Merkules - Moment Lyrics






Suicidal like who am I, though
I fucking hate you that's my newest motto
I can choose the change but I choosed the bottle
If I'll fall asleep I'll see a new tomorrow
Yeah

Cause you don't feel the pain that I've been feeling inside
I'm fucking losing my mind

They're lookin' at me like I shotted the Sheriff
Cause I got too drunk and I'm not embarrassed
But I've been depressed and that's not apparent
Unless I say it out loud, so they all can hear it
Yeah

And I don't wanna seem like all I want is attention
You seem to think I'm pretendin'

Now all I see is these shots of glass
So I walk in the bar and I start a tab
I got a soft soul but the hardest past
Tell the waiter upfront they can call me a cab
I'm a hypocrite and insomniac
I'm a piece of shit but I honor that
I got mental problems and it's got me mad
But you seem to think that they are not that bad
As I think they are
What kind of Cole is that?
You don't know what it's like
You ain't thought to ask
But you ain't me and you never will be
The devil inside was sent to kill me
If you really care I expect the real thing
I feel they will never get the message
Will they?
It's all good, I won't give up my hopes
I am drunk as fuck but I think I'm sober

I been all alone lately
Feel like I might go crazy
I must the only one that feels this way
Lock up all the doors, baby
Disconnect the phone, baby
Block out all the noise and I might be okay
Just let me have my moment
I really need my moment
I gotta have my moment
I really need my moment
I need a moment of silence

I found a bottle back in grade seven
A young desperado, I had to make effort
My foot's on the gas, not the break pedal
I just put on ice, so it tastes better, yeah

I guess I'm just confused 'cause I see all the potential
But lately I'm going mental, I don't know what to do

Who would thought that I'd get this nervous
The life style that I leads not picture perfect
The hear what I say but they miss the purpose
Pour the shot in my glass 'til I hit the surface
That hotter inside I should leave the curtains
But today I just feel like a different person
I keep tellin' myself that it isn't urgent
If you dig what I'm sayin' you should feel my words then

It's obvious to me that I'm the root of the issue
Don't make me use it against you
Cause I will

Cause when it back fire, it just disappear
I'm way too anxious, I live in fear
I see it from a far and it's crystal clear
But know the objects closer than it appears

When I'm fucked up I feel okay
But the next morning there's no way
That I could feel good and it's so strange
Til I do it all again and it go away
I don't need friends, I got hose
And it's in red cup and it's O.J
It's what it's, it will take a while
So I shake these hands and I fake the smile

I been all alone lately
Feel like I might go crazy
I must the only one that feels this way
Lock up all the doors, baby
Disconnect the phone, baby
Block out all the noise and I might be okay
Just let me have my moment
I really need my moment
I gotta have my moment
I really need my moment
I need a moment of silence





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  1. R.... M....

    Man I love this song. I can relate to this 100 percent. I listen to his music everyday.

  2. S.... m....

    When I would listen to this like a year ago I used to cry but now it’s just a great rap

  3. l.... _....

    L. A. S. H and Moment are his best for me😍 Who agrees?

  4. M.... P....

    Merkylues everyone:)

  5. K.... P....

    ✌😎JnMe

  6. D.... D....

    Seen the mac miller Most Dope best day ever under the bridge♥️🩸💯♾

  7. U.... T....

    2018 my literal worst year. I was in the deepest of holes; had suicidal thoughts but This song, it spoke to me in ways not even therapists could. Now it's 2020 and i got a girl that helps with those demons. No matter what you go through, you always keep fighting🙏💙 Happy New Year everyone.

  8. M.... F....

    This hoe jams..

  9. B.... ....

    2k dislikes like rainbow hair snitch bitches

  10. j.... s....

    My bro💪🔥

  11. G.... J....

    Legit had to jump out of the shower and dry off the press that like button right now! Running out of hot water but idc when Merk comes with that 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥 real ones gotta support on gawd family!

  12. Z.... W....

    Shows how Canada is in a crisis for alcohol abuse especially in young natives our nation needs help

  13. r.... m....

    LUVYA , i just saw another one i luv. I see you and "tones and I" killen it together. Check her out, i can already feel you two teaming up to collaborate on some genius tracks. Of course stuey would make it all come together . You go merk , youdaman

  14. D.... G....

    Wishes he had a verse 3 not for me but everybody in this shit.

    D.... G....

    Ya it's like being in prison/ with no bail./ No one listens, cause I'm in hell./ Want to find the key and prey/ but my conscious, just turns around and throws it away./ Sometimes no I know it's a tragedy/ cause I'm selfish, but I love my family// but I still can't explain this hand I see/ like I prey but the rest, is killing me/ and let sake another story sad like no fucking dad he's drunk himself into a cloud/ and I'm the same, how's shame gonna make me proud. (Just a small rap to make me feel better thbetter thanksanks bud.)

    D.... G....

