Grand, Steve - Back To California Lyrics






Do you remember California? 20-oh-6?
You told me we could change this world
I had no doubt about it
I was always kind of awkward
You never seemed to mind
Just two kids in high school
What could we know about life?

You were my tiny dancer
Golden hair and yellow eyes
I was your disaster
Always brushing you aside, I didn't see it right then
But in the years that have gone by
I found I'll never know a better friend
Than this one I left behind...ohhhh

So you're getting married
I hope he’s nothing like our daddies
When we were young
And love was something so fucked-up
It’s sure had its toll on me

So it’s back to California in my mind
Petty arguments on bus rides in muted sunlight
We belong to California, young and free and wild
Where our dreams grew big as your yellow eyes
As they looked into mine...

Do you remember summer nights? Out in the parking lot?
Checkin out those seniors? Man those drum-line boys were hot
And we danced under the street lamps, high off that summer heat
“Just two more years! Just two more years!” and we'd be outta here...ohh

Now we're getting older
The world's grown dark and colder
You're in law school.
I'm a bar back in the neighborhood.

So it’s back to California in my mind
Petty arguments on bus rides in muted sunlight
We belong to California, young and free and wild
Where our dreams grew big as your yellow eyes
As they looked into mine...
As they looked into mine...

Ooooohhh oooh ohhh
Ooooohhh oooh ohhh





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  1. L.... c....

    Не можешь петь, не мучай попу. Зачем так надрываться?!

  2. T.... G....

    This makes me miss California having never even been there.

  3. T.... S....

    We all have/ had that friend... 😉

  4. A.... R....

    Good job Steve, good job.

  5. d.... b....

    Two people of the same sex can be friends just not in a relationship or marriage.

  6. D.... W....

    To say that I hated high school would have been an understatement. It was especially hard for me to make friends anyways.

  7. E.... C....

    Lovely as always Steve. Thanks for sharing.

  8. B.... a....

    If I wrote this it would be abt by best friend witch is the girl I love

  9. P.... N....

    Jason Caceres in the video clip ? Well done !

  10. g.... ....

    Beautiful song about true friendship and how destiny keep some people apart sometimes... I cried lol

  11. R.... P....

    from California.........love the song and video Steve..........we love ya out here too!

  12. d.... b....

    Love💕💕

  13. D.... D....

    I used to be a bartender...at THE MAX......i am gay...my best friend at that time is a lesbian...........but we are no longer friends due to the fact that she was stabbing me in the back..........so.................ADIOS

  14. t.... r....

    I just found this video.... and cried from nostalgia. Thank you for sharing the vulnerability that so many of us can relate to.... I too said goodbye to my childhood friend when we went different directions for college. I think of her often. I was her disaster and she protected me fiercely. To all young boys and girls struggling, it DOES get better.

  15. M.... G....

    Okay, the video and music was awesome. Call me bias, I love your gay themed videos. I know your music is not about sexual orientation and I get that. Maybe it is that I live vicarious by your gay themed videos these days. You remind me that I need to find me a man to settle down with. After, I am done with my grad program. I do love your music.

  16. R.... P....

    i like your music very much and your hot pictures

  17. L.... L....

    Steve, I liked so much to knew you and your life's history. It's a inspiration to my life. You passed for many hard things and you're a winner because this.
    Sorry for my bad english, I from Brazilllll :D :D :D
    You are cuteeeee! Kakakakakaka
    Kissesssss s2

  18. E.... F....

    Belíssimo video. I've been following your carrier since 2015 and I really like your songS but the interviews I've read or watched they are the best I think you've got a clever and positive personality. From them I have even written a poem about your experience in the camping site when you were 13. LOVE, LIVE, LEARN n LAUGH MAC

  19. M.... A....

    I cried all the way through, watching this. I never would have made it through high school and college without my girl-friends. They were the first people I came out to. And at their weddings, I remember having a tinge of sadness because I knew that distance and marriage would naturally make us drift apart (so her showing the ring in the video started my waterworks) Great song and video, Steve!

