NateWantsToBattle - Home Lyrics






Was it you
Or was it me
Is this a nightmare
Or just a dream
I've lost my mind
I've lost myself
Am I at home
Or am I in hell

I'm in my room
They're by my side
My little monsters
They try to hide
I've tried to run
They're close behind
I cry for help
But no one's in sight

[Chorus:]
But now I'm home
Right where I belong
And I cannot stay strong
And in my mind
It's what I deserve all along

Just let me go
I'm trapped within my home
They left me all alone
It's all I know
And as my fear grows
It's where I call my home

They're in my room
They're in the halls and underneath my bed
They say I'm sick
Well maybe I'm just better off dead
Their wicked words
They cut my nerves
And make me feel like I'm nothing

They say get closer but I'm scared
They put me down, no this isn't fair
They mock my name
Put me to shame
So like balloons, I'll float away

[Chorus]

(just let me go)
(it's where I call my home)
(just let me go)

Can you even hear me cry?
I know you're broken deep inside
I swear I'll put you back together

[Chorus]





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  1. D.... B....

    I made a fnaf song collation and so far it have 346 songs . . . so far !

  2. D.... B....

    4 year later still good

  3. J.... P....

    This helps me when i feel like im descending into madness because of the people i know i thank you nate on behalf of everyone here and just keep doing what you do you have inspired me and hopefully many others to become a musician so thank you loads and its just the world to me so never stop

  4. H.... C....

    This song isn't just for fnaf

  5. D.... o....

    Nate you are truly one of my favourite and one of the greatest you tubers of all time. Quick question who DIDN'T cry when they heard this I didn't

  6. E.... G....

    Five Nights at Freddy's
    Season 4 Outro: Home

  7. D.... H....

    now we know we're playing through *Michaels nightmares* in FNAF 4 (happening at the same time as FNAF 1) this song hits way better

  8. B.... ....

    This song was me in middle school, not the FNAF aspect of it, but the actual lyrics were how I felt in sixth grade

  9. P.... F....

    What font you use for the lyrics?

  10. N.... T....

    This song could easily be used to describe depression...

  11. C.... C....

    I had two guinea pigs, one of them was named Duke and the other was Lucas but I called him "Luke." Duke passed away from Cauliflower Eye, and my mom and I didn't find out until a few days later.
    Here's the story: The first time we saw in Duke's eye was something that looked like a tumor, or a bump, and we took him to the vet (this was a few weeks after we bought him from Pet Smart.) I remember the vet saying: "All we can do is give him some eye drops and see if that either helps or gets rid of it. And if not, it could possibly be cancer." After that, (fast forward a year or so), my mom was trying to see if Duke would come out of the little house I had built for him and Luke inside the cage, and after my mom opened it, she shouted my name. I ran in there and saw him lying there, and Luke was cuddled up next to him. There was small pieces of carrots under Duke's mouth. It looked like Lucas was trying to feed him the carrots we put in there. It was a school day when that happened, and I just couldn't go to school for the week. I felt like my entire world had been shattered and taken from me. After we got a new cage, I would take Lucas out and set him on my chest everyday and cry until I just couldn't anymore. Haha, Duke sure was a chubby guinea pig! He would eat just about anything in front of him. Him and Luke used to popcorn and run around the cage together, and it's really sad to know that Lucas doesn't have a playmate while I'm at school. Rest In Peace my little ball of fur..


    Cauliflower Eye is very common in guinea pigs..

  12. E.... R....

    Shit man 4 years ago I found this song and it was when I was living with a very abusive person with my mom. It really wasn’t good and like 4 years later I’m so happy I got out of that and I’m in a better place now. Kinda weird but this song was basically how I felt when I was living with that person

  13. P.... ....

    hell you are in hell

  14. B.... ....

    Ahh the fnaf memories when i was 12

    B.... ....

    BrxtyModsV7 those where the days

  15. G.... T....

    Oh my goood SSOOOoo cool

    I was being sarcastic

    G.... T....

    Geez totally couldn't tell.

  16. T.... m....

    Who came here because they couldn't wait for the live re animation to come out

  17. h.... c....

    Oooo i love this song

  18. M.... A....

    Okay, I’m not going to lie, the drums SLAP on this.

  19. C.... V....

    If you try to listen to this song regarding FNAF, this kinda sounds like a kid who got grounded and tried to run away from his abusive family

  20. K.... A....

    ik i'm super late to the comment party, but at the end of the song when it pans out to just piano, why do the piano notes sound like the main notes you hear in the beginning of Nightmare???

  21. G.... ....

    This is from nightmare freddy's point of view because of saying his little monsters try to hide, the little monsters are freddles

  22. S.... M....

    This shit still slaps🔥🔥

  23. N.... ....

    This is, without question, one of the best FNaF songs EVER written! CHANGE MY MIND, I DARE YA!!!!!!

