Olivia O'Brien - I Don't Exist Lyrics






I've been doomed from the start
Everything around me falls apart
So quickly always end up with a broken heart
Even Tylenol can't fix me
Unless it's mixed with whiskey

I ain't even sad, I'm just bored
Nothing can excite me anymore like you used to
Hollywood has lost all its allure
Used to be so pretty
Now it's just a city

All of these people and all of their friends
Look so good together and I don't fit in
'Cause they're picture perfect
And I'm on the end
Crop me out the photo so they can pretend
Like I don't exist
Like I don't exist
Don't exist
Like I don't exist (no)
Like I don't exist
No

When I feel good it never lasts
That's why you can find me living in the past if you need me
Everybody says this shit will pass
I say it won't, they don't believe me
Just tell me to deep breathe

Falling apart
Don't know what to do, what to do
Looking for someone to save me, I don't know who
I don't know who

All of these people and all of their friends
Look so good together and I don't fit in
'Cause they're picture perfect
And I'm on the end
Crop me out the photo so they can pretend
Like I don't exist
Like I don't exist
Don't exist
Like I don't exist (no)
Like I don't exist
No

Am I even real?
Am I even real?
Am I even real?
Am I even real?
Am I even real?
Am I even real?
It's hard to tell when I can't feel a fucking thing

All of these people and all of their friends
Look so good together and I don't fit in
'Cause they're picture perfect
And I'm on the end
Crop me out the photo so they can pretend
Like I don't exist (no)
Like I don't exist
Don't exist
Like I don't exist (no)
Like I don't exist
No

Am I even real?





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  1. c.... s....

    The only girl who can pull off all purple hair that good

  2. S.... .....

    hope she's doing ok :/

  3. H.... M....

    No one:
    YouTube recommendation:

    Okay I got the message 👌🏽🙂

  4. z.... ....

    i actually thought she would be doing parties n stuff but its the opp

  5. z.... ....

    still dont understnad how her frnds ignored her hotness

  6. M.... B....

    You are the successor of Amy Winehouse and I love your style.

  7. T.... G....

    That moment when the bass drops tho...

  8. J.... W....

    I can't believe she's just 16, this song is just so deep.

  9. P.... R....

    Friends just left me out .. So im feeling this rn😞

  10. L.... A....

    Expected some Nietzschian philosophy, got some pop music. True nihilism.

  11. H.... I....

    Literally my life in a song 🤦🏻‍♀️🖤🖤

  12. J.... L....

    Everything around me always falls apart

  13. T.... ....

    I am just listening to this again and again.
    The best song of the month.
    Thank You 💕

  14. f.... h....

    "Am I even real"

    ...

  15. m.... h....

    This song is exactly how I feel at 17... We may be young but nothing stops depressions destiny

  16. P.... K....

    Guys if u love Olivia pls join to my group on Facebook : Olivia O' brien fans 😁👍👋👋💜💜💜

  17. M.... O....

    Oh look! The soundtrack to my life.

  18. A.... N....

    nobody:
    me *in my room at 13 trying to be edgy and deep*

  19. K.... D....

    I’ve never related more

  20. S.... T....

    Feeling non existence with more than 3 million people

  21. D.... K....

    Beautiful diction..

  22. M.... ....

    And I dont !! And I dont!! Blahh

  23. A.... O....

    No one:
    Olivia: pReDiii, ciDiii

  24. D.... E....

    I kinda wish this song came out when I was in eighth grade but I related to it in 2018 and now so it's still good

  25. M.... A....

    Relate so much...

  26. b.... s....

    not a very good song

  27. a.... b....

    Shit i wish i didn't i dont even know what is going on

  28. m.... p....

    welcome 2 my keetchen

  29. b.... p....

    ahh yes the deep troubles of an attractive women in a first world country. my heart bleeds for these suffering people

    b.... p....

    everybody's pain is valid

  30. R.... S....

    love this lyric and the songs <3

  31. A.... ....

    This is the definition of Borderline aka me

  32. D.... U....

    Btw you may be pumped we are wrestling state champions

  33. D.... U....

    Look up Hayden and Korben uhler were are family with the O’Brien’s

  34. U.... S....

    take out the naaaaa part and I love it

  35. K.... P....

    i just started listening to her and im crying i kinda relate

  36. p.... p....