  20. s.... s....

    good singer

  21. E.... c....

    im from Argentina and i just found you on oct 2013 in Orlando Gaypride before that i never hears about you, since then i just follow every single piece of your work, its very inspiring your music and everthing that you have done.. i wanna do something with your music a video but i will let you know.. your Fan JohnO.

  22. M.... ....

    this song gives me a special kind of anxiety in an emotionally lukewarm way

  23. J.... M....

    Her smile is absolutely stunning

  24. E.... K....

    why isnt there any instrumentals of his song :(

  25. W.... T....

    As a gay man, this was very unclear. I thought you were str8. Very disappointed. songwriting needs work.

  26. d.... ....

    I hate that I'm just now finding out about you! You're so talented! Love seeing LGBT singers not afraid to sing about their love (although I understand this one is not about such) it's just so inspiring for me and helping me be even more comfortable with my sexuality. Thank you, you're amazing!

  27. E.... K....

    The best song I've been listening for days. Thank you for making such a beautiful song, I always feel calm and sincere listening to it. Somehow, it makes me feel stronger whenever I leave my hometown for college. And we all know that there is someone special back at home, it can be our parents, siblings, or best friends like the video has resembled.

  28. o.... ....

    What a great song. I think we can all relate to our best friend in school and how we grew together and then went our separate ways down life's journey. This song makes me cry when I hear it (good tears). Thank you!

  29. L.... C....

    Thanks for your music. your videos, your incredible lyrics... and your beautiful voice!!! I love it!!! You are a great artist and I am very proud of you because gays we deserve the best and your talent is incredible and like a gay man I deserve listen to your music and together we must fight for our rights... becuase gay rights are human rights... thanks a lot from San Cristobal Venezuela

  30. R.... B....

    Thanks Steve for your awesome talent, videos and your being a voice and inspiration and comfort for us; you are all of us through your music and videos. Love you for all you are doing.

  31. O.... A....

    I Love your work

  32. J.... M....

    me encanto :'(

  33. A.... A....

    Hi Steve!! How are you? I'm a Brazilian man and I found your music recently. All your songs are great. I love your songs and always I'm listening wherever I go.

  34. A.... W....

    Cette chanson me rappelle de ma meilleur amie. Elle me manques...

  35. M.... L....

    What a beautiful song!I should have known you earlier.

  36. J.... C....

    hola ffabuloso

  37. C.... T....

    Mr. Grand.... Very nice friendly sound and very attractive. The stuff of mass appeal. Wish and hope you would have the same love interest consecutively for a number of productions. Actually even better over a few years as example of long term union. Of course the best way is that both of you are out and honest with friends and family of your orientation which assures the best chance for lifers. Staying together maybe as difficult as being single so I hope for your success professionally and personally. Thank you for your honest sound and subject.. cLauDy @ClaudyTheArtist

  38. J.... R....

    my love steve beatiful 😍

  39. s.... p....

    ស្រលាញ់បទនេះ !! ស្រលញ់ទាំងអ្នកច្រៀងផងដែរ !!!

  40. l.... ....

    hi, you speak spanish ? ...

  41. D.... M....

    primeira vez que ouço as musicas , adorei, achei super bacana , parabéns!

  42. 5.... ....

    Okay. I'm convinced. Going to look for this album now.

  43. J.... F....

    In this video, y ou seem truely happy! Good for you.

  44. s.... b....

    posted this 2 months ago with no response..i helped with kick..what have u to say??

  45. a.... ....

    You and Jason Caceres together on one terrific video! WOW!

  46. i.... ....

    Lovely! :)

  47. s.... b....

    Luv u and your music..find the female distracting..sorry

  48. P.... S....

    This is exactly how I feel about my best friend this made me emotional your best friend can be your greatest ally and supporter

  49. A.... M....

    Great music Steve. Thank God for great talent such as yours. And you have a wonderful personality too.. Prayers and best wishes from Scotland and Ireland.

  50. D.... W....

    It's not a bad song. However, I do like the upbeat tracks more. I hated high school with a burning passion. For reasons that most people won't understand, I found it incredibly difficult to make friends. I never actually realized that part of my difficulty with relating to other people was simply because I had no idea that I was gay. Nothing personal, but my experience was entirely different.

