Mark Battles - How? Lyrics
Ain't been happy in awhile
I be starin' in the mirror just to force myself to smile
Can't keep blaming everybody, people do what you allow
And don't ask me how I feel cause I'm responding back with "how?"
How the fuck I'm supposed to feel when all my friends turn they back?
How you expectin' me to grow when I can't let my money stack?
How you askin' for a loan knowing you can't pay me back?
How you claim to really love me but you fucked that other nigga?
How did you get so good at lying?
How did I think that you was different?
How I get so fucking stupid?
How I let these people use me?
Life is so confusing all I really got is music
Ain't been happy in awhile
And don't acknowledge every comment, let them niggas self-destruct
'Cause if you ever fall, I bet you they won't help you up
Rest In Peace 'tentacion, I really feel they set him up
I got my hand in the game now and I ain't lettin' up
Let it rain like slot machines if you try and press your luck
But it's all peace and love, you won't get no grudge from us
And I really got a chance, just prayin' I don't mess it up
How I'm supposed to keep my faith when God took my bro away?
Think about him every day, how come the pain won't go away?
I was 'bout to end this shit, I mean really end this shit
Then I thought about my kids and nah, I ain't with that shit
When life throw a curve ball, how come it's hard to hit that pitch?
Yeah, she did a nigga wrong, how come deep down I miss that bitch?
Flip that script
I got focused on my craft, just tryna make a difference
Make sure it's all authentic when I make a sentence
It got hard I used my smarts to help create my interests
But don't nobody wanna work, just out here making wishes
Ain't it senseless, how far they go just for fame and mentions?
Soul is trollin', fake exposin' just to gain attention
I clutch the 40 if you coming for me
They popped young one so I shot him
That's another story
Now I don't love you shorty honestly I'm young and horny
Can you, me, and depression have a fuckin' orgy?
It do somethin for me when you make me feel important
Even though it's temporary we can still enjoy it
It gets so annoying tryna play the happy role
I guess it's time to let y'all know I ain't been happy in awhile
Other Lyrics by Artist
- Mark Battles - My Life (Remix)
- Mark Battles - Need Your Love
- Mark Battles - Going
- Mark Battles - Just Life
- Mark Battles - Numb To It
- Mark Battles - Reasons
- Mark Battles - Open Doors
- Mark Battles - This Is Me
- Mark Battles - Wouldn't Mind
- Mark Battles - No Love
- Mark Battles - Threes
- Mark Battles - Grounded
- Mark Battles - Savior / Now You Know
- Mark Battles - Pressure
- Mark Battles - Sleep
- Mark Battles - Head Right
- Mark Battles - Knew Enough
- Mark Battles - Wish I Could Fly
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Mark Battles How? Comments
Mark Battles and this song are so underrated!!! Y’all need to stop sleeping on my guy. He’s the next big thing!
You’re next up 🐐💯🍾
🔥yes 👍
I love this bro!
I love this song could really use the money to help my family $Lovekb123
Ain't been happy in awhile
I be starin’ in the mirror tryin' to force myself to smile
Can't keep blaming everybody, people do what you allow
And don’t ask me how I feel cause I'm responding back with "how?"
How the fuck I'm supposed to feel when all my friends turn they back?
How the hell I'm supposed to trust when people out here settin' traps?
How you expectin' me to grow when I can't let my money stack?
How you askin' for a loan knowing you can’t pay me back?
How you claim to really love me but you fucked that other nigga?
How did you get so good at lying?
How did I think that you was different?
How I get so fucking stupid?
How I let these people use me?
Life is so confusing all I really got is music
Ain’t been happy in awhile
[Verse 2]
My mama always told me to be selfish with my trust
And don't acknowledge every comment, let them niggas self-destruct
’Cause if you ever fall, I bet you they won't help you up
Rest In Peace TENTACION, I really feel they set him up
I got my hand in the game now and I ain't lettin' up
Let it rain like slot machines if you try and press your luck
But it’s all peace and love, you won't get no grudge from us
And I really got a chance, just prayin' I don't mess it up
How I'm supposed to keep my faith when God took my bro away?
Think about him every day, how come the pain won't go away?
I was 'bout to end this shit, I mean really end this shit
Then I thought about my kids and nah, I ain't with that shit
When life throw a curve ball, how come it's hard to hit that pitch?
Yeah, she did a nigga wrong, how come deep down I miss that bitch?
Flip that script
I got focused on my craft, just tryna make a difference
Make sure it's all authentic when I make a sentence
It got hard I used my smarts to help create my interests
But don't nobody wanna work, just out here making wishes
Ain't it senseless, how far they go just for fame and mentions?
Soul is trollin', fake exposin' just to gain attention
I clutch the 40 if you coming for me
They popped young one so I shot him
That's another story
Now I don't love you shorty honestly I'm young and horny
Can you, me, and depression have a fuckin' orgy?
