Joyner Lucas - Sorry Lyrics






Go ahead and call me a coward and say I'm not strong
Because I'm not like you
Go ahead and call me crazy cause I live in a maze
Tell me how about you?
I think I live in my head, sometimes I think that I'm dead
I hide behind my youth
No, I been losing my mind and I'm a little behind
Step inside my shoes
Cause I've never been happy with myself
And I don't need no one feeling bad for me
Trying to offer me pity and throw jabs at me
Wanna give me advice and then laugh at me
Behind closed doors
Just close the door, let me be by myself
Just me and myself
I'm tired of living, I cry, I hear it's easy to die
I wanna see for myself
And I know that sounds crazy to everyone else
But I'm depressed as fuck
Stressed as fuck
Ain't no medicine that could cure what's the test as drugs
I mean, I need extra love
And that ain't even enough
'Said that ain't even enough
And where the fuck is God? (God, god)
Damn, maybe I ain't believing enough
And today we gonna see if he's real
And if he is, I guess I'm probably going to hell
Look, I ain't wanna die like this
I ain't picture my life like this
They don't know what it's like like this
Pretending I'm happy so I can smile like this
And laugh like you
Sometimes I wonder if I ever act like you
Could I finally fit in and maybe relax like woo
Or would you feel lost without me?
Cause honestly, I think the world is better off without me
And my mind's spinning, this is the line finish
Truth is, I don't care how they feel about my feelings
I made up my mind, I'm going out like Robin Williams
I guess I'm not the Ordinary People of John Legend
And I've been suicidal since the day I was nine, shit
Okay, the day I was nine
I've been tired of being bullied, couldn't stay out the fire
Grandma told me I should take it one day at a time
And damn it, look at me now, fuck
Fuck, pens runnin' out
Shit, fu- *sigh*
*scrapping paper*
Look, just know it's a new day
But if you reading this
Then it's probably too late! *gunshot*

Just make sure you tell my family
It's okay, I'm sorry
But it's too late, I'm sorry
So much weighing on me
I don't wanna live to see another day, I'm sorry
But I can't stay, I'm sorry
So much weighing on me
Just make sure you tell my family
It's okay, I'm sorry
But it's too late, I'm sorry
So much weighing on me
I don't wanna live to see another day, I'm sorry
But I can't stay, I'm sorry
So much weighing on me

I hope you got what you wanted
I hope you finally happy
It's too late for you
Been going out of my mind
You don't know how many times that I done prayed for you
I hope you hear me, goddamn it
Cause I got so much shit that I wanna say to you
I used to shine, now I'm all in the dark
I remember I used to tell you to follow your heart
But goddamn it, look at you now, it's all of your fault
How could you?
Maybe it's my fault
I shoulda paid more attention to what you been doing
Maybe I should have been more of an influence
I can't believe that you're dead, I fu-
I read your letter and all I could do is have mixed feelings about it
But I'll forever be attached to you, damn
Part of me feels bad for you
A part of me feels like you weak and I'm mad at you
And I don't mean to be insensitive
But I don't understand how we couldn't prevent this shit
You took the easy way out
Goddamn it, you dead
I mean, look what you did
I'm so fucking upset, how could you be so selfish?
Nigga, how could you be so selfish?
Now you're gone, you done left me so helpless
I wonder what God thinks
I hope you in God's place behaving yourself
Yo, what the fuck you gotta say for yourself? (say for yourself)
Look, I really feel lost without you
I hate the fact you think the world is better off without you
And my mind's spinning, this is the line finish
Truth is, I don't care how you feel about my feelings
And I'd be lying to you if I told you I'm fine, listen
I know that you can hear me, all I need is like five minutes
I just wanna reach inside the casket and pull you out
I'm sorry this isn't something that we both could figure out
I wish I could hear you now
Is your soul missing?
I wonder if you could do it again, would you do it different?
Tell me what death is like
Was it meant for you, brodie?
Did the heaven support it?
Are you fucking happy now?
Did you get what you wanted?
Isn't this what you wanted?
I feel the temperature falling
And you've been suicidal back day you were nine?
Yeah, even back then, you was nine
We was living on the edge, couldn't stay out the fire
Grandma told us we should take it one day at a time
And damn it, look at you now
Shit, but it's a new day
And if you can't hear me, it's probably too late
FUCK

Just make sure you tell my family
It's okay, I'm sorry
But it's too late, I'm sorry
So much weighing on me
I don't wanna live to see another day, I'm sorry
But I can't stay, I'm sorry
So much weighing on me
Just make sure you tell my family
It's okay, I'm sorry
But it's too late, I'm sorry
So much weighing on me
I don't wanna live to see another day, I'm sorry
But I can't stay, I'm sorry
So much weighing on me
Just make sure you tell my family
It's okay, I'm sorry
But it's too late, I'm sorry
So much weighing on me
I don't wanna live to see another day, I'm sorry
But I can't stay, I'm sorry
So much weighing on me
Just make sure you tell my family
It's okay, I'm sorry
But it's too late, I'm sorry
So much weighing on me
I don't wanna live to see another day, I'm sorry
But I can't stay, I'm sorry
So much weighing on me





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  1. K.... J....

