Problematic - Reflection (Angel Vs Demon) Lyrics






Lately I've been distant from the world in a quiet place
Feels like I might be wired differently I can't embrace
From all the hurt and all the pain can you feel my rage?
Growing up was bullied they considered me a basket case
But things have changed, the past is done and over with
Why I keep on dwelling on it? Why my thoughts so cancerous?
Why my best friend have to die? God can you please answer this?!
Why am I still agonizing on my last relationship
Maybe Ima crumble, take a shot I'm seeing double
You can hear my stomach rumble, reason I can never settle
I have come up from the struggle, I can promise staying humble
I am sorry for the trouble, dark inside my fucking tunnel
If my thoughts could really kill best believe I would be dead
I am out here saving lives and sometimes I forget
Cause my demons came to play I'm barely hanging by a thread
Maybe I should pull this trigger and just lay my mind to rest, yeah

Lost in the music this is therapeutic
Barely hanging on I don't know if I can do this
Will I rise? Will I fall?
Will I rise? Will I fall?
I don't know anymore
Look at my reflection, angel vs demon
Wish that I was dreaming
Will I rise? Will I fall?
Will I rise? Will I fall?
I don't know anymore

I know your life ain't glamorous
I can see it in your eyes
You can't even stand yourself
Your past is haunting you
So you go to rhyme a little
Toss and turning every night
Debating if it even helps
You quit the partying, quit the drugs, quit the reefer
And now you think its problem solved cause you changed your people?
You wake up miserable its clear you're feeding off of evil
Take my hand tonight and I can promise you'll be always peaceful!
What about my family I can't leave em in a disarray?!
Give it time and they'll move on forget about you anyway
What about my fans and the impact I have made on them?
Find another source! Do not worry they will all amend
Its better if you go do not act like you have any friends
Heaven don't exist, this is it, will you take my hand?
Voices getting louder you can't fight em best to sign your will
Join me on the darker side through the dreary depths of hell

Lost in the music this is therapeutic
Barely hanging on I don't know if I can do this
Will I rise? Will I fall?
Will I rise? Will I fall?
I don't know anymore
Look at my reflection, angel vs demon
Wish that I was dreaming
Will I rise? Will I fall?
Will I rise? Will I fall?
I don't know anymore

I feel like giving up though...
Some things I can't explain no...
I feel like giving up though...
Some things I can't explain no...

Will I rise? Will I fall?
Will I rise? Will I fall?
I don't know anymore...
Will I rise? Will I fall?
Will I rise? Will I fall?
I don't know anymore...





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  1. o.... r....

    I wrote this on a wall in a bath room . Good it's out there

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    All love

  2. K.... O....

    https://soundcloud.com/priority001/listen-to-your-heart

    K.... O....

    Keep on the grind fam

  3. K.... O....

    https://soundcloud.com/priority001/klaso-sorry-shit

  4. K.... O....

    CUZ ADD MY FACEBOOK ---->>> Klaso Oner .!!!!

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    Only really active on my business page @problematicmusic

  5. I.... J....

    I still came back again

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    💪🔥🔥

  6. J.... F....

    I'm saying this is the best thing yet...look take notes

    J.... F....

    respect bro

    J.... F....

    @ProblematicHipHop love and respect

    J.... F....

    @Jake Fisher-killey always fam

  7. D.... D....

    What if I die?

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    We are all here to serve purpose I genuinely believe sometimes we are just early in the process

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    @ProblematicHipHop yeah it’s just the world makes me feel hopeless

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    @Danielle Dorman its tough i know the world is cruel but just do you do what you love and you'll attract the right people

  8. S.... H....

    Still FIREE !!!☝️☝️

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    Thank you

  9. J.... T....

    What are their names

    J.... T....

    Angel Vs Demon

  10. L.... t....

    shillong

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    🙏🙌

  11. K.... T....

    My favorite song I hope angel wins

    K.... T....

    Always 🙏🙌

  12. Y.... a....

    Why my best friend have to die.... God can you please answer this

    Y.... a....

    Why am i still agonizing on my last relationship

  13. Y.... a....

    Problematic part 3 ur Indian fans waiting.... 😍😍😍😍😍😍

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    💪🔥🔥

  14. M.... S....

    Stumbled on this fire while at the gym. I relate more to this than any other song I have ever heard. I shouldn't listen to this while in public...

