Kestner, Molly Kate - How Lyrics

Just lost my mom 5 days ago after a short fight with Stage IV Adenocarcinoma...
These past few days I've felt numb but after hearing this song I just bawled my eyes out.. hoping this day will get better, Christmas was always her and my favorite Holiday.

*You changed my Life!! You are Amazing! ❤️❤️

I'm jealous of your beautiful Voice ❤️😭You're so Inspiring! You make my days better and I wish I could meet you in Person ♥️😫 You're my world! Thanks for speaking the truth like always.. I love you 💘

Does anyone have the sheets for this? I want to play this for a friend...

May 9, 2000 - September 23, 2018
Tod aka Nathan Swinson
Died on Sunday from a car collision crash..
Poem
You Are My Gravity
You are my gravity. You are what holds me in place and what keeps me from breaking. You are my sun, Every time we talked your voice would light my soul up with joy, the mass of love I have for you was not even close to how much you loved me. Our friendship is like the sun, the mass of it was so big that it never went out. Our distance was once never existing because we were so close but, now that your gone....it feels as though you are far away, even though when I look up at the stars you're there but, it still doesn't feel the same. You were my gravity. You are what held me in place and what kept me from breaking. But, now that you are far away, the mass of your light will never get to fill my soul again...

        From Flora, aka Mari

Nathan was the bestest friend you could have ever asked for. He really lit up my world when it was full of darkness. We had been friends for 4 years. We loved each other so much and he was pretty much the only person in the world that made me feel so good about myself. He was always there no matter what, he would send long paragraphs saying goodnight just everything about him was SO perfect. We would stay up for hours on discord laughing,talking, playing games etc. I never wanted it to end. We planned the future together and when we were gonna meet up but that's never gonna happen sadly. But, on the bright side I know he is still with me

I wish this was out so i can download it:(

I lost my sister when i was only 8 years old now im ten. And its only bin three years but it feel like its bin dozens and I've had deppretion this whole time she sufered her whole life she was born like that and we were so clos in heard,blood and birthday we were both born on the 25 but she was july im have a feb birthday and now that shes gone i relized she wasnt just my sister my world but she was my bestfriend and i could tell her anything even tho she couldn't talk i miss her so f*ing much and just cuz shes gone now everything even my friend my school ME have changed seans then just cuz of how much it effeted me and my family im the only one in my family that had to get therapy bc of that R.I.P Alejandra 12:8:17 i will never forget u ale #25bday

I wish i could find the audio for this so i could sing it for family ive had 3 deaths in the past 2 weeks. All family it hurts soo bad

I lost my aunt, my brother, and my soul left with them. By brother died when he was born and that was a few years before I was even thought of so I never got to see him. And I got so close to meeting my aunt, just less than 2 months short... I miss them so fucking much even though I never knew them. Is that possible? To miss something you never had?

I've been having a breakdown for 3 hours (it's 11 p.m. now) and I've been playing this on repeat for half an hour. I know this was forever ago but thank you so much. I needed this right now.

PS, PLEASE DON'T FALL INTO THE UNHOLYWOOD DRUGS AND SCAMS

From last Sunday, Just a little BIG something I heard on TCT Yesterday, A Rich Girl and a Poor Girl went down to a Beach, The Rich Girl said to the Poor Girl, Do you see the Mansion on the top of that big hill? That's my Fathers house, Do you see the Planes flying above in the sky? My father owns them, Do you see those Huge ships moving in the Ocean? My Father owns them too, All trying to belittle the Poor Girl. The Poor girl replied saying, Do you see the BIG Hill your Fathers house is sitting on? That's My Fathers Hill, Do you see the sky your Fathers planes are flying in? That's my Fathers SKY, Do you see the Ocean your Fathers ships are floating on? That's my Fathers Ocean!!!

I used this song at my 19 year old daughters funeral.

After losing my cousin in the Las Vegas shooting I hear this song differently. Thank you Molly.

Since 2014, I listen often. Thank you in 2018 for this song.

I’ve lost both my parents and I lost my 25yr old daughter to suicide , there is no comparison of loss to that of a child , I thought my mothers loss was extremely painful , it wasn’t in the same universe compared to losing a child

this was released the exact day my grandma had passed away, it was the only song i listened too and i still love it

I lost my sister 2 years ago Courtney she was a beautiful young strong woman and if she was still here She would be so happy but she is in a better place know and i am still broken hearted in every way possible

Anyone know the chords to this?? Please

Thank you

What are the chords ??

Lyrics:
how do I learns NOT to cry
Me:
I cry

My Granddad died from cancer just over 2 years ago and the worst part of his funeral was the end where another funeral was about to take place and there must have been about 100 people show up for it felt like I attended more than one funeral as they walked towards me with flowers, a picture of the man who passed and sentimental items.

Once again I listen to this with my mind on my mom that is up in heaven for 8 years now..I hope she is looking down on me smiling ...knowing that I finally got my shit together, got married, had my daughter, and staying out of trouble...

