Joe Budden - Angel In My Life Lyrics






[Verse 1]
Let's look behind the Swarovski crystals
Behind the .50 calibers and the pistols
Misused, pardoned self got to excuse, my issues
For me to have you a ritual
But, I ain't as crazy as I seem to be
It's just that nothin' is the way that is seem's to me
Im feelin' less then, druggin' him up with anti-depressents
In essence im threatenin my character asessment
Truth told, I figure a few hoe's
Mixed with some new clothes should cover my loop holes
If I'm misundersttod or mis-guided
Started when they passed the L' said 'just try it'
When I don't wanna get out of bed I just fight it
Sometimes I don't eat for days I just diet
Only live once so if I just like it
I aint even checkin' the price, I just buy shit
I'm thinkin that will just hide it
But all it takes is life to ignite shit
I'm thinkin' bout death wonderin' how I'm gonna go
I can't be insane for just wantin' to know
In my head I die often, I used to think of suicide often
Good suit on and a nice coffin
But, that ain't somethin' I would try myself
Still they lock me in this room all by myself
I need a... think I need a.....

[Hook]

[Verse 2]
They say my symptoms are aggressive
They titled me a compulsive obsessive slash manic depressive
They trying to tell I'm a con and I game niggas
That's one reason I dont even entertain niggas
Not important who they are I won't name niggas
They like to say I got a tendency to blame niggas
I keep fuckin' shit up but keep tryin'
If ya'll would just trust me I wouldn't just keep lyin'
If I had bread I wouldn't be in debt
Let me clarify get in Def
I feel like every time I been less
When ever I invest whenever I inset I feel I'm innept
I try to make them understand but they just won't incept
I tell them four million others I am the templed
There ain't no book that tells a story there ain't no index
We got some different type of cuts and no they ain't princess
All this indigest seemingly in less
How I take in stress when I always went best
Aching in my chest and yet it still won't break me
They say the room is padded for my own safety
But the cushion don't soften shit
They locked the door but still they let my thoughts in it
And no one can tell me why I'm here
I can't even see the sky from here
I guess my time is near





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  1. j.... w....

    2019 -2020 who's with me???

    j.... w....

    forever my dude

  2. R.... C....

    Its ME ... 🤦‍♂️😔🤙

  3. D.... A....

    “But all it takes is life to ignite shit”

  4. A.... F....

    im nkt as crazy as i seem fo be its just dat nuttins is da way it seems to me

  5. J.... G....

    Mannnn!!!

  6. S.... W....

    Love this

  7. o.... m....

    Certifed cla"sick"!

  8. d.... m....

    Joe so underrated!

  9. J.... D....

    joe budden is amazing, check out my music on my page, any support is appreciated.

  10. R.... C....

    Base que o Facçao central usa em uma musica

  11. �.... O....

    This shit goes straight to the soul. Straight up.
    He says everything I am thinking.

  12. J.... D....

    Joe Budden is one of my main inspirations in my music, check out my music on my page, let me know what you think, any support is appreciated.

  13. B.... ....

    "0:50" , this is "Shinichiro Ikebe - Kagemusha" ??

    B.... ....

    and the main sample is "Angel in my life - enchantment" ?

  14. V.... R....

    i need an angel in my life u see i am lost in this world

    V.... R....

    I'll pray for ya i feel ya 👼!

  15. J.... G....

    damn why does every word in this song relate to me damn life is hard

  16. D.... N....

    HIP HOP YA GOTTA LOVE IT

  17. D.... M....

    2 real change ur namelol u not real u listen to Garbo like jay n wayne u a bitch lol both sum wack ass nigga that rap about dum ass shit lol just cuz dey got money dnt make them good lol bill gates got loot so dat nigga must b a good rapper ?right lol and they only get radio play cuz they rap about nothing lol

  18. Z.... ....

    Real shit, prob one of my top 5 budden songs

  19. R.... J....

    They say the room's padded for my own safety, 
    But the cushions don't soften shit, 
    They lock the door, 
    But still they let my thoughts in it.

