Josh A - Darkness Lyrics






End my life, tell the reaper I'm sorry
Suicidal thoughts in my head still haunt me
Wrote the fuckin' note, I read it back and then I trashed it
I don't wanna be depressed, it's just a fuckin' habit
Got tattoos on my arms, so I can't cut
Barely even stand my fuckin' self, so I can't love
Cut off all my friends, they ask me why I'm so heartless
I turn around and ask them why they leave me in the darkness
End my life, tell the reaper I'm sorry
Suicidal thoughts in my head still haunt me
Wrote the fuckin' note, I read it back and then I trashed it
I don't wanna be depressed, it's just a fuckin' habit

Heart breaks every time I see her face now
Flipped this shit myself and now it's at a million plays, wow
Failing all my classes, teachers saw waste of potential
Could've been a doctor, but the music more essential
I remember all the days when I couldn't feel my best
Now I'm fillin' up the bank cause I made it off of rap
But the sadness never changed, it don't matter what I have
It'll never go away, it'll never go away

When I fall asleep sometimes, I'm scared I'll never wake up
When I fall asleep sometimes, I'll pray I never wake up

End my life, tell the reaper I'm sorry
Suicidal thoughts in my head still haunt me
Wrote the fuckin' note, I read it back and then I trashed it
I don't wanna be depressed, it's just a fuckin' habit
Got tattoos on my arms, so I can't cut
Barely even stand my fuckin' self, so I can't love
Cut off all my friends, they ask me why I'm so heartless
I turn around and ask them why they leave me in the darkness

When I fall asleep sometimes, I'm scared I'll never wake up
When I fall asleep sometimes, I'll pray I never wake up





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  1. D.... ....

    Your foise, you Josh A!!!!

  2. A.... ....

    You beast!

  3. R.... C....

    Damn i thought i was the only one that actually prayed to not wake up the next morning. Songs dope

  4. B.... V....

    1 tane türkçe yorum yok :/

  5. s.... ....

    Hey josh

  6. B.... ....

    Good song

  7. T.... ....

    Yo lowkey he kinda look like CallMeCarson

  8. r.... ....

    Lets just take time to love how he always plugs in his songs.

  9. O.... G....

    Bruh went from the Tombstone remix to this..

  10. P.... T....

    When Juice WRLD died I felt, idk, like maybe I shouldn't live either bc idk, I'm fucking insane, but I started listening to Josh A again, and it gives me an escape. In a weird way, his music is kind of why I'm still living, everything just gets worse and worse but at the very least, I have this music.

  11. S.... W....

    “lil revive and josh a” hmmmm

  12. d.... s....

    Lil Revive like Josh A.. rly

  13. A.... A....

    All of your songs are pure awesomeness but you are not even that famous life is not fair

  14. o.... ....

    He sang this by himself

  15. N.... S....

    I be vibin rn ngl.

  16. E.... o....

    Chorus]
    End my life, tell the reaper I’m sorry
    Suicidal thoughts in my head still haunt me
    Wrote the fuckin’ note, I read it back and then I trashed it
    I don’t wanna be depressed, it’s just a fuckin’ habit
    Got tattoos on my arms, so I can’t cut
    Barely even stand my fuckin’ self, so I can’t love
    Cut off all my friends, they ask me why I’m so heartless
    I turn around and ask them why they leave me in the darkness
    End my life, tell the reaper I’m sorry
    Suicidal thoughts in my head still haunt me
    Wrote the fuckin’ note, I read it back and then I trashed it
    I don’t wanna be depressed, it’s just a fuckin’ habit

    [Verse]
    Heart breaks every time I see her face now
    Flipped this shit myself and now it’s at a million plays, wow
    Failing all my classes, teachers saw waste of potential
    Could’ve been a doctor, but the music more essential
    I remember all the days when I couldn’t feel my best
    Now I’m fillin’ up the bank cause I made it off of rap
    But the sadness never changed, it don’t matter what I have
    It’ll never go away, it’ll never go away

    [Bridge]
    When I fall asleep sometimes, I’m scared I’ll never wake up
    When I fall asleep sometimes, I’ll pray I never wake up

    [Chorus]
    End my life, tell the reaper I’m sorry
    Suicidal thoughts in my head still haunt me
    Wrote the fuckin’ note, I read it back and then I trashed it
    I don’t wanna be depressed, it’s just a fuckin’ habit
    Got tattoos on my arms, so I can’t cut
    Barely even stand my fuckin’ self, so I can’t love
    Cut off all my friends, they ask me why I’m so heartless
    I turn around and ask them why they leave me in the darkness

    [Outro]
    When I fall asleep sometimes, I’m scared I’ll never wake up
    When I fall asleep sometimes, I’ll pray I never wake up

  17. C.... 1....

    Josh A ft. Josh A prod. Josh A

  18. V.... K....

    Ive been listening to your music for about a month or two but im in a deep rut in life rn. Im 13 and two loved ones passed 2 days apart and when i listen to almost any sad music like xxx, lil peep, you i think to myself that these people have fone through worse stuff than me and i have nothing to worry about. Thank you, keep doing what youre doing.

