Joyner Lucas - Sorry Lyrics
Go ahead and call me a coward and say I'm not strong
Because I'm not like you
Go ahead and call me crazy cause I live in a maze
Tell me how about you?
I think I live in my head, sometimes I think that I'm dead
No, I been losing my mind and I'm a little behind
Step inside my shoes
Cause I've never been happy with myself
And I don't need no one feeling bad for me
Trying to offer me pity and throw jabs at me
Wanna give me advice and then laugh at me
Behind closed doors
Just close the door, let me be by myself
Just me and myself
I'm tired of living, I cry, I hear it's easy to die
And I know that sounds crazy to everyone else
But I'm depressed as fuck
Stressed as fuck
Ain't no medicine that could cure what's the test as drugs
I mean, I need extra love
And that ain't even enough
'Said that ain't even enough
And where the fuck is God? (God, god)
Damn, maybe I ain't believing enough
And today we gonna see if he's real
And if he is, I guess I'm probably going to hell
Look, I ain't wanna die like this
I ain't picture my life like this
They don't know what it's like like this
Pretending I'm happy so I can smile like this
And laugh like you
Sometimes I wonder if I ever act like you
Could I finally fit in and maybe relax like woo
Or would you feel lost without me?
Cause honestly, I think the world is better off without me
And my mind's spinning, this is the line finish
Truth is, I don't care how they feel about my feelings
I made up my mind, I'm going out like Robin Williams
I guess I'm not the Ordinary People of John Legend
And I've been suicidal since the day I was nine, shit
Okay, the day I was nine
I've been tired of being bullied, couldn't stay out the fire
Grandma told me I should take it one day at a time
And damn it, look at me now, fuck
Fuck, pens runnin' out
Shit, fu- *sigh*
*scrapping paper*
Look, just know it's a new day
But if you reading this
Then it's probably too late! *gunshot*
Just make sure you tell my family
It's okay, I'm sorry
But it's too late, I'm sorry
So much weighing on me
I don't wanna live to see another day, I'm sorry
But I can't stay, I'm sorry
So much weighing on me
Just make sure you tell my family
It's okay, I'm sorry
But it's too late, I'm sorry
So much weighing on me
I don't wanna live to see another day, I'm sorry
But I can't stay, I'm sorry
So much weighing on me
I hope you got what you wanted
I hope you finally happy
It's too late for you
Been going out of my mind
You don't know how many times that I done prayed for you
I hope you hear me, goddamn it
Cause I got so much shit that I wanna say to you
I used to shine, now I'm all in the dark
I remember I used to tell you to follow your heart
But goddamn it, look at you now, it's all of your fault
How could you?
Maybe it's my fault
I shoulda paid more attention to what you been doing
Maybe I should have been more of an influence
I can't believe that you're dead, I fu-
I read your letter and all I could do is have mixed feelings about it
But I'll forever be attached to you, damn
Part of me feels bad for you
A part of me feels like you weak and I'm mad at you
And I don't mean to be insensitive
But I don't understand how we couldn't prevent this shit
You took the easy way out
Goddamn it, you dead
I mean, look what you did
I'm so fucking upset, how could you be so selfish?
Nigga, how could you be so selfish?
Now you're gone, you done left me so helpless
I wonder what God thinks
I hope you in God's place behaving yourself
Yo, what the fuck you gotta say for yourself? (say for yourself)
Look, I really feel lost without you
I hate the fact you think the world is better off without you
And my mind's spinning, this is the line finish
Truth is, I don't care how you feel about my feelings
And I'd be lying to you if I told you I'm fine, listen
I know that you can hear me, all I need is like five minutes
I just wanna reach inside the casket and pull you out
I'm sorry this isn't something that we both could figure out
I wish I could hear you now
Is your soul missing?
I wonder if you could do it again, would you do it different?
Tell me what death is like
Was it meant for you, brodie?
Did the heaven support it?
Are you fucking happy now?
Did you get what you wanted?
Isn't this what you wanted?
I feel the temperature falling
And you've been suicidal back day you were nine?
