Hotel Books - Nicole Lyrics
I think I'm losing you, but I will never regret choosing you
Because I am in love, and for now that will be enough
And the ones around me convince me that I was the only person who was dumb enough to believe that you and I had hope.
But now I know even after you began to let your emotions slow the only reason I stood alone was because I was the only one who knew our love was never going to let go.
Because if this is reality then I guess I'm not alive,
Because I don't know a life in where I can't make things right.
And when life teaches you to drive and you finally say goodbye
And you won't let me stand by your side
Ill know that though some feelings are hurt, none will have died.
Cause I used to stay up at night and picture myself looking into your eyes
Shouting as you would sigh “how dare you think you can fall asleep with water dripping from the kitchen sink, how dare you think you can fall asleep with all these little leaks in this home we built in our dreams”
A picture is worth a thousand words or whatever people say to me.
It's hard to believe when your mind is lost and in need,
A prayer that nothing will keep,
A hope that light will seek before the dark sinks too deep.
Or at least the sinking feeling inside of me will decrease when the release of perceived dreams burn in the flame of feeling free.
So feel free to be free if that's what you need.
And if someday you feel alone and everything caves in when you try to breathe,
Know that you are not alone as far as I can see,
Because you were everything to me.
Through this I have realized that if I were God we would have all just died,
And what good am I if all I can create is a projection of my own mind.
A dream of finding time to remind you that I'm still here and I'm not fine.
And darling if you're going to leave just remember who you are,
And do what you can to remember me.
Maybe someday we can talk about our past and we can talk about the weather.
Whenever you leave I don't care what I'm remembered for,
I just want to be remembered.
Because even if I failed you at least I tried,
And maybe our lives don't add up now but someday our graves will look the same when we both die.
And if I had a chance I'd give you one last kiss and I'd bite down on your lip
And I'd try to puncture it so you'll never forget that time,
And darling I know sometimes life will take a turn for the worst,
And sometimes life will even hurt.
And I know some days, some days you'll be afraid of the lessons you'll have to learn
And some days you'll even feel burned,
And I want to let you know that I want to love you through them.
But I always get what I deserve.
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Hotel Books Nicole Comments
Nobody may care but I’m seeing this at 555k views. 555 means that angels want me to be ready to embrace change. This hits me so hard because earlier today I was crying because someone that I cared about so much moved on. And after taking to a friend I realized that I can heal and soon I’ll be ready to move on too.
We fell in love and started a long distance relationship , 8000 miles apart. We made plans for 2020, you told me you wanted a future with me. How I’m your everything... that you loved me... we talked about establishing a future... but You were gone for 3 days and when you came back you came to tell me you’re returning to your ex...another 3 days later and I’m telling you how I’ll always wait for you and you asked me “what if I get committed” I asked how so and you told me the two of you are planning on engagement.
I’ve never experienced heartbreak like this....
Im so numb.
I miss her so much... every day and night I cry for her..
its been about 3-4 years and I still know this song by heart;-; it will always have a special place in my heart.
I miss you more than words could ever describe. Why did you have too leave me here so broke. I love you Amara
yeah no everything's cool i'm just sobbing
This is not music 🤪
"All you can picture is a memory in someone elses sheets" damn
I'm not even heart broken, I don't have anyone, but I feel like I did and I'm heartbroken from a relationship that never happened
im trying to forget a girl named nicole and this pops up in my youtube homepage
He manages to make every single line a memorable quote
My name is Nicole 😶
I posted this song but playing rain in the background <3 feel free to check out
We both like each other
But i doubt she loves me more than i love her
And I doubt, her love will last
I like her and she likes me back
I like her and she likes me back
Finally after a long time
My doubts finally came true
I like her and she likes me back
I like her —no, scratch that, i love her
And she met someone new
... I wonder if your still listening to this. If so. And if your reading this. I miss you. Come back to me doll.
This song fucks me up till this day but I love it. Makes me think back in my life when I was so naive in my relationships and how badly I was hurt from them. Stay strong guys ❤️ it gets better, trust me
Ive just recently just broke up with "her" and this song hits me really hard. She tells me she still loves me but shes not in the right mind set to be in a relationship and now i can't go an hour without thinking of her, it makes it hard to breathe to the point where i want to rip out my own lungs. Ill always love her and still hold out hope because she was the one who showed me love in its full capacity. If you ever read this thank you for everything you've done for me and ill always always be there for you when you need it.
This hits so freaking hard you know? Like, am I the only one who thinks this was made just for them? I was in such a good relationship for 3 years which is a success for me cause Teenage love never really worked out for me...then he had to go and cheat on me.... This just makes me want to sit in a corner somewhere and just cry my eyes out
I always send my back in time, when I use to feel she was the only option. Life goes on and your lovely with or without her. It took me 27 years to realize this. I hope it only takes you 27 seconds.
I'm here bc my name is Nicole
This song is about my WayBee/Miranda
I Love you WayBee!!!
I love you WayBee....
i am heartbroken so much that for the first time in my life i prayed to god that this girl would love me the way that i love her...
still thinking about him from time to time..
literally sounds JUST LIKE hobo johnson it's kinda scary lmao
man this song is not a good idea halfway down the bottle
Levi the poet?
I always listen to it twice in a row
It doesnt get better with time. Dont believe the hype
Im still here and im not fine
I'm sitting here crying cuz my relationship ended of 4 years ha
The white blueface
We’ll both die the only difference is that you’ll be remembered and I won’t
Andd...im crying.
This is a great day.
