Joyner Lucas - ADHD Lyrics




It kinda feels like I'm dyin' on the inside
It kinda feels like I been tryna get by

And I been this way since day one
I don't need no medication
No, I don't need no drugs
What? Maybe I'm different
And maybe my ADHD got me trippin'
And maybe I'm just everything that you missin', yeah

I feel like I'm dying inside
Why do I think crazy?
Someone save me
You can't blame me
It's my ADHD

Yeah, my mind racin', I been paranoid
Overthinking, maybe that's a void
Don't cut me off like I don't have a voice
I think I was born different
I ain't really have a choice, yeah
Counsellin' session, you a hour late
Don't play with me, today is not the day
Pay attention, I am no deranged
I could tell you what I'm thinkin'
I just don't know how to say it

Maybe I get on yo' nerves
I mean what I say
I been a man of my word
Yeah, I'm wide awake
Maybe a little disturbed
But that's just me
You don't bleed the blood I bleed
I wear my heart on my sleeve, nigga

And I been this way since day one
I don't need no medication
No, I don't need no drugs
What? Maybe I'm different
And maybe my ADHD got me trippin'
And maybe I'm just everything that you missin', yeah

I feel like I'm dying inside
Why do I think crazy?
Someone save me
You can't blame me
It's my ADHD

Yeah, it kinda feels like I'm dyin' on the inside
It kinda feels like I been tryna get by

Yippie, yippie, ya, yo
Yippie, ya, ya
Starin' at the fire, Kumbaya
I'ma take you higher, take you higher
I'ma take you higher, take you higher
So many things in my head
What am I thinkin'?
How come I can't go sleep in my bed?
I hear them talkin', everyone's tryin' to
Leave me for dead
'Cause they want me gone
This that shit I be on
Ain't no one to lean on

They know I been this way since day one
I don't need no medication
Or maybe I'm on one
Or maybe I'm different
And maybe my ADHD got me trippin'
And maybe I'm just everything that you missin', yeah

I feel like I'm dying inside
Why do I think crazy?
Someone save me
You can't blame me
It's my ADHD

Yeah, it kinda feels like I'm dyin' on the inside





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  1. Brandon Williams

    It sucks having both ADHD and Aspergers

  2. Nicholas Gerou

    “ don’t play with me today is not the day” Best words I have heard ever

  3. Manny Is Mood

    *Some people are like I don’t like this song because he sounds to generic but I don’t think so people could actually retaliate to this kind of music I love it ❤️* he will always do his rapping thing don’t worry

  4. Jeff Miller

    My dad showed me this song and I feel in love with it and now I can't stop listening to it .it is a good song.

  5. Frost_Archive

    I've always loved having ADHD but this song kinda hit me and made realise more of the negatives.

  6. megan german

    This song hits closes to me.

  7. Evan Rimos

    Ist true and they are truing to burg us as kids

  8. CroLeki17

    Am i the only one who has ADHD that didnt do stupid shit nor fell alone?
    I have adult ADHD at 13, one of the highest "records".

  9. Christopher Hernandez

    I’m trying so hard to not start jammin tf out and start dancing on the bus😂

  10. Films

    ADHD 👍

  11. Jacob blabber

    Adhd pride

  12. SAMI D

    He makes me feel just a little less alone than I did!! 💙💜🙏🏼

  13. TheLastParry

    If there’s someone who can describe what we go through on a daily basis really well it’s this guy. He even made a post about it talking about how it affected his life. This shits a literal curse. It damages how we socialize and how we work in the real world. I don’t have many friends because of it. People who don’t have it will think lowly of you just because of the way it affects you. Even the teachers at schools do the same shit. People degrade us to a point where we don’t feel like anything we say is important and just keep our mouths shut. I wish we were able to trade shoes with those who don’t have this curse just so they know what it’s like. ADHD sucks.

  14. YTI BOOKIE

    Im late lol this shit brings me back to my element

  15. YTI BOOKIE

    The artwork to dope

  16. benny boy

    Y does this song remind me of fireflies by owl city😳😳😳

  17. Nathan Zieminski

    I used to be on meds to keep me focused I’m like a hybrid of adhd and add but them meds raise blood pressure and kill appetite yeah my grades went up my weight went down

  18. tyler dukes

    This song has saved me. I was told I have adhd when I was 11. I hated taking the medication feeling like a zombie and being told I'm to crazy if I didn't take them. My whole life I've been sedated. I stopped taking my meds to get into the army where I struggled with excelling yet I was one of the best in my platoon. I'm out now and I just feel like everything that life has to offer is pointless. I get shit right off the bat and want to just move the fuck on but people always say, u need to calm down your acting crazy. I'm not I'm just ready to go. So I suppress it. I suppress most outburst or spurts of energy. I have to think like 4 fuckin times before I say anything, i can't even think without feeling like I'm wrong. I just lose myself more and more each day. Then I heard this song and it really spoke to me.

