Minaj, Nicki - Autobiography Lyrics




[Chorus:]
May the lord protect me as the world gets hectic
My voice projected my life reflected

Daddy was a crack fiend 2 in the morning had us running down the block like a track team

[Verse 1:]
When he burnt the house down and my mother was in it
How could I forget it? The pain is infinite
She's my queen and I ain't even British
She's the only reason that I went to school and I finished
She told me that I had talent
Got on her knees and prayed for me when I started being violent
She saw something in me that, 'til this day I don't know if I could be that
But I'm a die trying and when I'm done crying
Grab the iron
And black out like I'm retiring
Nightmares of you killing my mother
The reason that I sleep with my head under the covers
and should've thrown a book at you 'cause I hate you so much that it burn when I look at you

[Chorus: x2]
May the lord protect me as the world gets hectic my voice projected my life reflected

[Verse 2:]
Damn I wanna run to you
Hold you and kiss you tell you how I miss you
Thought I would have a son for you
But now it's officially over and I can't let you go
But I gotta let you know all the shit I did make it feel like I'm dying real slow,
'cause no one understands me they don't know what to do when I'm hurt when I'm angry
You was my friend and my man and my daddy,
You was there when that bitch tried to stab me anything I ever needed knew you had me
'Cause of you all them chicks couldn't stand me
So why I hurt you that's the question
It took this long for me to learn my lesson
'Cause now all I want is peace and get drama
I finally understand the true meaning of karma

[Chorus: x2]
May the lord protect me as the world gets hectic my voice projected my life reflected

Please baby forgive me, mommy was young, mommy was to busy tryna have fun
and now I don't pat myself on the back for sending you back
'cause god knows I was better than that to conceive then leave you the concept alone seems evil I'm trapped in my conscience
I adhere to the nonsense listened to people who told me I wasn't ready for you
But how the fuck would they know what I was ready to do
And of course it wasn't your fault
It's like I feel it in the air, I hear you saying mommy don't cry
can't you see I'm right here I gotta let you know what you mean to me
when I'm sleeping I see you in my dreams with me wish I could touch your little face
or just hold your little hand if it's part of gods plan, maybe we can meet again

[Chorus: x2]
May the lord protect me as the world gets hectic my voice projected my life reflected





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Minaj, Nicki Autobiography Comments
  1. Ant K

    The Queen

  2. Kimani George

    2020 and still gives me the feels🖤

  3. Amanda Michel

    Queen 👑

  4. universo Minaj

    😢😢

  5. Ruben Neevel

    So pure. She is THE QUEEN of rap, coming from a tough place to where she is now. Nothing but respect for this lady!

  6. jazmonia1

    2020 🙇🏽‍♀️

  7. Riyan's world2

    Love u Nikki

  8. Iman Hanif

    2020 yess

  9. Brí Akílah

    2019❤️

  10. Dominique Green

    Who listening in 2020?🔥🔥

  11. Fatoumata Sylla

    I can't ever stop to listining this music, cause i got an abortion too. And this verse makes me cry every moment i still listining. Nicki i still fuckin' love whole my fuckin' life QUEEN❤

  12. Jerome Jay

    January 2020?

  13. Janay Williams

    This song is so real and real life I’m so happy I kept my son I’m so blessed I love cardi and I love Nicki but this song so real I can’t see my life without my little man

  14. QUEEN LIL-BOOTY

    2020 Nicki always be queen

  15. Jassii Bear

    I love u so much nicki😭💖

  16. Joseph Hernandez

    This song makes me cry so much and all things go like I love this side of onika 💖💖💖

  17. Juicy Santana

    Will ALWAYS be my favorite song by her 💕

  18. s brow

    🤦🏽‍♀️🤦🏽‍♀️🤦🏽‍♀️🤦🏽‍♀️luv this talented woman

  19. Khoi Maraj

    Happy birthday onika Tanya I’m here to use this song for your birthday tribute

  20. Deaudra Small

    Still bop this in 2019 going on 2020

  21. Dawar Khan

    the third verse made me tear up..i tried to not cry until the 3rd verse came

  22. mikey mike

    Nicki can make good songs if its coming fm the heart but she just got a lot of demons she called out hunting her soul now she cant get them out everything she built is crumbling

  23. Leatitia Mairsx

    In 1:52 was she talking about a boyfriend she cheated on that always had her back 🤔?

  24. Vawn J

    Who is here end of 2k19.

  25. Helen Lawrence

    Always a nicki fan regardless.... Nuff love❤😘

  26. maria nanyunja

    This is a Queen.

  27. Mickey Mouse

    OMG! The second verse is about Kenny!

  28. jhoker fham

    Nicki I'm so sorry u had to go through this......this is why your a queen

  29. Mrs. Valentines

    Still here💯❤️💔

  30. Sunshine Tv

    8 years later and I still love this song , all the Barbz give me a like 💗🦄👸🏽

  31. Jen Ostrom

    This is deep and my life too.