It do somethin for me when you make me feel important
Even though it's temporary we can still enjoy it
It gets so annoying tryna play the happy role
I guess it's time to let y'all know I ain't been happy in awhile
🙌🏻
🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻❤️❤️❤️🇨🇦🔥🔥
Unfortunately this has been my 2019... It's all good though, the cycle of life. Evil ends and good lives on for tomorrow, Satan you'll never make it heaven ;)
Mark Battles is such a real MF!!! On some real shit! Thanks for being you Mark! Thanks for sharing, and thanks for showing me growth is possible
"Selfish with My Trust".....#LoveIt
This is incredible. King Los and Locksmith would've sounded great with you on this beat, too. Keep that fire coming!
i relate way too much
I just sit and re listen to this over and over. Strangely keeps me going. Maybe it makes me feel what i need too. Idk why but im greatful
Everytime im down, without a doubt, i put on this song. Thanks for giving me this song
I don't know if your reading this mark. But this hits hard yo. I can relate to a lot about what your saying. It makes me feel better knowing someone is on the same boat. Your music will get me through and together, hopefully we can be happy. I just wanted to say thanks for making me feel reassured
Great song
IM ASKING HOW/.? ALL THE WAY FROM AFRICA..MALAWI.. MARC BATTLES TOP 5 DEAD OR ALIVE
This IS REAL SHIT bro I’m happy I found him on IG
2019 anyone?
Dam bro where you been I have never heard of you your a great artist
She did a nigga wrong how come deep down I miss that bitch
This song is alll me.
I’m glad I can over from Twitter to check out your music. Love this song. ✌️
Probably the only IG add rapper I ever cared to search up, glad I found you bruh!
Wow. Mad love
Saw this promo on ig swear dowg you said what I was feeling word for word like we had a convo 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥
Got an ad on Instagram and watched it and I don’t regret it
🔥🔥🔥🔥
I remember when you followed me on twitter and I lost my shit..that was 2015 I'm proud of you bro dont quit
Dont believe me I can show proof he did
Real shit, something we’ve been missing
These likes and dislikes say alot!!!
Wtf is time at🤫🤭
I felt this shit! 💯💯
Whats the original song melodie from?
Has there been a part 2 to this yet ?
This song helped me through alot
So Real
REST IN PEACE TENTACION I REALLY FEEL THEY SET HIM UP
Rip xxxtencation he my favorite rapper
Praying for your strength to persevere 🙏 you're a legend and one of the greats
This is seriously good af, why am i late. Relate.
I can relate to this nd this song tell fax💯💯💯🆗
How does this not have at least a mil?
This is everything! 🔥
this deserves more attention.
Thanks for the smile "it's been long time"
Slept on.
damnn . ur gonna make it
Wasn’t there another song with that beat about someone talking about making something great about himself
Well done!!!
He’s doin something real
I FELL YOU BRO😢😢
His sound like Dom Kennedy
God called me to this video !
3 more hours!!!
Too fire my man
Drop the album tonight fuck yes!!
This is fire
Love this
Mark I’ve been with you since the beginning bro!! Keep it up I’m glad you’re finally getting the recognition you deserve 🤙🏼
The beat is “Lemon Haze” for anyone that wants to know
I came from twitter and tbh I hadn’t listened to the song yet but y’all about perfect timing, I needed to hear this now more than ever for it to resonate 🙏🏾
🔥🔥🔥
Who’s watching in 2019? VASI SHIT
What Mac song is this from
This man is a God and the best rapper I've heard in a while!!! Got me in tears telling me singing all the problems in life
I hope Indy makes it big in the game one day. Sending love from the D! 313 to 317
This is such a refreshing breath in hip-hop. Thank you brotha. Keep keepin it real. Peace <3
I was bout to end this shit, I mean really end this shit
shit hit deep i shed a tear.. thank you big bro u an inspiration. fr
I’m not sure why your name isn’t out there man. You’re literally one of the best rappers of the age.
What’s the name of the instrumental
This song has to hit a million...
Shit hard homie 🔥🔥
Been Knew about Him Since 2015 Bet Nobody can Like dis
first song i heard from you was the one with curren$y a while back , haven't looked you up in a minute but damn man you hit me with this one , love the energy . peace and love to you g , hope you see this one day
Someone make a lyric song with this
Song is so Underrated
THIS SONG NEEDS MORE ATTENTION!
Bless Up 🙏🏾
Deep as the fuckin Ocean!!
On god I got this on repeat
You finna blow up bro!
Amazing
Song bangs🔥
Mark battles is to dope been following hin for years seems like such a genuine hero for lyrical rap and story telling I remember I almost had a heart attack when I messaged him and wrote back hes done it twice God bless yeee yaaa
pretty dope nice flow chill beat would love to hear him rap over this
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How am I supposed to keep my faith when God took my bro away?
Life is so confusing, all I really got is music.
what's the name of the beat
Nap's very best (:
I came from ig the OG nostalgic Cartoon Network montage
Lyrics "hmmmm hmmmmm, hmmmm hMmmmmMmmmMMMMMMMMMM HMMMM HMMMMM HMMMMMM HMMMM HMMMM"
RIP X❤
Here before he blows up👌🏻🔥
Story of my life