    When he says that, I feel he read's my mind

    R.... J....

    Richard Johnson ugh

  20. J.... ....

    finally found this beat woow its so amazing

  21. A.... G....

    i have a tat that tributes this song in a way

  22. y.... ....

    whats the sample for this beat?

  23. L.... K....

    @FelipeSlashGuns .. You gave good info! Great post yo!

  24. I.... A....

    Ive been listening to this song for 3 years now.... This is a Joey at his prime.... The lyrics are just flat out unbelieveable and it its music that goes beyond words... no realer rapper

  25. O.... ....

    And what does that make you?
    "Cyber" is an outdated term - especially when paired with the word "internet". I don't virtually exist - I literally exist. I am a human being. A sentient, organic, carbon-based life-form.

  26. O.... ....

    Your entire conversation has set your heritage/people back 100 years.

  27. J.... N....

    Music is just thoughts over a beat... Through thick and thin music got your back

  28. a.... r....

    This song off is absolutely crazy and I mean that literally he talks about being in a straight jacket. Lyrically Angel In My Life is deep and I listened to it so much when I was going through some tough times. I would give you a few lines from the song but the whole thing is a gem.

  29. R.... L....

    Joey! This song is great

  30. B.... ....

    Yes it probably was for him. You don't realize how much help an artist making music that you can relate to helps you and can make you see that there is hope...:)

  31. B.... ....

    How could he? Joey killed it

  32. i.... ....

    Game stole this beat. Look up "The Drill". He didn't do it nearly as amazing as Joey did

  33. t.... ....

    this is about the pain of reality and the struggle of being human

  34. M.... B....

    /watch?v=yFGfB8TghQE&feature=youtu.be
    Remix

  35. j.... s....

    @YoungQuj word up his music deff helped me out during a lot of hard times in my life and im only 20

  36. a.... ....

    Budden is the fucking shit, can't get enough of him.

  37. K.... G....

    @xMithos True that man

  38. 6.... ....

    Truth told i figure some new hoes along with some new clothes should cover my loopholes......................DAMN JOEY

  39. D.... T....

    Man, when Joey says I'm a compulsive obsessive slash manic depresent i realized this guy was the truth...that was like four five years ago and i been bumpin him since

  40. d.... ....

    This for all Joey haters:

    "I try to make em understand but they just won't incept,
    I tell em for a million others I am the templet
    there ain't a book that tells OUR story, there ain't no index
    WE got some different typa cuts and no, they not princess!!"

    How do you judge a man or music that keeps people alive?? That gives people hope?? If you don't like it cool! Use that wasted negative energy and turn it into positive energy and show love to someone you like or do something productive!

  41. J.... H....

    no bullshit, Dis song helped me get THRU sum MAJOR shit i had..Thanks Joey

  42. M.... H....

    @sawyez

    personally everything after the eminem show eminem was released was garbage and the gayboys start to like it more and more that's called evidence. after streethop royce started to bore ... but yeah buddens the shit

  43. W.... ....

    WHO ELSE DID A REMIX TO THIS SONG

  44. B.... B....

    When I dont wanna get outta bed I just fight it, Sometimes I dont eat for days i just diet...

    They say my symptoms are aggresive, they title me a compulsive obsessive/manic depressive


    goin thru this shit..no one fuckin understand thank you joey you speaks The Real <3

  45. A.... G....

    Masspike Miles f/ Rick Ross - Love Drunk

  46. T.... ....

    @xMithos hes about to be mainstream, considering all you hear on the radio is eminem, and hes now signed to shady

  47. D.... A....

    Real talk, im a huge Joe Budden fan.
    I became a fan since I heard "Walk with me" on def jam fight fight for new york.
    Why is niggas saying Buddens?
    Its Budden, no fucking s at the end.
    Joey stay spitting GOAT bars.

