Maria Mena - Am I Supposed To Apologize Lyrics

When your family won’t help you with homework

Holy shit I’m crying and I haven’t been able to in months

I just started listening to Maria Mena, and I didn't realize how old all these songs are. Most of her albums came out before I was born, and some when I was extremely young.

So how have I not found her music before this?

Please hurting stalker

The level is to high to handle

Help hurting

Beautiful song I enjoy this <3

Wow oh my gosh 😯it wonderful

Yeah Mom, am I supposed to apologize for the trauma that YOU caused me?

This is how i feel. Dear "knight of rage" is this really in your bloodline? To rule with fear? I tried to give you a little chance even if you hurt me so much mentally... But you destroyed all my hope... (im not roleplaying with myself. I just love homestuck and i know that my bully was a knight of rage.)

this reminds me so much of Vanya Hargreaves

No I don't need an apology from knowing the things that I've done wrong on my problems and sorry if they affected you that's one of the good things about this website is I've been able to apologize to the ones that I owe it the most to although I'm not sure they're getting it at least I get to feel it and no I tried

I would not criticize your choice to stand up at all you might need to check your sources even if I'm hurt or angry I would not wish to continue that and if I did say something then out of anger I'm so very sorry things are really hard and stressful especially with this site is brought a lot of very negative feelings out on me feelings I didn't know I had but it is also brought out feelings that I am so grateful I have found I'm tired now and I got a few things to do this morning before I go to sleep so please excuse me and I hope you have a good morning

who else thought this music sounded a little bit like outlander if so like

I didn't realize that this song is this old

Ghsjaidjajd

this gives me Vanya Hargreeves vibes

My mom loves me but sometimes I question that a lot every thing I do is wrong to her , good grades= ok.., wanna play with toy with me( I was younger )= no I’m busy, what cause me to be depressed and up into teenager years

Her voice literally i remeber when my sister put this music when i was 4 or smthing 😂

Du har lagd en kraft-sang

love maria

This was the day before I turned 1

Am i supposed to apologize? Cuz I'm a monster to this World and not Good engouh plus my mom is so mean When I'm trying to say something then she hear's Nothing so i...........I WISH MY MOM WAS DEAD OR KILLED!!!!

Regurgitated Rat Mother Thanks and that is so sad I'm so sorry for you

•Itz Skylar• no problem, and I’m sorry for you to

Regurgitated Rat Mother Wanna be friends?

•Itz Skylar• yeah! :)

Regurgitated Rat Mother Okay:)

My theme to my ex and my family

IM gunna say it- Maria walked so Lana del ray could run-

my dad is a perfectionist and he sometimes tells me i have a problem and one time after we fought, and im crying because he was being unfair but he still expected me to apologize... and i feel like i can't trust my dad and my mom is the only person i can trust

And has such a amazing voice😲

Uhmm..I don't know what to say but....uhm okay..Ami supposed to apologize!?!? Yes....how many times I lied to my own best friend it's okay she forgive me for now ;)

just had a bitter argument ab smthn very serious with my mom and this song,,,,


“but i will spend a lifetime
trying to understand
why someone sharing my bloodline
would not lend me their hand” hit so hard my eyes got wet

0:23 ah so your a guy now?



lol

Bare helt nydelig

I can't meet my biological father he is abusive to women when he was in a relationship with them I in fact I am a women just means I will be getting abused by a man who gave me a chance to be alive physically and mentally an emotionally abusive he would be to me it probably get worse for me being female and him being male. I have been taken advantage of so I don't think I could re live a nightmare like that again. Thankfully I was adopted by my aunt and uncle they are my parents they've been for a long time now.

I love dis song!

So sad 😥😢 whait she die 😭😭 😭 sad as the worl

This song is my mood right niw because a lot of stuff has been going on and this song is basically what i want to say to everyone right now. . .

Song: exists
Edgy Gachatubers: Hippity Hoppity, you are now my property!

#wewillnotbesilenced don't be afraid to tell someone your problems no matter what because you never know what someone might be going through and this song is a perfect example.Its not your fault and never was.

I just now found this song, but I'm so glad I did. It's absolutely beautiful.