  19. weaboo

    Acid has me In FEELS #ConnorOreillymysoulmate 😍😍😍🔥👌

  20. Shingirai Mahachi

    8 Doobies to the face...

  21. Shawn King

    Right.. motherfuckers can't read between the lines apparently

  22. David Schaltenbrand

    Fuck the medication smoke weed that's all you need 💨💨🌲🌲🌲💯

  23. Maurice Pinkney-Melendez

    I don't have ADHD and this song still makes me think about how people with ADHD have to live their lives.

  24. Kristy Fenton

    This somg relates so much i have adhd bipolar aspurges autism and possibly schizophrenia

    ChromaDark

    Same here

  25. Paranoia 7

    Joyner you best bro, love your music

  26. Zenek Martyniuk

    Ten album jest dobry bez kites

  27. maxsxam

    ADHD IS NO ILLNESS , WE‘RE SO MUCH MORE THAN WE THINK WE ARE

  28. Cali Marie

    i fell your pan

  29. Free movies

    I DONT HAVE ADHD BUT I FEEL THAT WAY

  30. GameShocker

    People don’t know what it’s like to have adhd. Always being lonely having trouble making friends getting bullied almost my every day in school just because I’m different. They don’t understand the shit I have to go through and people don’t even give a shit how I feel anyway. I just hope other people understand what it’s like.

  31. tristan Lathrop

    ikr, i got ADHD too. but i have been trying to fucking focus in class and the teacher goes yep fuck you

  32. Doug Cote

    I wish there was a repeat button.

  33. ESSE EFFE

    https://youtu.be/rWbXc3hvDvI REMIX ADHD

  34. Jowell brand sneakers

    I have ADHD this song hits me

  35. MaddenNFL182

    I got porn ad 😂😂

  36. Jerry Dupree Jr

    I can totally relate to this song.. taking pills since I was 7 years old.. the meds fucked me up as a person. I had to stop taking them and learn how to be me

  37. triaxialwolf951 wolfy

    Ok so ADHD honestly isnt that hard to deal with I have it bad asf and yea it gives you some mood swings but it's not that serious idk how people end up falling apart from it I think it's one of those things were they think the world is ending just bcuz thers somthing wrong with them like bitch stfu try to deal with having depression anxiety ADHD schizophrenia and ptsd at the same fucking time but I'm still fine like yall are pussys and need to chill thinking you guys deserve the attention just bcuz of some small things and dont hate on this comment just bcuz you think your special I hate it when people say every1 is special that's how this world ended up being so uptight and if you say retarded it's the worst thing you can call som1 it's not that's what we used to call people with mental issues like having down syndrome or being autistic... like every1 needs to calm down idk what happened to this world but daamnn

    GameShocker

    triaxialwolf951 wolfy I don’t think you understand the shit I have to go through. I’m constantly getting bullied I barely got no friends I’m always lonely. Maybe you know how to deal with that shit but I don’t. Do you know what it feels like to be depressed every fucking day doing nothing when I come from school and just sleep all day. So stfu because you don’t know what fuck I’ve been through.

  38. Lukas Zabojnik

    this sold the album to me, i am waiting for release

  39. douchebag

    I have been diagnosed with ADD before ADHD was even a thing. I know I have it and it sucks. I’ve listened to this song probably 30 times back to back. But the thing is, these lyrics hit wayyyyyyyyyyyy deeper than just ADHD. This is a song about the real shit that goes through our heads daily. Joyner put his heart on this one. Love this fuckin song

  40. Andy Dany

    Joyner supposed to be doing what roddy rich be doing on the billboards

  41. Robert Elkins

    Dodgeball movie: Nobody makes me bleed my own blood.... Nobody

    Joyner: you dont bleed the blood I bleed

  42. King Figg

    If God is real, may He bless this man.