    This made me cry. Once in like 10 years

  2. S.... R....

    Thank you

  3. T.... A....

    Honestly, I’ll be surprised if I make it another year. I can’t deal with this every night. Happy New Years.

  4. E.... H....

    Who here in 2020

  5. F.... G....

    SUICIDE IS BAD ASS - DANNY DAVITO

  6. e.... O....

    Sometimes this song makes me feel like finally going through with it, sometimes this song makes me feel like I cant go through with it. Existence is hurtful. If I ever do though, spread this message. This song is a gem.

  7. K.... ....

    2 hours until the new year and this is the song I had to go to clear my head, with all my medical issues I really just wish it would end for me.

  8. G.... 4....

    This hit hard

  9. R.... 2....

    Hey, its a new year, everyone here needs to make it to the next, if you need help, get it. YOU NEED TO BE HERE TOMORROW. DONT PUT THAT PAIN ON YOUR FAMILY.

  10. L.... K....

    2020 And I am still crying...

  11. A.... M....

    I am so sad. am still crying. I bett it was hard to get over that.If I was you I would thing about him.It is so hard to get over it.😭😭😢😢😭😭😢😢😭😭😭🙁☹

  12. S.... M....

    I really do think the world is better off without me been thinking that for awhile now

  13. J.... P....

    Thanks for playing me

  14. L.... Y....

    2020 and life still has no meaning

  15. H.... B....

    I swear Joyner a real as nigga that this world needs rn, he callin out everyone’s bullshit or he’s make you think about the other side of things, this nigga better not die on us cuz fr fr he speaks personally to the masses. I’ve been a fan of what his raps and intentions💯

  16. T.... S....

    Please help me

    T.... S....

    Yo I’m here

  17. J.... C....

    The greatest enemy is yourself

  18. Q.... B....

    my moms friend son commited suicide on xmas day

  19. s.... o....

    Depression is real and it can kill. Find help please!

  20. M.... ....

    Its like.. i try to spread wisdom and positivity. But depression always wins, and beats me down. I cant self diagnose, but i deal with all the signs and have suicidal thoughts frequently. I try to joke it off but eventually someone going to walk into me hanging.

  21. J.... R....

    People just don’t understand you can give them all the signs in the world , and people don’t see it until it’s too late. Why didn’t you tell anyone ? Because no one can truly understand . They don’t understand what it’s like to live like this day by day , and been going on few years until the right time , the right hour emerges , and at that moment it’s over. When it’s said and done, everybody wants to mourn for you, and cry but there was no one to cry with when you needed it.

    J.... R....

    Feel this way also

  22. L.... J....

    My sister called my sister at 4 in the after noon and she had drove herself into a river to drown herself to death so this hits me hard

  23. C.... t....

    seeing joyner walk in and see what happened fucked me up

  24. s.... V....

    31/12/2019 still fire as fuck

  25. E.... L....

    If you ever feel this way. Please, get help. It’s not healthy, and I wouldn’t want anyone to be hurt or kill themselves. Too many do kill themselves. There are people who care. Keep your head up and please stay strong. You matter, you could change the world. Don’t give up. Be good people everyone ♥️💪🏽

  26. S.... ....

    Just lost someone close, to say it’s devastating is an understatement. I’m so broken and so many questions to why and what they were thinking in the final hours- I pray for her soul but just never want anyone to feel this pain ..:(

  27. D.... ....

    Song hits different when u the one that don’t wanna see the rest of life

    D.... ....

    yo man, everything gets better. no matter how bad everything seems, how shitty everyone is to you, theres a reason god put you here and its not to die. every single person on the planet has a purpose and is a good person but only when others bring them down are they changed.

  28. J.... B....

    how could you dislike this?

  29. G.... A....

    These words🙀

  30. L.... P....

    Logic's song isn't such a big thing compared to this

  31. L.... J....

    Hits differently after Etika's death.