Yeah, even back then, you was nine
We was living on the edge, couldn't stay out the fire
Grandma told us we should take it one day at a time
And damn it, look at you now
Shit, but it's a new day
And if you can't hear me, it's probably too late
FUCK
Just make sure you tell my family
It's okay, I'm sorry
But it's too late, I'm sorry
So much weighing on me
I don't wanna live to see another day, I'm sorry
But I can't stay, I'm sorry
So much weighing on me
Just make sure you tell my family
It's okay, I'm sorry
But it's too late, I'm sorry
So much weighing on me
I don't wanna live to see another day, I'm sorry
But I can't stay, I'm sorry
So much weighing on me
Just make sure you tell my family
It's okay, I'm sorry
But it's too late, I'm sorry
So much weighing on me
I don't wanna live to see another day, I'm sorry
But I can't stay, I'm sorry
So much weighing on me
Just make sure you tell my family
It's okay, I'm sorry
But it's too late, I'm sorry
So much weighing on me
I don't wanna live to see another day, I'm sorry
But I can't stay, I'm sorry
So much weighing on me
Other Lyrics by Artist
- Joyner Lucas - Zeze Freestyle
- Joyner Lucas - Fuck Your Feelings
- Joyner Lucas - Frozen
- Joyner Lucas - DNA. (Remix)
- Joyner Lucas - Bank Account (Remix)
- Joyner Lucas - Back Words
- Joyner Lucas - Just Let Go
- Joyner Lucas - ISIS
- Joyner Lucas - I Love
- Joyner Lucas - Devil's Work
- Joyner Lucas - Broke And Stupid
- Joyner Lucas - ADHD
- Joyner Lucas - 10 Bands
- Joyner Lucas - One Lonely Night
- Joyner Lucas - Gucci Gang (Remix)
- Joyner Lucas - Happy Birthday
- Joyner Lucas - I Don't Die
- Joyner Lucas - Words With Friends
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Joyner Lucas Sorry Comments
This made me cry. Once in like 10 years
Thank you
Honestly, I’ll be surprised if I make it another year. I can’t deal with this every night. Happy New Years.
Who here in 2020
SUICIDE IS BAD ASS - DANNY DAVITO
Sometimes this song makes me feel like finally going through with it, sometimes this song makes me feel like I cant go through with it. Existence is hurtful. If I ever do though, spread this message. This song is a gem.
2 hours until the new year and this is the song I had to go to clear my head, with all my medical issues I really just wish it would end for me.
This hit hard
Hey, its a new year, everyone here needs to make it to the next, if you need help, get it. YOU NEED TO BE HERE TOMORROW. DONT PUT THAT PAIN ON YOUR FAMILY.
2020 And I am still crying...
I am so sad. am still crying. I bett it was hard to get over that.If I was you I would thing about him.It is so hard to get over it.😭😭😢😢😭😭😢😢😭😭😭🙁☹
I really do think the world is better off without me been thinking that for awhile now
Thanks for playing me
2020 and life still has no meaning
I swear Joyner a real as nigga that this world needs rn, he callin out everyone’s bullshit or he’s make you think about the other side of things, this nigga better not die on us cuz fr fr he speaks personally to the masses. I’ve been a fan of what his raps and intentions💯
Please help me
Yo I’m here
The greatest enemy is yourself
my moms friend son commited suicide on xmas day
Depression is real and it can kill. Find help please!
Its like.. i try to spread wisdom and positivity. But depression always wins, and beats me down. I cant self diagnose, but i deal with all the signs and have suicidal thoughts frequently. I try to joke it off but eventually someone going to walk into me hanging.
People just don’t understand you can give them all the signs in the world , and people don’t see it until it’s too late. Why didn’t you tell anyone ? Because no one can truly understand . They don’t understand what it’s like to live like this day by day , and been going on few years until the right time , the right hour emerges , and at that moment it’s over. When it’s said and done, everybody wants to mourn for you, and cry but there was no one to cry with when you needed it.