I know this is about he mother and her past and stuff... But the line “but I will spend a lifetime trying to understand why someone sharing my bloodline would not lend me their hand” hits me hard because it reminds me of my brother. I told him about all of my problems and he just asked “why that’s stupid” and made fun of it. And sometimes he asks me to apologize for something small I did and I just want to yell at him to apologize to me.

Lexy Kimura JUST NOTICED. U WATCH GACHA LIFE/ GACHAVERSE?

-* SATAN, PLEASE DON’T COME FOR ME -*
Lol i never saw that response, sorry! But yeah I do! I make videos like that too lol

Lexy Kimura oh kewl!

Lexy Kimura I’m tooooo lazy to do it... I also don’t know how to XD

-* SATAN, PLEASE DON’T COME FOR ME -*
xD it’s not super hard just takes a loooong time to do
It’s fun if you like making them though!

Some people think that we have to apologize for something that they did because they won't admit that its there fault so they blame it on somebody else but its not fair that other people get blamed for something they didn't just because some person can't accept when they do wrong

Father, am I supposed to apologize for not falling into your manipulation?

Am I spouse to apologize? I~~~ spouse to apologize I~~~~~~~~~ AM I SPOUSE TO APOLOGIZE IIIIII~~~~

I feel bad for ppl easy I suffer from something I forgot what it's called

I was 16

#wewillnotbesilenced

there is an Album that has my name

this song reminds me about my past but I love it so much.

This can go so well with luna and Celestia

This song's remind me my old oc... NOW this song is my favorite now... But sad story though...

i wish to be free of all burdens and pain .-.

I Love this song

I relate to this so much

this song has always given me a flowers in the attic (the whole series) vibe

We won't be silenced. What people, including myself go through, hasn't a need for apologies. How you go on, knowing and having experienced your past, is up to you, not to others. What's important is that you _keep going._

Thank you.

BUT THE GUITAR IN THE BG

Moms really be cold ass bitches now, huh

yeah.. i can't even call it a "home" anymore because of that. we never truly were. we still have my dad though.

I'm afraid of how perfect this song fits with my current situation, literal line by line.

For me it’s my sisters. They never notice the long sleeves covering the scars and cuts. They always criticise me-and one sometimes gets violent, but because she is younger it’s my fault.
This song is so easy to relate to.

I'm your 1000th subscriber!

Me to everybody in my life. None of this is my fault. What do you want me to apologize for? Being trans? Being depressed? Being myself? I don't understand.

Idk why but this reminds me so much of Sirius Black.
By being a Gryffindor, by being a "bloodtraitor" and by being gay, his family isolated him and he got his relationship with Regulus destroyed.
I feel like the first verse is his early years at Hogwarts. He's only just become aware how awful his family is. The second verse is him running away to the Potters. Him finding his real family, coming out and understanding that any ties he had with his brother have been cut. I can't listen to this without thinking of him.

Am I supposed to apologize for being gay, mother?

This sounds like some of the songs from the Anastasia bway recording and I love it.

This song is perfect for Vanya from Umbrella Academy

I was 8 #WewillnotbeSilent

AWESOMEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

her voice is beautful

#iwillnotbesilenced

I was around 8, 9, or 10. My "friend" was perverted and molested me, in 4th and 5th grade. He had major issues as well and I didn't know what to do, other than stick around with him. Then he moved, he didn't even say goodbye, he just left. But I just know after all these years, we will meet again. Someday...

wish it was on spotify.

i was a 4 year old boy. it was my older cousin and he's a monster. #wewillnotbesilenced

You didn't deserve that(
I'm sorry

I'm gonna send this to a man who never apologize to me for what he's done. He only said "sorry" for what I'm going through, not for what he has done. The reason I'm anxious, depressed, broken and messed up because of him. I get my problems are not that significant to others but the man, was my father. I am a child going through a divorce, and wanting to stay with my mom. I want my voice to be heard. #I'mnotgoingtobesilencedanylonger

I'm so sorry for you:\
You didn't deserve that

My parents had divorce when i was 7(

My parents divorced when I was 1 and a half.

