Parallel, The - Pendulum Lyrics

Swaying in every move like a pendulum
Taking me back, back to the start, to where I began
I can't break free from this path
It's the same fucking story

Now I feel so disconnected from the swing of things
Laying here as if all things were hopeless
Am I really, disconnected from what seems like everything?

I've been dreaming of a way to feel whole again, to keep it together

Have I been holding out?
I'll rip out these roots

So let the pendulum swing

Moving in time
With forward motion
(I want to be new)
Starting again
Like a pendulum swinging
(Over and over)
It never ends

It never ends
Over and over
(A pendulum swings)
Starting again
And I want to be new
(With forward motion)

Will I find my way?
Out of this place
Will I find my way?
Will I find my way?

Sound has been my pivot in life (in life)
I feel like I have been losing my fucking mind

Will it slowly fade like a lit candle at dusk
Or will this be the lighthouse on the coast guiding me home

Nothing is stable
Nothing is absolute

Only time can heal
I've been lost for so long, I've been somewhere else
Truth be told it was in a dream that I found my self
I won't lose hope

I felt so alone
I'm headed for better days
I've fucked up, I've lost myself
This isn't who I am
I'm changing for the better
I won't fade away
(Fade away)