Porcupine Tree - Feel So Low Lyrics






[Written by Steven Wilson]

So see how long I can last
You can pretend that I don't exist for you
And I can laugh about it now
But I hated every minute
I was waiting for your email
And each day that you forgot to call
Just made me feel so low
So low

Christmas 1998
I tried to call
I just couldn't wait
And your message was out of date
So I left my voice on your machine
But you did not respond
OK OK OK you've won
You make me feel so low
So low





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  1. k.... ....

    Just ended a serious relationship because my ex kept ghosting me over the last several months. Crazy how relevant this song feels to me now.

  2. j.... ....

    i find it strange that this is the only song that makes me happy.
    bizar

  3. m.... ....

    you need a cat!

  4. S.... K....

    It took a year to find this song. Love from Nepal.

  5. R.... Z....

    Okay, okay.. you’ve won, Steven.

  6. M.... D....

    I love how PT ends their songs
    True depressive

  7. A.... ....

    warum diese musik habe nie in radio gehört ?

  8. �.... �....

    Every time she hurt me i back to this song.. only sad hearts can feel it.
    Thanks steven

  9. M.... D....

    Damn you Steven😴

  10. A.... M....

    It really hurts...

  11. S.... ....

    One of those bands I listened a lot to, when I was a kid and teenager. My taste has changed a bit since then and I do not really listen to PT anymore. But every now and then I come back to them, and when I do that it is always this song. One of the best breakup/broken heart songs ever, just timeless. Amazing outro. The way Steven says "thanks"(for listening to the whole album?) + the synths are just something else :)

  12. b.... a....

    every time I listen to this and I hear the line "you can pretend that I don't exist for you", I marvel at the duality of the meaning...perhaps only one meaning was intended, but I've always heard two. "you can pretend that I don't exist in your world" and "you can pretend that you're not the reason I exist". such a beautiful song, first place I'll go next time I get my heart broken ^_^

  13. W.... I....

    Christmas 1998...
    That's exactly 20 years ago and this song is still fucking accurate

  14. R.... Z....

    Steven you kill me everyday.

  15. R.... G....

    What happened in 1998 with Steven Wilson ??

  16. N.... S....

    Twenty years. Christmas 2018 is going to be hard on me.
    1998 I was but five years old. Yet this song is so hard on me, on so many levels. I can't even express how, me and my broken heart.
    Hope you guys are fine and don't feel like me, I wouldn't wish that on anyone.

  17. A.... M....

    Sad music is food for the soul

  18. d.... p....

    Beautiful and so well written, genius

  19. g.... t....

    This song is fucking crippling

  20. S.... A....

    Every time i get hurt and angry subsequently.

  21. M.... ....

    You make me feel so low,... Solo(w)

  22. 1.... ....

    This song makes me cry

  23. A.... T....

    I listen to this song, stonefaced, broke, and broken, ruminating on lost opportunities and years that flew by, looking at my life in the rear view mirrror

  24. h.... s....

    Thank you.

  25. s.... ....

    Porcupine Tree is just amazing. Have all of their recordings, need more, need more. Saw Pink Floyd live 3 times, NEED to see P.Tree live! Can't get enough.

  26. V.... S....

    Breaks my heart every time

  27. g.... b....

    I'm feeling so low ..

  28. G.... G....

    I'm crying a lot right now.. I'm living this situation.. I'm anxious and I have depression, and it's not easy for me to cry.. and it's good to cry.. so I listen this song and I cry a lot.. a lot.. and feel better.. it's not easy, but I must go on.. Thank you, SW

    G.... G....

    Hope you have worked through the pain my friend.

    G.... G....

    I hope you the best man!

    G.... G....

    It doesn't go away. Keep getting hurt.

    G.... G....

    hey, i've been there. i've put this song on repeat. i've been a shithole and it took me long to get out of it. it's not easy, but i already know you gonna get out og it, because of your attitude of keeping going on. that's what saved me, along with being positive to myself, loving myself (which is a whole work in itself), and loving the people around me. It gets better. There are still some pieces of me stuck behind, but I'm good. I've grown. I hope the same for you. We will get so much better!
    sending love over the internet!

    G.... G....

    @philosyche ❤️❤️❤️❤️

  29. G.... G....

    I don't speak english very well, but I'll try.. I live in Rio and today I was comin to my home.. I was in a bus, lookin' the cars, the trees, feeling the wind that comes from the sea.... This song was playing.. And after some minuts, I started to cry.. thinkin about the girl that I love.. she's from another city.. and she don't want to stay with me.. she's free, me too.. but I don't want to be near of her when [if] she know someone.. And we are'nt talkin to each other.. I need time.. more time.. but Its hard.. and listen to this song is like to cry a lot and makes me feel better.. Tnx SW!

    G.... G....

    been there bro, the same situation, it won't easy it was easy to come over it and let go, it took a very long time, but I believe this time is necessary to grow up and learn new things about attachment, and you will meet someone new again..
    good luck for you..

    G.... G....