Feel this way also
My sister called my sister at 4 in the after noon and she had drove herself into a river to drown herself to death so this hits me hard
seeing joyner walk in and see what happened fucked me up
31/12/2019 still fire as fuck
If you ever feel this way. Please, get help. It’s not healthy, and I wouldn’t want anyone to be hurt or kill themselves. Too many do kill themselves. There are people who care. Keep your head up and please stay strong. You matter, you could change the world. Don’t give up. Be good people everyone ♥️💪🏽
Just lost someone close, to say it’s devastating is an understatement. I’m so broken and so many questions to why and what they were thinking in the final hours- I pray for her soul but just never want anyone to feel this pain ..:(
Song hits different when u the one that don’t wanna see the rest of life
yo man, everything gets better. no matter how bad everything seems, how shitty everyone is to you, theres a reason god put you here and its not to die. every single person on the planet has a purpose and is a good person but only when others bring them down are they changed.
how could you dislike this?
These words🙀
Logic's song isn't such a big thing compared to this
Hits differently after Etika's death.
i cry every time i watch this music video
This song hits hard never knew this is how my dad felt😞😭😢😭😭💔
What does it mean when you dont have depression but you’re depressed and suicidal
If you're depressed and suicidal that means you have depression
Gavin Bryce but I don’t have depression
STILL PAIN🔥🔥😔 REST UP MA HOMIES I KNOW Y’ALL COULDN’T STAY NO LONGER BUT WATCH OVER US👆🏾
Who else is still crying to this
Who thought this song was made in 2019?
ts never worth it
Suicide without a good reason is meh. That's how most people do it but when a girl lies to you about her age when your 18 and ruins your life. I'd say that's a pretty good one.
i love joyner <3
I want a chance to thank Joyner personally, I was in a dark place, but his songs made me realize that life gets better, just to keep my head up
4:22 his faith is questioned here, i have seen holy men ask god why such pain exist... sadly, its never answered.
Funny how mom will never feel the pain on my shoulders. You gave me this pain. And let me standing holding and dealing alone. Thanks
My sister just killed herself 2 days ago that’s why I’m here and this song is touching me in a whole other way rn
this song hit different at 3am when your sad asf.
Sadly this stuff happens everyday😢
Hit's different when he said "They don't know what it's like like this pretending I'm happy so I can smile like this
and laugh like you"
lost my friend 2 days ago grew up w her ,, dis song be hitting different now ..
My brother is blind from shooting him self fortunately he survived
I feel the same way 😭
I wish I was dead because I have fucked up everything in my life and the world would be better off without me.
All my family hates me and i know because they told me I'm done and I wish I had the strength to fight
Do whatever you can to stay grounded. I too a lot of the time feel like every opportunity I get I mess up a lot of the time. If no one's there remember this comment if it will help any. I wish you well.
The hard realization that you're choosing to live because of the guilt rather than the want.
😔😷
Please check on your people and be there for them we never know what people be going through in their head..😞
We gon be alright😔💔
Greatest.
Why Joyner look like he getting his booty snatched in the video clip...... lol
Why is it funny you little fuck grow up
@PengCFW Services 💯
So fucking talented man
Amazing Artist
Never cried so hard watchin a music video ever. . joyner you are truly iconic and hands down one of the BEST
My first song from Joyner lucas was Ross Capachioni
DankSniperBoss same
Alright people before u comment about ur depression. I want u ask yourself "Am I actually depressed or am i just doing it because it glorified so much these days. Because i went through a point where i thought I was depressed but turns out i realized that i wasn't and i just tried to do that because it's so glorified
Big LunchBox let people have their own feelings
@dab dav you know all those idiots who show that they slit their wrist and film it
They are doing for attention im warning people to not become that
Big LunchBox people do that when they need attention because lots of times they never get attention
@dab dav not true at all
Big LunchBox stfu how old is u
I’m sorry I had a close friend who’s son told her the last week of his life that Mom I can’t stop drinking
just.....damn
