Rashad, Isaiah - Heavenly Father Lyrics
[Verse 1]
Now everybody tellin' me a lie
Lordie, give me something for my soul
See I don't wanna think of suicide
So please don't take the lucky off my dome
And I been tired of spending all my dough
And if I give my story to the world
I wonder if they'd book me for a show
See you can't handle pressure on your own
So why you carry boulders by yourself
They stole the story they tell it wrong
And glorify the horror and the rough
And mama call me tell me coming home
And I just need some guidance in my steps
I know I'm not the only one alone
[Hook]
Heavenly father why are you so far away
Heavenly father why are you so far away
Heavenly father why are you so far away
Heavenly father why are you so far away
[Verse 2]
I'm praying that I make it 25
They be calling doctors for my health
I know it's kinda hard to say the drugs
Because I been having problems with myself
I been asking questions, where the lord?
And they don't give me answers just a check
And they don't know my issues as a child
Because I was busy cutting on myself
And hanging from the playground wasn't wrong
Until you got a rope up on your neck
And I been losing more than just my mind
Gathering whats left of self-respect
And daddy why you call me while you drunk?
And why you never love me when I need it
And I don't wanna be like you no more
And I been tryna cope I'm getting weak
[Hook]
[Verse 3]
I smoke too much, the problems of a 20 something
I drink too often, there's liquor pouring from the faucet
You would assume by following the tunes
And I'm doomed to die young, addicted to dry plum
These bitches ain't shit and pussy is my greatest vice
I love smoking weed, I hate advice
I know some niggas that talk good
The wise men from a long line of bitch made and bridesmen
You never had nothing but fucking dreams
You just caught up in the hype
The fashion and so it seems, the limelight
I know that I rhyme tight
No need for your 2 cents and burning your blueprints
These people think I really give a fuck about the shit they give a fuck about
Just need a moment of silence, just close your fucking mouth
Infatuated with violence, gun in my fucking mouth
So you don't even know that I'm serious, know what im talking 'bout
So like you got punchlines for days
So generic your flow
You're too cold, you're aged
And you got punch lines for days
So generic your flow
You're too cold, you're aged
And I'm so misrepresented by niggas that claim trill
And they souls was never in it
And I'm so misrepresented by niggas that claim trill
They souls was never in it
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Rashad, Isaiah Heavenly Father Comments
Demon anyone ?
isaiah rashad was a huge influence to me while i was making my original song, "beauty hurts"! 💖💖💖 you can check it out here: https://jackbe.lnk.to/BeautyHurts
Im sick of all this wasted talent rap is alive but in the wrong hands! Give Isaiah, hi rez, dax, caskey finally a chance they are so damn underrated
The underground GOAT
I love it 🔥👑
Got me in my feels lol
they be calling doctors for my health and “no” is kinda hard to say to drugs
my girlfriend just broke up with me so im here now
Infatuated with violence, gun in my fucking mouth
Classic bro been listening to cilvia demo since it came out STILL IN ROTATION TO THIS DAY
Still listening in 2020, hell yeah
"You never had nothing, but fuckin dreams. You caught up in the hype" describes most people frontin.
2020 anyone?
Anyone still listin?
This song hits me hard in all weak spots. Damn this is real. Just discovered this music and I'm in love.
This song has saved so many people.
If you dont know what "slept on" means, you do now
one of my favorite songs of all time
Boppin this goin into 2020
This song needs more recognition, I swear I’m walking out to this song🙏🏼👊🏼
I love videos where it's just normal everyday life....like this one. Isaiah is just walking around the town .
What type of rap is this I want more
i regularly come back to this to stop my self from crying
Slapper, salvation is here
I know I'm not the only one alone
I know I'm not the only one that felt
Boi!!! I’m doin fine these days better than fine, but I jam this to remind me where I once was, and ima never forget
Why thee phuk I didnt know a vid was made for this!??? MY GO TO SONG!!!
We need the Cilvia Demo II, bruver.
Live long and prosper zay
Big bless
I like it lel
It’s crazy how the lyrics of this song are so deep yet the song has such a good vibe to it
For real
T H E R A P Y
Nobody needs to carry boulders on they shoulder alone when you got this song playing.. I remember getting evicted from my apartment in New Mexico and losing contact with my son fighting his mom and never finding a civil ground, moving to live in my car in Los Angeles, tried to make it in comedy and failed hilariously, came BACK to my home town cause my dreams ate me alive then got a desk job and have been coping for four years now just pushing to gain confidence again and get back on the stage.. thanks Zay and thank you everyone who shared their reason for loving this song. Crazy how one person can bring so many misfits together...
He's tired of fucking all these girls... lmao he has problems xD
You must be young. There's a big difference between mindless sex and affectionate loving sex. One is easy, mentally draining, and a dopamine filler for the emptiness, the other is hard to come by but is the remedy to pain, loneliness and suffering.