    M.... S....

    Thats love! I definitely appreciate it all 🙌

  15. C.... P....

    Thanks for your videos they really help me

    C.... P....

    my pleasure man

  16. F.... T....

    icon❤❤❤❤

    F.... T....

    Much luv

  17. C.... R....

    This reminds me of the force in star wars

    C.... R....

    Interesting! Never thought about it like that

    C.... R....

    ProblematicHipHop anyway great video keep up the great work

    C.... R....

    @Coldice242 Reid I appreciate it

  18. S.... G....

    That’s deep

    S.... G....

    Thank you

  19. L.... D....

    That’s true music

    L.... D....

    I appreciate it all truly

  20. W.... W....

    Is it just me or the demon is telling the truth about the depression everybody suffers from

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    Real sh*t 💔

  21. h.... t....

    Realest shit ever keep the🔥 shining

    h.... t....

    Thats respect! Thank you

  22. L.... A....

    I stopped the booze only to suffer at the hands of a. Demon

    L.... A....

    Wishing you all the very best 🙏👐

    L.... A....

    Me too. I thought that when I quit that it would get easier. It's not. Now my mind is clear but is that a good thing when it's controlled by a demon?

    L.... A....

    @Moses Sanchez im wondering if it ever ends or we just become stronger and find better ways to cope with each battle

  23. L.... A....

    For my father sons and sister this is me

    L.... A....

    Happy to make a difference 🙏

  24. J.... R....

    Man i felt this

    J.... R....

    Pleasure to connect

  25. C.... H....

    Feb 4th...2020🤽‍♂️🌊 love the chorus.

    C.... H....

    Much luv

  26. A.... G....

    I can’t tell anyone how I’m feelin directly. But I can through the music I listen to. Thank you for speaking for the ones scared to

    A.... G....

    My pleasure man 🙏👐 part 3 to come

    A.... G....

    Awesome keep up the great work

    A.... G....

    @Alex Ginn 🙏🙌

  27. J.... B....

    Im sharing this in my Facebook

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    respect

  28. J.... B....

    This guy is really sending a message and idk who he is but I like it so far. Keep it up bro

    J.... B....

    Much respect

  29. u.... ....

    I only have one word. Fuck

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    😰💔

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    @ProblematicHipHop i'm fine man, i've just been trying to understand what my friend has been going through. I realized this song pretty much everything she was saying

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    @unstable_gold sometimes music understands us better than any human ever could

  30. C.... F....

    This is kind of like my life.

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    @Caleb Fender all the best bro

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    @Caleb Fender anytime man

    C.... F....

    @Caleb Fender anytime

  31. f.... ....

    it will get better i lost my sister at 9 and she was a baby its hard but youll get through it

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    all love fam

  32. f.... ....

    great but an angel wouldnt cuss but still loved the song

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    thank you

  33. G.... M....

    Meds will only "dumb down and numb a vision to death".. Keep with what keeps you focused!--Obviously your music! Music is just as "healing" to millions without drugs.. You WILL NEVER FALL--even if never famous using your skills to survive my friend! AMEN!

    G.... M....

    Thats all love and its crazy to think it has impacted millions and continues to do so. 🙏👐

  34. J.... ....

    I was considering killing myself I’m 19 years young idk if I should commit suicide or not? I’m honestly not sure

    J.... ....

    Being in that position trust me its not worth it, we are all here to serve purpose sometimes we dont know it yet because we are early in the process. God bless you have my prayers

  35. H.... ....

    How to download your songs .
    I can´t download dude why

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    Its available on all major platforms including downloading such as Itunes, Google Play, Spotify, etc.

  36. T.... V....

    Angel will win

    T.... V....

    Part 3 to come

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    @ProblematicHipHop Thanks❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

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    @Tam Vu my pleasure

  37. E.... E....

    LOSE yourself in the music
    FIND yourself in the music

    E.... E....

    🙏👐

  38. E.... E....

    the double you

  39. s.... b....

    I have mpd ( multiple personality disorder) so this hits me 😂

    s.... b....

    my pleasure to inspire 🙏👐

    s.... b....

    @ProblematicHipHop keep doing it other people need you more 😊

    s.... b....

    @shark boy being empathetic goes a long way

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    @ProblematicHipHop your right stay humble 😋

    s.... b....