  24. E.... B....

    Can we get an acoustic version of this? It'd sound amazing, I'm sure of it.

  25. T.... F....

    this song is oddly comforting

  26. U.... ....

    Such an underrated FNaF song.

  27. H.... C....

    nostalgia 100

    H.... C....

    same here

    H.... C....

    @creamypuff_softie :,3

    H.... C....

    @Happy Cookiezz ;3

  28. M.... P....

    Great job thats right thank you natewantstobattle

  29. T.... F....

    this song is like about depression and how it makes you feel useless

  30. S.... P....

    I had my mom listen to this (she didn’t know what FNAF was, nor did I tell her that it was about a game) and her response was “is this man ok?” I then had to explain what it was about. She hasn’t looked at me the same since

  31. P.... P....

    This is very relatable

  32. P.... P....

    This is so sad!

  33. T.... P....

    Have i really been a fan for five years now?
    Where'd the time go?
    Only love you more with time Nate 💓 proud of where you are

  34. D.... S....

    Song: Am I at home or am I in hell?
    Also song: I'm in my room.
    Me: Well, glad we cleared that up...

  35. S.... ....

    Once you take out the fnaf part, It feels personal to me because of my mental state.

    S.... ....

    Relatable

  36. X.... T....

    Me: *still remembers all the lyrics*

    Also me: IM STILL WORTHY

  37. X.... T....

    Im first on Nostalgia trip

  38. S.... A....

    I always think the beginning is a ringtone X,D

  39. S.... M....

    tmw you’re trans so “they mock my name” hits even harder

    S.... M....

    I dont understand why people have a problem with people who want to be someone else

  40. T.... L....

    nate does your back hurt for carrying the music industry

  41. J.... C....

    The piano ending reminds me of nightmare

  42. L.... M....

    Fucking Anime Theme Song Intro
    But i fucking Love it

    L.... M....

    Pretty much all of his songs sound like they could be anime intros to me, I think that's part of the reason why I love Nate's music.

  43. R.... ....

    The only sin I committed is that I have just now listened to this song for the first time

  44. I.... w....

    I really remember when Nate only made fan songs and covers and when I wanted him to make original music. now he did and he's been doing it for years and I'm so proud and happy for him. 😢❤

  45. E.... D....

    “It’s all I know and as my fear grows, it’s where I’ll call my home.”

    Just think on that for a minute.

    E.... D....

    Shit that's.... Wow, I knew the lyrics were deep, but I only just realized what that specific lyric meant...

  46. B.... H....

    Awesome Song. Keep on Rockin' the music & Keep up the great work. :)

  47. M.... ....

    i remember listening to this when i was still on my emo fnaf fan phase and now here i am. i just love the nostalgia this gives me

    M.... ....

    I'm still on my emo FNAF fan phase...

  48. M.... M....

    U guys know he made up this song

  49. L.... ....

    Still listening 2019
    Anyone??
    #FNAF 4
    BUT NOW IM HOME

  50. t.... D....

    so good i cant even... talk im just just...just so good...

  51. C.... S....

    Covered!:
    https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aSOKaj9T3jk

  52. N.... ....

    “My little monsters they try to hide” Sounds like the struggles and evil thoughts attacking me, hiding from the public eye so nobody will ask if I’m alright. They want nobody to worry. I relate to this song more than I thought.

  53. g.... d....

    I like fnaf 4 (asome song)

  54. e.... ....

    “They mock my name put me to shame!”


    Well... technically in fnaf VR we found out the crying child’s name... it is...






    Norman!

  55. P.... O....

    *Welcome to the comment section, where everything is*
    *20% People talking about the "Balloons" reference.*
    *69% People talking about how the song relates to school.*
    *1% This sh*t.*

  56. c.... 0....

    Subscribe to him goddamnit

  57. C.... B....

    This relates to my depression my isolated in my room nightmares take me and I can’t stay strong I want them to let me go but my fear grows stronger and wins

  58. T.... ....

    Thanks to this song. I just thought of a character who was abandoned by his mother because the child looks like his father. The father is an office worker who makes decent money but is abusive and takes his frustration on his son and calls him a "leech". The kid lies to his teachers that he is clumsy and wears long clothes to hide his bruises and scars. He gets bullied almost everyday at school and is scared to tell anyone same with his father's abusive nature. At one point he snaps as his dad physically abuses him again when he gets hit in the head by a beer bottle. The kid kills the dad by hitting him with a bottle and as it broke, used the sharp ends and repeatedly stabs him 28 times. He gets scared but thinks to himself that its ok. He was bad and the kid was a good kid the whole time. He should punish and kill people who are bad and who do bad. His dad was the first step and the bullies are next. Somewhere down the line, his mother is next.