🖤 I been losing more than just my mind
🖤 Gathering what’s left of self respect
Did this save anyone?
[Verse 1]
Now everybody tellin' me a lie
Lordie, give me something for my soul
See I don't wanna think of suicide
So please don't take the lucky off my dome
See I been tired of fucking all these girls
And I been tired of spending all my dough
And if I give my story to the world
I wonder if they'd book me for a show
See you can't handle pressure on your own
So why you carry boulders by yourself
They stole the story they tell it wrong
And glorify the horror and the rough
And mama call me tell me coming home
And I just need some guidance in my steps
I know I'm not the only one alone
I know I'm not the only one who felt
[Hook]
Heavenly father why are you so far away
Heavenly father why are you so far away
Heavenly father why are you so far away
Heavenly father why are you so far away
[Verse 2]
I'm praying that I make it 25
They be calling doctors for my health
I know it's kinda hard to say the drugs
Because I been having problems with myself
I been asking questions, where the lord?
And they don't give me answers just a check
And they don't know my issues as a child
Because I was busy cutting on myself
And hanging from the playground wasn't wrong
Until you got a rope up on your neck
And I been losing more than just my mind
Gathering whats left of self-respect
And daddy why you call me while you drunk?
And why you never love me when I need it
And I don't wanna be like you no more
And I been tryna cope I'm getting weak
[Hook]
[Verse 3]
I smoke too much, the problems of a 20 something
I drink too often, there's liquor pouring from the faucet
You would assume by following the tunes
And I'm doomed to die young, addicted to dry plum
These bitches ain't shit and pussy is my greatest vice
I love smoking weed, I hate advice
I know some niggas that talk good
The wise men from a long line of bitch made and bridesmen
You never had nothing but fucking dreams
You just caught up in the hype
The fashion and so it seems, the limelight
I know that I rhyme tight
No need for your 2 cents and burning your blueprints
These people think I really give a fuck about the shit they give a fuck about
Just need a moment of silence, just close your fucking mouth
Infatuated with violence, gun in my fucking mouth
So you don't even know that I'm serious, know what im talking 'bout
So like you got punchlines for days
So generic your flow
You're too cold, you're aged
And you got punch lines for days
So generic your flow
You're too cold, you're aged
And I'm so misrepresented by niggas that claim trill
And they souls was never in it
And I'm so misrepresented by niggas that claim trill
They souls was never in it
Shit. Still. Bangs.
Love Rashad. Been following him for years.
Just wanted to confirm that walking in cold winter snowy nights in nyc is the best therapy tool. Can attest to this as I live in the city myself.
Therapeutic
This song speaks for 95% of black American men
First time I heard this I was 14. I’m 19 now & still fucken relate . Love this song
this man should be as popular as j cole, smh he slept on 🔥🔥
This song has really helped
I send pure love for healing our Lord loves you thanks for sharing your talent
this is one of my favorite songs ever but i can only listen to it occasionally...cause it makes me cry like a lil biyiyatch...i relate far too much..and im usually drinking alone when i put it on
spark one up brothers and sisters
They don't know my issue as a child because I was busy cutting on myself #deep
Damn this song right here, gets me through my depression. I could smoke and smile listening to this song.
2019, and I finally give Rashad more listens; I’ve been dumb as fuck for sleeping so long
"And I'm so misrepresented by ni**as that claim trill and they souls was never in it" ❄️
Pussy is my greatest vice. I love smoking weed. I hate advice.🔥🔥🔥
this song hits me so hard
im writing a paper on this song, does anybody know what city this was shot in?
New York. Walking Brooklyn Bridge and Lower East Side.
Yeah, now everybody tellin' me a lie
Lordie, give me something for my soul
See I don't wanna think of suicide
So please don't take the lock key off my door
See I been tired of fucking all these girls
And I been tired of spending all my dough
And if I give my story to the world
I wonder if they'd book me for a show
See you can't handle pressure on your own
So why you carry boulders by yourself
The story stole, they tell it till it wrong
And glorify the horror and the wealth
And mama call me tell me coming home
And I just need some guidance in my steps
I know i'm not the only one alone
I know i'm not the only one who felt
Heavenly father why are you so far away
Heavenly father why are you so far away
Heavenly father why are you so far away
Heavenly father why are you so far away
Yeah, I'm praying that I make it 25
They be calling doctors for my health
And "no" is kinda hard to say to drugs
Because I been having problems with myself
And I been asking questions, where the love?
And they don't give me answers just a check
And they don't know my issues as a child
Because I was busy cutting on myself
And hanging from the playground wasn't wrong
Until you got a rope up on your neck
And I been losing more than just my mind
Gathering whats left of self-respect
And daddy why you call me while you drunk?
