Mac Lethal - I Tried To Kill Myself Lyrics

Dude you should go to perform this somewhere for could be emenim Version 2.0

powerful.

This is EXACTLY where I am in my life, RIGHT NOW. This brought me to my knees. Help me...

Thank you.

I am deppressed and this helped a lot thank you 🙏

I'm struggling with depression at the moment this song was beautiful but for myself the words went in one side and came out the other how I'd love to enjoy beautiful things again

the first 15 secs of vid is so like weird cus hes moving around and staring at us without saying anything XDD

....im depressed, everyday- at day time im happy but when it be becomes night, i go to my room and lay in bed...and start to cry. i know that life isnt just about me, it just gets to me really fast. i try, i talk to my friend about it, he trys to make me feel better, and he also has depression and has committed suicide multiple times. i love him dearly...so much, i clearly remember that night whe he texted me saying i love you, ill always be looking out for you and dont forget me. i didnt know what to say and didnt know want to think what was actually happening. so i just said i love you too and dont you also forget me. i was so dumb to realize that he was trying to kill himself. yes, i cut myself...i promised him and another friend that i wouldnt do it, but i dont want to think about doing suicide when its not worth it. im crying right now, its sad that im going through this, i honetly didnt think id pass through something like this. the only thing that keeps me alive and the reason why im alive is bc of him, he loves me so much and so do i. im NOT going to make him suffer again because he lost another friend.

This is sad I feel your pain man

Why nooo stop we care :(

Are you okay Mac Lethal??

Mac, we understand 😀😀

I used to cut and burn myself and then I even once wrote a death note and held a knife to my own neck this helped me realize that life is worth living

Thats deep

Awesome video and song man. Loved it.

all the dislikes is from the people that don’t understand

U R A GREATE PERSON

Is it convenient that I'm watching this at 1:00 in the morning I haven't gone to sleep yet I can't I keep thinking and usually I write in my diary for things to do but today all I have wrote was, Dear diary I'm lost.

I almost cried

I cried so hard when I listened to this

Thank you Mac that's really all I can say is just thank you

Great concept rap, thanks! What do you think of NF's "Therapy Session" work? (Of course all his pieces are part of his journey).

This made me sad becuse my dad died before i was born

god is real guys he saves

Respect. Remember everyone, suicide is never the solution...

You seem like a good person

It's sad to hear this

just thanks man, seriously

This video saved me.

Thank you soo much.

Mac, your so good at raping! I understand all of that. 🖤

Tonight's date: Cancelled last min. Damn, thought she liked me.
My future: Very bleak
My youth: Wasted on drugs
My confidence: Shattered. Probably forever.
The pressure: Way too much, not gonna amount to much.
The vodka: Not doing it.

Tonight's distraction: Trying to rationalize life while writing dumb s&%# in the comments of YouTube videos.

Keep goin man, I'm here with you the entire way. We can make it through this.

ITS BEEN A LONG ROAD.. IS IT OVER.. IDUNNO DEPRESSION HAS ME..CHECK YOUR MAILBOX

Suicide doesn't get rid of pain




It just gives it to someone else

This song is an inspiration I remember when I thought no one loved me and I put a knife to my chest ready to stab it through my heart I tried telling myself this is for the best but then I remembered all the people I loved and that loved me like my dog my dad my mom my brother and my whole family so I dropped the knife and went to hug my family and never wanted to let go this song is amazing THANKS

I try my hardest to not committ suicide but it’s hard cuz I live with my mom and step dad snd they just told me they hate me and wish I was never born and that they wish I was dead

Just know ur not alone cuz everyone goes through rough times once In a while

I wrote this song called baby don’t cry a while ago when I was suicidal and depressed it goes like she lies in ur bed and puts thoughts in ur head u ask her if she’s fine she lies and says she’s alright one slit two slit three slit four no one sees the pain in her eyes she is trying not to cry she sees the pain on their face they always say she’s a disgrace what if u were in the same place he calls her she doesn’t pick up he goes to her house the doors locked he calls her name he bangs on the door and screams her name one slit two slit three slit
Four her blood is dripping on the floor no one sees the pain in her eyes she is trying not to cry she goes to school the very next day he looks at her thinking everything’s ok but she’s hurting deep inside one slit two slit three slit four her blood is dripping on the floor no one sees the
Pain in her eyes so she tries her hardest not to cry

When I was 8 I was abused and raped and molested til I was 14 I took then I lost my grandmother and that’s when I snapped and took a rope and tied it around my neck and then I was stopped by my sister then I was bullied at school and then I ran home and cut myself and almost bled out til my sister found me and saved me i then tried it again and I finally went to a mental health facility and was there for 2 years and I am better but still am stressed @stephenmock

BRUH BARZZZ!! That bit about the angel!! Don't believe in angels, that makes sense cuz i don't believe in myself?????? WHAAAAT??? FIRE!

Hi how r u

OH SH** SICK RAP

How r u

hope your all right

this hit me in the feels cause I feel it too man

This man spitting fire when he dead. God daaahnm

Thank you Mac this video helped

in a row

i watched this song a million times

Thanks mac for tht I've been in a dark deep depression for awile my sons mother ran out on us and I was in tht relationship for 5 years and it was the most toxic relationship I've gone thru I have vivid dreams of me taking my own life and thru music and your music with a few others like cryptic wisdom and Ryan upchurch its slowly helping me come out of it I certainly hope I will overcome this battle one day and I just want to take the time out to write you this and say thank you for what you do keep on keeping on

God bless you man your gonna help people with your music

God bless you man your gonna help people eith your music

We are all same (depressed dirk)

please dont try again

Wow u put "kill" in title and still didn't got demonetized

Hi how r u

guys imagine he did it, it would be a huge loss

This song is something else, it’s beautiful. Mac shouldn’t feel sad, because he makes others want to live their lives!

