didnt have super powers

    Tim Zki

    oceguera775 how many cases of leprosy have you cured?

    sadboi international

    Cause super powers don't exist. He had divine power.

  6. melodicmarc

    This song really helped me move past religion. Love the message. It's a harsh truth, but it's liberating.

    MichaelHaze

    +melodicmarc I use to listen to this song with out understanding what it meant i just loved the way it sounded and i was young, But now i hear the words clearly and i promise this song is wrong. I hate religion, But heaven and hell are real and Jesus and satan are real. & jesus loves you sooo much! I just pray and hope you go back to christ because he has a home waiting for you in heaven if you were to just give him your heart again. You will see that person again, I promise.

    Spencer Paulson

    +Ian Hayes shut up dude. just shut up. people can think for themselves and draw their own conclusions... without getting a sermon from the brainwashed atop their high horse. preaching will get you no where..

    Spencer Paulson

    the guilt is gone and I can finally breathe... liberating lyrics... right?

    MichaelHaze

    Jesus Loves you Broski :)

    ShortLived86

    Right there with you. Throwing my bible out and never going back was the best decision I've ever made.

  7. Spencer Paulson

    so many of their songs hit home like no other band.. I love these guys

    Captain Obvious

    +Spencer Paulson

    If you love this band, you should check out Amity Affliction. Two good songs to start with are "I Bring the Weather with Me" and "Pittsburgh".

  8. brandonlikesmusic

    with our own love to guide us

  9. Rekli Has Decided To Have A Long, Attention Grabbing Name Because He Can

    7 months later :D

  10. Tweekitus

    Holy shit. Two YouTubers actually ending an argument without telling each other to fuck off. The world really IS ending next week.

  11. James Heesterman

    Cool, Ha, I don't often murder, and I don't really like homosexuals... but they are a part of society that I must accept. Enjoyed talking to you.

  12. James Heesterman

    It may seem like there are many contradictions in the Bible, really there are none. As for the hate, don't we all deserve it? How did we know the difference between right and wrong in the beginning, and today? Todays moral law has the 10 commandments scattered all through it. If evolution was true how would we have known the difference between right and wrong? And you'd have to be barmy to believe that all the matter in the universe came together into the size of a dot?

  13. James Heesterman

    You will find that the theory of evolution has many flaws. For instance, where does matter come from originally? Something cannot evolve out of nothing. The Bible I have found, is the only book that speaks the truth on every page, look at the Koran for example, it doesn't fit together like the Bible does. lol its funny because my view is the other way round.

  14. James Heesterman

    If you can prove that the Bible is wrong, please tell me how.

    lalalala hahahahaha

    the earth is far older than the bible said

    Open World Gamer

    @lalalala hahahahaha proof?

    Art Vandelay

    By reading it.

  15. James Heesterman

    As a Christian, I do not agree. I believe we were put on this earth to do all the things you mentioned above, but the main point of life is to glorify God. I'm guessing you don't believe in such a thing, but, I have found that the Bible is true, and in the end, I find it a lot easier to believe that we, and the earth were created than that we, and the earth were randomly formed from a bang that originated from a tiny dot, that held the whole mass of the universe.

  16. James Heesterman

    What is the point of life, if there is nothing afterwards?

  17. James Heesterman

    Well, everyone has their own views, personally I don't agree with the message that senses fail convey, but, you know, in the end we'll find out who is right :)

  18. DamnitDave

    I love every Senses Fail album. Ive been listening to them since Let It Enfold You. And I can honestly say, from a non-nostalgic stand point, that album isnt anywhere near as good as their recent stuff.

  19. Tweekitus

    I lol'd

  20. James Heesterman

    I really like the song though

  21. James Heesterman

    To be honest... the good book is right, there are only two ways to go for eternity, heaven or eternal fire.

    Art Vandelay

    You're so brainwashed

    ταrвy

    Sure...

  22. Dav C

    nicest person ever ^

  23. ColinBrunnemer77

    Same here, and same here

  24. WittyRemark

    I'm a Christian. I still can't tell you how much this band means to me.

  25. Falward

    @richardmorrison78 I'm sorry, but what about "The Fire"? It's not that I don't like "Life is not a waiting room", it just didn't say the same things as the other albums, but I'm still a fan of even that one. I know it's all about taste, but Buddy's lyrics have never failed to give character to the songs.

  26. huntktarmac

    @tjlongarms That is the truth!

  27. Richard Morrison

    The last good album Senses Fail ever made. This album is fucking gold!

  28. SnakeSalmon8izback

    @tjlongarms when you die you go to unicorn con II, as it has been written by the prophets, if your mad then leave

  29. timothy davis

    the truth is that no one knows what happens when you die, so all of you shut the fuck up and enjoy the music. i hate people who think they know the truth by what cant be proven. im talking about you too you athiest shits

  30. michelle jacobs

    @ZeroskiSepti no they just died at the same time

  31. khop1267

    @dagi171717 ???

  32. dagi171717

    its a joke that this only 17k views...people are as retarded about music as they are about God

  33. DrOctapu

    @TheDeadbutalive Cute, you still think he or she exists.

  34. ZeroskiSepti

    @VibratingBullet Everyone dies alone = if two people die alone at the same time, they die alone "together"

  35. Samael

    Proud Atheist reporting in.

  36. dogsandcatsand

    As an atheist, this song is awesome.
    As a person who enjoys music, this song is awesome.

  37. EKTIonCharge

    This is the only Rapture I believe in

  38. Dom Simons

    @luvmyMCR4evaxx okay theyre all on it

  39. Dom Simons

    @luvmyMCR4evaxx okay theyll be up soon

  40. Anna Speedman

    @TheB0ulevardz .....you're amazing and I actually love you. cheers :)

  41. Jon Jazzton

    buying "let it enfold you" and "still searching" two years ago was the best purchase i ever made

  42. Dom Simons

    @luvmyMCR4evaxx how about this, ill put the entire album on my channel and you can download each one on amazon or itunes.

  43. Anna Speedman

    @TheB0ulevardz ......nope, definitely not available in the UK. I hate my life :/

  44. Anna Speedman

    @TheB0ulevardz not in the UK. Or at least it wasn't when I checked, I'm having another look now.

  45. Dom Simons

    @luvmyMCR4evaxx it is?

  46. Mack Williams

    i wish this song was longer. but then again, the shortness of this song is part of the reason why it's so epic.

  47. Anna Speedman

    WHY IS THIS ALBUM NO LONGER AVAILABLE ON ITUNES >=/

  48. Frank Garrison

    One of my favorite songs. Such a great album.

  49. Jake Smith

    Were destined to all die alone.

    Bethany Nolastname

    I buried my cross with a rose 🌹