nothing,nowhere. - I'm Sorry, I'm Trying Lyrics

im sorry im going on that last show the blast and best lost hope yeah having a blast will not last
i got my best lost hope my bags of dope and my packs of smokes yeah just need that special toke
swearing im a new me dont think im usey i medicate and meditate fuck off me im lyrically an offspring
you all lies and full a shit like the old me make sad lonely jokes sorry but she chokes because i made it to the show
if they would have ask me about hearing shit id said yeah this voice

dealing with wasted potential, trust issues, unrealistic crushes, and feeling worthless. this song helps me forget :)

heyy man its sad to see youre going through all that but you gotta keep fighting alright.Even when you lose hope and your selfworth , i promise you things will get better and you will look back years from now and see how much you've grown

@jasper yong honestly i'm just lucky i have a friend i can talk to about it, she just helps me regain hope and it makes me feel so much better about myself

@malusFN im glad to hear that

29 now

Feel like cryvomiting

Strong feels and i relate to this heavily i love this song

So much to say I just can’t put it into words. My fav song is “Mary Kate”. Comment back yours This is the first comment I’ve ever posted in my life. I’m 30 years old. When I came across N,N I felt that he wrote and spoke to me personally, but soon I realized I wasn’t the only one who discovered him. I do think that he is the future of music and he will be replicated and a new genre will be emulated from his sound.

sad how the people who actually write songs from the bottom of their heart never get the recognititon like they should

life is tough. keep going

Looks like your in Maine

I’m. Just. Here.

i'm sorry, i'm crying

Im sorry im trying to be good enough for you. Im fucking trying

Man, I remember in Freshman year of high school when I would listen to this song on repeat and cry to it while loathing in my despair. Almost shot myself with this song playing a suicide note on the desk sophomore year. I'm a senior as of writing this and I'm just proud of myself for getting through it. It gets better guys, just believe in it. Everything eventually becomes clearer and I'm not as scared of my future as I once was.

Bout to take this physics and calc 3 exam.. fuck I can't fail either one of these or else my career is ruined

i promise that i care much more than i show

This is the one song that consistently makes me cry when I listen to it.

miss this n,n

Wat a romantic guy

I promise everything gets better guys 💕

Fine Slime 💙

Damn im crying just listening to this and reading the comments

sarahruby 💙

This video brings memories of me and my bros drinking hanging out doing wild shit.

I find this video so comforting. I don't know why, I keep coming back to it

I found this song when I broke up with the the lady I thought I'd marry. I spent months trying to help her through everything. Four years.
Today after some time of us being over. I found out she is engaged to someone else that she knew for maybe six months.
-aint that a bitch.

Keep your head up man. Some things just werent meant to be.

life is wonderful

i agree

life sucks

i agree

I don’t think that I have depression but I dream about death. It’s not like my life’s so miserable that I want to die, actually I have nice friends and family who care for me. And I don’t hate my life, I just don’t have the desire to live. I wait for death peacefully, I want everything to stop. I don’t want to be alive. I’m in pain
I don’t know what is wrong with me
I don’t know what to do
I feel so lost
And don’t have the courage to take my own life

Esra Aksoy don’t do it, everything will be okay <3

yeah, our brains confuse us

I told my sister to listen to this song when she's worried about my antisocial tendencies.

🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤

Fuck, this song hurts..

Still love this ❤️

He can sing, rap, scream, write, play. And he's so so good at all.

I’m having a mental breakdown and this songs is really beautiful that I don’t want it to end ☹️

This shit hits different at 2 am on blast while you're cruising around your hometown

Zilla kami 💯💯💯💯💯

this song will forever be a classic to me, I've been relating to it for more than two years now, crazy how little things can change over time, take care of yourselves 🖤🖤

Przepraszam, że nie mogę wyjść z łózka
Przepraszam, że moja głowa to ciągły bałagan
Przepraszam, że nie odebrałem od ciebie telefonu
Trzeci raz z rzędu
Obiecuje, że zależy mi bardziej, niż to pokazuje

Nie daj się ponieść, nie
Ja tylko cie zawiodę,
Pewne okoliczności sprawiły że czuje się przygnębiony,
Nie bierz tego to siebie,

Wpój we mnie trochę sensu,
Bo ostatnio czuje że go nie mam,
Zachowuję się samolubnie,
Nienawidzę się tak kurewsko bardzo,
jestem oderwany od rzeczywistości.
Ale widzę przez te wszystkie kłamstwa,
Które mi wpajali
przestań mi mówić że, Ty wiesz, że oni wiedza co jest dla mnie najlepsze,
Widzisz, moja cierpliwość jest testowana

Na parkingu gimnazjum,
Do którego poszedłem,
Myślałem że go nienawidziłem,
Ale to prawdziwe gówno, kiedy twoi znajomi odchodzą,
A ty wracasz do domu,
Z tymi samymi snami,
Na tej samej ulicy,
Wszystkie te rzeczy które miałem za pewne,
Są teraz wszystkim tym, co chciałbym żeby się nie skończyło,
To, czego nienawidziłem, jest teraz tym, czego mi brakuje
czy to nie kurewstwo?