This song made me 10 times sader😭😭😭😭😭

Thank you, Molly Kate Kestner, for your beautiful voice and songs. And Spoken Word Poetry. Amazing. 😊😉👍

thank you for your music your moms song I played for my mom unfortunatly when she passed but I know she knew how I felt about her your song How is awesome brings so many emotions up keep up the great work you are awesome

Thank you so much for this 😭😘

Revisiting this song after the one love Manchester concert today. There is always hope xxx

Your metaphor capturing the emotions in the specific knowledge. Found in your song at: When I Look Up At The Stars You Are Right Here With Me ; is excellent. Should give people a lot to relate with. Your song is enjoyable and obviously nice to listen to.

I just lost my friend on Saturday she committed suicide I for a text from her sister say she bleed to death from cutting her wrist and today her birthday this song speaks to me so much

WHO PUTTHESE ONIONS ON MY PILLOW!?

I lost my Gramzie last year and still trying to learn to move on but it is difficult. This song describes how I feel about her passing. Thank you. And I am sorry for the loss of your friend.

Molly Kate Kester
You have a beautiful voice..
This song helps me with dealing with my grandpa who died on the 28th of December and all your songs help me with things that have happened in my life..

She inspired me to write songs..

i love this song i lost my grandma a few years ago and it still hurts bc she was my best friend just wish she was still here with me today😢

My Nana is dying of cancer and I dread the day I'll have to say goodbye. :'(

This and "Just Breathe" comforts me.

I'm in tears omg😭😭. This song means a lot. My dad passed 11 years ago when I was 6 and now that I'm older and realize all he will miss out on, i cry myself to sleep more. I have personal issues with not letting anyone in or loving myself because I'm scared and I know once I get close to someone they leave for some reason. This song is so beautiful. Thank you molly❤

My grandpa passed away 2 years ago, 6 months after that my aunt died, and 6 months after that my uncle died. All too young. Been dealing with grief and drowning in it. I can rarely find a song about losing a loved one but now I did

This reminds me of my friend who passed away a few months ago from cancer. she was one of the most amazing person I've met and I wish that I could have spent one more day with her.

my grandpa died

This is what scares me about love... Losing your heart when that person leaves...

I love this song, It has been all I want to listen too since my grandpa passed.. Thank you, everysong you write is beautifu;.

You are an instrument of God's good Blessings on other people.  I am one of them.  You are an instrument of Christ's love for us.  Thank you for being so faithful.

This and harder to breathe NEEEEDDDD to be on Spotify I've been dying. I love this song and I need it. 💖💖

I've almost died. Literally. Out of an illness. I was sick and I almost died. The vessels in my small brain exploded. I was in the hospital for a month and a few days and healing for months. Now still healing. But the sickness brought a good thing because it removed the hatred between my mum's family and my dad's family.

wow!!!!   sensational

i lost alot of people in my life and i am only 13 so i lost people since i was a baby i lost my dog and my best cat i lost him when i was about 7 maybe and just 3 years ago i lost my step mom from cancer and 4 years i lost my grandmother i miss them all i know they are all in my heart and i miss them all and i wish they where here to see me grow and be strong

Why doesn't she have more subscribers. This is annoying me

'I'll see you in the sky' absolutely beautiful

can you made some more to this song

You're so amazing, your songs have helped me through so much when everything was dark. I don't understand how someone can control their emotions and sing sad songs at the same time, its truly so amazing, thank you.

does anyone know the chords to this song??? i need this in my life

My dad died two years ago, and it is still hard on me today. This song explains my life perfectly.....😢😢😻🙀

You are amazing and the verse on your board is just as great😍👌

My dad died three years ago and my cat died last June so this brings me a ton of sadness but I love your voice and the words you choose to sing they are really touching and I really super appreciate your beautiful talent

I have never cried so much at a song before omg.

I swear, every song she makes is enough to bring a grown man to tears

grown men, grown women... what's the difference. they're both human, both cry

r.i.p. to my 3 brothers and beautiful sister I miss you so

Yesterday I lost uncle and then today I lost my teacher in a stupid car crash but it wasn't her fault there 3 and her car was one. she wad the best teacher ever

you are so amazing your songs deserve more attention!:3

nice song

Absolutely BEAUTiFUL!

My grandma died the other day, I listened to this and it made me cry. I miss her so much!!

it will get better. you will feel greif for your grandmothers passing. but just know that she is in a better place at peace. I know what you feel. I lost my grandfather 3 years ago so I know how you feel. believe me, you will be better it just takes time.

@Amanda Maola Thank you miss, that means a lot and yea i know shes in a better place its just its so hard somedays.

I lost my father in September of 2015 due to cancer. It's been nearly a year, and I still feel lost without him. This song really helps alot. You have such a beautiful voice! Keep up the success!!

YOU MAKE GOD PROUD!!!! bless your soul! your going to heaven im sure

Recently my Great Grandma passed away unexpectedly it hard. I miss her so much.