Most dont know what it can cause and how it feels to finally just give up and then actually hang yourself from a cable and fade out to nothingness just to all of the sudden feel not your body but your form like its taking off like a rocket and right back into your body laying lifeless on the ground and then coming back to consciousness or alive not sure ill never know then instantly jump straight to your feet gasping for air and panic from confusion then your confusion turns into your memory coming back and realizing that you had just hung yourself thinking it was the end cause you just knew nobody would find you to save you from escaping misery pain and loneliness and then you notice somebody leaned up against a wall knees to their chest head between their legs crying because they were too late to save you because they found you struggled to untie the cable then try to give you cpr when they only have seen cpr performed in movies or tv then you recognize who it is the one person you didnt want to find you like that you chose a spot that nobody you know especially this person who your watching cry so hard that they are looking at you telling them im sorry im so sorry and then you hate yourself even more and decide to go on in pain and depressed as well completely lonely with no family no place in the world and doing it because you feel you deserve to suffer even more because you failed to keep the one person you never wanted to hurt probably one of the most fucked up moments in their lives a burning image of your lifeless body after trying to do everything they can think of to desperately try save you after taking what seemed like an eternity to get the cable untied thats holding every bit of your limp body weight by your neck somehow after what was told to you about five minutes after trying everything to bring you back you just jump straight up off the ground and to add to the guilt you feel and the embarrassment of having to have marks around your neck for a long time that were extremely obvious what they were caused by the way people looked at them and how it made people afraid to be in your life because you might try again nobody wants to hurt sometimes so nobody else hurts you have to endure the pain because you dont want them in pain life isnt fair it never will be problems dont always get resolved being broken doesnt always have a fairy tale repair things dont always get better with time all you can do is let it kill you or learn to make pain and misery feel normal there really isnt a happy ending here in this comment no story of how things got better just truth that some dont ever see
Feels i don’t wanna be here anymore I’m done the 1st verse is exactly how i feel its too late
Who tha fuck is logic?
Maybe u dont listen to music it listens to u
When you wake up and you arent dead yet..
Fucking sucks
Every one of your songs have a message to it 😭🥺
Go ahead and call me a coward and say I'm not strong
Because I'm not like you
Go ahead and call me crazy cause I live in a maze
Tell me how about you?
I think I live in my head, sometimes I think that I'm dead
I hide behind my youth
No, I been losing my mind and I'm a little behind
Step inside my shoes
Cause I've never been happy with myself
And I don't need no one feeling bad for me
Trying to offer me pity and throw jabs at me
Wanna give me advice and then laugh at me
Behind closed doors
Just close the door, let me be by myself
Just me and myself
I'm tired of living, I cry, I hear it's easy to die
I wanna see for myself
And I know that sounds crazy to everyone else
But I'm depressed as fuck
Stressed as fuck
Ain't no medicine that could cure what's the test as drugs
I mean, I need extra love
And that ain't even enough
'Said that ain't even enough
And where the fuck is God? (God, god)
Damn, maybe I ain't believing enough
And today we gonna see if he's real
And if he is, I guess I'm probably going to hell
Look, I ain't wanna die like this
I ain't picture my life like this
They don't know what it's like like this
Pretending I'm happy so I can smile like this
And laugh like you
Sometimes I wonder if I ever act like you
Could I finally fit in and maybe relax like woo
Or would you feel lost without me?
Cause honestly, I think the world is better off without me
And my mind's spinning, this is the line finish
Truth is, I don't care how they feel about my feelings
I made up my mind, I'm going out like Robin Williams
I guess I'm not the Ordinary People of John Legend
And I've been suicidal since the day I was nine, shit
Okay, the day I was nine
I've been tired of being bullied, cuz, stay out the fire
Grandma told me I should take it one day at a time
And damn it, look at me now, fuck
Fuck, pens runnin' out
Shit, fu- *sigh*
*scrapping paper*
Look, just know it's a new day
But if you reading this
Then it's probably too late! *gunshot*
Just make sure you tell my family
It's okay, I'm sorry
But it's too late, I'm sorry
So much weighing on me
I don't wanna live to see another day, I'm sorry
But I can't stay, I'm sorry
So much weighing on me
Just make sure you tell my family
It's okay, I'm sorry
But it's too late, I'm sorry
So much weighing on me
I don't wanna live to see another day, I'm sorry
But I can't stay, I'm sorry
So much weighing on me
I hope you got what you wanted
I hope you finally happy
It's too late for you
Been going out of my mind
You don't know how many times that I done prayed for you
I hope you hear me, goddamn it
Cause I got so much shit that I wanna say to you
I used to shine, now I'm all in the dark
I remember I used to tell you to follow your heart
But goddamn it, look at you now, it's all of your fault
How could you?
