SadBoyProlific - Hopeless Lyrics

Listen up I got some shit to say
Listen up I got some shit to say
If we choose our own paths we must've walked different ways
Cause lately I've been trapped in darkness with nothing but pain
Listen up I got some shit to say
Listen up I got some shit to say
If we choose our own paths we must've walked different ways
Cause lately I've been trapped in darkness with nothing but pain

Yeah I got regrets about the drugs that I take
But they help to solve the problems that I stack in my brain
Tell me what you know 'bout being suicidal every day
And having no escape so you depend on a blade
Yeah I used to be an asshole said shit that he never meant
And then by the age of fourteen I was on my twelfth attempt
I felt lost and trapped consumed by my regrets
Now I'm walkin' through a graveyard death at every step
Lately I been hidin' away inside of my room
Wishin' that I'd never even come outta the womb
But I'll have a smile on my face when greetin' my doom
I'll keep my problems locked inside my chest that's all I ever do

Listen up I got some shit to say
Listen up I got some shit to say
If we choose our own paths we must've walked different ways
Cause lately I've been trapped in darkness with nothing but pain
Listen up I got some shit to say
Listen up I got some shit to say
If we choose our own paths we must've walked different ways
Cause lately I've been trapped in darkness with nothing but pain

Opened up my mind and all I saw was an abyss
I'm losin' sight of the light like its a solar eclipse
They said if not for talent that I wouldn't exist
And all I do is spit like I'm talkin' with a lisp
I'm just pennin' my emotions my reflection on the page
Society has set the norm they're tellin' me I'm strange
I dyed my hair and pierced my ears I had to make a change
Cause I'd rather be different then ever get called the same
I'm insane and I know it
I got issues and I really think they showin'
Doin' drugs in double doses that's how I'm copin'
Oh I think its pretty clear I'm hopeless
I think its pretty clear I'm hopeless
I think its pretty clear I'm hopeless
I think its pretty clear I'm hopeless
I think its pretty clear I'm hopeless