Lil Happy Lil Sad - Let Me Die Lyrics

I miss the old days where i was crying here with all my heart and emotions.
But now, they're all gone and I'm just numb and stoned...

Anyone listening to this 2020? :*

just to let you know that this piano sample is from a band called 'carissa's wierd'. they produce the most beautiful music EVER. <3

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cYtdQccn54I

I'm always the type to give everything 💯 no matter how hard it is to keep going as long as that's what's asked of me. People take everything and then when you running on empty they just turn their backs. I just don't have anything left I gave it all away now I can't make it on my own and the realization has left me beyond broken. Knowing that it's just how it is, my mom always told me that nobody is ever enough... Just recently I realized how true her words were. Jokes on me.

I'm not depressed but im here aNyWaYs

Animes name ?

i'm here because of the playlist that's in Malakai book

If anyone wants to talk please feel free to comment or message me. Much love.

Can someone tell me the anime name?

Just sad

If life gave you 100 to cry, cry and show life life that you have a thousand reason to :)

P.S: i know exactly what you told yourself when you read it

I remember when i used to listen to this song so much because it was so relatable. But now im not even sure if im numb. Im just kinda living for my family.

Anime -> Kamisama no memochou.
By the way, wow approximately one year had passed since I first time saw this clip, and becouse of this I started watch anime. Thus I suppose that you can have a lot of fun becouse of sadness.

This gif loop...is this same loop I play in my head everyday....💔 sorry not trynna sound weak... :/

Anime is name ?

what's it anime on gif?

😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂

I just feel like if this year doesn't go well,there is 30% chance that i will kill my self.But if i didn't have family i would probably kill my self long time ago.

I'm getting bored of crying myself to sleep

Fuck the life 😖💔

When you are sad, then listen to sad music, the song understands you, making you feel better.

Let me live, let me breathe, let me be free
This shell, my skin, must be someone else's with me inside
They say I'm starving, that my life may end
They don't understand that I just want to get out

I'm trying to cut deeper
But I seem to be stuck
In the body that shuts me inside
In my prison of skin

what is anime name

I can't handle this in my head.

please stay strong brother, my 23d birthday is in less than 2 hours and all i do is sit here and cry,please think about the people who care about you..

@Levitating PhonksterI am
13 years old, and I live in Türkiye. I loved a girl. But I never could say it. Scared. SometimesSometimes I sit next to him. They're calling me to the bathroom and threatening me to beat me up. I am tired this fucking life.

Hate my life gonna end it all

I want life to end tbh.

As kid:"lie I'm sick"
Now:"lie i'm fine"

so true
...

2020... a new year of me.. or not me.. im still depress.. everyday I cry for a girl.. can't live without her.. Peace guys❤

Feeling my child-years with fun but now? Its going down and down.. girls make my pain and cant fix it

I don’t need to listen to this song again , because now 2020 and am fine , I used to listen to it everyday and every hour in 2018
All people in the comments section, someday you will write the same comment, don’t give up than yourself
No one in your life is important more than you



- sorry for my English I’m still learning-

still listening ..2020.. <3

Listening still in 2020 💜💛

im still here :(

Comment section are all these depressed teenagers lol

*(Please don't love me It's a waste...)*
Oh god, that hit deep.

« No one will ever understand you, tell them how bad you are
Do not forget the main one, basically nobody cares »

Can anybody tell me the sauce of this GIF

Here I'm again

Only person who's ever been here for me no matter what is the music....everyone else has just left...

..Yeah. Even the people that cared for me, ended up not really staying forever after all. Words seem to be so empty now.. I understand you so well.

Cosmic Fr bro. I hope you’re doing okay. 💙

@FIERCEDINO080 The day I'll feel okay will be a day of shock. lol. but I also hope the same for you.

👍🏻🖤🌹

im gonna commit

Happy New year

Thank you back

It’s been a while since I heard this song, but it still holds a special part of me sadly. Idk where my old comment but it’s super old when I was literally “I’m 14 and this is deep” few years later, I’m now getting over a suicide attempt and it is one of the worst things someone can experience in my opinion. Afterward hurts so much worse.

Ik a lot of you are super young but I’m here to talk or if you need to vent about home life, or nothing in particular. As stupid as it sounds to some people, anyone at any age can be depressed, regardless of why (and there doesn’t need to be one).

Ik I’m a fûckin hypocrite but please take care of yourselves.

Life is overrated.

I don't wanna be alone..

