Meekins, Cam - Ghosts Lyrics

Yo
Back when I was dreaming it on Common Ave
Or Massachusetts with all my homies we almost had
A couple thousand to our name but shit never was different
Still amazing races I was winning, we chilled in the kitchen
At the dojo throwing house parties with Jake, some people lost touch, some people thought we was fake
The shit that they don't realize, I murder shit I kill guys
The instrumentals knock, but snakes gonna be snakes, man
That's just how this shit goes, I know this industry
Been around the block when they pretended to be friends with me
It comes as no surprise when people wanna duck and lie
My own accountant got more money than these fuckin guys
I seen it all, seen it all, but I never change
Wonder in a couple years if we gon' know your name
Drinking crazy when I'm on the road, getting change
Building a foundation and we bout to lift the fuckin frame
Most of these people is ghosts to me, all they ever wanted from me was a quote from me
Had my shortie came over and she smoked for free
And I keep my circle short, how it's supposed to be
I'm a real dude, you be paying for respect
I built the whole thing, you just paying for the rent
Ask me where I get my confidence from, I guess it started when I realized that I was the one

Where you gonna run to?
Where you gonna hide?
I'm coming to find you
Let's go for a ride
I'll let down my guard
I'll let down my guard

You never know how much it changes till it starts to happen
The miscellaneous events to when I started rapping
Relationships that turned fake I guess that I'm expected
To fuck around and I can't lie I've done some things
But see I always stay true to two things, you and my family
Hope that soon those two become one, and that's the man in me
Speaking clearly fucking with me mentally, I had to switch it
With all the things you're going through the shit is too explicit
I really wanna just party that was always your motto
The chances of us getting back is like playing the lotto
I try to tell you you should slow it down, I know it's tough
But I'm the one who's on tour so what the fuck do I know?
Damn, I guess I've never been the same since
But ima change some people's life and that's a great gift
These responsibilities got me scared stiff
While all these rappers run around and never change shit
Yeah, I'm tryna be someone that I expected
I put the album out alone and fuck the low projections
But if you have yourself a dream then you should go and do it
Ain't no one tell me I would ever make it from my music

Where you gonna run to?
Where you gonna hide?
I'm coming to find you
Let's go for a ride
I'll let down my guard
I'll let down my guard

She just wants [x2]
She wants
She just wanna get faded
Talk about her college class
She walking down Comm Ave
Always so consumed with herself but
Work it out for yourself, just
I'll let my guard down but it ain't even that hard for you girl, girl, girl
You'll never get it though girl, girl, girl