And why you never love me when I need it
And I don't wanna be like you no more
And I been tryna cope I'm getting weeded
Heavenly father why are you so far away
Heavenly father why are you so far away
Heavenly father why are you so far away
Heavenly father why are you so far away
Yeah, ay
I smoke too much, the problems of a 20 something
I drink too often, there's liquor pouring from the faucet
You would assume by following the tunes
That i'm doomed to die young, addicted to dry plum
These bitches ain't shit and pussy is my greatest vice
I love smoking weed, I hate advice
I know some niggas that talk good
The wise men from a long line of bitch made and bridesmen
You never had nothing but fucking dreams
You just caught up in the hype
The fashion and so it seems, the limelight
I know that I rhyme tight
No need for your 2 cents and burning your blueprints
These people think I really give a fuck about the shit they give a fuck about
Just need a moment of silence, just close your fucking mouth
Infatuated with violence, gun in my fucking mouth
So you don't even know that i'm serious, know what im talking 'bout
Like you got punchlines for days
So generic your flow
You're too cold, you're aged
And you got punch lines for days
So generic your flow
You're too cold, you're aged
Yeah, And i'm so misrepresented by niggas that claim trill
And they souls was never in it, like yeah
And I'm so misrepresented by niggas that claim trill
They souls was never in it like
Song makes me want to cry and nod my head at the same time.
this song still sounds fresh even in 2019..
Still my fav. Still heavy in your rotation :)
After all these years I never realized he was crying at 1:00 I hope he’s doing well <3
What is Isaiah rashads defition of trill?
damn remember crying to this lol
So stressed out time to get high and drown myself in music!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Hanging from the playground wasn't wrong until u got a rope around your neck
🕺🕺🕺
This is the most honest song I've ever heard
Miss them tde days...
Tbh - TDE stunted this mans growth. Don’t @ me
This song heals I swear 🥰
i feel elevated when i find this kind of music, 4 months on a wheelchair and a divorce with police involved(edited cuz im so cross faded russian getting over myself out here and) it only get worse byfar, 4 years alone in a different country, when i share some of the things i go through daily to my close people they ask me how i do it look at me as im above but i aint, its only this music and my inability to rly let go and disappoint my mama, hope yall get rich and be happy and spread your happiness, and throw some help also if you able to, to someone who needs it, either a listening ear, a good friendly advice, a bottle of water, or what ever. Peace to all who likes this music!
Zay is great been listening to him for an “American Minute” love this! relate too much and hope to hear more of this soul gold cant wait to see see your stupid ass live wish i could switch a word with you!!!!
Isaiah will always be underrated 🔥
So Nostalgic..
[Verse 1: Isaiah Rashad]
Yeah
Now, everybody tellin' me a lie
Lordy, give me somethin' for my soul
See, I don't wanna think of suicide
So please don't take the lock key off my door
See, I've been tired of fuckin' all these girls
And I've been tired of spendin' all my dough
And if I give my story to the world
I wonder if they'd book me for a show
See you can't handle pressure on your own
So why you carry boulder by yourself?
The story’s storyteller tell it wrong
And glorify the horror and the wealth
My mama call me, tell me coming home
And I just need some guidance in my steps
I know I'm not the only one alone
I know I'm not the only one that felt
[Chorus: SZA]
Heavenly Father, why are you so far away?
Heavenly Father, why are you so far away?
Heavenly Father, why are you so far away?
Heavenly Father, why are you so far away?
[Verse 2: Isaiah Rashad]
Look
Now, I'm prayin' that I make it 25
They be callin' doctor for my health
And "no" is kinda hard to say to drugs
'Cause I been havin' problems with myself
And I been askin' questions, where the love?
And they don't give me answers, just a check
And they don't know my issues as a child
'Cause I was busy cuttin' on myself
And hangin' from the playground wasn't wrong
Until you got a rope around your neck
And I been losin' more than just my mind
Gatherin' what's left of self-respect
And Daddy, why you call me while you're drunk?
And why you never love me when I need it?
And I don't wanna be like you no more
And I been tryna cope, I'm getting weeded
[Chorus: SZA]
Heavenly Father, why are you so far away?
Heavenly Father, why are you so far away?
Heavenly Father, why are you so far away?
Heavenly Father, why are you so far away?
[Verse 3: Isaiah Rashad]
Here, look, ayy
I smoke too much: the problems of a 20-somethin'
I drink too often, there's liquor pourin' from the faucet
You would assume from following the tunes
That I'm doomed to die young, addicted to dry plum
These bitches ain't shit, and pussy is my greatest vice
I love smokin' weed, I hate advice
I know some niggas that talk good, the wise men
From a long line of bitch-made and brides-men
You never had nuttin' but fuckin' dreams
You just caught up in the hype, the fashion and so it seems
The limelight, I know that I rhyme tight
No need for your two cents and burnin' your blueprints
These people think I really give a fuck about the shit they give a fuck about
Just need a moment of silence, just close your fuckin' mouth
Infatuated with violence, gun in my fuckin' mouth
So you don't know that I'm serious, know what I'm talkin' 'bout?