  19. S.... F....

    This song hits no cap

  20. S.... ....

    Keep it up man

  21. J.... R....

    he is legit making a song with himself.

  22. S.... ....

    So Lil Revive and Josh *aren't* the same guy?


    *I am so confused*

  23. S.... ....

    When you so goddamn lonely you make a song with urself

  24. K.... C....

    I wish this song was just a little bit longer

  25. W.... C....

    why ya'll so dumb? Josh a is lil revive

  26. J.... B....

    This is me ever since 3rd grade now I’m in 8th grade and I still feel the same

  27. J.... V....

    Omg lil revive is taking josh a's picture hes a weirdo

    J.... V....

    Lil revive is josh a

  28. V.... s....

    Who a better duo Josh a and lil revive or Josh a and Jake hill

    V.... s....

    Josh a and lil revive are the same person

  29. h.... y....

    This song take me to the space

  30. R.... ....

    Very Nice Song

  31. g.... ....

    Hold up

  32. w.... ....

    So your telling me this man did a colab with himself?

  33. R.... ....

    Why Josh A is so unrated one of the best rappers

  34. R.... ....

    Very Nice

  35. R.... ....

    Wer Hört Es Auch Noch

  36. J.... ....

    Make a Music Video For This!!!!🔥🙏

  37. M.... �....

    Dude I NEED THAT BEAT!!! ♥

  38. �.... C....

    impressive)

  39. D.... M....

    I'm glad Josh A and Lil Revive did a collab they should do it more often

    D.... M....

    that's a joke right

  40. X.... N....

    Lil revive IS JOSH A! :0

  41. G.... ....

    Can someone make 1 hour version of this song
    BECAUSE ITS SO DAMN GOOD

  42. S.... ....

    this seems like something id find deep in someone's drawer

  43. L.... ....

    what you can do a feature with yourself

  44. a.... b....

    Lit as fuck

  45. S.... B....

    I love how Josh put "heartbreaks every time I see your face" in the song

    S.... B....

    suicidal thoughts and tell the reaper I'm sorry also

  46. A.... ....

    Title: "Lil Revive & *Josh A"*


    Coincidence, *I THINK NOT*






    THIS IS CLEARLY A JOKE.... DUH

  47. J.... t....

    Sick song and all but why does josh a have 2 “identities”

  48. A.... M....

    The underrated rappers are the best and overrated the worst

  49. F.... U....

    Y. E. S

  50. a.... m....

    dude why tf have i not heard of u before now love your work!

  51. S.... ....

    You ever just decide fuck it today I'm gonna collab with myself

  52. J.... Y....

    It’s Not long enough

  53. S.... ....

    0:36 If you listen closely you can here flamingo screaming. (A Roblox YouTuber.)

