Hotel Books - Sometimes I Feel Like Nothing Lyrics






As the broken sleep,
Death forgot to thank me when I set her free.
Come empty and you won't need anything,
Believe in your own blood until your heart stops beating,
And then you too will be set free.
Tear down your towers and build bridges,
Your god is a fraud if you wrote the mission.
And the devil will die when he has no witness,
I 'm not broken, I am nothing.
I'm the vessel, not the poison.

And I didn't want to lose you, But sometimes I forget
When my prayers feel like they're just cigarettes.
They'll take the headache away, then turn to ash,
But they bring me back to life every time I find a new light,
But then they bring up my past,
And I fall further and further, and further,
Until I'm afraid to get back up because
I don't want to fall again.

And I never thought I would be the one to fall in love
And I also never thought I'd be the one, the one to call it off.
But if there's one thing I know about myself,
It's that I don't know anything about myself.

'Cause you were nothing than a choice I had to choose,
A tool I had to use,
My favorite drug and my favorite excuse.

And my hands are not clean, maybe they never will be,
But they can still carry you home when you're ready to sleep.
And the only reason the devil's alive in you and me
Is because we disrupted him when he tried to fall asleep.





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  1. P.... R....

    You can hear my pain in his voice in deeply

  2. A.... ....

    Songs like this make me want to live a little longer, until the song is over

  3. S.... ....

    Oke, don't crying

  4. x.... t....

    "I never thought I would be the one to fall in love.
    And I never thought I would be the one to call it off."

    This hits me unbelievably hard

  5. l.... e....

    Everyone is crying, everyone is in this deep and sad mood, it's a sad song yea i know that all tho i am standing here with big smile on my face reading the lyrics over and over again while im laughing at the irony of how absurd this situation is. I find this funny because I can relate to this. I have felt the same way and now as I am reminding what I have done, the bullshit, the mistakes in the past... Laugh is just the only thing I can do right now and I'm fine with this. This helped me realize that I am in peace with myself. Thanks for creating this :)

  6. M.... L....

    i feel both less and more alone listening to this

  7. C.... B....

    Who's still listening 2018??

  8. P.... J....

    Hotel brooks gives me support, feeling that I am not alone in this..

  9. S.... D....

    I absolutely love this song, its so real but what is that irritating noice at 2.00 ?

  10. W.... H....

    all the work and prayers burn. a waste of sweat and breath. god turns his deaf ear to me. like I'm the one who doesn't exist

  11. J.... W....

    Every one's saying it's so hard not to cry why? The only reason some one else being completely honest should get to you is if you're not honest with your self that's why we use music as an escape

  12. P.... S....

    this isnt music. this is just some dude reciting poetry with ambience in the background

  13. E.... T....

    Sad songs for sad dudes.

  14. s.... h....

    I'm actually crying cuz my gf just broke up with me and hotel books always helps me

  15. E.... N....

    I think,I'm searching fog more,and with these lyrics I feel I'm on that journey. I don't have any friends anymore,and I have no one to talk I,so its jut me myself and I trying to find what it is I'm supposed to do feeling so alone

  16. M.... ....

    Is this a joke? Am I being Punk'd? Ashton? ASHTON!?

  17. A.... 6....

    the chills... fuck

  18. S.... R....

    But if there's one thing I know about myself,
    It's that I don't know anything about myself.
    being hit by a bus would be less painful than that line

  19. O.... H....

    I fucked up.

  20. B.... A....

    If I ever kill myself. This is the song I'll use.

  21. D.... J....

    I'm not broken I'm nothing made me cry

  22. m.... c....

    this reminded me of la dispute ... dont hate me ?

  23. C.... ....

    But if there's one thing I know about myself is that there's nothing I know about myself.
    Shit

  24. C.... B....

    who's still listening in 2017

  25. J.... L....

    amazing

  26. w.... f....

    Feel cold in back, in skin..

  27. g.... ....

    Still sobbing over this song 2 years later. 👌

  28. H.... L....

    Bet this guy cuts himself stupid emo music

    H.... L....

    Hunter LaVigne lol wow ur really funny we all care so much about what u have to say about this video lololololol

    H.... L....

    Pro Nerd you must care cause you replied to my comment lolololololololololololol

    H.... L....

    ...true. :l

  29. D.... A....

    Listening to this hurts more than getting shot with a gun... Wow

    D.... A....

    Well I guess you've never been shot by a gun.

    D.... A....

    Jesus, Emo kids sure are dramatic.

    D.... A....

    Doubt (x)

  30. I.... B....

    💕💕💕

  31. A.... S....

    "I never thought I'd be the one to fall in love, and I also never thought I'd be the one to call it off" wow

  32. w.... c....

    "Your god is a fraud if you wrote the mission. And the devil will die when he has no witness"

  33. Y.... B....

    Thank u for this

  34. E.... A....

    the feels of this it so moving

  35. n.... ....

    how did i get here from AC DC

  36. L.... ....

    those lyrics and voice remember me Kate Marsh from life is strange videogame

  37. E.... R....

    "I'm not broken, I am nothing. I'm the vessel not the poison..." Wow...

    E.... R....

    eli It hits me so hard. My heart just dropped to my stomach.

  38. P.... R....

    the feels are fucking killing me

  39. H.... J....

    THIS SONG MAN. THIS. SONG.

  40. b.... j....

    oh wow........

  41. T.... R....

    Tracy :'( I pray to God every night things weren't this way

  42. I.... S....

    I'm in class and this is hitting my feels.