    Guilherme Lopes same here he has to go...the egyptian has to leave, but he Grew fonder in my heart, he exploded in me. Though he didnt loved me back he made me happy

  30. E.... ....

    "Ok...ok...ok you've won"

  31. N.... C....

    It just seems that one girl killed him a thousands times.

  32. s.... s....

    24 complete music empty heads

  33. R.... B....

    how can you dislike this fuckers????

  34. L.... R....

    Thanks.

  35. R.... B....

    wilson is god.

  36. s.... ....

    makes me feel sad

  37. I.... Y....

    there comes my crippling depression

  38. P.... P....

    Lyrics as blunt as the knife that fucking girl stabbed Wilson's heart with. Thanks to her, we got life in the name of lyrics and music

  39. P.... G....

    real sad boi hours
    thinking of all my mistakes
    trying to make sense out of my life

  40. a.... k....

    okay... okay you've won. you made me feel so low

  41. A.... M....

    I feel so low!

  42. I.... ....

    the nostalgia feels on this is way too much

  43. L.... C....

    Who hurt you Steven!?

    L.... C....

    who could?!

    L.... C....

    I think it was his ex japanese girlfriend. Her name was Terumi and lots of the early stuff is dedicated to her, she is even credited for some spoken parts in BornLiveDie and Tinto Brass. Poor Steven

    L.... C....

    @Humanizzimo She's referenced up to HCE and worked for HQ until 2016

  44. Y.... S....

    This does make me feel low

  45. L.... C....

    this song made me feel so low and this song is so emotional...😭

  46. S.... C....

    What's that last word he utters right before the song ends? At 4:09?

    S.... C....

    I think he says 'thanks'

    S.... C....

    Yeah that's what I figured as well but not certain of it...

    S.... C....

    Shrey Chakraborty says thanks, almost sarcastically

    S.... C....

    Shrey Chakraborty Thanks

  47. A.... ....

    this song makes me smile, after knowing the lowest you can reflect and see the best of you now. Damn can this tug at your heartstrings.

  48. S.... ....

    This will give me crippling depression

  49. W.... V....

    this song describes exactly how i'm feeling right now :/

    W.... V....

    Wilander Victor sorry. Truly. I'm feeling it too.

    W.... V....

    Wilander Victor Hang in there buddy. Just hang in there. Things will get better (at least a little better). I'm going through the same phase.

    W.... V....

    Phani T thanks buddy, Hope we both be able to get through this and live better days

    W.... V....

    Almost a decade old song yet we all can relate.

    W.... V....

    I'm glad this song found you in the right time

  50. A.... ....

    "Christmas 1998"

    A touch of specificity adds so much to the emotion and authenticity behind the lyrics. I wish more musicians/artists/lyricists incorporated it into their works.

    A.... ....

    this is what I like about SW\PT, they make the music very personal, you would be astonished how much you relate to the the song, or the song relate to you.. incredible artists

    A.... ....

    I actually completely disagree with that. I actually hate specificity. For instance I really don't like how he even mentioned "Facebook" and "iPad" in one of his other songs.

    Good lyrics, imo, should not never hint at anything specific and relevant to current times or past. They should be true and have meaning no matter if someone from the 18th century or 21st sentry listens to them.

    Who cares if Facebook is named Facebook? It could have been named something else. You see what I'm saying? The word "Facebook" could be substituted for something more fundamental, like "society" or whatever.

    I actually feel it harder to relate to a song when it gets too specific.

    A.... ....

    @medicore0000 i dont realy see your point then a 18th century author;s correspondance with his/her lover does not touch you because it has this specificity? taken that nowdays we dont use the letter form then the love expressed or the way it is represented does not touch your likes. i guarrante you it touches millions of others.

    A.... ....

    @Vasilis Vouronikos what? That's not specific at all if they just talk about their lover. You are missing the point.

    It would get too specific if, say, the lyrics suddenly talked about them going so a *specific* diner and actually put the name of the diner in the lyrics. That'd be dumb as hell.

    The world "iPad" is especially BAD. One of the worst words you can ever ever put in lyrics and goddamnit Steven, you did it. Why? So embarrassing.

    A.... ....

    AntiBullshitMan Christmas 1998 was a very special time for me. Nevermind...

  51. D.... 9....

    This was so true...

  52. s.... c....

    This song make me fell so low.
    Lyrics is damn good !!!!!!!
    Just make me so low :( :( :(

  53. S.... D....

    Can never get over this one.

    S.... D....

    Yeah dude....Me too

    S.... D....

    😂😂

  54. r.... ....

    Just made me feel so low.... "Solo"

  55. T.... H....


    So see how long I can last
    You can pretend that I don't exist for you
    And I can laugh about it now
    But I hated every minute
    I was waiting for your email
    And each day that you forgot to call
    Just made me feel so low
    So low

    Christmas 1998
    I tried to call
    I just couldn't wait
    And your message was out of date
    So I left my voice on your machine
    But you did not respond
    OK OK OK you've won
    You make me feel so low
    So low

    T.... H....

    Tomas Horn Thanks

  56. J.... B....

    One of the greatest progressive rock bands of all time! PERIOD!

    J.... B....