  43. jona jona lalsawmtluanga

    Mualbawk

  44. DJ REVILO English

    I have ADHD I want to be a DJ, ADHD is kinda annoying

  45. Purnih 28

    bang apk apa tuh

  46. Lexi ReRe

    My whole family likes this song

  47. Gabriel Camejo

    This is Fire !!!! Sup from ECUADOR 🇪🇨🇪🇨🇪🇨🇪🇨

  48. Ship Theory

    Yo play this song on 125 speed. It becomes a whole different song

  49. Lenn Superman

    This is perfect this song is so perfect for me because i have it to

  50. Caleb Cole

    Yo how do I buy the album

  51. OJo Gamer

    I love this song I'm ADHD so I know the feeling 💯💯💯

  52. gabriel

    woah this is trash

  53. Paige Suanet

    This song touched me, it literally melted my brain. Never have I EVER connected WITH ANYTHING like this.

  54. [Fallen Joker]

    Reminds me of Juice Wrld 💯🙏

  55. Jesse Garcia

    Nobody:

    Skyrim Inns: 0:00

  56. Pawel_PatoStreamer

    niceeee SONG love <33333333333333333333

  57. Lonely Loner

    Had ADHD since I was 3 yrs old and now I'm 17 coming up to 18 in September, when I'm off my tablets I feel tired and lazy and I dont want to do anything, but when I have my tablets I'm not feeling tired and I'm not being lazy and I do stuff, but when i take my tablets in some way it hurts my throat or sometimes can get stuck in my throat and i dont like it, when I was younger I never wanted to take my tablets, when I'm off them I'm hipper and bouncing off the walls and I feel free and I have some what emotions but when I have my tablets I dont feel free and I barely have any emotions. And in the song he says that maybe he's different and me and all the people with ADHD relate but I sometimes like being different.

  58. vansik69 _

    Very good

  59. ChronicalClinic42

    Proud of y'all that have ADHD, I had a friend with it, he was my best friend, I know how hard and difficult it is, it was tough trying to be his friend when he'd get so angry for no reason but I knew it was just his ADHD, I praise Joyner for bringing so much attention to ADHD, it's something that needs to be expressed, and talked about, love y'all and thanks for helping so many people Joyner.

  60. Young Shawty

    Go Joyner Lucas

  61. dexinsky

    There is no reason for autotune....

  62. Gold Diva

    his voice reminds me of Juice Wrld

  63. jesus negrete

    This song gives me all kinds of emotions I'm in emotional rollercoaster right now all I know is that I don't know what to think of it it gives me anxiety real bad but I love it

    ChronicalClinic42

    This song almost helps everything to come out, feels fresh and it's been helping me for 2 months straight now.

  64. YouTube Name

    This album might fuck around and take place as my fav all time, every single song slaps

  65. RiceCrusader

    This hits pretty close to home. I have adhd as Well and other illnesses. My school has Been going shit and i have alot of issues. This song makes me feel a bit better that there are people out there with the same struggle as me

  66. Ronnie Prince III

    I love thos song it's not the same

  67. Eat_Cookie_ Man

    One day you'll be just a memory for some people.
    Do your best to be a good one

    ChronicalClinic42

    Never seen that before, but fuck ;(

  68. BlackPanta

    Imagine this white Chris Brown on the hook🔥🔥🔥

  69. Atlos

    Juice wrld vibes... rip

  70. Xanax Presto

    I have no one but you snow ❄️ damn I miss you 😞🏴💙

  71. Scion Parangosky

    idk if my effects got worse over time

  72. itamar shkolnik

    People without ADHD really can think he just overthinking.. i used to listen to this song at my car for a whole month until i took a moment to really get every word.
    This is a masterpiece level of telling how those people who other think they are class clowns feel .
    But really , those people are dealing with a much harder peoblem.
    Getting yelled by teachers and invinting parents to talk about their son's normal behavior without knowing how hard is it to deal with it.
    This is the first time i could relate every bar in a song..

  73. LegionMixtapes

    Who’s here waiting for the version to drop with Eminem

  74. Nick Shadow

    👌👌👌👌👌

  75. Chelsea Makin

    This song reminds me of my baby L.H🥵

  76. Thibz_ Edits

    Starting 2020 off amazing!!

  77. Smoothie man Yea that’s me

    People act like ADHD is life threatening, half of America has it and if you don’t let it ruin you it won’t.

  78. F.B.I

    Suffered ADHD and ocd

  79. Josh Romero-Burgan

    This song touches the soul man .

  80. Brittney vasquez

    He needs more radio play💯💯💯

  81. James Van Thienen

    Posty , that you?