  43. S.... D....

    such raw emotion..

  44. U.... ....

    Exact same notes as "The Sixth Station" from Spirited Away
    Amazing song tho :)

    U.... ....

    Not the exact same but I feel you.

  45. S.... B....

    this is sick

  46. P.... E....

    Feels tho.

  47. d.... ....

    ............

  48. J.... ....

    Can someone elaborate on the ending:"
    And the only reason the devil's alive in you and me
    Is because we disrupted him when he tried to fall asleep." I'm kinda confused about it.

    J.... ....

    +issabubble gilly Dang, that's one interesting way to look at it. thank you

    J.... ....

    It may not be exactly what he's talking about but that's what I feel he is saying. And you asked for an elaboration from someone so sorry if it's not the answer you were looking for.

    J.... ....

    +issabubble gilly No it's totally cool, I was looking for someone's opinion on it, because I couldn't think of one.

    J.... ....

    +FearABlankPlanet My interpretation of it is that they both woke up their inner demons or their one major inner demon that cause them to not be able to "function" and do things that they wouldn't normally do or something more biblical like they poked at sin or temptation and now its raging back at them.

    J.... ....

    Devil represents the actions that they're not proud of, their secret sins, like maybe they banged and never really had a relationship other than a sexual one, or something shameful like that. And though sometimes people tend to blame devilish temptations caused by circumstance or being at the wrong place, wrong time, time place, as if to say the devil is busy trying to make good people stumble, but what the singer is admitting is that they cannot blame anyone but themselves and their own past desires which they're ashamed of in retrospect. In other words the devil/temptation was asleep but the singer and this girl are the ones responsible for seeking out the devil/temptation.

  49. c.... w....

    The moment when your feels are basically dying ;-;

  50. x.... �....

    _0 seconds clean._

  51. x.... �....

    _this calms me down so much._

  52. B.... G....

    His words hit me like a MacTruck

  53. M.... L....

    Weak growls. Jk this song is tear jerking and heart wrenching

  54. S.... S....

    Holy shit.

  55. S.... ....

    First band that made me cry like a newborn baby

  56. J.... B....

    Is this levi the poet on vocals?

    J.... B....

    Nah. It's a guy named Cam Smith

    J.... B....

    they actually recently made a song (-:

  57. m.... L....

    "And i never thought i would be the one to fall in love,
    And i also never thought id be the one, the one to call it off"'

  58. j.... ....

    it's pure sadness but it's so beautiful.

  59. S.... N....

    Hotel Books gives me faith in humanity 💖

    S.... N....

    +Skylar Nicole OMG HEY SKYLAR I DIDN'T KNOW YOU LIKED THIS BAND. IT'S RANDY BTW.

    S.... N....

    ofc, I love Hotel Books.

  60. D.... R....

    i dont understand?? :(

  61. s.... w....

    Where has this been all my life thank god for this..... I needed this thank you

  62. W.... ....

    after first listening: "what was that! oh dear god what was that!" i just want to die right now with this song on my mind....

  63. b.... s....

    la dispute has a better sound this is just a winy little bitch crying into a microphone

    b.... s....

    You just don't get it. But that's okay. Your brain consumes too much energy working on a second grade level trying to tie your shoes or do basic math, so you can't comprehend true beauty through music and poetry. That's perfectly fine.

    b.... s....

    +Blake Smith This reply fucked that guy harder than his father.

    b.... s....

    +Blake Smith that was a big turn down for what. 100% true anyways

  64. c.... ....

    "A tool I had to use,
    My favorite drug and my favorite excuse." 

    wow...

  65. M.... L....

    I'm exhaling through his music vapors. So glad I found this band!

  66. S.... K....

    😧😢😢

  67. W.... ....

    I'm glad I found this band. This is beautiful.

  68. C.... B....

    How can someone dislike this ?

  69. b.... ....

    if you don't feel anything while listening to that, you are the worst kind of dead, because your heart is still beating but it's not connected to your soul.

    b.... ....

    @Stephen Willis you are a walking dead man

  70. t.... p....

    Just wow.

  71. k.... h....

    goddamn ninjas put onions in front of me again

    k.... h....

    Sammmmmme

  72. A.... ....

    where the fuck has this band been, wow

  73. B.... F....

    reply button is raped.

  74. T.... W....

    i never thought i would be the one to fall in love.

  75. M.... ....

    Can't stop playing this.

  76. k.... c....

    right in the feels

  77. A.... ....

    This is awesome and I love every bit of it.

  78. Z.... B....

    I'm gonna go cry for 500 years

  79. B.... H....

    They deserve alot more recognition, amazing

  80. A.... N....

    Fvcking Awesome!!!

  81. C.... C....

    oh my god the cigarette part made me flood tears what the fuck I don't even cry all that much jesus fuck I love poetry 

  82. S.... C....

    lol ciggarretes do all that to you? damn

  83. S.... B....

    It looks like La Dispute but so better. Awesome

  84. R.... F....

    I'm not crying, I'm just sweating out of my eyes........

  85. T.... I....

    La Dispute?

  86. �.... S....

    This shit really hit home.

  87. I.... ....

    Well shit, this hit hard.

  88. M.... ....

    is like smashing my heart into pieces
    "The hardest part of this song is trying not to cry."
    its too hard to me dude.

  89. A.... P....

    This song = Supernatural

  90. T.... M....

    Wooooooow <3

  91. A.... A....

    betacore