I want to see this girl in concert

I was 11-
;-;

I had no childhood when I was 4 I was raped by my father I was abused by my mother and this went on until the day I decide to run away to a truck stop where I got kidnapped and when they found me I told them my story and now my father is wanted and I get blamed all the time

You don't need to be blamed, he did somethin horible ((
I'm so so sorry for you..
I hope you are better now
(Sorry for my english )

I wrote a song a journal gave it to the world...
Told the story of when I was just a girl...
I sought understanding clarity in truth...
By baring all the wounds inflicted on my youth...
You criticized my choice to stand up to my past...
To give the pain a voice so that it to could pass...
But I felt brave and filled with pride as I let go...
Of bitterness that wouldn’t leave or let me grow...
But I will spend a lifetime...
Trying to understand...
Why, someone sharing my bloodline...
Would not, lend me their hand...
Am I supposed to apologize?
I’m~ supposed to apologize?!
I’m~ supposed to apologize?
I’m~ supposed to apologize?!
I’m~

I loved her more than myself
But she made me choose...
Between her and my father and so I refused...
I fled her house and wrath eleven years of age...
Followed the crooked path that led me to a stage...
The curtains opened up
My heart followed the lead...
The music wouldn’t stop and I could finally breath...
But I, will spend a lifetime...
Trying to understand, why someone sharing my bloodline, would not lend me their hand...
Am I supposed to apologize?
I’m~ supposed to apologize?!
I’m~ supposed to apologize?
I’m~ supposed to apologize?!
[intrumental until the end of the song]

Am I supposed to apologize for being alive!?

No, you don't need.:\

y'all know this song isn't about pup right?

#PeaceForPup

My sister told me once that when I was 4 years old, mom and dad asked me who do i love more. I said _mom_
After that my dad hit me in face. I asked about that my parents and they started yelling at each other.

are y'all alright?

@Trailers GotIt? ya now everything's okay but i think i'll never forget it

@bumblebee It's alright/

I did a scene in a play with this music.P.S Mental/ digital hugs are coming out to those who need it.

I wrote a song, a journal gave it to the world
Told the story of when I was just a girl
I sought understanding clarity in truth
By baring all the wounds inflicted on my youth
You criticized my choice to stand up to my past
To give the pain a voice so that it too could pass
But I felt brave and filled with pride as I let go
Of bitterness that wouldn't leave or let me grow
But I will spend a lifetime
Trying to understand
Why someone sharing my bloodline
Would not lend me their hand
Am I supposed to apologize?
Am I supposed to apologize?
Am I supposed to apologize?
Am I supposed to apologize?
I loved her more than myself but she made me choose
Between her and my father and so I refused
I fled her house and wrath eleven years of age
Followed the crooked path that led me to a stage
The curtains opened up my heart followed the lead
The music wouldn't stop and I could finally breathe
But I will spend a lifetime
Trying to understand
Why someone sharing my bloodline
Would not lend me their hand
Am I supposed to apologize?
Am I supposed to apologize?
Am I supposed to apologize?
Am I supposed to apologize?

I was 10, 11, 12 #peaceforpup #wewillnotbesilenced

@Trailers GotIt? thank you, but it's ruined my life, I stay strong for as long as I need to, and I'll prove that someone with PTSD from rape can become successful and have their happy ending after all

@Lovely Angel Dreams You go girl!!

@Lovely Angel Dreams R u ok?

@Lovely Angel Dreams Honey, what's wrong? Are you okay?

@Lovely Angel Dreams Are you okay?

I was 7 😢😔 #willnotbesilenced

I'm literally here only because I think it's a good song

I want to find sheet music for this

why do people share their miserable life stories on the comments section of a song? I need a heap of miniature violins to give to everyone in this comments section!

I‘m crying right now

Mother...wine...maria mena..

My mom is like this. My dad once asked me if I wanted to stay with him and I said yes because I never see him and my dad told my mom and got upset. She thinks that I’m trying to be a tomboy because I don’t like makeup,skirts,the color pink.When in reality I’m not, I just am different from others and because I’m afraid of telling her that I’m bi because she excepts me to be perfect. She always tells me to lose weight and yes I’m over weight but at least I’m not as bad as I was when I was younger. I have to get straight A’s just to make her happy.

I was 9 #wewillneverbesilened

A ruined life and damaged soul. #WeWillNotBeSilenced

Im singing this at my school talent show