  32. J.... H....

    i cry every time i watch this music video

  33. a.... O....

    This song hits hard never knew this is how my dad felt😞😭😢😭😭💔

  34. �.... �....

    What does it mean when you dont have depression but you’re depressed and suicidal

    �.... �....

    If you're depressed and suicidal that means you have depression

    �.... �....

    Gavin Bryce but I don’t have depression

  35. T.... B....

    STILL PAIN🔥🔥😔 REST UP MA HOMIES I KNOW Y’ALL COULDN’T STAY NO LONGER BUT WATCH OVER US👆🏾

  36. Z.... S....

    Who else is still crying to this

  37. D.... I....

    Who thought this song was made in 2019?

  38. T.... g....

    ts never worth it

  39. R.... L....

    Suicide without a good reason is meh. That's how most people do it but when a girl lies to you about her age when your 18 and ruins your life. I'd say that's a pretty good one.

  40. c.... u....

    i love joyner <3

  41. A.... D....

    I want a chance to thank Joyner personally, I was in a dark place, but his songs made me realize that life gets better, just to keep my head up

  42. S.... S....

    4:22 his faith is questioned here, i have seen holy men ask god why such pain exist... sadly, its never answered.

  43. A.... W....

    Funny how mom will never feel the pain on my shoulders. You gave me this pain. And let me standing holding and dealing alone. Thanks

  44. R.... C....

    My sister just killed herself 2 days ago that’s why I’m here and this song is touching me in a whole other way rn

  45. c.... ....

    this song hit different at 3am when your sad asf.

  46. M.... W....

    Sadly this stuff happens everyday😢

  47. S.... S....

    Hit's different when he said "They don't know what it's like like this pretending I'm happy so I can smile like this
    and laugh like you"

  48. A.... R....

    lost my friend 2 days ago grew up w her ,, dis song be hitting different now ..

  49. R.... ....

    My brother is blind from shooting him self fortunately he survived

  50. F.... C....

    I feel the same way 😭

  51. L.... G....

    I wish I was dead because I have fucked up everything in my life and the world would be better off without me.
    All my family hates me and i know because they told me I'm done and I wish I had the strength to fight

    L.... G....

    Do whatever you can to stay grounded. I too a lot of the time feel like every opportunity I get I mess up a lot of the time. If no one's there remember this comment if it will help any. I wish you well.

  52. S.... ....

    The hard realization that you're choosing to live because of the guilt rather than the want.

  53. A.... S....

    😔😷

  54. T.... H....

    Please check on your people and be there for them we never know what people be going through in their head..😞

  55. V.... C....

    We gon be alright😔💔

  56. M.... ....

    Greatest.

  57. S.... N....

    Why Joyner look like he getting his booty snatched in the video clip...... lol

    S.... N....

    Why is it funny you little fuck grow up

    S.... N....

    @PengCFW Services 💯

  58. 1.... T....

    So fucking talented man

  59. C.... ....

    Amazing Artist

  60. N.... Q....

    Never cried so hard watchin a music video ever. . joyner you are truly iconic and hands down one of the BEST

  61. D.... ....

    My first song from Joyner lucas was Ross Capachioni

    D.... ....

    DankSniperBoss same

  62. B.... L....

    Alright people before u comment about ur depression. I want u ask yourself "Am I actually depressed or am i just doing it because it glorified so much these days. Because i went through a point where i thought I was depressed but turns out i realized that i wasn't and i just tried to do that because it's so glorified

    B.... L....

    Big LunchBox let people have their own feelings

    B.... L....

    @dab dav you know all those idiots who show that they slit their wrist and film it
    They are doing for attention im warning people to not become that

    B.... L....

    Big LunchBox people do that when they need attention because lots of times they never get attention

    B.... L....

    @dab dav not true at all

    B.... L....

    Big LunchBox stfu how old is u

  63. M.... S....

    I’m sorry I had a close friend who’s son told her the last week of his life that Mom I can’t stop drinking