Maybe it's my fault
I shoulda paid more attention to what you been doing
Maybe I should have been more of an influence
I can't believe that you're dead, I fu-
I read your letter and all I could do is have mixed feelings about it
But I'll forever be attached to you, damn
Part of me feels bad for you
A part of me feels like you weak and I'm mad at you
And I don't mean to be insensitive
But I don't understand how we couldn't prevent this shit
You took the easy way out
Goddamn it, you dead
I mean, look what you did
I'm so fucking upset, how could you be so selfish?
Nigga, how could you be so selfish?
Now you're gone, you done left me so helpless
I wonder what God thinks
I hope you in God's place behaving yourself
Yo, what the fuck you gotta say for yourself? (say for yourself)
Look, I really feel lost without you
I hate the fact you think the world is better off without you
And my mind's spinning, this is the line finish
Truth is, I don't care how you feel about my feelings
And I'd be lying to you if I told you I'm fine, listen
I know that you can hear me, all I need is like five minutes
I just wanna reach inside the casket and pull you out
I'm sorry this isn't something that we both could figure out
I wish I could hear you now
Is your soul missing?
I wonder if you could do it again, would you do it different?
Tell me what death is like
Was it meant for you, brodie?
Did the heaven support it?
Are you fucking happy now?
Did you get what you wanted?
Isn't this what you wanted?
I feel the temperature falling
And you've been suicidal back day you were nine?
Yeah, even back then, you was nine
We was living on the edge, couldn't stay out the fire
Grandma told us we should take it one day at a time
And damn it, look at you now
Shit, but it's a new day
And if you can't hear me, it's probably too late
FUCK
Just make sure you tell my family
It's okay, I'm sorry
But it's too late, I'm sorry
So much weighing on me
I don't wanna live to see another day, I'm sorry
But I can't stay, I'm sorry
So much weighing on me
Just make sure you tell my family
It's okay, I'm sorry
But it's too late, I'm sorry
So much weighing on me
I don't wanna live to see another day, I'm sorry
But I can't stay, I'm sorry
So much weighing on me
Just make sure you tell my family
It's okay, I'm sorry
But it's too late, I'm sorry
So much weighing on me
I don't wanna live to see another day, I'm sorry
But I can't stay, I'm sorry
So much weighing on me
Just make sure you tell my family
It's okay, I'm sorry
But it's too late, I'm sorry
So much weighing on me
I don't wanna live to see another day, I'm sorry
But I can't stay, I'm sorry
So much weighing on me
I would of had depression but my dog chico saved my life had him for my first 13 years of life been hard without him bc he died a few months ago and the extra love is what held me up in school and stuff now I just cry my self to sleep every night and I'm always pissed off the only reason I'm here is to help one of my friends with his depression and on top of everything else my cousin xavier keeps trying to over dose himself to death
Compared to logics song this is like 10x better
Damn!!! You're extremely talented! I'm not gonna lie I cried like a baby just now! The fact that you can make me do that with just a song, is, just, WOW! You've got a new fan.
Go ahead and call me a coward and say I'm not strong
Because I'm not like you
Go ahead and call me crazy cause I live in a maze
Tell me how about you?
I think I live in my head, sometimes I think that I'm dead
I hide behind my youth
No, I been losing my mind and I'm a little behind
Step inside my shoes
Cause I've never been happy with myself
And I don't need no one feeling bad for me
Trying to offer me pity and throw jabs at me
Wanna give me advice and then laugh at me
Behind closed doors
Just close the door, let me be by myself
Just me and myself
I'm tired of living, I cry, I hear it's easy to die
I wanna see for myself
And I know that sounds crazy to everyone else
But I'm depressed as fuck
Stressed as fuck
Ain't no medicine that could cure what's the test as drugs
I mean, I need extra love
And that ain't even enough
'Said that ain't even enough
And where the fuck is God? (God, god)
Damn, maybe I ain't believing enough
And today we gonna see if he's real
And if he is, I guess I'm probably going to hell
Look, I ain't wanna die like this
I ain't picture my life like this
They don't know what it's like like this
Pretending I'm happy so I can smile like this
And laugh like you
Sometimes I wonder if I ever act like you
Could I finally fit in and maybe relax like woo
Or would you feel lost without me?