    @Dean Grifin heavy bro. I'm trying to figure this jam into a ukulele front. (Yes I know, kinda silly) but I like darker lyrics jammed inside a happy sound. It's refreshing for me. I'll hit you up when I'm finished with it. Well done on the writing... Funkin sick!

    D.... G....

    @Jeremy Owens thanks wanna hear it doesn't take me long to write just did it as a reply. I can do better than that though.

    D.... G....

    Off the top of my head is all bro thanks.

    D.... G....

    @Dean Grifin that's what I'm into bro. Instant emotion. I order my lyrics rare. Everything else is over done hahaa

  15. m.... ....

    love his music!! I have spotify but not sure how to purchase your music and have on my phone?

  16. A.... C....

    This song hits my soul hard, my past is hard and I can relate to the lyrics to this song. good job Merk.

  17. C.... M....

    Love it!!

  18. S.... H....

    Been listening to this song for a year now every morning on my way to work and it really helped through some tough times. Keep up the work Merk, ain't no one hit this hard since when eminem used to sing about his life and past events

  19. J.... K....

    This song is so me I dont even know know what to say???

  20. J.... H....

    He says what I wish I could say

  21. R.... J....

    I've been dealing with depression and anxiety for awhile but lately it's been really hard, Merks words and flow really say alot. I'm sure alot of people out there can say the same, the music it's so authentic and real. To everyone out there dealing with shit going on in your life just keep hanging on 🤘

  22. N.... D....

    Come to NY

  23. S.... S....

    This is the best song he's done yet

  24. A.... E....

    King Iso and Merkules need to collaborate

  25. D.... R....

    Fat tune!!!!

  26. J.... S....

    Dude man wow KILLEM,ROCK YOUR SHOWS can fuck with you 🖕

  27. N.... H....

    On the edge of drinking myself to death. This is a sign of hope.

  28. D.... B....

    Do u sell CDs in store I would love to support you bro

  29. D.... C....

    "I been depressed but that's not apparent unless I say it outloud so they all can hear it." Single handedly the realest verse known to man. Smiling depression is a bitch.

  30. D.... B....

    you arent the only one that feels this way

  31. c.... w....

    "The devil inside was sent to kill me" I feel that shit bro. My daughter keeps the beast tamed very well nowadays

    c.... w....

    Feel ya my daughter keeps me grounded

    c.... w....

    My whole family keeps me here bro I been to the edge man !!!

  32. s.... ....

    Unbelievable one righteous dude right here
    Let the works ain't shit easy


    Speak the truth merk

  33. J.... R....

    💥🎥👆🏼😎

  34. m.... M....

    I dream to do a song whit this Artiste

  35. A.... W....

    I want a song with him and eminem

  36. C.... B....

    This is literally my theme song 😏🔥

  37. N.... N....

    As an alcoholic in recovery .. merk really gets us as addicts. I love the message.

  38. A.... M....

    Awesome song, even tho unfortunately, I can really relate to the lyrics. All you can do is keep your head up & just tackle one day at a time.

  39. C.... P....

    Hits home. I relate to just about every song you put out Merk. Keep the 🔥 coming bro. Can't wait to see you at the satellite bar tonight with you and Paul!!!! It's gonna be off the chain!!! H town!!!! 🤘

  40. C.... D....

    Repeat repeat repeat repeat ❤️🙏🏼

  41. J.... Z....

    I can understand this song I feel the pain but but on a different level mad respects Merk

  42. N.... ....

    "I'm drunk asf, but I'm drivin sober"

  43. M.... S....

    This sampled from NF? If you want love

  44. t.... ....

    Bad ass shit

  45. r.... v....

    November 2019 ?

  46. C.... P....

    You kill it Merc I cant wait to see you live. This album helped me survive my divorce and got me back into music. Maybe I'll see you on the stage one day.

  47. M.... E....

    I'm a hypocrite and a ansominac I'm a piece of shit but I honor that

  48. F.... ....

    I'm obsessed with this song but why the fuck does he not put a moment of silence after he says it the first time. Cringeworthy

  49. C.... N....

    Just a Merk listening day , shit ….

  50. J.... H....

    The realest song I've ever heard! I feel like he put my thoughts to words. Repeat button on panic! Mad love merk! #cole

  51. J.... D....

    I feel you man. Shit is real sometimes my dude.

  52. C.... B....

    good music. but those feelings wouldnt be as strong if you detox your body and do chi gong. lol---all the pain gone. I been through that

  53. T.... ....

    This shit hits fucking home rn

  54. W.... G....

    These songs grabbing my soul! I can feel the lyrics deepdly 💯

  55. S.... B....

    this describes my life in a lyrical lullaby. this hit my soul's core.