  64. T.... M....

    just.....damn

  65. F.... A....

    Most dont know what it can cause and how it feels to finally just give up and then actually hang yourself from a cable and fade out to nothingness just to all of the sudden feel not your body but your form like its taking off like a rocket and right back into your body laying lifeless on the ground and then coming back to consciousness or alive not sure ill never know then instantly jump straight to your feet gasping for air and panic from confusion then your confusion turns into your memory coming back and realizing that you had just hung yourself thinking it was the end cause you just knew nobody would find you to save you from escaping misery pain and loneliness and then you notice somebody leaned up against a wall knees to their chest head between their legs crying because they were too late to save you because they found you struggled to untie the cable then try to give you cpr when they only have seen cpr performed in movies or tv then you recognize who it is the one person you didnt want to find you like that you chose a spot that nobody you know especially this person who your watching cry so hard that they are looking at you telling them im sorry im so sorry and then you hate yourself even more and decide to go on in pain and depressed as well completely lonely with no family no place in the world and doing it because you feel you deserve to suffer even more because you failed to keep the one person you never wanted to hurt probably one of the most fucked up moments in their lives a burning image of your lifeless body after trying to do everything they can think of to desperately try save you after taking what seemed like an eternity to get the cable untied thats holding every bit of your limp body weight by your neck somehow after what was told to you about five minutes after trying everything to bring you back you just jump straight up off the ground and to add to the guilt you feel and the embarrassment of having to have marks around your neck for a long time that were extremely obvious what they were caused by the way people looked at them and how it made people afraid to be in your life because you might try again nobody wants to hurt sometimes so nobody else hurts you have to endure the pain because you dont want them in pain life isnt fair it never will be problems dont always get resolved being broken doesnt always have a fairy tale repair things dont always get better with time all you can do is let it kill you or learn to make pain and misery feel normal there really isnt a happy ending here in this comment no story of how things got better just truth that some dont ever see

  66. F.... 7....

    Feels i don’t wanna be here anymore I’m done the 1st verse is exactly how i feel its too late

  67. F.... A....

    Who tha fuck is logic?

  68. V.... s....

    Maybe u dont listen to music it listens to u

  69. L.... Z....

    When you wake up and you arent dead yet..
    Fucking sucks

  70. M.... p....

    Every one of your songs have a message to it 😭🥺

  71. A.... R....

    Go ahead and call me a coward and say I'm not strong
    Because I'm not like you
    Go ahead and call me crazy cause I live in a maze
    Tell me how about you?
    I think I live in my head, sometimes I think that I'm dead
    I hide behind my youth
    No, I been losing my mind and I'm a little behind
    Step inside my shoes
    Cause I've never been happy with myself
    And I don't need no one feeling bad for me
    Trying to offer me pity and throw jabs at me
    Wanna give me advice and then laugh at me
    Behind closed doors
    Just close the door, let me be by myself
    Just me and myself
    I'm tired of living, I cry, I hear it's easy to die
    I wanna see for myself
    And I know that sounds crazy to everyone else
    But I'm depressed as fuck
    Stressed as fuck
    Ain't no medicine that could cure what's the test as drugs
    I mean, I need extra love
    And that ain't even enough
    'Said that ain't even enough
    And where the fuck is God? (God, god)
    Damn, maybe I ain't believing enough
    And today we gonna see if he's real
    And if he is, I guess I'm probably going to hell
    Look, I ain't wanna die like this
    I ain't picture my life like this
    They don't know what it's like like this
    Pretending I'm happy so I can smile like this
    And laugh like you
    Sometimes I wonder if I ever act like you
    Could I finally fit in and maybe relax like woo
    Or would you feel lost without me?
    Cause honestly, I think the world is better off without me
    And my mind's spinning, this is the line finish
    Truth is, I don't care how they feel about my feelings
    I made up my mind, I'm going out like Robin Williams
    I guess I'm not the Ordinary People of John Legend
    And I've been suicidal since the day I was nine, shit
    Okay, the day I was nine
    I've been tired of being bullied, cuz, stay out the fire
    Grandma told me I should take it one day at a time
    And damn it, look at me now, fuck
    Fuck, pens runnin' out
    Shit, fu- *sigh*
    *scrapping paper*
    Look, just know it's a new day
    But if you reading this
    Then it's probably too late! *gunshot*
    Just make sure you tell my family
    It's okay, I'm sorry
    But it's too late, I'm sorry
    So much weighing on me
    I don't wanna live to see another day, I'm sorry
    But I can't stay, I'm sorry
    So much weighing on me
    Just make sure you tell my family
    It's okay, I'm sorry
    But it's too late, I'm sorry
    So much weighing on me
    I don't wanna live to see another day, I'm sorry
    But I can't stay, I'm sorry
    So much weighing on me
    I hope you got what you wanted
    I hope you finally happy
    It's too late for you
    Been going out of my mind
    You don't know how many times that I done prayed for you
    I hope you hear me, goddamn it
    Cause I got so much shit that I wanna say to you
    I used to shine, now I'm all in the dark
    I remember I used to tell you to follow your heart
    But goddamn it, look at you now, it's all of your fault
    How could you?
    Maybe it's my fault
    I shoulda paid more attention to what you been doing
    Maybe I should have been more of an influence
    I can't believe that you're dead, I fu-
    I read your letter and all I could do is have mixed feelings about it
    But I'll forever be attached to you, damn
    Part of me feels bad for you
    A part of me feels like you weak and I'm mad at you
    And I don't mean to be insensitive
    But I don't understand how we couldn't prevent this shit
    You took the easy way out
    Goddamn it, you dead
    I mean, look what you did
    I'm so fucking upset, how could you be so selfish?
    Nigga, how could you be so selfish?
    Now you're gone, you done left me so helpless
    I wonder what God thinks
    I hope you in God's place behaving yourself
    Yo, what the fuck you gotta say for yourself? (say for yourself)
    Look, I really feel lost without you
    I hate the fact you think the world is better off without you
    And my mind's spinning, this is the line finish
    Truth is, I don't care how you feel about my feelings
    And I'd be lying to you if I told you I'm fine, listen
    I know that you can hear me, all I need is like five minutes
    I just wanna reach inside the casket and pull you out
    I'm sorry this isn't something that we both could figure out
    I wish I could hear you now
    Is your soul missing?
    I wonder if you could do it again, would you do it different?
    Tell me what death is like
    Was it meant for you, brodie?
    Did the heaven support it?
    Are you fucking happy now?
    Did you get what you wanted?
    Isn't this what you wanted?
    I feel the temperature falling
    And you've been suicidal back day you were nine?
    Yeah, even back then, you was nine
    We was living on the edge, couldn't stay out the fire
    Grandma told us we should take it one day at a time
    And damn it, look at you now
    Shit, but it's a new day
    And if you can't hear me, it's probably too late
    FUCK
    Just make sure you tell my family
    It's okay, I'm sorry
    But it's too late, I'm sorry
    So much weighing on me
    I don't wanna live to see another day, I'm sorry
    But I can't stay, I'm sorry
    So much weighing on me
    Just make sure you tell my family
    It's okay, I'm sorry
    But it's too late, I'm sorry
    So much weighing on me
    I don't wanna live to see another day, I'm sorry
    But I can't stay, I'm sorry
    So much weighing on me
    Just make sure you tell my family
    It's okay, I'm sorry
    But it's too late, I'm sorry
    So much weighing on me
    I don't wanna live to see another day, I'm sorry
    But I can't stay, I'm sorry
    So much weighing on me
    Just make sure you tell my family
    It's okay, I'm sorry
    But it's too late, I'm sorry
    So much weighing on me
    I don't wanna live to see another day, I'm sorry
    But I can't stay, I'm sorry
    So much weighing on me