  48. M.... L....

    @ciscostudent561 HA! Too true

  49. c.... ....

    8 people are normal or aint been through nothin in they life

  50. t.... ....

    i just found out bout this nigga he crazy fuk witem heavy revolution leader to the future

  51. T.... ....

    @HAiNviC your bunz

  52. T.... ....

    @ThatDudeSirraj yea i know i already know songs like walk with me, stained, and calm down, but i need some more shit thats like it

  53. T.... ....

    im not gonna lie im not the biggest joey fan but being bipolar and out of my fucking mind this is one of my favorite songs.........are there any more like it?

  54. B.... K....

    Good shit

  55. C.... ....

    Joey is the deepest rapper of all time

  56. i.... ....

    @devindaboss45 Definitely True...... ive seen the difference. its kinda a phenomenon...

  57. T.... ....

    no no no (hey we love you) free max b

  58. r.... ....

    I BET YALL DID'NT KNOW HE WAS RAPPING ABOUT HAVING BI-POLAR DISORDER!!!

  59. D.... D....

    joe budden fans >other rapper fans

  60. K.... G....

    This is real Hip hop!

  61. F.... V....

    @LincMclaren good for you man. You've stumbled upon a lyrical pot o' gold ;)

  62. C.... Y....

    "truth told, i figured a few hoes mixed with some new clothes should cover my loop holes" I never heard a rapper thats this deep n this skilled!

  63. M.... ....

    holy fuck. Reality check.

  64. d.... ....

    budden went in

  65. G.... ....

    @WillEyePWNu hell yea betta strap the fuck up kuz they already planning they attack

  66. K.... ....

    @AndreRedd1Empire haha i would talk shit but you made me laugh

  67. G.... ....

    @KidZo214 i kinda think we dont care

  68. K.... ....

    i kinda like chamillionaires version better

  69. T.... B....

    kid hes mad deep wit it he one of my ill inspirations as a lyricist

  70. O.... I....

    @Flamegang440 if you listened to him then you wouldnt say what youre sayin bout Cham. I kno for a FACT you havent heard him.

  71. J.... Y....

    @kraziemaine777...if i never "listen" to somebody den i would never say anything about'em if i didnt listen to'em den i would simple say "i never listen to'em" so miss me wit dat false statement. U feel so strongly about dude then give me a song dat i aint already listen to & change my mind. Many have tryed ALL has failed

  72. O.... I....

    @irishfury187 lol it wasnt garbage dum dum you have no taste in music if you think it was garbage

  73. O.... I....

    @Flamegang440 nigga are you stupid?? you tell the other dude to learn hip hop but hmmm....Cham is straight fire hes right there with Joe. he gots everything that nigga Buddens has. Metaphors,puns,munchlines,substance punchlines,deep lyrics,EVERYGING and he has SINGING. so how bout you check out Chamillionaire b4 you hate lil nigga. niggas like you need to stop hating on EVERYTHING you dont know about bcuz its wack when you do n you look ignorant. i can tell youve never listened 2 Cham

  74. C.... ....

    ‎"Thinkin 'bout death, one day how I'm gon' go, I cant be insane for just wantin' to know, In my head I die often, used to think of suicide often, Good suit on and a nice coffin, But that aint something I would try myself, Still they lock me in this room all by myself" Joey is tooooo ill, I dont get why people gotta listen to bullshit rap that doesnt make any sence or have any relevance, and knock this shit....

  75. c.... ....

    @bgtheiceberg
    i also wrecked this beat

  76. J.... Y....

    Nah Buddy his verse was has ASS!!!"did his thing"..smh c'mon dude really. Joe budden is worlds away from alot of these "mcees" if thats what u wanta call these niggaz.

  77. B.... T....

    To the people that says that Chamillionaire isn't real hip hop and Joe Budden is needs to go back and listen to the Sound of Revenge, Ultimate Victory, Mixtape Messiahs 1-7, The Truth, Big Business and Man On Fire. I'm not taking anything away from Joe Budden because everything about this song is dope, but Cham did his thing on the beat also.