😅
the pain , the emotions :(
It’s crazy I remember the first time I heard this song I broke down and started crying because my ex name is Nicole and it was like he put it into perfect words the way I felt and still feel it’s crazy how a person can come into your life and change it forever like I just want to say I’m sorry Nicole that we didn’t work out but just know I will always love you even though I know you don’t love me anymore and never will again just know you where everything to me and I’m sorry I wasn’t in the right frame of mind mentally at that time to give you the love that you deserved that saying is so true that you don’t know what you have until it’s gone 8/8/10 was the day where it all began I hope one day you see this song I don’t care what I’m remembered for I just want to be remembered ❤️💕
your first name WAS nicole?
*-Before song-*
Me: “my name is Nicole, this would be a cute love song”
*-After song-*
Me: “I’ll stick with Demolition Lovers by MCR”
Nicole Collins my names Nicole aswell
“Only give what they’re willing to give”
Don’t listen to that quote. It’s what caused me to lose her, and now that line haunts me in my dreams.
god. i love him and he loved me and i cant let go.
I will never regret, my love.
You were everything to me, Hannah. God I miss you.
Shit gets to me so hard
Ah. My exwould play this around me before we broke up. I never realized what it was cuz I didn't listen, and now I am. This song is the equivalent of pouring salt on a wound.
I feel like hotel books is lowkey hobo johnson. It sounds like him and its his style of music
EXACTLYYY. they sound exactly the same and write the exact same kind of music.
So feel free to be free if that’s what you need.
This was out on his birthday. I wish I never loved him bc I knew he would eventually break up with me he left a empty whole inside of me that can never be fixed
Hobo johnson who?
Every week we talk a little less you're slipping away and I'm sorry
The songs I right would fit this kind of genre, it would sound a little bit more like a rap though, but like 21 pilots rap, you know what I mean? It can also be sung. It depends
http://orphandotlife.wordpress.com
2019 anyone
*hits replay for the 4th time*
oh eugene
Reminds me of my best friend. ...we got in a fight and I lost her to the fight..I miss laughing like an idiot and messing around..she was my happiness in life..life is dull without my best friend..
does anyone know what I can look up or where to find tracks like this with no words that I could read slam poetry over like him???
I'm so sorry that I broke your heart and it's still bleeding.
I know you tried everything to just hold me in your arms. I know that there's so much love and pain inside of you and I'm sorry that I'm the reason why you are broken.
I'm sorry I couldn't take it any longer and I'm sorry that I left you when you needed me the most. I know I've done things just so wrong and all I've done was blaming you for your faults. But at the end of the day your love is pure and mine is shattered. And I'm so sorry for leaving you alone when you need me the most.
I'm so sorry that I can't give you the love you need from me.
Lmao so I was literally drifting off to sleep right when he said "How dare you think you could fall asleep?"
His music literally spoke to me lmao.
could you write poems or books
i’m not crying. you’re crying
I always get what I deserve...
This song makes me think of my ex because it's literally named after her lol
Ouch. It hurts
These are so good. Gotta hold back tears.
This reminds me of him. He left, but he was everything to me. It hurts so badly. I always get what I deserve
I'll catch your tears and put them in my pocket
This song 🖤
but I am Nicole....
cocky much?
This song is so accurate man
why am i crying in the club ?
My ex dedicated this song to me when we were broken up:(
he reminds me of tyler joseph.
Holy fuck I haven't heard this song in years. Instant full body chills and tears.
This song is amazing but I'm numb to it now
Sitting up at 5am bawling to this song because its so raw and relates to everything going on in my life🙃
anyone here cause they’re sad? i love you keep your heads up high loves. stay safe
I can feel her slipping away and I don’t want to lose her. I feel like I’m dying
Edit: I lost her. I found out that our relationship wasn’t real. She never loved me. She lied and she cheated multiple times.
Ditto brother, ditto
By Dev it sucks sometimes
This is the hardest a song has ever made me cry
I jam to this
It is my name coupled with my love for spoken word/slam poetry. I love this so much
My (ex bestie as of today) best friend told me she couldn’t trust me anymore, so we aren’t friends and now I’m crying
God this song is just amazing i love it so much wow. I cant even put it in words like its just so good and powerful. Thanks for sharing it
0:53 ,, 💔
i want to be remembered
My girl broke up with me and I still love her with all my heart and it hurts to see her forgetting about me and flirting with other guys. I don't know how to move on and it hurts so much. This song hits so close to home I can't listen without crying.
I am here brother, god bless you
I wish I could show this song to him. Maybe he’d understand the love I have for him will never die but it’s fine
Every time I listen to hotelbooks I get really inspired to write
Funny thing is people say we’re so unique and different but if you look closely we all feel the same and have the same problems, I mean look at the comments. People have the same problem here and we don’t judge one another
Init. He gets it
I love her and i need herand shes slipping away
Is it just me or does anyone get Being As An Ocean Vibes from this? It's a great song and I absolutely love it
I come to this song when I need a good cry.
Oh look I'm back.
Damn, I’m in a happy relationship and this shit still gets to me
how many of you guys are here because of a heartbreak?
thanks rodrick
Yeah me too rodrick
Here. Except I’m a girl. And the one I loved was a girl
Yeah me too.
me and heartbreak? Pffff, i will die alone.
HOW IS THIS SO GOOOOOODDDDDD
this reminds me of slam poetry and i absolutely in love
..... I wanna be gone.
real suicide hours click that like if its late and you are still thinking about her
Damn bro
I still think about him. It's been almost 4 years.
It's funny. The girl I'm in love with, her name is Nicole.
Fuck man.....