    I´ve been listening to this song on repeat since it came out. Soooo gooooodddd

  37. D.... U....

    My cousin is Brody and Barbra O’Brien

  38. D.... U....

    Your related I’m pretty sure if you have a missing fam the yeah

  39. D.... U....

    Last names uhler and O’Brien I repeat

  40. D.... U....

    Aye so you know who we are look up camp verde wrestling 2015 highlights

  41. D.... U....

    We may be related

  42. D.... U....

    And my grandmas great great aunt house holder Jesse james

  43. D.... U....

    Yo are last names are uhler and O’Brien’s we have a missing family my great grandmas great great uncles played in movies

  44. �.... �....

    🔊🔉🔈🔂🌞🌜

  45. B.... I....

    If the 14 year old girls who listen to Billie eilish were to be a songwriter, Olivia o Brien would be it

  46. A.... ....

    she's so talenteD she makes me want to kill myself. my music sucks compareD to this

  47. m.... ....

    I love this song.

  48. K.... K....

    Girl who hurt you???

  49. S.... R....

    Nice song

  50. D.... H....

    Non musical version of waving through a window

  51. L.... B....

    same, girl

  52. B.... S....

    Story of my life I don't exist yet ppl try and tell me that I do. I always end up living in the past

  53. R.... S....

    Damn right song about my existance... I feel it

  54. J.... F....

    She's one of the smartest song writers I swear

  55. G.... T....

    Hi My MOST beautiful precious Holy little daughter of My Womb❤ together forever eternity. LOVE infinity 🕯 i hope My baby girl liked Our Holy Thanksgiving Communion yesterday :) i don't ever want to loose ur love!!! I Love u 🙋Grace God💋. Hi mom! How can you loose the love of a child that lives only for love from you? My omnipresence may be a mess, but my true body that never leaves you is in constant ecstasy :) thanks momma. I love you, o🌈💕

  56. E.... A....

    My life in a song

  57. Z.... B....

    Bishop. Bishop the Disney Lord. Bishop. Bishop the Disney Lord. Perfectly Easy to Resist. Like I don’t exist. Are you even real?

  58. Z.... B....

    Is it even real! How does it feel! Is she even rich. MRR. Bitch. Suck on my big sucker witch. Watch that clock resist. Gotta love it like a zit. Doesn’t exist. You’re perfect and you persist. Lost in the translation of does this exist?

  59. Z.... B....

    Saving the world. Inspiring the galaxy. Running from problems. That’s what it like. Zach resist.

  60. E.... V....

    Fiona Apple called and said stop stealing from her Criminal video!!!

  61. A.... M....

    Me: no one looks good with purple hair

    Olivia: 1:15

  62. l.... ....

    I love you 💗

  63. l.... ....

    I miss you babe ❤️

  64. t.... i....

    GUYS THE BEGINNING WHERE THE MAN SANG THIS OOOO THING REMINDED ME OF THIS TIKTOK TREND DO YOU KNKW WHAT I MEAN?

  65. l.... ....

    she's really awesome.

  66. P.... G....

    I wanna hear 2 rap remixes of this with the same chorus! One with Wale & another one with G Herbo. One soulful and one street🔥

  67. T.... c....

    i think she has depersonalization... i can relate. 🥺😞

  68. D.... 6....

    Giving me madison beer vibes

  69. M.... K....

    I can relate to her lyrics so much.. nice to know no matter rich, poor, famous or not at the end of the day we are ALL human, we ALL have had our hearts broken and most of us have alot of self image issues ,and are learning to love ourselves. Thanks girl for singing about real shit, shit most mainstream artists would never dare sing about.... Instead it's all about their riches, how many 💰bags they have ..big asses and nonsense If ya ask me! Conceited n all selfed up. Olivia's lyrics and songs are refreshing, hit home for most of us & real! love Olivia♥️

  70. M.... 2....

    She gets me on the "am I even reaaalll???" Part. It got me crying for a bit

  71. H.... N....

    Beat dropped harder than my grades on transitioning from High School to University.