  56. N.... G....

    Best beat I've heard

  57. H.... J....

    This moment really hit me hard. I've gone through hell and back in 44 years to find myself in hell again, now with a wife and kids and a mental disaster haunting me everyday. The music is the only thing left for me. Thanks to all of the ones like Young Merk keeping it real and keeping me going another day.. 100% .RMF4L

  58. H.... L....

    Damn Fool... You talk about the REALIST shit in a way nobody else can... So.Cal... South L.A. is Listening... Ironworkers Local 433.... keep doing you Homeboy !!!!

  59. L.... M....

    I really need my moment...

  60. B.... K....

    Love it !!!

  61. S.... O....

    I can Most Definitely Relate..100%..!!

  62. t.... h....

    This album though! Merk you shit especially this one and man in the mirror! Has helped me immensely! If you do read this just know I thank you immensely! Keep that head up and continue making this amazing shit! PLEASE

  63. J.... K....

    Man this right here speaks volumes 💯

  64. E.... C....

    Me and my Step dad loves this song and all merkules

  65. f.... f....

    Please give instrumental of this song !!

  66. D.... P....

    I almost made it 2 years no drinking
    I relapsed yesterday n im still drunk as i type this. Hang in there everybody.

    D.... P....

    Hang in there buddy.. we fall in order to learn how to pick ourselves back up again and to keep on keeping on bro. Any day above ground ... is a good day cheers!!!

    D.... P....

    If I falter, urge me on
    If I stumble, pick me up
    If I retreat, shoot me.
    Pick it up, dust yourself off
    Keep goin

  67. S.... ....

    I feel ya on this Merkules your not alone bud keep producing

  68. N.... J....

    If you ever wonder what it's like to be in the army it's this song

  69. F.... F....

    Fire Am I Right ;)

  70. l.... w....

    This song is about depression and a drinking addiction, shit hit me hard I've been drunk everyday for a whole year now.

    l.... w....

    I've finally taken a break after drinkin hard for a year and a half

  71. M.... A....

    SO faking great Merkules...I lost my love...fellin alone at home..in bars....allways with my expensive bottle...Im fakin fat bastard us you...love what you do have same feeling! big up form Czech Republic BRO!!

  72. K.... S....

    Wow i feel this so real, glad to c im not alone!!!!

  73. R.... S....

    God bless you 🙏

  74. A.... G....

    Dude....i feel ya...

  75. C.... A....

    Merck nothing but love man u speak to me brother feel everything u speak to

  76. d.... c....

    Ur not alone man... I'm always saying today is tomorrow again

  77. T.... R....

    More Heat than Popeyes Chicken.

  78. K.... ....

    Merk quit complaining and stand ur ass up. The world needs ur ass.

    K.... ....

    Put that bottle down and pick up the kush and youll be fine. For real it's the only way in this shitty world. Alcohol wont help you.

  79. A.... ....

    slowly over 1 million respect
    <3 <3 <3

  80. D.... A....

    Chester Bennington of rap just sayin

    D.... A....

    You should hear his "In the end" A tribute to CB. If you havent heard it...

  81. M.... V....

    There's no words for this, this saves people an speaks for us... GOD BLESS MERK!.. KEEP PUSHING HOMIE!!

  82. r.... m....

    I bang that shit

  83. A.... D....

    Sour like better then trashing my family like that total trapped out past I'm like that key and the sly slick that never got the place to just recall how I made such a stride with nothing on my sid e well mabe fam but who would put them in such a place where they couldn't get past its from the foot to shin we all just caught orat least grin

  84. J.... B....

    Praying for your struggles and success as the tears roll down my cheek because once again you took my soul and spit it in lyrics I feel to the core.
    #StopTheStigma #RipECBIIINeverForgotten

  85. G.... B....

    you know what I feel... peace from hungary bro

  86. M.... S....

    Fuckin chill bumps. That beat is insane and the lyrics are real. Straight fire

  87. k.... w....

    this track speaks volumes

  88. K.... S....

    These cuts are heat bro. Keep em coming..

  89. A.... T....

    Shake these hands and I fake a smile

  90. T.... A....

    Yo you saved my life brother. All your lyrics hit my heart and head hard. Reppin 215 Philadelphia.

  91. 0.... ....

    A good piece of music. Greetings from Poland

  92. c.... c....

    💯💯💯❤

  93. K.... B....

    This needs to be on Spotify

  94. T.... T....

    That looks like it's filmed in white rock, BC, Canada

    T.... T....

    Probably

  95. A.... d....

    I had a moment, that when I was down that street A..... and I threw ⚾️.omg.i heard alot of stories..I know ..your not that person.im just in a moment..perdona me..👈👈

  96. S.... D....

    Ich würde zu gerne ein Remix mit dir haben du hast und machst so hammer Musik ist einfach die Wahrheit diggah du bis mein nächster Favorite vor Eminem einfach geil

  97. �.... �....

    Душевно

  98. J.... M....

    I feel this way

  99. D.... M....

    Fuck all the people that disliked