Cause honestly, I think the world is better off without me
And my mind's spinning, this is the line finish
Truth is, I don't care how they feel about my feelings
I made up my mind, I'm going out like Robin Williams
I guess I'm not the Ordinary People of John Legend
And I've been suicidal since the day I was nine, shit
Okay, the day I was nine
I've been tired of being bullied, cuz, stay out the fire
Grandma told me I should take it one day at a time
And damn it, look at me now, fuck
Fuck, pens runnin' out
Shit, fu- *sigh*
*scrapping paper*
Look, just know it's a new day
But if you reading this
Then it's probably too late! *gunshot*
Just make sure you tell my family
It's okay, I'm sorry
But it's too late, I'm sorry
So much weighing on me
I don't wanna live to see another day, I'm sorry
But I can't stay, I'm sorry
So much weighing on me
Just make sure you tell my family
It's okay, I'm sorry
But it's too late, I'm sorry
So much weighing on me
I don't wanna live to see another day, I'm sorry
But I can't stay, I'm sorry
So much weighing on me
I hope you got what you wanted
I hope you finally happy
It's too late for you
Been going out of my mind
You don't know how many times that I done prayed for you
I hope you hear me, goddamn it
Cause I got so much shit that I wanna say to you
I used to shine, now I'm all in the dark
I remember I used to tell you to follow your heart
But goddamn it, look at you now, it's all of your fault
How could you?
Maybe it's my fault
I shoulda paid more attention to what you been doing
Maybe I should have been more of an influence
I can't believe that you're dead, I fu-
I read your letter and all I could do is have mixed feelings about it
But I'll forever be attached to you, damn
Part of me feels bad for you
A part of me feels like you weak and I'm mad at you
And I don't mean to be insensitive
But I don't understand how we couldn't prevent this shit
You took the easy way out
Goddamn it, you dead
I mean, look what you did
I'm so fucking upset, how could you be so selfish?
Nigga, how could you be so selfish?
Now you're gone, you done left me so helpless
I wonder what God thinks
I hope you in God's place behaving yourself
Yo, what the fuck you gotta say for yourself? (say for yourself)
Look, I really feel lost without you
I hate the fact you think the world is better off without you
And my mind's spinning, this is the line finish
Truth is, I don't care how you feel about my feelings
And I'd be lying to you if I told you I'm fine, listen
I know that you can hear me, all I need is like five minutes
I just wanna reach inside the casket and pull you out
I'm sorry this isn't something that we both could figure out
I wish I could hear you now
Is your soul missing?
I wonder if you could do it again, would you do it different?
Tell me what death is like
Was it meant for you, brodie?
Did the heaven support it?
Are you fucking happy now?
Did you get what you wanted?
Isn't this what you wanted?
I feel the temperature falling
And you've been suicidal back day you were nine?
Yeah, even back then, you was nine
We was living on the edge, couldn't stay out the fire
Grandma told us we should take it one day at a time
And damn it, look at you now
Shit, but it's a new day
And if you can't hear me, it's probably too late
FUCK
Just make sure you tell my family
It's okay, I'm sorry
But it's too late, I'm sorry
So much weighing on me
I don't wanna live to see another day, I'm sorry
But I can't stay, I'm sorry
So much weighing on me
Just make sure you tell my family
It's okay, I'm sorry
But it's too late, I'm sorry
So much weighing on me
I don't wanna live to see another day, I'm sorry
But I can't stay, I'm sorry
So much weighing on me
Just make sure you tell my family
It's okay, I'm sorry
But it's too late, I'm sorry
So much weighing on me
I don't wanna live to see another day, I'm sorry
But I can't stay, I'm sorry
So much weighing on me
Just make sure you tell my family
It's okay, I'm sorry
But it's too late, I'm sorry
So much weighing on me
I don't wanna live to see another day, I'm sorry
But I can't stay, I'm sorry
So much weighing on me
This is how my pops went out, check on your loved ones. This song hit hard. If you reading this and your in a bad spot mentally reach out for help because you may not be able to see it but I'm sure you will be missed by someone and that pain caused by death is not reversible. I'll forever be sending positive vibes and hope to the silent strugglers.
