Jawga Boyz - Crossroad Lyrics

I've been on a back road trying to find my way back home
But everything has changed round here cause it's been so long
I've been out chasing my dreams, trying to keep my soul
Living two lives but I met a crossroad

We've been out here running our own business
[?] y'all who is the shizniz
Some of y'alls egos done blew up like Snapchat
Come at us, best believe, these boys go clap back
Been through just about everything in this rap game
Seen dudes come and go, some of them laid fat chains
Touring bus broke down on the way to sound check
Still we got it done, on the way to your town next

You can find us staying here in our own lane
And I won't forget how it felt to be a no name
Out here working late, some of y'all just got up
Hard work pays, this year was not in luck

I've been on a back road trying to find my way back home
But everything has changed round here cause it's been so long
I've been out chasing my dreams, trying to keep my soul
Living two lives but I met a crossroad

Yeah, sit around here at this intersection, got my mind off [?]
Knowing which direction, it's quite perplexing
With the constant questions and continual guessing
It's a blessing [?] can even have selection
But it's still depressing, well, I want perfection
Man I see the regression and I feel the pressing
At the present moment this second effect
It would infest and mess in with my intellection
And I back it, anybody wanna take a minute
Just lend me a hand and give me some advice?
I'm all years but I'm hearing crickets
I don't relate to their [?] lives
They don't relate to my world either
They ain't seen these crossroads
They ain't ever trying to chase a dream
But at the same time running from they own shadows
It's a constant battle, man I'm looking
I'm tryna find my way back home where I feel the best
Where the trees sway from that cool breeze
And I'm on my back porch [?] from stress
But I feel the tug to chase the dreams
You can call it a burden, it'll never leave
And it'll never lease and never cease to thief
Believe I'm only gonna work till I get relief

I've been on a back road trying to find my way back home
But everything has changed round here cause it's been so long
I've been out chasing my dreams, trying to keep my soul
Living two lives but I met a crossroad
Which way do I go