    +James Brauner couldn't agree more :)

  57. U.... S....

    This song tells me the kind asshole i myt have been to her.

  58. H.... A....

    El amor en sí... es algo trágico.

    La vox populi se encarga de decir que el amor es ciego. 
    No, es el terrible dolor del deseo que no puede acallar las demás aflicciones,
    Así como el regulador moral de nuestros actos.
    Es la puerta de entrada del destino que nadie recoge con su juicio.

    Es la entrada a todos los abismos del contacto... del cariño improcedente... del comportamiento absurdo e imprudente que enriquece la existencia.
    Su soplo produce lo exagerado, lo maniático,... lo irreal... lo degenerado... lo múltiple.. el verdadero torrente de la actividad de la vida...

    La profunda y oscura felicidad. 

    H.... A....

    Alta Abaurrea Sos un gdnio

    H.... A....

    Gracias pero el genio es Hans Henry Jahnn (1894 - 1959) yo sólo puse sus palabras aquí porque me parecieron adecuadas :)

  59. M.... W....

    wonderful song

  60. S.... B....

    Beautifully written and sung each line. Six years passed but still touches my soul..Thanx Steven :)  
    And a middle finger to those gays who has disliked this song..                           

    S.... B....

    nice to see nepali here :)

    S.... B....

    Does this song not appeal to gays?

  61. C.... C....

    thanks...

  62. k.... ....

    You make me feel solo, so hello

  63. r.... ....

    If you're interested in discovering new music, do yourself a favor and check out the band called DIVUS from switzerland! these guys don't shy away from making some super long and passionate songs (29:16). Their epic compositions flow together in unique and powerful ways, showcasing the instrumental mastery of the band! Check them out!

  64. F.... ....

    I can now relate to this song. Sadly.

  65. A.... K....

    Exactly ....

  66. f.... ....

    What it really translates to is "fuck you" though, so the guy you responded to was right. Nothing like a sarcastic "thanks" to get your bitter point across. Great song too

    f.... ....

    a few can realte

  67. z.... a....

    thanks kas.. for everything..:'( :'( thanks for another night where i pretend i am holding your hand.. lying down ..and cry..:'(

  68. S.... B....

    my ass is getting kicked so hard over this song tonite -

  69. G.... ....

    sometime she really make me feel so low...

  70. A.... S....

    touching.. these guys are painting emotions with their music, just love 'em:)

  71. B.... ....

    Everything's better than Taylor Swift

  72. H.... ....

    here too

  73. �.... �....

    Steven Wilson is the undisputed master of breakup songs.

  74. S.... ....

    play this with rainy mood, un-fucking-believable

  75. N.... G....

    Dying here.

  76. N.... S....

    Beautiful :)

  77. I.... ....

    This is such an underrated album. Not that all Porcupine Tree albums aren't, but let's be real ... Feel So Low? Do people just not get it. Sure, there's Hatesong, Shesmovedon, and Four Chords, but there's Last Chance to Evacuate Earth Before It's Recycled and The Rest Will Flow! Nuff said. This is one of the best records ever recorded, yet most don't even know it or they exist! Works great for me though; always have great seats for U.S. shows! God, I wish I was born in the UK!

  78. S.... ....

    Heartbreak sucks. That said, this song wouldn't exist if someone didn't do it to Steven. We all go through it - he just happened to channel his emotions into a beautful song that I, and everyone else, can relate to so easily.

  79. P.... B....

    Humanity is made of people whose thoughts are limited in number.
    If we're lucky enough, every now and then, a giant artist creates a song like this one, whose meaning is shared by a lot of people that can express their equivalent just by talking. These people can listen to this song and be grateful to the fate.
    Of course they can be grateful to the artist as well. I am.

    To the person that makes me feel so low: I'm sorry.

  80. N.... R....

    I love how it says email not text.

  81. a.... ....

    This song describes every word I wanted to say..

  82. �.... �....

    oh you are right! i heard wrong

  83. L.... ....

    this is Art, just pure and beautiful Art

  84. d.... ....

    I Just wonder which dumbass girl broke his heart .....

  85. G.... G....

    UHUHUHUHUUHuHUHUHU eu tbm vei,mt foda néee????????????????FULL BR

  86. j.... ....

    I'm listening to this music every day...

  87. e.... ....

    pfvr #brisano

  88. s.... s....

    pop music is the echo of a soul sold long ago

  89. J.... N....

    I think he says; ''Thanks''

  90. T.... ....

    Believe me, son, all of YouTube comments weeps for you.

  91. S.... ....

    this comment is a status update now.

  92. S.... ....

    thats cool
    ty mate :)

  93. �.... �....

    amazing... 4:10 "fuck you"

  94. M.... ....

    Whatever we need, there is always a song from Steven to suit our mood:) I've been crying to this one for the past 3 days, but it still calms me after a while... :)

  95. s.... k....

    Pause at begining.
    1. Open google.
    2. Google rainy mood. Click the first link.
    3. Let it load And enjoy the music even more....
    PEACE.

  96. S.... M....

    I love these guys so much. I was lucky enough to be at their first melbourne show, and they were fucking brill.