  72. V.... R....

    I would of had depression but my dog chico saved my life had him for my first 13 years of life been hard without him bc he died a few months ago and the extra love is what held me up in school and stuff now I just cry my self to sleep every night and I'm always pissed off the only reason I'm here is to help one of my friends with his depression and on top of everything else my cousin xavier keeps trying to over dose himself to death

  73. V.... R....

    Compared to logics song this is like 10x better

  74. C.... B....

    Damn!!! You're extremely talented! I'm not gonna lie I cried like a baby just now! The fact that you can make me do that with just a song, is, just, WOW! You've got a new fan.

  75. J.... M....

    Go ahead and call me a coward and say I'm not strong
    Because I'm not like you
    Go ahead and call me crazy cause I live in a maze
    Tell me how about you?
    I think I live in my head, sometimes I think that I'm dead
    I hide behind my youth
    No, I been losing my mind and I'm a little behind
    Step inside my shoes
    Cause I've never been happy with myself
    And I don't need no one feeling bad for me
    Trying to offer me pity and throw jabs at me
    Wanna give me advice and then laugh at me
    Behind closed doors
    Just close the door, let me be by myself
    Just me and myself
    I'm tired of living, I cry, I hear it's easy to die
    I wanna see for myself
    And I know that sounds crazy to everyone else
    But I'm depressed as fuck
    Stressed as fuck
    Ain't no medicine that could cure what's the test as drugs
    I mean, I need extra love
    And that ain't even enough
    'Said that ain't even enough
    And where the fuck is God? (God, god)
    Damn, maybe I ain't believing enough
    And today we gonna see if he's real
    And if he is, I guess I'm probably going to hell
    Look, I ain't wanna die like this
    I ain't picture my life like this
    They don't know what it's like like this
    Pretending I'm happy so I can smile like this
    And laugh like you
    Sometimes I wonder if I ever act like you
    Could I finally fit in and maybe relax like woo
    Or would you feel lost without me?
    Cause honestly, I think the world is better off without me
    And my mind's spinning, this is the line finish
    Truth is, I don't care how they feel about my feelings
    I made up my mind, I'm going out like Robin Williams
    I guess I'm not the Ordinary People of John Legend
    And I've been suicidal since the day I was nine, shit
    Okay, the day I was nine
    I've been tired of being bullied, cuz, stay out the fire
    Grandma told me I should take it one day at a time
    And damn it, look at me now, fuck
    Fuck, pens runnin' out
    Shit, fu- *sigh*
    *scrapping paper*
    Look, just know it's a new day
    But if you reading this
    Then it's probably too late! *gunshot*