So cold...

im so tired of being me

Don’t say that, in this life everything is temporary

@Cosmic love is a pain that has no cure

Still waiting for things to get better... maybe next year.

Never thought at the age of 15 i would wish upon my death.

Same I'm also 15 and I want life to end.

this girl died 146 of times the number of being optimistic therefore this girl wasnt happy at all depending on where u stop could be 147 the number of right decisions sooo she made a good choice in the end to suicide

You know shit PHP ANJING

2016? Втф непон как так

Birgün bu yazıyı bizden biri okuduğu zaman bütün hayallerim gercekleşmiş olucak 💢

😵🔫 Sorry mom.

I don't even know how now I'm not like that girl but I want it so fucking back

Wish I were a bird

I wasnt even happy as a child, abusive father and a non caring mother, now they both want to make it right bcs im 18 and know how the world works (atleast a part of it), but they cant undo what they did or didnt do. I never felt happy for long, like 1 day straight but then back to depressed. I've been going to a doctor for almost a year now, and im starting to fall back to the state i started going to her. And they say life is full of love, never experienced it though

GetDoged oh trust me love will be one of the reasons youd feel depressed. i really do wish i hadnt fallen in love to go through all this shit im going through right now. i just wish it could all stop and i wanna leave this world unnoticed, without causing any trouble. im just too weak to kill myself right away...

@mom called me handsome once i fell in love with a girl, she didnt have the same feelings towards me, after that i've been called untrustable, a shit bag and a lot more by her. Never had any good experience with girls so i gave up on that. There is a sentence i always bring up in conversations like this: "Love is blind, deaf, and fucking stupid,"

Information About My Penis 😳

My name is Jared, and I’m here to give you information about my penis! 😊

#What Color Is My Penis?

LOL! 😂 Glad you asked! It’s white ⚪️ with red 🔴 dots! Sometimes it changes to purple 🟣 though if I rub one off too quickly...

#What Has My Penis Been Inside Of?

- Car Exhaust Pipe 🚗
- Bong 🗿
- Vacuum Hose 🤺
- Loaf of Bread 🍞
- Son 🌞
- Me 🦧

#What Has Been IN My Penis?

- Coins 💰
- Pencils 🗡
- Syringe 💉
- Meth Pipe 🌡
- iPhone Charger 🔧
- Kids 💭

#How Long Is My Penis?

14 Ft. Long 😳😂😳

Sorry 😭 that’s all the time I have for today folks! Thanks for reading! 😉😉😉

i don't now why i shold listen to this song when my brothers don't need me..

Hi everyone, i'm actually a french rapper and i've made an english song, i need feedbacks from you guys ! Thanks a lot ^^ https://soundcloud.com/lilxsins/always/s-q1hqM

*I'm*

Unable to go back
Suffering
Living a lie
Living in the darkness
Living in other's expectations
Hurting

*fine....*

What’s up guys it’s your boy stinky faglord here back at it again with another dope ass Minecraft let’s play with the hentai ass tiddies ultra pussy blaster mod. Let’s dive into this fucking dumpster fire of a video my dudes. But before we dive right into this banger of a video lets hear a word from today’s sponsor, poopies. *Fortnite dances aggressively*. *Fucking dies*.

watched dis bitch fall more than 100 times

my internet girlfriend hasn’t messaged me back in a long while. her father seems to be abusive towards her, and borderline sexually aggressive towards her. i’m so scared, and i love her. the fact that someone could potentially hurt her, physically or mentally, especially without my knowledge, terrifies me.

my mental health has dropped significantly, and i hope to god she answers back to tell me everything is ok. i don’t know what i would do if nothing is ever messaged back. i know she can possibly be just really busy with school and other stuff, but that doesn’t stop me from fearing for the worst.

i love you, n. you’re the best thing to ever happen to me. come back, please..

I feel you man, depression really sucks...

I remember being a young 12 year old boy, I used to jerk off at our home computer to jpegs of men in their underwear, and my dad used to walk in his underwear around the house too, so I knew when he would come downstairs, pass the computer and go to the fridge at night when my mom and little brother were asleep so I started to wait to jerk off for when it was time for his late snack, and he caught me, I kept my eye contact and I looked to the computer then to him, he looked to the computer and then down to his groin and I started to stroke myself again, but much slower, he told me to stop that stop that right now, and I did, I went to my room and listened to him shifting his weight, creaking in the night, but I couldn’t stop thinking about him, and he stopped talking to me, but I stared at him stared at him all along growing up, I moved out for college and he hasn’t spoken to me since, he has testicular cancer now and I want to go visit him in the hospital so bad and my mom says don’t come but I always do, I always come for dad.