  54. S.... A....

    Yo can u bring back the Joshcast

  55. Y.... ....

    Lyrics

    End my life, tell the reaper I’m sorry

    Suicidal thoughts in my head still haunt me

    Wrote the f*ckin’ note, I read it back and then I trashed it

    I don’t wanna be depressed, it’s

    just a f*ckin’ habit

    Got tattoos on my arms, so I
    can’t cut

    Barely even stand my f*ckin’
    self, so I can’t love

    Cut off all my friends, they ask me why I’m so heartless

    I turn around and ask them why
    they leave me in the darkness

    End my life, tell the reaper I’m sorry

    Suicidal thoughts in my head
    still haunt me

    Wrote the f*ckin’ note, I read it back and then I trashed it

    I don’t wanna be depressed, it’s just a f*ckin’ habit

    Heart breaks every time I see her face now

    Flipped this sh*t myself and now it’s at a million plays, wow

    Failing all my classes, teachers saw waste of potential

    Could’ve been a doctor, but the music more essential

    I remember all the days when I couldn’t feel my best

    Now I’m fillin’ up the bank cause I made it off of rap

    But the sadness never changed, it don’t matter what I have

    It’ll never go away, it’ll never go away


    When I fall asleep sometimes, I’m scared I’ll never wake up

    When I fall asleep sometimes, I’ll pray I never wake up

    End my life, tell the reaper I’m sorry

    Suicidal thoughts in my head still haunt me

    Wrote the f*ckin’ note, I read it back and then I trashed it

    I don’t wanna be depressed, it’s just a f*ckin’ habit

    Got tattoos on my arms, so I can’t cut

    Barely even stand my f*ckin’ self, so I can’t love

    Cut off all my friends, they ask me why I’m so heartless

    I turn around and ask them why they leave me in the darkness

    When I fall asleep sometimes,

    I’m scared I’ll never wake up
    When I fall asleep sometimes, I’ll pray I never wake up

    Y.... ....

    Hell yeah

  56. i.... Y....

    top ten of all time

  57. R.... B....

    Josh u are a really good rapper keep it up

  58. N.... ....

    NICE COOL MAN! U COOL!!!111

  59. S.... W....

    I came here to say I love the way you reference older songs. C:

  60. C.... M....

    This mans got lil revive on a track. 😂 yes!

  61. M.... 3....

    "I think josh a should listen to him he sounds a lot alike" ohhhhh wait xD

  62. v.... ....

    Also do u like call of duty and fortnite

  63. v.... ....

    Do u play on console or pc

  64. N.... S....

    Lil revive is Josh A mic drop be for he changed his name just a thought what are your thoughts

  65. R.... C....

    Damn this shit fire 🔥🔥

  66. l.... f....

    Thx for another one 🔥🔥🔥

  67. C.... F....

    Lyrics anyone please ?

  68. r.... m....

    Every picture I see of josh is him in that same hoodie like cmon man you got anything else to wear

  69. Z.... B....

    this song is fire keep up the good work

  70. �.... �....

    Why do you don't posted this song on Josh a Chanel? Why you created another Chanel? (Lil Revive)

  71. A.... ....

    I have been listening to this song for about a week now on replay and I just can't get enough of it. It's sad to see that u sing about these terrible things that hopefully didn't happen to you. You inspire me to be a better person and I've been going through some shit lately and it helps to listen to your amazing music. I've never had a favorite song but I think this is it :)

  72. T.... P....

    in 1 year from now youll have at least 2 mil

  73. M.... O....

    You saved my life. You’ll probably never see this. But if it wasn’t for you, I probably wouldn’t be here!

  74. G.... ....

    Honestly this song is fire, wish i could go to ur tour josh but my parents wont take me ;(

  75. R.... S....

    Fire🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥

  76. b.... �....

    Шараут с России,бро,ты ахуенен!

  77. B.... M....

    in case you don't know this song is from Josh A

    B.... M....

    lil revive is literally joshes another account

  78. �.... �....

    Josh A ?

    �.... �....

    yes alter ego

  79. T.... ....

    end my life, tell the reaper im sorry ''i feel that one''

  80. I.... ....

    Lil Josh A

  81. K.... S....

    Pray 1 time to god it can be anything u want and iv prayed to him to ask if he can except 1 prayer if u and jake just pray for 2 thing (DONT ADK FOR SOMETHING MEANINGLESS) I love u guys I hope u can try to have a better life then what u say in your songs

  82. M.... T....

    Actually pumped listening to this

  83. L.... Q....

    WAIT A FUCKIN SECOND, UR THE ONE THAT MADE THE LEX TOMBSTONE REMIX 😱😱😱

  84. N.... T....

    Everybody when they first hear lil revive:oMg He SoUnDs LiKe JoShA

  85. D.... ....

    0.75x 👌

  86. B.... Z....

    I live the lil peep type vibe

  87. S.... ....

    gonna keep refreshing until the views are at 69,420

  88. J.... B....

    Okay so why does Josh make music under two names? I thought he just went by Josh A

    J.... B....

    Song went hard tho ngl

  89. D.... ....

    Josh A?

  90. x.... ....

    Wait so did he change his name or?

  91. B.... ....

    LIT ASF

  92. O.... ....

    Ur good singer but josh a is better ya know 😏

  93. T.... ....

    ive listened to this like 100 times I swear

  94. L.... R....

    Busy on tour but had to crank one out for you guys. Spotify soon. Also go stream Darko's new album too it's fire.

    L.... R....

    I’ve listen to this so much already

    L.... R....

    @Solitiverse you got this bud!

    L.... R....

    This is so dope and chill thanks for the music Lil Revive ♥️

    L.... R....

    Do u play video games?

    L.... R....

    Brooooo darko is the shitttt yall work so fucken good together