  32. ahyouso xrzy

    the church parts ruined the song

  33. nicolette watson

    I'm jus finding out about this song 😓 it deep asf

  34. Mya Mac

    2019🙋🏽‍♂️

  35. Andrea Richardson

    🥰🥰🥰🥰

  36. Aniya Guerra

    man you could hear the pain in her voice all throughout this song 😢

  37. Musiq Key

    2019 💗

  38. Mbali Pulling

    first time listening to this song.... I just cried 😭😭 it's so deep...she misses her son

  39. Melissa B

    I love you queen I felt this your music always moves me;)

  40. BoosieBaby

    The Last Part Make Me Miss My Baby. No Abortion. Got Jumped And Lost Mine. I Just Hope Its Part Of God Plans And We Can Meet Again. Mommie Miss You Jayla Marie 😪

  41. Taylor gulley

    Nicki 😩🤧

  42. Billy b Tv

    You can hear that she is hurt

  43. Dae Plummer

    What happens to her baby daddy?🤷🏾‍♀️

    PoeticJustice

    Dae Plummer he died

  44. Joanna Love me baK

    I just want u here where u belong 🙃real shit GMorning .

  45. Dad Cypher

    https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oXrREd-8UOs&pbjreload=10

  46. Brittani Laws

    One of my favorite songs by her, when she was the "old Nicki" .. where is this Nicki at???

  47. Keta York

    😢❤️

  48. Alisha Manocha

    2:30 this part always kills me inside

  49. A and shay gang

    Nicki I love you

  50. Binky C

    Can’t believe my girl fina retire 🔥

  51. Mlishia Irby

    I shall always love Nicki. She has been through a lot . I hope that she starts her family soon . !

  52. yuseni mena

    2019😍

  53. Haylie Joy

    anyone else still cryin to this in 2019?

  54. Thiccyy bby

    This why i fw her & always will , period !

  55. FleX1511

    Man. I was listening to her first mixtapes and this wasnt on datpiff. Glad i was looking it up. This track is one special.

  56. Seafarer Click

    now playing

  57. T0rii W

    🥺🥺🥺She really retired y’all 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😥💔🦄👑👑

  58. Skyla s

    You know how it feels when ur about to cry yeah thx a lot nicki 😢 💖

  59. Robinn Cambell

    Oh how they forget ... love you Nick

  60. Jaylon Thegoat

    Was she talking about her abortion?

    Ricky

    Jaylon Thegoat yes

  61. HaraPuku

    Just came after she announced her retirement 😢

  62. Glitter Mermaid 28

    Chills❤️💯

  63. David Martinez

    Who’s here after the rapper book

  64. purity bankz

    😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭🙏🙏🙏🙏

  65. Faruck's Concept

    September 2019 anyone?
    👇

    Sha'Nautica Sales

    October 2019😊

  66. Reonia Grant

    Please don’t retire yet

  67. britney Allen

    Who on good NG down Nicki old songs since y'all Hurd she retireing




    JuSt ME

  68. Tazz Mania

    This gives me chills

  69. malcolm King

    💔💔💔💔😔

  70. kimberly mccalla

    Please don't retire Queen!!

  71. Olsen Twin

    😢😢😢😢😢

  72. Amber Blac

    People asking for "old Nicki" to come back have to understand that her older stuff is beautiful to listen to, but was coming from a painful place. We can't ask her to damage her mental to write songs that please some people. Ntm that the GP would say she's trying to get sympathy points when she's being deep

  73. Walna Jacques

    The old Nicki 🦄 started from here to retiring . Your music has always been my favs and inspires me so much . My idol . I LOVE YOU❤️

  74. Kristen Mary

    She can't retire 💔💔

  75. ReRe’s Drip !

    ❤️😓

  76. Angel Cole

    Bruh my mf heart ❤️ can’t believe she retiring uhggggggg I just wanna give her a head

  77. Prometra

    who came here after Nicki's Tweet ?😭😭

  78. suneeel suman

    She's untouchable

  79. Chrissy Tove

    Can not believe your retiring Onika!! My heart aches
    💔

  80. Olivia Nneoma

    Love this music!! Story of my life ☹️

  81. ABI And PINKY

    2019 anyone????

  82. Gregory Cobbins

    Thank you onika maraj 🙏

  83. David Estrada

    #weloveyounicki

  84. Sunny Maraj

    who is here after Nicki saying She is retiring

  85. Iconic ava

    Who's here after the news of Nicki retiring?

  86. Adri Versity

    2019👑🌟🙏🏽

  87. yoo yoo

    don’t retire please 😰😰

  88. zebra king

    whos here after nicki retiring 😭😭

  89. Michelle Govender

    Anyone here after Nicki announced her retirement on Twitter moments ago!? 😩😭

  90. Will Tv

    This song gone always be good

  91. T Fan

    You can tell how real this song is because she referred to herself as Nicki miraj

  92. Diamond Russell

    Still the queen. She’s been it since before the world knew her name ❤️

  93. Jada Maria

    2019 still here ❤

  94. onika onika

    September 2019