  82. Jacob Levens

    Im ADH oh look there go's a butterfly

  83. Meral Nur Yolcu

    Sanki içimde ölüyorum
    It kinda feels like, I'm dyin' on the inside

    Sanki biraz uğraşmaya çalışıyordum
    It kinda feels like, I been tryna get by
    Ve ilk günden beri böyleydim
    And I been this way since day one

    İlaca ihtiyacım yok
    I don't need no medication

    Hayır, ilaca ihtiyacım yok
    No, I don't need no drugs

    Ya da belki farklıyım ve belki DEHB'm beni taklit etti
    Or maybe I'm different, and maybe my ADHD got me trippin'

    Ve belki de sadece özlediğin her şeyim, evet
    And maybe I'm just everything that you missin', yeah
    İçimde ölüyor gibi hissediyorum
    I feel like I'm dying inside

    Neden çılgınca düşünüyorum?
    Why do I think crazy?

    Birisi beni kurtarsın (kurtar beni)
    Someone save me (save me)

    Beni suçlayamazsın (beni suçlayabilirsin)
    You can't blame me (blame me)

    Bu benim DEHB'm, evet
    It's my ADHD, yeah
    Aklım yağmurluyor, paranoyak oldum
    My mind racin', I been paranoid

    Aşırı, belki bu bir boşluk (woo, woo)
    Overthinkin', maybe that's a void (woo, woo)

    Sesim yokmuş gibi beni kesme
    Don't cut me off like I don't have a voice

    Farklı doğduğumu düşünüyorum, gerçekten bir seçeneğim yok, evet (evet)
    I think I was born different, I ain't really have a choice, yeah (yeah)

    Oturumu iptal et, bir saat geç kaldın (saat geç)
    Cancel session, you a hour late (hour late)

    Benimle oynama, bugün gün değil (oh evet)
    Don't play with me, today is not the day (oh yeah)

    Dikkat et, dengesiz değilim
    Pay attention, I am not deranged

    Sana ne düşündüğümü söyleyebilirim, nasıl söyleyeceğimi bilmiyorum
    I could tell you what I'm thinkin', I just don't know how to say it

    Belki sinirine giriyorum, demek istediğimi söylüyorum (oh evet)
    Maybe I get in your nerve, I mean what I say (oh yeah)

    Sözlerimin adamı oldum, çok uyanık (evet, evet)
    I been a man of my words, eon wide awake (yeah, yeah)

    Bebeğim küçük bir rahatsız, ama bu sadece benim
    Baby a lil' disturbed, but that's just me

    Kanamış olduğun kanı kanamıyorsun
    You don't bleed the blood I bleed

    Kalbimi koluma takıyorum zenci
    I wear my heart on my sleeve, nigga
    Ve ilk günden beri bu şekilde oldum (ve ilk günden beri bu şekilde oldum)
    And I been this way since day one (and I been this way since day one)

    İlaca ihtiyacım yok (ilaca ihtiyacım yok)
    I don't need no medication (I don't need no medication)

    Hayır, ilaca ihtiyacım yok
    No, I don't need no drugs

    Ya da belki farklıyım ve belki DEHB'm beni taklit etti
    Or maybe I'm different, and maybe my ADHD got me trippin'

    Ve belki de sadece özlediğin her şeyim, evet
    And maybe I'm just everything that you missin', yeah
    İçimde ölüyor gibi hissediyorum
    I feel like I'm dying inside

    Neden çılgınca düşünüyorum?
    Why do I think crazy?

    Birisi beni kurtarsın (kurtar beni)
    Someone save me (save me)

    Beni suçlayamazsın (beni suçlayabilirsin)
    You can't blame me (blame me)

    Bu benim DEHB'm, evet
    It's my ADHD, yeah
    Sanki içimden ölüyorum (içeriden)
    It kinda feels like, I'm dying on the inside (on the inside)

    Sanki biraz uğraşmaya çalışıyordum
    It kinda feels like, I been tryna get by
    Yipee-yipee-Yili-Yoh-yipee-yah-yah
    Yipee-yipee-yih-yoh-yipee-yah-yah

    Ateşe bakan Kumbaya
    Staring at the fire, kumbaya

    Seni daha yükseğe çıkaracağım, seni daha yükseğe çıkaracağım
    I'ma take you higher, take you higher

    Seni daha yükseğe çıkaracağım, seni daha yükseğe çıkaracağım
    I'ma take you higher, take you higher

    Kafamda çok fazla şey var (evet, evet), ne düşünüyorum?
    Too many things on my head (yeah, yeah), what am I thinkin'?

    Neden yatağımda uyuyamıyorum?
    How come I can't go sleep in my bed?