Przepraszam, że nie mogę wyjść z łóżka
Przepraszam, że moja głowa to ciągły bałagan
Przepraszam, że nie odebrałem od ciebie telefonu
Trzeci raz z rzędu,
Obiecuje, że zależy mi bardziej, niż to pokazuje

No matter how hard things get , keep fighting and be strong ❤️ I love you all.

I Miss 2015:(

Im still listening to it

That moment when you need someone's touch but they're no longer there

I'm surprisingly in a more stable state right now, but honestly I'm nothing but a fraud to everyone I know. I always say and try to accomplish shit I say I can do, when in reality I can't do shit. I have no one to confide in. No one sees me without some sort of filter. The only thing keeping me going is school, but what then? I have the drive, but not the resources to do the stuff I want to do with my life. No connections, no charisma, no social ability, nothing. I am walking a pointless road to a pointless life.

hope you okay rn :(

@Rama Setyawan Thanks for checking in, means a lot

@JGames Geno gotchu bro, this real cry anthem for me, like everyday night always crying if this music play :(

it hurts.. why does it hurt..
and never leaves.. no matter what choices I make..

Publishers Caption. Lmao really. True shit tho. I fuck with the video fa sure.. Good stuff. Keep it real and love aill always follow

I just want to end it all

💔😔 just broke up with my bf.. love your music so much... my whole entire being aches and hurts...

I came back to this and crying my eyes out man i noticed everyones temporary and i just end up alone

I Was Going Through Alot Around The Time This Dropped.. Still Am Today 💔

Nothing nowhere and Lund for the real shit. Lil gonso..... On a flight to nowhere on depressing anti depressants. My neurontin makes me feel rotten. My brain washing machine is in the distance.

This my shit still.

It’s 10 pm. My door is shut, my cats asleep on a pillow. My moms awake, and the only noise is my fan, my sniffles, and the soft murmur of the tv.

"But its real shit when your friends leave and you're back home with the same dreams on the same street.." those lyrics hit me like a freight train.

I've been listening to this song for 4 years now and it still makes me think about those high school days , smoking joints in the woods with the fellas

Yeah lil peep feel on this. Xynax?

i had a friend he sent me this song once,and i didnt play it..
now he commited suicide,and i played it yesterday..now i see how much he related to it..and i regret not playing it when it wasnt too late. Rip my beautiful boy.

fuck 😪😪😪

i hate this song, cause i showed it to my ex and it keeps reminding me of her. More like reminding of good times, but it won't get back, and i wanna kill myself like damn

First N,N Song I Ever Heard 😭 Fuck...💔💔

Acting selfish, hate myself so fucking much
I’m out of touch...

I Miss My BABYLOVE 💔 RIP AMANDA TORRES! FOREVER IN MY HEART BABYGIRL!

I'm sorry for be a fucked up dad. I love my two daughters so much, but i can't resist anymore pain. I feel empty, i feel alone, i feel that something is dead inside of me and i don't know what to do. I don't have the support from family. I want to fuckin' die, i'm afraid everyday

She will never understand how much I love her, but ig she doesnt feel the same anymore. She left during the hardest part of my depression and now i dont know if i should just keep going or not.

todo os dias eu venho aqui

It's not bad to dream. But you also have to consider what's realistic.

I've lived for twenty-two years, and I haven't lived one of them as a good person.

Hard to believe this was 4 years ago, still here I am today.

I've been trying so hard to not cry but it's really getting harder each time the tears well in my eyes. I know I should tell someone but I can't and I don't want to hurt someone. God I just want to lay in bed and cry and just disappear

🖤🖤🖤🖤

Soni I’m sorry . Forgive me...

Talk some sense into me before i make you see all the things you cant see. All the things i hate i miss and all the things i miss hate me! 99

2019 nd m still listenin' to this Wonderful song which moves all my feelings . It brings my old emotions to life !!
Greetings to the singer nd the channel as well

I just... Wish it hadn't ended like it did...

Lol,
@ 3:09 "You going back to the Game of Thrones?"