I felt every bit of this
i get goosebumps every time he yells fuck at the end. that part gets me
If you're reading this, you matter.
I love the fact that this song shows both sides of what suicide causes for others and its victim
My sister committed suicide four years ago. When he's talking to him in the coffin I swear I relate so much
Breanna Vines you ok?
@dab dav yeah I'm good. Thank you for asking.
Sorry for your loss I feel your pain
@Meme World thank you
I could never imagine that. I’m so sorry.
Lost my baby bro my best friend a few months back shit hurts the scene when he in the casket exactly how it feels mad sad bunch of mixed emotions all at once...
This song shows how much we have lost our compassion! A human is worth a human!
How TF and i repeat how TF can you dislike this song it help many people who are going through depression and suicidal thoughts and im one currently going this stage. For the 16 thousand peolpe who disliked this song........ WHAT the hell is wrong with you, if you didnt think the song was all that dont dislike it just leave it where it stands to remain helping people like damn you must not understand stand the pain we fucking go through fr
Why doesn’t this song have a billion view a lot of people can relate to this song it’s so deep even when your not sad it will put u thru a endless pain I hope everyone who’s going thru this finds help or peace with there heart and life
Since the day you were 9! That shit hits deep everytime. It gets harder each day! I'll tell you this though if I can do it you can. Fight the fight the world is better with you in it!
It hits hard but I guess not hard enough this time. Good luck to everyone on your paths through life. Goodbye
Wait... Don't if that's what u mean
Im
Leaving
This
World
After I here this song...
Goodbye to ones who left me behind leave the memories at the door like i was left to be alone in not a coward in just doing them ppl a favor
Talk to me if you need help... please I have a lot of experience helping people in this state and all of them have survived so far, please respond and talk and tell me everything you want to. I can help you are worth it and a lot of people care about you.
Joseph Diaz I’m sorry... I’m sorry you feel that way. I’m not saying I know what you’re going through, but I have felt that way about myself and my own situations in the past. It gets better. It does. Even if it doesn’t seem that way. What I want the most right now, is for you to realize that you have my support, and that even though I don’t mean a lot to you, you can find support that does around you. It can be hard to see, but please just ask. I wish the best for you
Pls don't
Lego figure 360 that is not gonna help give him a reason
Bro this song made me cry so much I haven’t cry this much ever
Why is there a phone number there
Corey Mac I believe it is suicide helpine
redxfishy it is
Aniyah Smith ok
Go ahead and call me a coward and say I'm not strong
Because I'm not like you
Go ahead and call me crazy cause I live in a maze
Tell me how about you?
I think I live in my head, sometimes I think that I'm dead
I hide behind my youth
No, I been losing my mind and I'm a little behind
Step inside my shoes
Cause I've never been happy with myself
And I don't need no one feeling bad for me
Trying to offer me pity and throw jabs at me
Wanna give me advice and then laugh at me
Behind closed doors
Just close the door, let me be by myself
Just me and myself
I'm tired of living, I cry, I hear it's easy to die
I wanna see for myself
And I know that sounds crazy to everyone else
But I'm depressed as fuck
Stressed as fuck
Ain't no medicine that could cure what's the test as drugs
I mean, I need extra love
And that ain't even enough
'Said that ain't even enough
And where the fuck is God? (God, god)
Damn, maybe I ain't believing enough
And today we gonna see if he's real
And if he is, I guess I'm probably going to hell
Look, I ain't wanna die like this
I ain't picture my life like this
They don't know what it's like like this
Pretending I'm happy so I can smile like this
And laugh like you
Sometimes I wonder if I ever act like you
Could I finally fit in and maybe relax like woo
Or would you feel lost without me?