    (Ah evet)
    (oh, yeah)

    Konuştuklarını duyuyorum, herkes yabancı
    I hear them talking, everyone stranger

    Beni ölüme terk ediyorlar (oh, evet), çünkü gitmemi istiyorlar (evet)
    They leave me for dead (oh, yeah), 'cause they want me gone (yeah)

    Üzerinde olduğum bok (evet)
    This that shit I be on (yeah)

    Dayanacak kimse yok (evet)
    Ain't no one to lean on (yeah)
    Ve ilk günden beri böyle olduğumu biliyorsun (ilk günden beri böyle oldum)
    And you know I been this way since day one (I been this way since day one)

    İlaca ihtiyacım yok (ilaca ihtiyacım yok)
    I don't need no medication (I don't need no medication)

    Ya da belki bir taneyim
    Or maybe I'm on one

    Ya da belki farklıyım ve belki DEHB'm beni taklit etti
    Or maybe I'm different, and maybe my ADHD got me trippin'

    Ve belki de sadece özlediğin her şeyim, evet
    And maybe I'm just everything that you missin', yeah
    İçimde ölüyormuş gibi hissediyorum (içeride)
    I feel like I'm dying inside (inside)

    Neden çılgınca düşünüyorum?
    Why do I think crazy?

    (Deli, evet, evet)
    (Crazy, yeah, yeah)

    Birisi beni kurtarsın (kurtar beni)
    Someone save me (save me)

    Beni suçlayamazsın (beni suçlayabilirsin)
    You can't blame me (blame me)

    Bu benim DEHB'm, evet
    It's my ADHD, yeah
    Sanki içimde ölüyorum
    It kinda feels like, I'm dyin' on the inside

  84. mikovich

    I was diagnosed with ADHD at the age of 7, ever since then I've taken medication, it does help me focus on work, but it changes me as a person, it's a real struggle because I want to be able to focus on school, but its hard man. During holidays and extended weekends I don't take medication with permission of my parents. If anyone out there wants to talk, just add me on discord. Miko#5422

    "I could tell you what I'm thinkin', I just don't know how to say it."

    ables3389

    I feel this. It is harder if you have multiple things, adhd, ptsd, depression, anxiety. If you can manage to slow it down a little bit at a time it helps. One minute at a time, 30 seconds, 20, 10 5 seconds or even 1. It helps I've been adhd med free sincei was 17. I am now 30, it's hard but you'll probably always have it. Try and work on it now. Best of luck!

    GameShocker

    Hey I sent you a friend request if you wanna talk sometime just hit me up.

  85. diabeticmonkey

    Damn. That hit hard. I don’t think I’ve ever heard anything that can encapsulate how it feels to deal with adhd every day. What a beautiful piece of art

  86. inkedgenius

    Joyner, thank you! This is exactly what I needed to hear at the moment, it really speaks to me and my situation.

  87. Ryan Kabat

    this song hits me good because i have ADHD myself and now i know im not the only one who has ADHD as well

  88. ghostrider kickass5432

    Joyner you a beast

  89. ACE-SyKluD

    I have adhd to and it isnt to bad to me but I cant like sit still for too long but I do get in alot more trouble than other kids in my class because I cant be quit and stay still

  90. Luigi1k3

    For me my ADHD is horrible unchecked I already have PTSD OCD anxiety and depression that i don’t get medication for although I’m getting anxiety meds/antidepressants soon but I can function with the other four unmedicated but if I am off my adhd I can’t get any work done no matter how hard I try and I’m an absolute dumbass. Without my mediation I would be getting constant F’s but with my meds I am an (almost) straight A student

  91. Skyler Adams

    Like how he stole a beat from a younger unknown artist. https://open.spotify.com/track/5ujHshmTrmGtOyHSdKX9hK?si=oTn1ffZ0QPCeohMaATm2Ag

    Skyler Adams

    Kid dropped the song December of 2018 and Joyner dropped his song September of 2019

  92. -KamI-

    Who's here with diagnosed ADHD when he was a child, stopped eating any fucking pills and everything is fine but you still don't know if u really have it?

  93. Nathan Stewart

    This song hits hard. The best way to explain is like im constantly changing channels in my mind. Much respect bro!

  94. TheDinosaurus99

    This song so speaks to me even though I have autism.

  95. Austin Frazier

    ADD squad? 👀

  96. Samantha's The Best

    I have adhd I The the song what on

  97. Grant Miller

    Why is this so relatable