    @shark boy always

  40. J.... ....

    I don't like rap that much but this i do like.

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    thats respect! thank you

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    @ProblematicHipHop keep up the good work. You're an inspiration to all those around you.

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    @James you all keep me going

  41. h.... ....

    this shit is real i got borderline personally disorder im always fighting myself, its a daily struggle

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    A battle most will never understand. Keep pushing you got this 💪🔥

  42. S.... B....

    I love the demon side tonight...its just pumping my speakers and MIND. respect bro

    S.... B....

    respect fam! all love 💪🔥

  43. V.... P....

    All your songs make me feel less alone...that I'm not alone in whatever I'm going through..Thank you

    V.... P....

    Its always been the goal to remind people they are never alone. I wish you all the best

  44. S.... B....

    Is this you rapping what's uploading bro??? If it is respect man. I've been listening to you fo a while. If not who is this

    S.... B....

    This is me bro

  45. E.... I....

    LYRICS. PLEASE.

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    Lyrics in the description of this video

  46. g.... m....

    and it like my angle and demon are in a battle right now so you are helping me through it

    g.... m....

    amazing! y'all know what Im here for

  47. g.... m....

    this helps me through all my problems

    g.... m....

    Bless! Its my pleasure always

  48. r.... t....

    50% angel 50% demon and guess what you get you get me and No one can change that because its who i am and it makes me a 100% me

    r.... t....

    Thats real! always stay true to yourself

    r.... t....

    @ProblematicHipHop thanks man

    r.... t....

    @riley tiny 🙏🙏

  49. K.... S....

    So this is what angels and demons are arguing about the whole time I UNDERSTAND 😇👿

    K.... S....

    stay tuned for Part 3

  50. C.... B....

    This helps with my depression.so glad i found this

    C.... B....

    So happy to help! thank you

  51. b.... F....

    Dude I just found this at random and listen to a bunch of your stuff you're amazing and my name is Adam consider me a huge fan of your work keep fighting foward man live and walk through life with strong mind a fighting heart head held high

    b.... F....

    amazing! my pleasure to make a difference. I appreciate all the love, your support means the world. Welcome to the family

  52. n.... p....

    This hits hard dude I wish i had confidence to speak up

    n.... p....

    Bless fam! its a working progress. Wishing you all the very best

  53. P.... A....

    Growing up was bullied.....shit i felt that🙃😭..By your own paretns..every single day.
    Can someone imagine how hard it is...Because
    ...I have never stop loving them but i started hating myself...

    P.... A....

    Definitely my pleasure to inspire and truly make a difference. All the best to you. Your support means the world

  54. D.... E....

    There is a sayin I always go by and that's "Suicide doesnt end the sadness... only spreads it

    D.... E....

    Cause its the truth 🙌

    D.... E....

    @ProblematicHipHop and that's what some people dont see. I try to help and get them to see that suicide isn't the answer. But some people I help battle their demons lose. I'm just glad that most people I helped got better and seen the realization of suicide

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    @Dead Eye We cant help everyone but each person can make the world of difference. Bless

    D.... E....

    @ProblematicHipHop God bless we can help as many people as we can

    D.... E....

    @Dead Eye 🙏👐

  55. O.... O....

    We hear you my guy

    O.... O....

    🙏🙌

    O.... O....

    @ProblematicHipHop bro I'm not gay but I fuckin love you homie 😂😌 please never feel alone I know how shit can feel in this world I always feel like humanity has given up on me. But us outsiders can start a new wave of our own 😌

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    @O O we stand together. You all keep me going and i mean that. Love yah bro

    O.... O....

    @ProblematicHipHop you truly are the goat. Please don't stop bringing the words to the emotions that I can't explain 😌

    O.... O....

    @O O 🙏🙌

  56. T.... s....

    We are all sick .

    T.... s....

    We all in this battle together

    T.... s....

    I think people are being arrogant and fake and disrepectful and bullying each other adults and teens and children . Because of media people are having insecurities and low self esteem hidden in them .and all they do is gossiping It's a sick generation .

    T.... s....

    It's a disaster everywhere ..

    T.... s....

    @TROCHU style a lot of truth. Mainly because they are unhappy with themselves so rather drag others down

    T.... s....