    Just make sure you tell my family
    It's okay, I'm sorry
    But it's too late, I'm sorry
    So much weighing on me
    I don't wanna live to see another day, I'm sorry
    But I can't stay, I'm sorry
    So much weighing on me
    Just make sure you tell my family
    It's okay, I'm sorry
    But it's too late, I'm sorry
    So much weighing on me
    I don't wanna live to see another day, I'm sorry
    But I can't stay, I'm sorry
    So much weighing on me

    I hope you got what you wanted
    I hope you finally happy
    It's too late for you
    Been going out of my mind
    You don't know how many times that I done prayed for you
    I hope you hear me, goddamn it
    Cause I got so much shit that I wanna say to you
    I used to shine, now I'm all in the dark
    I remember I used to tell you to follow your heart
    But goddamn it, look at you now, it's all of your fault
    How could you?
    Maybe it's my fault
    I shoulda paid more attention to what you been doing
    Maybe I should have been more of an influence
    I can't believe that you're dead, I fu-
    I read your letter and all I could do is have mixed feelings about it
    But I'll forever be attached to you, damn
    Part of me feels bad for you
    A part of me feels like you weak and I'm mad at you
    And I don't mean to be insensitive
    But I don't understand how we couldn't prevent this shit
    You took the easy way out
    Goddamn it, you dead
    I mean, look what you did
    I'm so fucking upset, how could you be so selfish?
    Nigga, how could you be so selfish?
    Now you're gone, you done left me so helpless
    I wonder what God thinks
    I hope you in God's place behaving yourself
    Yo, what the fuck you gotta say for yourself? (say for yourself)
    Look, I really feel lost without you
    I hate the fact you think the world is better off without you
    And my mind's spinning, this is the line finish
    Truth is, I don't care how you feel about my feelings
    And I'd be lying to you if I told you I'm fine, listen
    I know that you can hear me, all I need is like five minutes
    I just wanna reach inside the casket and pull you out
    I'm sorry this isn't something that we both could figure out
    I wish I could hear you now
    Is your soul missing?
    I wonder if you could do it again, would you do it different?
    Tell me what death is like
    Was it meant for you, brodie?
    Did the heaven support it?
    Are you fucking happy now?
    Did you get what you wanted?
    Isn't this what you wanted?
    I feel the temperature falling
    And you've been suicidal back day you were nine?
    Yeah, even back then, you was nine
    We was living on the edge, couldn't stay out the fire
    Grandma told us we should take it one day at a time
    And damn it, look at you now
    Shit, but it's a new day
    And if you can't hear me, it's probably too late
    FUCK

    Just make sure you tell my family
    It's okay, I'm sorry
    But it's too late, I'm sorry
    So much weighing on me
    I don't wanna live to see another day, I'm sorry
    But I can't stay, I'm sorry
    So much weighing on me
    Just make sure you tell my family
    It's okay, I'm sorry
    But it's too late, I'm sorry
    So much weighing on me
    I don't wanna live to see another day, I'm sorry
    But I can't stay, I'm sorry
    So much weighing on me
    Just make sure you tell my family
    It's okay, I'm sorry
    But it's too late, I'm sorry
    So much weighing on me
    I don't wanna live to see another day, I'm sorry
    But I can't stay, I'm sorry
    So much weighing on me
    Just make sure you tell my family
    It's okay, I'm sorry
    But it's too late, I'm sorry
    So much weighing on me
    I don't wanna live to see another day, I'm sorry
    But I can't stay, I'm sorry
    So much weighing on me

  76. K.... ....

    This is how my pops went out, check on your loved ones. This song hit hard. If you reading this and your in a bad spot mentally reach out for help because you may not be able to see it but I'm sure you will be missed by someone and that pain caused by death is not reversible. I'll forever be sending positive vibes and hope to the silent strugglers.