Cowboy Tanaka bro i-

im 30 now im so glad you all an recignize the paine they just told us when we were young its just in your head

The only reason I didn’t kill myself is because of my parent

Dude I freaking love your work. I live in the dark and have been trying to find the light for so long. Keep up the god work.

Pain hurts 💔

I wish I was a happy child in a healthy family :(:

3am
Here I'm again.

I miss my bae💔💔 rest in peace

anime?'

im literally never going to be happy

Look my friend you can make it through anything in life trust me. We’re all here for you.







I was 18 years old when Bad Dragon first went into business in 2009. I'd been a furry for some time but the culture hadn't yet taken off to it's current level. I was also really into inflation and distension porn. Think Hotkinkyjo at her peak.

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I got into buying Bad Dragon stuff with the assurance that hardcore anal play was safe, that the anus is a muscle like any other. I worked my way up using these toys, getting bigger and bigger. I own absolutely gigantic dildos.

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I got into the west coast fisting scene, going to events and fisting pig meetups. All the time I was assured that it was fine.

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My first warning came around 2011. I was having trouble holding when I got the urge to poop. I had a few a accidents. I was assured that it was normal, I could stop if I wanted but I'd lose my progress. I opted to be more careful by doing daily enemas.

In 2013 I had my first prolapse experience. It didn't hurt, and the guys at the fisting party loved it. Plus I could push it in and out with no problem.

In 2014 I had to have surgery on my knee, which meant no assplay for awhile. After a few days I discovered that I was constantly constipated. I had trouble shitting normally so I kept using enemas.


After recovering I went right back at it.


In 2017 I hit my personal record and took a dildo the same width as a volleyball. I used it almost weekly from that point.


A few months ago I noticed blood in my enema water and my toys.


I went to the doctor, an "LGBT friendly" one here in Cali. He explained that my colon and rectum were scarring over from what they'd been through, and the blood was the result of the last of my healthy tissue giving up.

I realized that everything I'd been fed was a lie.


He put me on an immediate halt to any anal play. The last few months have been hell on Earth.

I have to have a nurse administer a limited number of enemas a week, my colon muscles just disappeared from lack of use. I'm always constipated and when shit finally reaches my rectum it just slides out. I have no muscle control.


My doctor did a colonoscopy last week and removed a number of polyps. He says that the near complete scarring on my rectum means I'll definitely get cancer at some point.


How can these companies get away peddling products and lifestyles like this? Every party on this road assured me all my decisions were safe, that everything would go back to normal if I stopped.


Well I've stopped. And everything is not okay.

I'm almost 30 years old and I have the bowels of an old man.


PLEASE DON'T GET INTO THIS STUFF.

Cowboy Tanaka Ngl I had no idea what you were talkin about at first but fuck me that sounds horrible. My dude I’m so sorry that happened to you

please tell me i’m not the only one that will watch an old tv show or movie because it reminds them from when they were truly happy

Music had deep intentions relating is the main debate for discussion

Bro deadass this song title screams this guy was crying out his song was his last soundtrack to save his life and mine

what does the word happiness mean :3

Happiness is only achieved when you put your Faith in Allah. ☝️

I love you all, see you up there. My heart won't beat anymore.

i'm listening to this today
and i'm so done not from anyone but i'm done with myself - i just can't and i'm truely lost and stuck ... i hate this feeling i hate itttt

its my turn to show my feelings i got dumped 4 another guy i slit my wrists i was in hospital for 3 weeks im 14 and have been in my death bed 7 times and my family crys every time they see me which makes me cut even more to the point where sometimes i cut so much i can barley see and feel i wish i was standing by all u guys that have the same pain and all hug cause we understand what each other r going through and then leave the earth as a family that understands each other

My girlfriend comitted suicide and i think of her every single day wondering what i could have done differently. I loved her with all my heart and she has left a hole in my heart im not sure ill ever fill. Her depression was so heavy. Please talk to someone if your feeling down or having thoughts of suicide. People do love you and will fight for you. Let them help. I love you Jennifer. Always.