    Just made that out of the bat. Not a full fledge thing nor a good summary or story. I am drawing out the character tho Im not that great of an artist.

  59. T.... 4....

    Classic fnaf songs are the best I love them so much keep it up bro ❤️❤️🔥👊

  60. R.... ....

    Three Days Grace - Home (2003)
    Three Days Grace - No More (2009)
    NateWantsToBattle - Home (2015)
    NateWantsToBattle - No More (2015)


    Noticing a trend here.

  61. T.... S....

    Regardless of anyone's stance on FNaF, this is unironically a great song

  62. S.... L....

    this song gives a cool feeling of helplessness.
    awesome.

  63. g.... *....

    I know it's about a fnaf song but it has a different meaning to it to me, it can also be about a kid being abused and neglected, fighting inner demons all alone, it's relatable for me that's why I thought of it that way 😅

  64. r.... ....

    When boys cried: Balloons
    When men cried: Home

  65. r.... ....

    4 years and this still a mf bop

  66. S.... ....

    So...is it me or does this describe depression, and suicidal intentions all too well? Sodding hell, it's sad that I know how to describe how that feels...

  67. P.... O....

    *Kids with anti-vaxx parents: **1:34*

  68. F.... t....

    Replace every "room" and "Home" with "school"

  69. G.... ....

    This song Screams mental disorder.
    It's Beautiful.

  70. T.... K....

    Best part 2:51-3:44

  71. L.... M....

    Four years 😍

  72. B.... S....

    The start of this music sounds really nice and rellaxing!😍🤩

  73. r.... u....

    This song got me in to five nights at Freddy's 😀😀😀😀😀

  74. K.... ....

    the last verse is something else... goosebumps man

  75. M.... S....

    i always wonder... Is this life a dream and what if i live in better world. When i wonder about it, i feel pain and i think i must stay strong. This song is... like these feelings ;-;

  76. M.... S....

    That... is... VEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEERYYYY GOOD SONG!!!!!!!!!!!!1

  77. J.... D....

    5.6M views! This song is beautiful!

  78. D.... Y....

    Is it just me or does Nathan sound like Cody Carson from Set it off just a little bit sometimes

  79. A.... R....

    I love the weird little..idk? sounds? at the beginning it sounds kinda like breathing or soft whispers. I like it tho!

  80. i.... A....

    My favorite to this day

  81. C.... ....

    Ok, the trapped in a scary home is pretty much what went through my head while I was hiding under my mom’s bed the second time it happened.

  82. P.... ....

    Omg Nostalgia

  83. S.... ....

    ah, the sweet sounds of home

  84. T.... 4....

    2019 March

  85. I.... y....

    Home=school

  86. e.... ....

    When I enter my house :
    NOW IM HOMEEEEE

  87. M.... M....

    Just watched this after one way ticket to hell any8ne else?

  88. C.... S....

    Holy crap this been almost a year since I’ve heard this song. Man, it’s been so long. Cheers to your Nate.

  89. F.... N....

    "Can you even hear me cry,
    I know you're broken deep inside,
    I swear I'll put you back together"

    If that's not emotional I don't know what is.

  90. J.... T....

    Hi NateWantsTo- Oh, I forgot the channel name changed. I'm sorry, I'll go hide in a corner now.

    J.... T....

    It's still NateWantsToBattle.

  91. D.... t....

    2019 anyone??? 😬😴

  92. N.... -....

    Excited to announce the Five Nights at Freddy’s Ultimate Collection! Every NateWantsToBattle FNAF song as well as 3 new ones! Pre-order a CD by April 10 and your CD will be autographed! You can also pre-save it on Spotify, Apple Music and Amazon.
    SIGNED CD ▶️ http://j.mp/fnafultimatecd
    PRE-SAVE ▶️ http://ffm.to/fnafultimate

    N.... -....

    It’s been so long since this song was made. I still get so moved and emotional whenever I listen to it. It’s still one of my top Fnaf songs. Thank you for what you do and for making Home.


    P.S. Your voice is beautiful!!🥰

    N.... -....

    This is so beautiful ❤️
    Your voice is so beautiful and I love it

    N.... -....

    @Plushygaming 777 same

    N.... -....

    I'm so glad I have the signed CD and thr full album on my iPod!!! This song still makes me tear up to this day...

    N.... -....

    i can sing all your songs, i know them by heart now.

  93. n.... n....

    yo im still alive

  94. Z.... ....

    leave a like if u spotted the different emoji. 😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😃😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁

  95. S.... ....

    I love singing and you inspired me along with other people

  96. S.... ....

    2019 and I'm still getting chills from this

    S.... ....

    2015 was a great year.

  97. A.... P....

    *My depression in **3:44** seconds*