    @TROCHU style for real

  57. v.... b....

    This song hit me so hard cause I have lost a lot recently so this song has helped me

    v.... b....

    Definitely have my blessings. Happy to know that 🙏🙌

  58. a.... h....

    Every day I listen to this awsome song that I love

    a.... h....

    Thank you

  59. D.... E....

    Demon: quit the reefer
    Me: Fuck No

    D.... E....

    I feel it

    D.... E....

    @ProblematicHipHop do u smoke

    D.... E....

    @Damion Eich i use too

    D.... E....

    @ProblematicHipHop i am but trying to quit for a job

    D.... E....

    @Damion Eich took me a few times to get it right

  60. J.... M....

    Yes!! Bringing back REAL rap!! <3

    J.... M....

    Much respect

  61. R.... M....

    The demon is all the things I live by never listening to the best part of me the positive one that keeps my afloat

    R.... M....

    An everyday battle most will never understand. Hope the song has made a difference 🙌

  62. a.... h....

    I can not stop listening to this awsome song. This is my favorite song I can't stop listening to this awsome song.😎😎😎😎

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    Nothing but love! Thank you

    a.... h....

    No problem.

    a.... h....

    @anndrew hembree 💪🔥

  63. L.... T....

    I have no words 😢💗😢💗

    L.... T....

    I hope the song has genuinely made a difference 🙏🙌

    L.... T....

    @ProblematicHipHop I listen to it almost every night, makes me realise I'm not alone x

    L.... T....

    @Lisa Tucker we are all in this together

  64. R.... R....

    This is the first song I heard of you then fell in love wi your music this will never get old 🔥

    R.... R....

    Respect though! Part 3 coming

    R.... R....

    I'm excited for it mate

    R.... R....

    @Ronan Rowley 💪🔥🔥

  65. T.... ....

    still love this song!!!!!

    T.... ....

    always love bro

  66. D.... E....

    Problematic Hiphop i know how u feel get better your fans will mother fucking miss u

    D.... E....

    I appreciate you looking out for real! much love

    D.... E....

    @ProblematicHipHop thanks

    D.... E....

    @Damion Eich anytime

  67. A.... [....

    Fuck, I'm 18 and my life is already a mess, going to school everyday now, average grades, quit drinking and doing drugs, got New friends that I can trust but man I still dont feel happy and I just have this sadness in my heart and mind. Nobody loves. Sometimes I think to just quit and be gone. Cant Take it anymore. Feeling hopeless again.

    A.... [....

    I know the feeling oh so well. We all heal differently but in time will make perfect sense. All the best in 2020. You got my blessings 🙏👐

  68. L.... J....

    Damn bro make a part 3! Love it

    L.... J....

    It's coming

  69. S.... B....

    🔥💯

    S.... B....

    Thank you

  70. T.... C....

    keep it up good stuff bro

    T.... C....

    I appreciate it man 🙌🙏

  71. D.... B....

    Again 1.25 more good

    D.... B....

    Appreciate all the love and support

  72. b.... i....

    When I'm down (which is almost always) I drown myself in music that says what I can't. This has become my favorite song for the bad days, this and the part 2. I lose myself in the music and it makes me feel better. "Barely hanging on I don't know if I can do this".....Out of this song about my whole self that says it all....."Will I rise, will I fall? I don't know anymore." It's the angel vs the demon. Maybe, to win this fight, we need to be both. Angel and demon. One can't win, but both could live.

    b.... i....

    I do my best to be empathetic. The war with mental illness is a vicious cycle and Im here to continue to spread awareness. Stay tuned for Part 3

    b.... i....

    Absolutely! I can’t wait for it and I can’t thank you enough for this music.

    b.... i....

    @broken inside anytime 🎶🙌

  73. T.... S....

    Life huh???

    T.... S....

    Pretty much

  74. K.... I....

    This seems more like Human vs Demon. Why would an Angel be depressed and doubtful? Not hating, just asking

    K.... I....

    Thats respect! I always stay open minded. But remember even satan used to be an angel

  75. A.... O....

    I feel like there’s truth in what the demon says about certain things because it’s how I feel and it is true! But there’s truth in what the angel says too.

    A.... O....

    @Angela Oakes thats real 110%

    A.... O....