  77. T.... ....

    I felt every bit of this

  78. C.... A....

    i get goosebumps every time he yells fuck at the end. that part gets me

  79. J.... S....

    If you're reading this, you matter.

  80. M.... H....

    I love the fact that this song shows both sides of what suicide causes for others and its victim

  81. B.... V....

    My sister committed suicide four years ago. When he's talking to him in the coffin I swear I relate so much

    B.... V....

    Breanna Vines you ok?

    B.... V....

    @dab dav yeah I'm good. Thank you for asking.

    B.... V....

    Sorry for your loss I feel your pain

    B.... V....

    @Meme World thank you

    B.... V....

    I could never imagine that. I’m so sorry.

  82. S.... B....

    Lost my baby bro my best friend a few months back shit hurts the scene when he in the casket exactly how it feels mad sad bunch of mixed emotions all at once...

  83. h.... m....

    This song shows how much we have lost our compassion! A human is worth a human!

  84. j.... h....

    How TF and i repeat how TF can you dislike this song it help many people who are going through depression and suicidal thoughts and im one currently going this stage. For the 16 thousand peolpe who disliked this song........ WHAT the hell is wrong with you, if you didnt think the song was all that dont dislike it just leave it where it stands to remain helping people like damn you must not understand stand the pain we fucking go through fr

  85. m.... i....

    Why doesn’t this song have a billion view a lot of people can relate to this song it’s so deep even when your not sad it will put u thru a endless pain I hope everyone who’s going thru this finds help or peace with there heart and life

  86. D.... C....

    Since the day you were 9! That shit hits deep everytime. It gets harder each day! I'll tell you this though if I can do it you can. Fight the fight the world is better with you in it!

  87. E.... D....

    It hits hard but I guess not hard enough this time. Good luck to everyone on your paths through life. Goodbye

    E.... D....

    Wait... Don't if that's what u mean

  88. J.... D....

    Im
    Leaving
    This
    World
    After I here this song...



    Goodbye to ones who left me behind leave the memories at the door like i was left to be alone in not a coward in just doing them ppl a favor

    J.... D....

    Talk to me if you need help... please I have a lot of experience helping people in this state and all of them have survived so far, please respond and talk and tell me everything you want to. I can help you are worth it and a lot of people care about you.

    J.... D....

    Joseph Diaz I’m sorry... I’m sorry you feel that way. I’m not saying I know what you’re going through, but I have felt that way about myself and my own situations in the past. It gets better. It does. Even if it doesn’t seem that way. What I want the most right now, is for you to realize that you have my support, and that even though I don’t mean a lot to you, you can find support that does around you. It can be hard to see, but please just ask. I wish the best for you

    J.... D....

    Pls don't

    J.... D....

    Lego figure 360 that is not gonna help give him a reason

  89. C.... I....

    Bro this song made me cry so much I haven’t cry this much ever

  90. C.... M....

    Why is there a phone number there

    C.... M....

    Corey Mac I believe it is suicide helpine

    C.... M....

    redxfishy it is

    C.... M....

    Aniyah Smith ok

  91. n.... s....