(BR) I LOVE YOU (EUA)

If anyone here is feeling lost or depressed, feel free to DM me on instagram @goosemaynemusic

I love you Natalie <3

I Used To Listen To This When Things Fell Apart In My Life.. It's Been A Few Months & Everything's Falling Apart Again.. Never Will Give Up Though, Even Though I Feel Like Giving Up Everyday... Just Gotta Look At The Brightside

This song is a lot like my parrents and i going at it about my future. Honestly the more we argue over it, the more i want to end it

What do you call a person who’s so anxious they can’t even call the suicide hotline?

Is there a punchline to this?

Guys you all make a small miscalculation. MOST of people here are (in lofi YT section) in depression etc, that's correct, but don't forget about those learning kanji, who are facing far deeper abyss of hopelesness.

Where can I get the instrumental to this? I want to do a cover so god damn bad.

I’ll only let you down 🕊

I’ve been getting better

I’m so glad this has half a million views

Damn, I wanna hug everyone in this comment section

This song describes my life perfectly.

Nothing Nowhere is the freaking Goat, try and change my mind because you won't and once you fail at doing such you'll end up with no choice but to believe me

I can’t change the past, but I can change the future, I just gotta hold it together, suicide is just a permanent solution to a temporary problem, but the worst solution.

I'll come back to these vids forever, always makes me feel a lil less worthless

@Devin Thunder There will never be another n,n. but there's a lot we can accomplish.Just to get out off bed for example haha.These guys are the reason i wanna make some shitty music myself.I almost lost hope before i accidentally found him.I quit school and fell in love with the bottle.I completely lost touch to society, i didn't even listen to music for a while because it all began to sound the exact same.
And now there's the chance to break out off this cycle, and I know i will take it.There's still a lot of hate in my heart, believe me.But it's our job to spread hope and positivity, our responsibility.There are lots of people out there still tryna find themselves and death is not an option.Everything's about a chance to change your life.And i want these guys to listen to a nothing, nowhere song.Sometimes that's all it takes.Everybody who done bullied me back in school should rot in hell for sure;)😈❤

@deepwaterblues Okay, I'm beginning to relate to you a little too much now. After high school I had nothing going on in my life. All of my main priorities were booze and booty (THANKFULLY I didn't knock anybody up..). But yeah that being the case I got into a pretty toxic relationship that just made my already dull life much worse. I started suffering with depression and my anxiety became out of control. It's a little more tamed now that I gave up drinking, drugs, and split up with that EVIL lady, but I'm definitely still in the recovering stages. Oh and the music thing..? Ugh.. Doing music has saved my life. It's my new addiction.. well that and coffee lol I used to write back in school but I never took it serious but after all of the shit I went through and my ex and I splitting up, I picked up the pen and paper and haven't looked back. It's basically all I've been doing this year lmao. Anyway I'm happy you're finding an interest in music as well! Tbh it's probably why I'm still (somewhat) sane 😅

@Devin Thunder I managed to stay away from drugs and bad girls, well maybe because i never had real friends haha.I barely drink anymore, replaced that bottle with a cup of tea.And yeah i'm tryna make some music next year, i also wrote something back in those school days, but just for fun cause my english wasn't good enough then.I'm still not very comfortable with it, so i thought about making beats first.Still gonna be a challenge tho haha, but i've got nothing to lose;)

​@deepwaterblues Well consider yourself very lucky! Lol and don't feel bad. I can't tell you how many times I have to retype my damn messages.. I overthink about every word I use sometimes and it can cause me to spend up to half an hour just getting back to somebody (that's if I don't end up spacing off and completely forgetting to reply that is). Lol anyway yeah man I'm just getting into beat making myself! Just made a few with my cousin last week actually. Don't ever be ashamed of your art. It's one of the only ways people like us can express ourselves and people should be happy we're even making the damn effort to do so. Plus who knows? Maybe with enough time and practice you'll become amazing and we can totally take over the world together 🤷🏽‍♂️ you never know! Lol

*🌈Keep going Elliot your💛💚💙💜❤🌸🌻🌺🌼 rainbow is coming🌈*

Old music by NN was the best!

Haih sometimes i just wish i wasnt all alone.. haih man.. fuck this life.. this song make me feel like crying all the time..

Eu estou tentando te esquecer, eu juro.

oh fuck i miss her

I'm in the same situation bro :'( the best thing to do is just try to distract yourself as much as you can, and try to move on. or maybe try to get her back :(

I can’t express how much this song means to me. It’s been a rough couple years but after finding nothing,nowhere it’s given me slight hope that something might change

all i can say is. man i miss 2015 so much just straight vibing to this tag shai and lil peep everyday good times go away too fast