Hi how r u

this was inSANE, nice job Mac!

Two things:
1) Life isn’t always about you so don’t worry about other people
2) Don’t do drugs, they only make things even worse

tjc i love u to

My dad died when I was 6

Depression is contagious

My mom passed away last December and I overdosed she is my best friend. I overdosed but survived unfortunately. I can’t trust anyone anymore because I just fucking can’t stand people. So if anyone has any ACUAL tips let me know.

Jack Russo sorry for ur loss. I hope that time heals you.

There will be light at the end of the tunnel after. Your mom wants you to be happy. Just never give up brother better days will come if you keep fighting.

Some tips:

Try to eat healthy

Try running

Try new things (sports, hobby’s)

Get help (maybe a therapist or a close person that you can talk to)

Meditate

Have good night rest

Follow a daily schedule

Do things with friends.


Never give up, life is a fucking bitch and I know. But giving up is no option keep fighting.

There are a lot of messed up things in this world but there are also so many beautifull things.

Keep going strong and i hope that you will feel better soon.

Never give up

Derek thanks man....I don’t know if I can

Jack Russo i hope so man

Keep fighting brother

Im also thinking about it.

Guys watch melancholly movie ...find some comfort for the end of this twisted depression,im bipolar ,and i hope i live untill my 60 ,i hope i will have a chilld,my parents gave me this disease,i dont know why this diseases exits here on earth,i feel like this transoformed in hell,like a virus,an eror,i feel like where ive comed from there is no such thing as depression or mentall illness,this is not our worlld for sure...

They only care when your dead

"I'm an angel. I don't believe in angels though. Which makes sense since I don't believe in myself."

Too real.

Im so glad I didnt succeed

im crying lol

im inspired man.

I'm glad your alive 😊

Im so sad now

I'm suicidal. People think that suicide is something to laugh about. But mental illness isn't a joke. Nobody understands me and truly I don't want to kill myself but sometimes I think it's for the better.

Professor Knox's 2nd Channel I know how hard it is. But try every kind of treatment that there is. Never stop fighting man there are so many beautiful things in this world try everything, its worth a try.

Never give up. You are not alone.

Love you to bro! i needed this song alot! <3

I lost my mom at 7 and half years age and i thought about killing myself but i had a hole life ahead of me im still living it today mac dont i love you no homo and i love ur vids and keep up man your the reason why im not so stress thx dude lve ya no homo cause kids gonna call me gay keep up the good work.

Most underrated rapper in the world

So did I

damn this really help me 😔

"i dont believe in angels which makes since because i dont believe in myself.:"


relatable0-0

I don’t believe in myself either but I’m Wiccan so it doesn’t really matter

Not fun fact : I tought of killing myself 2 times , but both time , I didn't did it. Why ? Cause I have project , ideas , dreams and I knew if I did it , my family would be sad and someone could try to kill himself too (+ I'm afrade of death). Today I feel way beter , but I don't forget those 2 times... also , if my english is bad , that's cuz I'm french

Mad respect for not holding anything back bruv. Thanks so much!

I needed this I almost killed myself last night over pain and then I found this

Hello Lashes remember: everything is gonna be better one day.

You are gonna get trough this. Don’t ever give up.

@Derek how cliche but sure

lolxd yeezy clichés are always true brotha

*Eminem !!!* Is that youu 🤨🤨

that was deep

This helped, thanks

You fuc*ing better then MNM Zeeeeeeeez

💗 you ro

thank you so much man for these things i usuly go to princeEA but you just beat him

It's ok, I die in my dreams all the time

Respect

As someone who is suicidal, this is terrible.

so relatable i check my phone and i refresh my socials so much just to see if i got a text or a comment on my recent post because the attention makes me feel wanted for once 😥😭

Anybody know a painless way to die?
Asking for a friend.

Bro anyone else know y I wanna kill myself I take drugs I jumped of a bridge somehow survived

Yo bro Wassgood thats fucking heavy, you survived for a reason man. Everybody has a purpose but not everyone will find it out. Just keep fighting.

Step one is quitting the drugs man.

Numbing the pain will only help temporaly, eventually everything will get worse.

If you dont stop drugging, u wont get out of the bottemless pit u fell in.

I lost my grandma at 8 a couple months after that I was raped and molested at a party then stabbed and left for dead beside a dumpster I then blacked out from a loss of blood and when I woke up I was in the hospital

So yea everyone goes thru a trough patch some worse than others but yea

Goosebumps...

Tough up you have a

Don't try to kill your self!
I love your channel

can you tell me how you look at the camera

𝙸𝚖 100% 𝚍𝚎𝚙𝚛𝚎𝚜𝚜 𝚒 𝚝𝚛𝚢 𝚌𝚞𝚝𝚝𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚖𝚢𝚜𝚎𝚕𝚏 𝚋𝚞𝚝 𝚒 𝚌𝚊𝚗𝚝 𝚍𝚒𝚎...

I used to have suicidal thoughts. Alot. I once tried to get a knife from the drawer and stab myself, but my mum thankfully stoped me. I used to HATE my life due to bullying and online bullying, it didnt stop. Thankfully the bullying has stoped.😭

I feel like i will kill myself 1 day but not right now im happy now but i feel like 1 day im going to :(

I have a lot of bad scars on my arm from when I tried to kill myself and ended up in a mental facility so I feel it man. This song really speaks to me.