  78. J.... Y....

    Cassidy fell off. I can predict his punchline before he even says it. U can see is shit comin miles away. But joey..whoo! and slaughter house? Damn crocked I a beast,budden is a savage, Royce nice, dnt really take 2 joell ortiz but at times he say some nice shit 2

  79. l.... ....

    17 year old mc check me out n subscribe if u can relate or feeling it ' pushin for lyricism. Must listen too: what u call this?, dance with me, only time will tell, tell me, bang along and many more!!

  80. i.... ....

    im with you on that, budden is 100X better than pump it up and fire, and i just listened to the chamillionaire version of this song and it was garbage

  81. M.... M....

    yea i buy shit 2. fuck the price, i know how it is when your in a room by yourself!

  82. J.... Y....

    Smh..2 ever say cham killed a beat over joe budden is by far da dumbest thing u can say. And shows da lack of ur ability sperate lyrics and a poetic verse compared 2 hype-ness. ur basicly sayin ur take a little jon over joe budden. Or lil scrapy over somebody like lupe or mos def. Miss me wit dat delivery shit. Joe's deliver was on point considering da type of song and da direction it went. Learn ur hip hop before commenting and posting such a stupid remark.

  83. Y.... ....

    i read a few comments stating that chamillionaire wrote better lyrics to this beat. ARE YOU FUCKIN SERIOUS!!!! how could you even compare these two rappers? Joey is a way better overall rapper/lyricist. he kills every beat. Yaw need to have a better understanding of what a rap lyricist is. i know everyone has their opinions but these are facts you cant even begin to argue against.

  84. f.... ....

    @dcdatdudeontherise
    Nah, Cham's version is called Send Me an Angel.. not to get confused with Yo Gotti's 'Send me an Angel', they have completely different beats.

  85. f.... ....

    To me, a better version is the song in which i can remember the lyrics because of better metaphors and punchlines and flow.. i like chamillionaires because after the 1st or second time listening to it, i was saying damnnn durign the song much more than joeys version. im trying to say this in the least disrespectful way to him, because joes got some good lines, but his flow isnt as good as chams.
    and hahah yeah youre totally right.. weve been waitin forever, but its all good though...

  86. f.... ....

    @CashTheBeast
    bro i agree, but jsut wait when venom comes out.. i like joe and cham, but i think cham did it better on this beat.. they both spit straight fire.

  87. C.... ....

    Youtube Costa aka Capo and listen to Gov'z Greazy and listen to Freedom

    support Underground Hip Hop

  88. f.... ....

    damn, joey gets some of the dopest beats

  89. D.... P....

    Joey keep doin ur thing and i will keep hearing you, hardest shit in tha game right here

  90. B.... ....

    REALEST RAPPER IN THE GAME wait i'm mean MC

  91. S.... ....

    @infblack3 word

  92. M.... ....

    aight, well im sorry but i've just been misinformed i never thought to sample his album when i heard those few dodgy tunes suspecting the rest was gonna be the same. but if thats the case i might have to check the discography out. cheers guys. peace.

  93. A.... M....

    You would say something as retarded as that.

  94. M.... M....

    "but the cushion dont soften shit, they lock the door, but they let my thoughts in it"

  95. M.... ....

    man joe budden has come so far from being a little bubblegum pop rapper with pump it up. this whole album is bangin!

  96. a.... ....

    this is the most amzing song...need to get myself a padded room cause i'm off the chain need some protection dnt want to hurt myself

  97. W.... ....

    Wow no such thing as illuminati all made up

  98. P.... ....

    Nas is my favorite rapper. Nas is a mason. Every rapper that had mainsteam success is working for them if not a member, but atleast Nas still says good shit. Ever wonder why people like Canibus and Budden never made it in the mainstream, cus they (probably) never sold their soul.