Cause honestly, I think the world is better off without me
And my mind's spinning, this is the line finish
Truth is, I don't care how they feel about my feelings
I made up my mind, I'm going out like Robin Williams
I guess I'm not the Ordinary People of John Legend
And I've been suicidal since the day I was nine, shit
Okay, the day I was nine
I've been tired of being bullied, cuz, stay out the fire
Grandma told me I should take it one day at a time
And damn it, look at me now, fuck
Fuck, pens runnin' out
Shit, fu- *sigh*
*scrapping paper*
Look, just know it's a new day
But if you reading this
Then it's probably too late! *gunshot*
Just make sure you tell my family
It's okay, I'm sorry
But it's too late, I'm sorry
So much weighing on me
I don't wanna live to see another day, I'm sorry
But I can't stay, I'm sorry
So much weighing on me
Just make sure you tell my family
It's okay, I'm sorry
But it's too late, I'm sorry
So much weighing on me
I don't wanna live to see another day, I'm sorry
But I can't stay, I'm sorry
So much weighing on me
I hope you got what you wanted
I hope you finally happy
It's too late for you
Been going out of my mind
You don't know how many times that I done prayed for you
I hope you hear me, goddamn it
Cause I got so much shit that I wanna say to you
I used to shine, now I'm all in the dark
I remember I used to tell you to follow your heart
But goddamn it, look at you now, it's all of your fault
How could you?
Maybe it's my fault
I shoulda paid more attention to what you been doing
Maybe I should have been more of an influence
I can't believe that you're dead, I fu-
I read your letter and all I could do is have mixed feelings about it
But I'll forever be attached to you, damn
Part of me feels bad for you
A part of me feels like you weak and I'm mad at you
And I don't mean to be insensitive
But I don't understand how we couldn't prevent this shit
You took the easy way out
Goddamn it, you dead
I mean, look what you did
I'm so fucking upset, how could you be so selfish?
Nigga, how could you be so selfish?
Now you're gone, you done left me so helpless
I wonder what God thinks
I hope you in God's place behaving yourself
Yo, what the fuck you gotta say for yourself? (say for yourself)
Look, I really feel lost without you
I hate the fact you think the world is better off without you
And my mind's spinning, this is the line finish
Truth is, I don't care how you feel about my feelings
And I'd be lying to you if I told you I'm fine, listen
I know that you can hear me, all I need is like five minutes
I just wanna reach inside the casket and pull you out
I'm sorry this isn't something that we both could figure out
I wish I could hear you now
Is your soul missing?
I wonder if you could do it again, would you do it different?
Tell me what death is like
Was it meant for you, brodie?
Did the heaven support it?
Are you fucking happy now?
Did you get what you wanted?
Isn't this what you wanted?
I feel the temperature falling
And you've been suicidal back day you were nine?
Yeah, even back then, you was nine
We was living on the edge, couldn't stay out the fire
Grandma told us we should take it one day at a time
And damn it, look at you now
Shit, but it's a new day
And if you can't hear me, it's probably too late
FUCK
Just make sure you tell my family
It's okay, I'm sorry
But it's too late, I'm sorry
So much weighing on me
I don't wanna live to see another day, I'm sorry
But I can't stay, I'm sorry
So much weighing on me
Just make sure you tell my family
It's okay, I'm sorry
But it's too late, I'm sorry
So much weighing on me
I don't wanna live to see another day, I'm sorry
But I can't stay, I'm sorry
So much weighing on me
Just make sure you tell my family
It's okay, I'm sorry
But it's too late, I'm sorry
So much weighing on me
I don't wanna live to see another day, I'm sorry
But I can't stay, I'm sorry
So much weighing on me
Just make sure you tell my family
It's okay, I'm sorry
But it's too late, I'm sorry
So much weighing on me
I don't wanna live to see another day, I'm sorry
But I can't stay, I'm sorry
So much weighing on me
This reminds me of Chester. I miss him shot himself because he was losing his mind. This ain’t the way to be put out. You don’t commit suicide. You will go to hell. Don’t take the easy way out.
Only in Hip hop where u can hear the truth it's big than life
like if listening to in 2020
Shit hit hard when it was your brother that ended his life. Still won’t get over it. RIP Alwaya bro 1800
This just hit different 🥺😢