Insane Clown Posse - How Lyrics






I don't wanna die and burn in hell, I wanna live honourable, and do well,
but how, how do I stay on path, when I see somethin' fucked up I wanna laugh?
How do I honour, my dead beat father, who walked out on two kids, like why bother,
and left my mother with poverty, fuck my dad, I wanna slaughter thee?
Look at this world and all the Gods, how can I not look at all the odds.
Ya got Allah, Buddha, Jehovah, Jah, Give Praise, however you was raised.
How do I not wonder who's right or wrong, how do I keep my believin' strong?
How do I make it to Shangri-La, when the worlds so fucked up, damn its hard?

How do I live a beautiful life, when all of this darkness, has covered my life,
How could this be, you said was a lie, how will I know if I done good in your eyes?

I'm asking how, how can I ignore the hotties, how do I not check their slammin' bodies?
How do I stay Faithful and quit the game when I doubt my wife is doin' the same?
How in the fuck can I not have any, drive a bucket and I want a Bentley?
Live in a trailer and not envy a man who's got a mansion sittin' on land.
Is this a joke, how can anybody, with nothin' see the rich and not be salty,
and what if some psychopath had my son, how can I not just grab my gun.
How can I not have adrenaline buzz, aim and blow a hole where his eyeball was?
I saved my son he's alive and well, but I killed a man am I goin' to hell?

How do I live a beautiful life, when all of this darkness, has covered my life,
How could this be, you said was a lie, how will I know if I done good in your eyes?

How can I actually be a saint, how can I live and be somethin' I ain't?
How do I not steal, when I'm dyin' of hunger, and I end up under?
How do I just turn the other cheek, when I'm disrespected, slapped and beat?
What's wrong with fightin' back and winnin' how come if I'm not a punk I'm sinnin'
How can I pray true and true, when most of what I pray for don't come through,
and what about science and all the facts. How do I keep my faith in tact?
How do I not lie when the truth is painful, embarrassing, harmfull or shameful?
How do I not live afraid of hell and be happily content my soul is well?

How do I live a beautiful life, with all of this darkness, is covered my life,
How could this be, you said was a lie, how will I know if I done good in your eyes,
If I've done good in your eyes, if I look good in your eyes, if I look good in your eyes, if I look good in your eyes.





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  1. c.... r....

    For all the hate ICP gets its funny that songs like this are never mentioned by those same haters.
    Just saying,
    People need to look beyond the paint.

  2. J.... A....

    Who still listening to this in 2019???

  3. C.... T....

    2018!!!!

  4. K.... Z....

    This is why I love ICP

  5. J.... B....

    That moment when ur laying down on your couch wishing to die and this comes on... just before this "falling apart" ima peice of shit and feel i deserve nothin but death 😵

  6. j.... ....

    Love this track to death.... I'm getting really interested in the juggalo culture..... Twiztid, ABK and now this....

  7. s.... t....

    oh gawd. no

  8. s.... ....

    uploaded two years ago today :D

  9. B.... S....

    icp u speak truth thnk u

  10. C.... S....

    Even if they're not the most skilled rappers/singers, I still legit love this song. It's earnest, has a great chorus, great production, and heartfelt message.

  11. M.... H....

    I'm a really big fan been down since '96 the era of the mighty Riddlebox and there music just seems to be getting worse to me? The old shit was great but this newer stuff is garbage to me.

    M.... H....

    You're garbage, they're progressing with age and understanding,a true juggalo would respect it and not dwell on past icp's accomplishments

    M.... H....

    true juggalo? it would be a shame only being a normal juggalo..

    M.... H....

    Super Avenue Yea but its the internet. Opinions? That shit makes the internet blow up

    M.... H....

    Mike Harrison I know how you feel,trust me. I was down from the Milenko era. I laid my hatchet down in 2014. I got so sick of them SELLING OUT and TRADING NOT JUST 10,1OK OR ALL JUGGALOS FOR 100K MAIN STREAM FANS. THEY STOPPED INSTANTLY,WITH KEEPING IT FOR THE FAM AND WANTED THAT FAMe!!!IT'S BULLSHIT!

  12. M.... A....

    The band has been Christian Rap and Hip-hop since their very beginning. all of you dumb fucks who call yourselves juggalos and juggalettes really need to do your research and shit. because the dark carnival may be fun. but I'll say this, depending on who you run into you could go to heaven or hell. so don't fuck up now man.

    M.... A....

    Lol if blacken your eyes is Christian...then yea I guess you're right. I used to think it was Christian too but no...god doesn't belong to just one religion. Besides violent j only believes in a higher power...just so he says. Not too sure about shaggy. Both supposedly haven't been in a church in years...

  13. F.... H....

    I love this record. Very little Christian music gets me because it's too "life is perfect cause I have God". This and 16 horsepower take me away from the overload of earth.

    F.... H....

    fuck aye

  14. B.... M....

    the answer is Jesus Christ

    B.... M....

