Hamasaki, Ayumi - No Way To Say Lyrics

[Romanized:]

Nokosareta tooi mukashi no
Kizuato ga uzukidashite mata
Furueteru kokoro kakushite
Hohoemi ni surikaeta

Ikutsu ni nattemo aikawarazu na watashi wa
Ima demo okubyou de
Tsuyogaru koto bakari oboete yuku

Tsutaetai omoi wa afureru noni
Nee umaku kotoba ni naranai
Anata ni deaete inakereba konna
Modokashii itami sae mo shiranakatta ne

Sukoshizutsu mitome hajimeta
Iyasarenu kako no sonzai to
Kobamenai mirai ni ikura
Obietemo shikatanai to

Ato donogurai no yuuki ga motetara watashi wa
Daiji na mono dake wo
Mune wo hatte daiji to ieru darou

Tashika na omoi wa kanjiru noni
Nee itsumo kotoba ni dekinai
Daremo ga koushite kotoba ni naranai
Omoi wo kakae nagara kyou mo ikite iru

Tsutaetai omoi wa afureru noni
Nee umaku kotoba ni naranai
Anata ni deaete inakereba konna
Modokashii itami sae mo shirazu ni

Tashika na omoi wa kanjiru noni
Nee itsumo kotoba ni dekinai
Daremo ga koushite kotoba ni naranai
Omoi wo kakae nagara kyou mo ikite iru

[Japanese:]

残された遠い昔の
傷跡が疼き出してまた
震えてる心隠して
微笑みにすり替えた

いくつになっても相変わらずな私は
今でも臆病で
強がる事ばかり覚えて行く

伝えたい想いは溢れるのに
ねぇ上手く言葉にならない
あなたに出会えていなければこんな
もどかしい痛みさえも知らなかったね

少しずつ認め始めた
癒されぬ過去の存在と
拒めない未来にいくら
怯えても仕方ないと

あとどの位の勇気が持てたら私は
大事なものだけを
胸を張って大事と言えるだろう

確かな想いは感じるのに
ねぇいつも言葉に出来ない
誰もがこうして言葉にならない
想いを抱えながら今日も生きている

伝えたい想いは溢れるのに
ねぇ上手く言葉にならない
あなたに出会えていなければこんな
もどかしい痛みさえも知らずに

確かな想いは感じるのに
ねぇいつも言葉に出来ない
誰もがこうして言葉にならない
想いを抱えながら今日も生きている

[English translation:]

That old, left behind
Scar started aching again
And I hid my trembling heart
And secretly replaced it with a smile

No matter how old I get, I'm still the same as ever
I'm a coward even now
And only learn how to pretend to be strong

The feelings I want to convey overflow, yet...
Hey, I can't put them into words well
If I had never been able to meet you
I would never have known this frustrating pain

I've begun to recognize little by little
The presence of a past that can't be healed
And how it's useless to be frightened
Of a future I can't resist

How much more courage do I need
To be full of pride and to be able to say
That what's important to me is important?

I feel this certain love, yet...
I can never put it into words
Everyone lives today again like this
Carrying a love they can't put into words

The feelings I want to convey overflow, yet...
Hey, I can't put them into words well
If I had never been able to meet you
I would never have known this frustrating pain

I feel this certain love, yet...
I can never put it into words
Everyone lives today again like this
Carrying a love they can't put into words