You have such beautiful voice molly. At this point this song always makes me cry as it remimds me of someome i know how you feel :) its hard but you have to stay strong we both do :)

Ive lost alot family members and while hearing your song I felt like they were with me

Most beautiful voice I've ever heard. How does one not cry.

+Molly Kate .. what chords do you play for this song?? if i may ask..

Oh fucking shit ONIONS

MY EYES ARE CRYING NOT ME 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

same ;l so many onions

you are so amazing. your music is just so beautiful and meaningful.

This is the most beautiful song i think i have ever heard. In tears right now <3

i hope u get very famous - i hope you have been signed bc u should be already with "His Daughter". I haven't heard all the songs bc I'm a busy mom but everyone I've heard I love

you are soo beautiful in sooo many ways.......you have a beautiful soul of music your like an angel please keep up with the good work...and blessed bee

getting chills

nikki boyer i live to love u and i need you please believe ne

my mother is days weeks ect...away from dieing from cancer..this i dedicate to my mummy carolyn elizabeth Campbell...i wuv you mummy..very beautiful...

your voice is so angelic...

I showed my sister your other song "His Daughter" and she realtes to it so much, But this song right here describes how I feel. we lost our father December 4th to alcoholism. He was a great man with a Bad habit. I Being only 16, have no idea how to grieve with this loss. Ive lost many people but not one as close as my father. R.I.P Dad 😢

@Hilde Bakker Also thank you for that kind message. I am not as strong as I was before but with time it will make me stronger. I apologize for it being on your birthday.

+Justice Blaize thankyou, and yes it is hard but my little man saves me everyday. What hurts the worse is that I wrote a song about my life and it involved her and the bad things she did and how upset I was about it, and months later she died and a few weeks before she died, she called and I didn't answer cuz I didn't wanna tlk to her. and then she died and I never resolved it all and told her tht I forgave her for it all. if you go look at my song called I'll never forget on my videos you'll see what I'm tlking about. i feel like my song hurt her so bad tht she stopped fighting to survive...

@Angelia Everhart One thing I was told repeatedly as cliche as it sounds was NOT to blame yourself. Especially with alchol related deaths because they did that to themselves. Addiction is very harmful and something the person who it effected has to want to stop. My father wasn't the greatest man. He had his harsh times. He had his anger issues and the situations it caused. I made him cry. The night my father died I didn't want to come home. He died that night and I honestly felt like if I would've beem there maybe ue would've lived, bUt I can't blame myself. As much as I wamt to, he was an ill man with a bad addiction. I will check out your song. Just remember it was not your fault. You may have regrets but you gottta forgive yourself your mother wouldve wanted that. Stay strong girl. ❤

+Justice Blaize thankyou vary much. and also my father is an alcholic too. I feel he's next. he's very ill. so yeah. I'll stay strong for my little man and he will never deal with what I dealt with

+Angelia Everhart That's good. Your little man needs his momma. I listened to your song. ❤ My mother still has a drinking Addiction aswell,bit shes slowly realising how drinking could kill her. I'm glad to still have her.

This is such a beautiful song that I can connect to on so many levels. What are the piano chords?

Love this song so much it means a lot to me when I'm down I listen to this song and it makes me feel alil better after I cry

It has been over two years since my father passed away and I ask HOW everyday. His birthday just passed yesterday and I miss him more than anyone can understand. He said the last time i seen him that he was sorry for not getting up and walking with me that he was so sorry he could not visit with me more. He had bone Cancer and lost the strength to even pick up his head. I just told him that it was ok and that I understood and that in Heaven I would see him walking again. He died 2 months later and peacefully in his sleep. My heart has a hole because he was ALways right there when my kids or him needed him. Now I have to do things alone and it hurts so badly.

What are the piano chords?

on January 18th, 2016 a person i held closest to my heart left this earth. Everyday it's a waking battle for me, knowing she couldn't go on because this world is cold and unforgiving. At a young age she got involved with drugs to try and help things but it got harder for her. All her life she struggled and she did everything in her power to give me what i needed growing up. she did everything she could for me, even when she had nothing. she fought with addiction day in and day out but eventually it took her and when it did, she took my heart too. i miss my mother immensely and this song explains how i feel everyday.

Beautiful song <3

wow when you started sing my heart started to beat slow and then I cry because it remember that my true love girl died.

i felt like this years ago when my grandpa died, then today when i broke up with my bf :(

This is such an amazing song Molly!  When will it finally be on ITunes?

This reminds me of my bestfriend who passed away in 2006❤️

you are so amazing.

Girl, your songs are from another dimension of so good they are. And so is your voice, and your beauty. You're SO pretty and talented!!! May you continue doing music. <3

this makes my cry cuz I've lost my nanna,my granna,and my great grandma I've lost many other things in my life this song relates to me so so much.........

i love this song even though it make me want to cry

1:24 when she is just starting to sing the song and I'm crying 😭 so much passion 💞

my gramo died

:( this song is sooo inspiring

my mom passed away and this fit it perfectly thank you