    That's what the song is about 😂

  15. A.... X....

    How can a Wolf, act like a Sheep? How can a Preacher, teach to be free? All of this darkness, is all that I see. If you can find Jesus, he might really be.

  16. v.... ....

    J's voice in the chorus sounds fresh as fuck!!!

    v.... ....

    +violentjett That is OTIS.

  17. E.... J....

    whooooop whooooop!!!!!

  18. F.... O....

    This one just grows on me more and more evveru time I hear it

  19. c.... ....

    this brings up a great point how do we know exactly what sin is what we are doing right now could be sin

  20. D.... R....

    well icp is singing about my inner fear and my thoughts

  21. C.... ....

    This song kinda reminds me of miracles.

  22. H.... S....

    Wassup ninjas, I'm a 16 year old rapper from Tacoma ,Wa appreciate it if you would give my song a try thanks. MMFWCL https://youtu.be/VEH3EcU2TVc

  23. S.... B....

    with icp more ppl turn to darkness. i sure the hell aint following no band like a little teenager no more just to feel like i belong somewhere. it is just insane how far ppl have gone for ordinary ppl. i will just stick with following God alone.

  24. S.... D....

    Hey im glad the wicked shit continues ive been a juggalo since i was twelve yrs old and im glad were all still here and icp has continued to elighten me still now that im in my mid thirtys lol awsome cant wait for the found album to realease much love whoop whoop weill never die much love fam

  25. w.... p....

    Your Right But we all must be strong!!!!!WENDY PETTIE

  26. j.... d....

    Awesome beautiful song

  27. s.... ....

    this is the best song on the missing link lost

  28. D.... W....

    sorry icp, i just dnt get into it
    what happened to the classic icp, its not hard for them to study the stuff ppl like and recreate it, if they did that they would sell so many more records

    D.... W....

    Because that sound doesn't resonate with the youth of today like it used to, that's why they switched up their sound

  29. A.... H....

    I love ALL Icp and Twiztid,Psychopathic too!!

  30. M.... K....

    religion is old world thinking before the info era started. whoop whoop.

    M.... K....

    @Madam Kitty lol

  31. r.... ....

    who knew that they would make a song about how I Felt while I was still christian only a few years back.

    r.... ....

    @rjlundholm89 im still christian and i feel the message in this song

    r.... ....

    @rjlundholm89 so a song made u convert?

    r.... ....

    @chandler houghtlen im christian , hell alot of the music is way against our religion but i listen to it cause of the beats and the music, i dont follow the message. yes music makes me thinnk but i will always be strong in my faith

  32. E.... ....

    This album is amazing.

  33. J.... G....

    This song is seriously my daily thoughts

    J.... G....

    @Jessie Guize right?! same fam!!!!

  34. c.... h....

    So glad icp is religious

    c.... h....

    they're not religious...

  35. L.... ....

    stop being negative , that's the problem here.

    L.... ....

    Try listening to all of there music you'll get it he writes from his heart not shit pop

  36. A.... O....

    Icp turns Christian rock band

    A.... O....

    +Ashley Bontea problem? if your down your down no matter what.
    WHOOP WHOOP

    A.... O....

    +Ashley Bontea you're a moron if this news to you.

    A.... O....

    yes and no... the dark carnival is the anti-christ. it is a lot to get into... 

    A.... O....

    ICP isn't really Christian or Mormon or anything they're actually more of an embodiment of agnostic

    A.... O....

    Taking into account ALL TRUTHS

  37. P.... Z....

    This album is FIRE!!!

  38. D.... W....

    I fucking love it dop as hell

  39. O.... ....

    Otis AKA Young Wicked killed the hook!

    O.... ....

    @OfficialOuiija Just Otis. lol

  40. k.... ....

    Fukin dope!

  41. s.... j....

    I've been struggling with my faith & been lost for a long time icp just put in prespective for me. whoop whoop

    s.... j....

    Then you're mentally fragile or your faith never meant anything at all.

    s.... j....

    Same fam

    s.... j....

    Keep an open mind and you'll be fine. Dont follow the wrong flock.

    s.... j....

    There can be a conflict between religious faith and reality. Think critically and you will go in the right direction.

    s.... j....

    That’s whats up !!

    Blessings 🙏

  42. Y.... C....

    Is it just me or should this have been the last track on the missing link

    Y.... C....

    @Young Che i agree

    Y.... C....

    I thought that too with "I see the Devil" being the next to last.

    Y.... C....

    @Johnny Maloney Yeah, the ending of "I See The Devil" should be the ending for "How". "My link is-". Or whatever.

  43. N.... S....

    This song is the bomb whoop whoop and speaks a lot of truth

  44. M.... ....

    Forgot to say thank you for uploading this!!! Much love bro!

  45. M.... ....

    This song is a #1 hit to me thanks guys

  46. M.... ....

    Wicked clowns will never die!!! They proved it just with this unbelievably dope song!!! Whoop Whoop!! MMFWCL to you all !!!!