Is hard when you are crying for personal reasons and everyone thinks you are crying over your ex and they also say is your fault too, and they bully you without knowing what is happening in your life 💔

Me when I see a shitting centrist


BBBBBBBBBRRRRRRRRRRRAAAAAAAAAAAPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPsnnnnniiiiiiffffffffffff...oh yes my dear....sssnnnnnnnnnnnniiiiiiiiffffffff....quite pungent indeed...is that....dare I say....sssssssnniff...eggs I smell?......sniff sniff....hmmm...yes...quite so my darling....sniff....quite pungent eggs yes very much so .....ssssssssssssssnnnnnnnnnnnnnnniiiiiiiffffff....ah yes...and also....a hint of....sniff....cheese.....quite wet my dear....sniff...but of yes...this will do nicely....sniff.....please my dear....another if you please....nice a big now....BBBBBBRRRRRRRAAAAAAAPPPPPPPFFFFFFFFLLLLLLLLLPPPPPPPPPFFFFFF Oh yes...very good!....very sloppy and wet my dear....hmmmmm...is that a drop of nugget I see on the rim?...hmmmm.....let me.....let me just have a little taste before the sniff my darling.......hmmmmm....hmm..yes....that is a delicate bit of chocolate my dear....ah yes....let me guess...curry for dinner?....oh quite right I am....aren't I?....ok....time for sniff.....sssssnnnnnnniiiiiiiiffffffff.....hmmm...hhhmmmmm I see...yes....yes indeed as well curry......hmmm....that fragrance is quite noticeable....yes.....onion and garlic chutney I take it my dear?.....hmmmmm....yes quite.....BBBBBBRRRRRRRRPPPPPPFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFTTTTTTTTTTT Oh I was not expecting that…that little gust my dear….you caught me off guard…yes…so gentle it was though…hmmmm…let me taste this little one…just one small sniff…..sniff…ah….ssssssnnnnnniiiiiffffffffffff…and yet…so strong…yes…the odor….sniff sniff…hmmm….is that….sniff….hmmm….I can almost taste it my dear…..yes….just…sniff….a little whiff more if you please…..ssssssnnnnnniiiiiffffffffff…ah yes I have it now….yes quite….hhhhmmmm…delectable my dear…..quite exquisite yes…..I dare say…sniff….the most pungent one yet my dear….ssssnnnnniiiifffffffffffffffffffffff….yes….

Who is there on December 2019 ? Just me? Okay :(

marry y Nah your good fam. <3

“No it’s okay! It doesn’t matter anyway....”
“Right?”
“...”
“Fu*k”

The name of the anime 😂

Roses are red
Violets are blue
After this rap
I want to be dead
In my Bed...

Coming from a dark place, where in my early teens I was so deep into depression, wishing to grow up. It has roughly been a year since my suicidal thoughts have left for good, and I can proudly say that I am better now. The fact that I miss my childhood and even those 2-3 years that I 'wasted', is unnerving. Even though I am still young and I know I have some teenage years left, it is sad that I was never and will never be able to fully experience this whole process. So to all of you dealing with depression, or even passive sadness, please for your sake, create happy memories. Do not allow it to consume you. To make you forget of any little specks of happiness you had/have in your life. Because whilst being in that state, time either passes too slow or too fast. The days merge, and before you know it you can't remember a time you were happy. So please, try to make happy memories, whether it is with friends, relatives heck even with yourself, your passions. You might not feel like it, but at least at some point in the future, you will appreciate it. I hope this doesn't have the same energy as " Oh don't be sad" :/

This happy memories have never helped me. They just warm my heart for a minute and then I just feel the same like I had felt before. That's because I recall my IRL problems again and then become more sad because I liked the condition of abstraction but I understand that I can't be like that forever.
May be it is just because of mine BDD

You sound like a person of wisdom

*sees her falling over and over again*

Seems legit to me

U shouldn’t have depression or something, just enjoy your life!

wow, what a helpful comment

Håkon Eriksen yeah, rlly helped every human

GIF?! 👎NO NO NOO NEVER!

Last time i was happy was when she loved me....

I enjoy living every single day yet i would not mind not waking up

I've been reading the comments and I just want to let you all know that you are never alone in this world. There are people like you who feel the same. I've had very rough times myself but it's important to reach out for help. If you feel like there is nobody you could turn to, I am here and so are other people from this community. Feel free to message me on instagram as well. Love yourselves.

Your words are great but cant help ms

Thank you for caring.

What's the sauce of this anime

sad chɨll bro u don't even feel me, it's worse; nobody did give me shits the girl I love about is gone , I can't even go visit at BC, where she's lonely I can't make a choice over two selves of me, I'm a ded man. I honestly dunno what to do :(

I wanna kill myself😔