    Go ahead and call me a coward and say I'm not strong
    Because I'm not like you
    Go ahead and call me crazy cause I live in a maze
    Tell me how about you?
    I think I live in my head, sometimes I think that I'm dead
    I hide behind my youth
    No, I been losing my mind and I'm a little behind
    Step inside my shoes
    Cause I've never been happy with myself
    And I don't need no one feeling bad for me
    Trying to offer me pity and throw jabs at me
    Wanna give me advice and then laugh at me
    Behind closed doors
    Just close the door, let me be by myself
    Just me and myself
    I'm tired of living, I cry, I hear it's easy to die
    I wanna see for myself
    And I know that sounds crazy to everyone else
    But I'm depressed as fuck
    Stressed as fuck
    Ain't no medicine that could cure what's the test as drugs
    I mean, I need extra love
    And that ain't even enough
    'Said that ain't even enough
    And where the fuck is God? (God, god)
    Damn, maybe I ain't believing enough
    And today we gonna see if he's real
    And if he is, I guess I'm probably going to hell
    Look, I ain't wanna die like this
    I ain't picture my life like this
    They don't know what it's like like this
    Pretending I'm happy so I can smile like this
    And laugh like you
    Sometimes I wonder if I ever act like you
    Could I finally fit in and maybe relax like woo
    Or would you feel lost without me?
    Cause honestly, I think the world is better off without me
    And my mind's spinning, this is the line finish
    Truth is, I don't care how they feel about my feelings
    I made up my mind, I'm going out like Robin Williams
    I guess I'm not the Ordinary People of John Legend
    And I've been suicidal since the day I was nine, shit
    Okay, the day I was nine
    I've been tired of being bullied, cuz, stay out the fire
    Grandma told me I should take it one day at a time
    And damn it, look at me now, fuck
    Fuck, pens runnin' out
    Shit, fu- *sigh*
    *scrapping paper*
    Look, just know it's a new day
    But if you reading this
    Then it's probably too late! *gunshot*
    Just make sure you tell my family
    It's okay, I'm sorry
    But it's too late, I'm sorry
    So much weighing on me
    I don't wanna live to see another day, I'm sorry
    But I can't stay, I'm sorry
    So much weighing on me
    Just make sure you tell my family
    It's okay, I'm sorry
    But it's too late, I'm sorry
    So much weighing on me
    I don't wanna live to see another day, I'm sorry
    But I can't stay, I'm sorry
    So much weighing on me
    I hope you got what you wanted
    I hope you finally happy
    It's too late for you
    Been going out of my mind
    You don't know how many times that I done prayed for you
    I hope you hear me, goddamn it
    Cause I got so much shit that I wanna say to you
    I used to shine, now I'm all in the dark
    I remember I used to tell you to follow your heart
    But goddamn it, look at you now, it's all of your fault
    How could you?
    Maybe it's my fault
    I shoulda paid more attention to what you been doing
    Maybe I should have been more of an influence
    I can't believe that you're dead, I fu-
    I read your letter and all I could do is have mixed feelings about it
    But I'll forever be attached to you, damn
    Part of me feels bad for you
    A part of me feels like you weak and I'm mad at you
    And I don't mean to be insensitive
    But I don't understand how we couldn't prevent this shit
    You took the easy way out
    Goddamn it, you dead
    I mean, look what you did
    I'm so fucking upset, how could you be so selfish?
    Nigga, how could you be so selfish?
    Now you're gone, you done left me so helpless
    I wonder what God thinks
    I hope you in God's place behaving yourself
    Yo, what the fuck you gotta say for yourself? (say for yourself)
    Look, I really feel lost without you
    I hate the fact you think the world is better off without you
    And my mind's spinning, this is the line finish
    Truth is, I don't care how you feel about my feelings
    And I'd be lying to you if I told you I'm fine, listen
    I know that you can hear me, all I need is like five minutes
    I just wanna reach inside the casket and pull you out
    I'm sorry this isn't something that we both could figure out
    I wish I could hear you now
    Is your soul missing?
    I wonder if you could do it again, would you do it different?
    Tell me what death is like
    Was it meant for you, brodie?
    Did the heaven support it?
    Are you fucking happy now?
    Did you get what you wanted?
    Isn't this what you wanted?
    I feel the temperature falling
    And you've been suicidal back day you were nine?
    Yeah, even back then, you was nine
    We was living on the edge, couldn't stay out the fire
    Grandma told us we should take it one day at a time
    And damn it, look at you now
    Shit, but it's a new day
    And if you can't hear me, it's probably too late
    FUCK
    Just make sure you tell my family
    It's okay, I'm sorry
    But it's too late, I'm sorry
    So much weighing on me
    I don't wanna live to see another day, I'm sorry
    But I can't stay, I'm sorry
    So much weighing on me
    Just make sure you tell my family
    It's okay, I'm sorry
    But it's too late, I'm sorry
    So much weighing on me
    I don't wanna live to see another day, I'm sorry
    But I can't stay, I'm sorry
    So much weighing on me
    Just make sure you tell my family
    It's okay, I'm sorry
    But it's too late, I'm sorry
    So much weighing on me
    I don't wanna live to see another day, I'm sorry
    But I can't stay, I'm sorry
    So much weighing on me
    Just make sure you tell my family
    It's okay, I'm sorry
    But it's too late, I'm sorry
    So much weighing on me
    I don't wanna live to see another day, I'm sorry
    But I can't stay, I'm sorry
    So much weighing on me

  92. X.... -....

    This reminds me of Chester. I miss him shot himself because he was losing his mind. This ain’t the way to be put out. You don’t commit suicide. You will go to hell. Don’t take the easy way out.

  93. f.... b....

    Only in Hip hop where u can hear the truth it's big than life

  94. F.... ....

    like if listening to in 2020

  95. M.... X....

    Shit hit hard when it was your brother that ended his life. Still won’t get over it. RIP Alwaya bro 1800

  96. X.... ....

    This just hit different 🥺😢