    ProblematicHipHop ❤️🖤. And hey I’m sorry for whenever you feel down and dark clouds annoying shit...I’m going through the same but I got your music to listen to and shit hits in the heart to deal with the things like a soundtrack, smoke some weed and remember to say fuck that when the voices try to sneak in and bring you low.

    A.... O....

    @Angela Oakes music is the healing power to the world. It unites us all

    A.... O....

    ProblematicHipHop I listen to this every day right now. Lookin forward to part 3! Like really I love your music

    A.... O....

    @Angela Oakes 🙏👐

  76. B.... ....

    Thank u for saving my life

    B.... ....

    God bless 🙏🙏 part 3 in the works

  77. p.... G....

    I'm was bullied when I was in 6 through 8 grade it was the worst thing it could happpen

    p.... G....

    I know the feeling but you are stronger than that. You have my blessings 🙏🙌

  78. L.... R....

    Do a part 3

    L.... R....

    Its coming

    L.... R....

    @ProblematicHipHop Thank you

    L.... R....

    @Little Retta 🙏🙌

  79. Y.... Y....

    I need song title plz

    Y.... Y....

    @YEPEKAAUMI YEPTHOMI 🙏🙏

    Y.... Y....

    Bruh im frm norteast n I love ur dame voice❤

    Y.... Y....

    @YEPEKAAUMI YEPTHOMI much luv from Canada

    Y.... Y....

    Much from m side💝

    Y.... Y....

    @YEPEKAAUMI YEPTHOMI 🔥🔥

  80. D.... E....

    Not gon lie when I heard this I almost cried cause it hits on a personal level then part 2 came out and I did cause I've been thru it all. But I got out the toxic place I was in and I got myself better amd straight. Prayed more and found who I was and now I'm happier and I help others who are the same as i was and help them to their feet. Thanks man you also helped me realize that i was more then what people say bout me

    D.... E....

    amazing! thank you for sharing. It's hearing things like this on the daily that keep me motivated. Always a pleasure to inspire

  81. D.... [....

    Fire I felt this 😪

    D.... [....

    pleasure to inspire

  82. E.... O....

    Ya i literally pray to god every night i lay my head down to go to sleep that he does not let me wake up that i would just get to stay sleeping no one gives two shits and a flying fuck anyways its like most of the time i think just give me the fork stick it in me im fn done

    E.... O....

    It often feels that way. Prayers do help and God id good fam. Wishing you all the best

  83. B.... D....

    Real Life. Thanks for this bro God bless. 🙏

    B.... D....

    God bless 🙏🙌 my pleasure

  84. B.... g....

    You probably get this alot but it still isnt enough. Thank you. Not just for making music but i can say at least in my life your music has made a difference and im sure im not the only one

    B.... g....

    amazing. Its things like this that keep me going. You all saved mine. God bless

  85. B.... A....

    Sometimes I feel like disappearing, but it's honestly people like you that convince me otherwise<3

    B.... A....

    Amazing! My pleasure to help

  86. a.... ....

    Yo this shit is deep af it brought a tear to my eye cause this really what it be like over all this is straight fire but if you aren’t ready this could really fuck your head up

    a.... ....

    Deeper than music. Thank you. Your support means the world

  87. T.... M....

    Omgosh this is so real am sorry your going through this torment it's so deep.. Deal with this on the daily trust me am lucky to have survived it gets to a point you stay quiet when you get to that point you cut everyone off in life and push everyone you love away tell your alone then you end it.. I am lucky to be here today.. So many times I've tried but the worst is when you tell no one and so it without a note without a cry for help.. I locked a hotel up and hung myself in the bathroom.. God is real because it was as if something cut the rope perfectly in half the other half around my neck I had stepped off into complete darkness but woke up on the ground.. The worst was when I was 16 I drank 32oz of Antifreeze and didn't tell a soul and 13hrs later I knew I was dying I felt myself slipping in and out of consciousness everything was slow motion

    T.... M....

    @Rudy Moreno 🙏🙌

    T.... M....

    @ProblematicHipHop God bless you too keep your lyrics on point torwards the kingdom of GOD and you will become even more blessed in anything you put your hand to when JESUS is in the Frontline you have no limits to where He will take you.. Your crown will be full of jewels for the souls you bring to Him that are lost and confused about to end their own suffering.. Many don't have these gifts that He's blessed you with.. We are in the last days and many are falling in the way of destruction, open the Bible let your lyrics Mix with the bread of life and endless possibilities will follow the lost will be found and there is power in JESUS name to cast out demons, heal the sick and suffering in bondage of addiction, being delivered out of the hand of the lion who seeks to devour those who are left in the darkness..

