Red Jumpsuit Apparatus, The - Forever Numb Lyrics

I am not deaf, I just don't wanna listen
Everything you say sounds like it's wrapped in cellophane
If I can't break through the surface
And you are never gonna change
Everything is said and done
What have you become

I've held my breath for too long
Sweating bullets from my veins
It isn't me to feel so numb
And you are always gonna stay the same

I washed my hands clean
From the blood at your crime scene
Everything is said and done
Part of me's become
Forever numb

Staring at a space across the table
(I can see a ghost across the room)
Never in my wildest dreams did I think I'd be able
To walk away
To better days
And you know I'm okay
Everything is said and done
What have you become

I've held my breath for too long
Sweating bullets from my veins
It isn't me to feel so numb
And you are always gonna stay the same

I washed my hands clean
From the blood at your crime scene
Everything is said and done
Part of me's become
Forever numb

You're gonna face everyone that you burned
(You're gonna face everyone that you burned)
You're gonna face everyone that you hurt
All of your excuses
And your sorry eyes
No, they won't get you by this time

I've held my breath for too long
Sweating bullets from my veins
It isn't me to feel so numb

I washed my hands clean
From the blood at your crime scene
Everything is said and done
Part of me's become
Forever numb

For too long sweating bullets from my veins (forever numb)
To feel so numb and you are always gonna stay the same

I washed my hands clean
From the blood at your crime scene
Everything is said and done
Part of me's become
If everything is said and done
What have you become
Forever numb