guccihighwaters - gtg Lyrics

[9TAILS:]
I'll be 20
Next year
But I dress like I'm old
Sitting down
12 hours
I could swear I'm
Growing mold

Kraft macaroni
Cooking up
On the stove
I got no where else to be
But I'll say I gotta go
Everytime she tells me I should stay some more
Ion see no drugs so fuck it gotta go

Gotta go
Gotta go
I gotta go

Not a single hour lately I don't wanna roll
Not a single meal I wouldn't finish with a smoke
Never touch a bogie and I put that on my soul
But I light so many woods its like a bought a pack of smokes

Like I bought a pack of newports
Living life like its a crash course
Living life like there's a second try
I know u will but I don't think I'll die
So I'm giving everything a try
Whered u get it and how much it cost
How much of it cause an overdose

I don't wanna die but I'll get close
How much of it gonna numb my soul
Intense emotion make me curl my toes
Fuck love I feel it getting old

[Guccihighwaters:]
I'll be 20 next year but I feel like I'm dead
I look like I'm 12 and my hair is a mess
Flip the stack just like a tech deck
I ain't smokin gas but if I did it would be septic

I'm fuckin ballin'
They tryna intercept it
They just get crossed up
Like an intersection
Y'all my sons
Like I broke the contraceptive
She lackin vitiman D
So she swallowed my erection

Must be my aesthetic
Shawty gimme neck
But it feel like anesthetic
I can't feel my chest shit
My heart beatin fast
Think it's cardiac arrest bitch

Woah big words I think I need a dictionary
Words inducing images but this ain't pictionary
Write in the morning
Record in the evening
Day in the life
But I breathe for no reason
By the way girl I gotta go
I just get inspired from the feeling of your throat

Plus its cold out I think I see some snow
Hopefully it sticks so I can stay inside alone
But

[Both:]
How much of it gonna numb my soul
Intense emotion make me curl my toes