Like you got punchlines for days
So generic your flow, you're too cold, you're aged
And you got punch lines for days
So generic your flow, you're too cold, you're aged
Yeah, and I'm so misrepresented
By niggas that claim trill and they souls was never in it, like
And I'm so misrepresented
By niggas that claim trill, they souls was never in it, like...
[Produced by D. Sanders]
[Directed by Eric Swiz]
This song helped me through so much,especially when I was numbing my shit with xanax due to my depression and anxiety,been a few weeks clean all thanks to this song!
❤❤
Wie 2019!!
🌻🌻
Ft. SZA
Such an amazing song❤
I just need a moment of silence
Just close your fuckin mouth
Listened to this while tripping on acid and the lyrics hit home fr ! . This year been damn hard but zay giving me hope
everything about you is beautiful larissa brust
“the most beautiful song i ever heard”
Just listened to this song 5 times in a row and it still hitting hard
who still listening in 2019?? because this song will be stuck with me til the casket drop!!
Chris GeeTv til the fucking casket.
Amen dawg
This here Timeless muzik my good peoplez...4 the ones whos SOULZ ALWAYS BEEN IT...this here will play well beyond all of our caskets safe 2 say...GRACIAS EL DIOS 🙏
@LAsirs Media honestly, ill remember this till im gone
factssss
I have been misrepresented by those who don't know me.
John 8:41-44
If you reading this, it’s going to be alright. I love you 💖.
still bumping this 💙
[Verse 1: Isaiah Rashad]
Yeah
Now, everybody tellin' me a lie
Lordy, give me somethin' for my soul
See, I don't wanna think of suicide
So please don't take the lock key off my door
See, I've been tired of fuckin' all these girls
And I've been tired of spendin' all my dough
And if I give my story to the world
I wonder if they'd book me for a show
See you can't handle pressure on your own
So why you carry boulder by yourself?
The story’s storyteller tell it wrong
And glorify the horror and the wealth
My mama call me, tell me coming home
And I just need some guidance in my steps
I know I'm not the only one alone
I know I'm not the only one that felt
[Chorus: SZA]
Heavenly Father, why are you so far away?
Heavenly Father, why are you so far away?
Heavenly Father, why are you so far away?
Heavenly Father, why are you so far away?
[Verse 2: Isaiah Rashad]
Look
Now, I'm prayin' that I make it 25
They be callin' doctor for my health
And "no" is kinda hard to say to drugs
'Cause I been havin' problems with myself
And I been askin' questions, where the love?
And they don't give me answers, just a check
And they don't know my issues as a child
'Cause I was busy cuttin' on myself
And hangin' from the playground wasn't wrong
Until you got a rope around your neck
And I been losin' more than just my mind
Gatherin' what's left of self-respect
And Daddy, why you call me while you're drunk?
And why you never love me when I need (it?)
And I don't wanna be like you no more
And I been tryna cope, I'm getting weed(ed)
[Chorus: SZA]
Heavenly Father, why are you so far away?
Heavenly Father, why are you so far away?
Heavenly Father, why are you so far away?
Heavenly Father, why are you so far away?
[Verse 3: Isaiah Rashad]
Here, look, ayy
I smoke too much: the problems of a 20-somethin'
I drink too often, there's liquor pourin' from the faucet
You would assume from following the tunes
That I'm doomed to die young, addicted to dry plum
These bitches ain't shit, and pussy is my greatest vice
I love smokin' weed, I hate advice
I know some niggas that talk good, the wise men
From a long line of bitch-made and brides-men
You never had nuttin' but fuckin' dreams
You just caught up in the hype, the fashion and so it seems
The limelight, I know that I rhyme tight
No need for your two cents and burnin' your blueprints
These people think I really give a fuck about the shit they give a fuck about
Just need a moment of silence, just close your fuckin' mouth
Infatuated with violence, gun in my fuckin' mouth
So you don't know that I'm serious, know what I'm talkin' 'bout?
Like you got punchlines for days
So generic your flow, you're too cold, you're aged
And you got punch lines for days
So generic your flow, you're too cold, you're aged
Yeah, and I'm so misrepresented
By niggas that claim trill and they souls was never in it, like
And I'm so misrepresented
By niggas that claim trill, they souls was never in it, like...
P.S: I didn’t write this
every time I hear this it's like my first time hearing it
This song saved my life once or twice, no lie...
2nd verse will always give me chills 😔
Still hit the soul thanks RashaD