    T.... M....

    @Terra M. this is deep and very well said indeed

    T.... M....

    @ProblematicHipHop If you open up to  Ezekiel 28:24, Joshua 23:13, 2 Corinthians 12:6-7, Ephesians 6:12, James 4:2, John 10:10 these are some scriptures for you to look up on demonic oppression and deliverance.. Revelations is deep too chapter 2.. Not sure if your interested but write these down and when your hand feels the need to jot down another song let JESUSs gift guide you on what will be added to your lyrical legacy

    T.... M....

    @Terra M. 🙏🙏

  88. m.... d....

    this is the best shit i've ever heard you should keep makin music this is FIRE

    m.... d....

    Nothing but respect! Thank you

  89. R.... ....

    This... is what music should be this is perfect. Songs that help people with certain issues is what we need not people that promote horrible things like lil pump. Go on man you'll succeed soon enough if it humanity is just a mess then.

    R.... ....

    Thats respect! the industry has definitely changed but it will shift and in the end the truth always wins

    R.... ....

    @ProblematicHipHop I agree really but just rappers now promote disgusting things like drugs and I was born the 2000's and I love 90s music more than 20000's cause of them. Have a nice day man

    R.... ....

    @Rock I feel that.. only a phase though, it won't last

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    @ProblematicHipHop I hope so.

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    @Rock I feel it man

  90. K.... D....

    Kerser - Scot vs Kers

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    😱😱

  91. G.... B....

    I can relate 😢

    G.... B....

    Pleasure to inspire

  92. B.... L....

    Heaven exists...

    B.... L....

    I believe in God

  93. M.... Y....

    Your music can help people like me. Thank you and God bless you

    M.... Y....

    always a pleasure to inspire and truly make a difference

  94. C.... B....

    Yo whats problomattic man i justvwana say what a blessin ur music is to me. Im a x marine dud 2 tours in peshrivervalley and was shot and survived now im bak home brothwr and ive been dealin wid this shit in my head but ur music feels like it touches my soul man and helps give me strenght to stay here to help others like u and me i just wana say thank u from my heart and much love brother never give up surrender? Hell surrender hell! Never till tha last round to last man to tha last breath we fight we fight we fight!!!

    C.... B....

    God bless man! you are a true warrior all drive and no quit. Put here for a purpose. All the best in 2020

  95. T.... R....

    Sik as fuck

    T.... R....

    Thank you 💪🔥🔥

  96. T.... R....

    Blessed soul...cut cut throat...embrace it

    T.... R....

    God bless

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    Can you all do me a favour and FOLLOW On SPOTIFY. Would mean the world to me 🙏👐


    https://open.spotify.com/artist/728AYNCheRpxS0XQffstRz

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    Problematichiphop Im 32 yrs old , diagnosed at 13, I'm not doing well ,I'm tired.of me. I feel done. Closer than ever.

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    @IMOVER IT its never too late to ask for help. Myself and all my fan base including

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    @ProblematicHipHop 1st : Sorry for delayed response, I've been manic last few days. 2nd: Thank you PMHiphop for even ACKNOWLEDGING me let alone respond to try to help, from human to human being, thank you. I STILL feel the same but the day I messaged you, I felt if anyone could understand it was you. Thank you . I feel like a ghost , YOU, a fucking stranger showed more compassion towards me than my own blood relatives. Thank you , another day through this bullshit, but thankful still people like you exist. And trust if you knew me, woe is me is NOT my style but if your anything like your lyrics, than you understand what I am trying to say. Appreciate you PMHH , seriously. Rach

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    @IMOVER IT all we can do is take it one day at a time. Constantly evolving and building us stronger. All the best to come 🙏🙌

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    @Howard Sinclair yep yep not alone bro that's legittly been the last 8 or so years of my life, it does get better when I calm down enough to realize it's me inside my head ripping at my own throat then it's about calming down so much that I realize that I have the control over my own self, thoughts, actions. In the end I get to choose my life not someone or something else. It's rough though...