  72. B.... u....

    Olivia, you have written my life in your lyrics

  73. A.... R....

    “I ain’t even sad, I’m just bored” 😔🥺

  74. a.... c....

    lets fix it then

  75. t.... ....

    I relate to each and every one of her songs wow

  76. M.... A....

    Nobody:
    Me: _nAaaHhh_

  77. s.... r....

    This is basically my life ,I can so bloody relate

  78. A.... F....

    I can't believe this music video makes 1 year today... How time flies

  79. Z.... _....

    This song legit describes what i go through every day... not just me probably tons of other people too. And it's sometimes nice to know that we aren't the only ones like this. That we aren't alone. Luv ya and good luck to anyone who sees this, whether it be in something you're going through rn or just life in general, good luck. You can do this. This too shall pass..🖤🖤🖤

  80. M.... A....

    the thing is i don't even know why I'm sad

  81. P.... V....

    isn’t the guitar similar to the one in “concentrate” by Demi Lovato? I love both songs, just asking🖤

  82. Y.... C....

    I don't like to think I don't exist...but my mind liked to think other wise.... so I'm here deal with it

  83. E.... S....

    She's crazy relatable, I feel the same way, all her songs explain what I'm feeling and I'm glad I found a artist that can express that. I'm always seen as "negative" and it's not like I want to be I just can't help it.

  84. A.... C....

    If she doesn't think she's pretty, I wonder what that says about me ( ͡° ʖ̯ ͡°)

  85. s.... c....

    As to why I unplugged on & off...

  86. D.... ....

    "I ain't even sad, I'm just bored."
    Same gurl same

  87. J.... E....

    i feel like a fucking background character in everyone else lives. like they'll leave me and be just fine while I'm sitting here completely broken. i literally feel like i don't exist.

  88. O.... l....

    She underrated

  89. S.... s....

    Jesus coexists : 2019 AD

  90. c.... q....

    What the actual fuck I have never felt a song so much

  91. A.... S....

    Ervin loves this song.

  92. J.... W....

    I feel the same way again.

  93. C.... H....

    SEEK JESUS CHRIST BEFORE ITS TOO LATE HE CURED MY UNHAPPINESS AND FEELING POINTLESS IN LIFE I PROMISE HE SAVES SOULS!! SEEK HIM READ THE BIBLE, REPENT, AND ASK FOR FORGIVnESS HE CHANGES LIVES<3

    C.... H....

    Preach!

  94. D.... 6....

    She sounds like madison beer

  95. T.... D....

    She is my therapist 😂 I mean if you have depression you can relate

  96. J.... W....

    Dumb Lyrics. Shit song. Good voice but she's a poser. She ain't real.

  97. S.... �....

    Honestly i have been feeling the way this song describes since i was 10 through my whole school time

  98. P.... P....

    I was rooting you cutie. We movie or love try to pursue me. I know your afraid to loose me. I got the audience moody. I haven't fallen in love throughly. Somehow, my love keeps to you smoothly. I guess it my duty to show you the star you are like musically jewelry. You are cooler see. I fell in love foolishly. My face redder than rubies. So embarassed of myself because you see through me. How dare you root for me? How dare you adore me? You got me attached like I am your love story. I never fall in love forcefully. You heartcore pulls me. We are far more rulefree. How dare you hold me holy? How dare you kiss me soulfree? I was attached to you only. How dare you sing to me exposing my love side? We are together like hearts combine. You change my hate to sunshine. You hold me upright. We love each at hug right. My face some nights. I am so scared of love time. I think of you of mine. Rooting our couple time into a cuddle wife. A duet microphone life. I think you my idol notes type. Our musical love shine. You deserve to be happy. I will sing with you actually. I feel in love factually. I am holding your hand manually. We fly to heaven when you are in love happy. You grab me red and emotional. Your devotional. Your face in pink walls. Your love evolves. We kiss the audience resaw. Even artist have these flaws. Your eyes we see off. You glow beautiful and neon in moonlight. My face redder marroon sign.