    D.... W....

    same here! well just my first year of high school, was the worst time of my life so far but then it was my decision to change that and it eas difficult but at the end of the day I made awesome friends and the rest of my experience in high school was amazing, unforgettable. I hope you try to be happy and I know that is hard sometimes to conect with people but that's because you haven't met the right ones yet.

  51. D.... C....

    amei todas as musicas nossa super

  52. o.... ....

    Steve, this song is beautiful. I love all your music. California rocks. I love California. This song touches my soul. Keep up the great music !

  53. M.... F....

    This video is AMAZING and the song is so lovely <3 !! Great job..i love your work <3 <3

    M.... F....

    +Mehdi Ferchichi So glad you like it! :)

    M.... F....

    +Steve Grand :D <3

  54. V.... R....

    I love you bitch !

  55. J.... F....

    Teenage love can be incredibly strong. It's too often discounted.

    J.... F....

    And I'm jealous because I didn't feel love in my teenage days. I'm 29 years old and yet there is no love showing for me. I know there is no chance so yeah I guess I just enjoy the years of my life by my self.

  56. J.... F....

    Chicago winters. I remember them well. Was that supposed to be you are a teenage. You have a way with words, Bard Grand.
    Where is that beach in the video?

  57. D.... B....

    I love re-watching this video over and over. PERFECT casting, and I love every character and their performance. The lines "But in the years that have gone by, you know I've never found a better friend than this one I left behind." hit me emotionally every time! I love your songwriting abilities and support you any way I can.

  58. F.... L....

    thanks for being in those moments of loneliness and sadness , where your music makes me laugh , mourn , remember is beautiful and magical moments I lived with that loved one and who will miss until the last day of my life on this earth, thanks Steve for everything you have given me and teach me your music every letter, every chord, every tone, this is no place to show that there is always one way and one direction, and that way is direct to happiness
    I love you as well as the grains of sand on a beach

  59. C.... M....

    What a song!

  60. P.... c....

    Steve, I was not familiar with your music prior to discovering you on Youtube. You are a talented performer which causes me to make one criticism, not about you but instead about the way your vocal performance has been recorded. I've listened to a few of your music videos and in each video, roughly about half the time, I have a difficult time understanding the lyrics you are singing. I have listened to these videos by way of a pair of excellent professional headphones that, to say the least, are very revealing. Perhaps the problem is not the microphone being utilized but rather some type of digital affect being applied to the recording of your voice in post production. There are spots where, in my opinion, the orchestra is playing too loud (in comparison to the volume of your singing) which also interferes with being able to understand the lyrics you're singing and causes the listener to have the impression that the orchestra is competing with you rather than accompanying you.
    I hope that neither you or your production team takes offense to my comments. I think you are talented and I am trying to help improve your recordings.

  61. F.... M....

    So beautiful... <3

  62. S.... B....

    What a beautiful tribute to your best friend. Brough tears to my eyes...

  63. J.... F....

    I get a cold chill just looking and that snow lined street in the opening scene to this video. Been there. Know that snow and cold and wind. Great video though. I really liked it a lot.
    That boy who plays teen you has great teeth, nice smile.

  64. A.... Y....

    I love your music!

  65. x.... ....

    the first video I see was #Time and I was in love then few months I go bk and realize there is a channel oh happy me ... your vids put a smile on my face from start to finish ... keep up the good job your extraordinary person and special just pleas keep that in mind ... have a bless career ahead 😚😚😚

  66. B.... H....

    This doesn't seem to be available on iTunes anymore. Any chance of getting your album on Amazon?

  67. T.... H....

    Cutting edge. I absolutly love your style and works of music. And THANK YOU, for filming footage of boy/boy interaction. Encore, Encore.

  68. T.... ....

    Great song...and amazing artist singing it! :P

  69. D.... M....

    Ok, we know Steve to be a great musician but how many have picked up on the fact he's a damned brillian actor as well ?

  70. D.... K....

    that is friendship right there

  71. s.... t....

    i found you steve from all american song video.. ;)

  72. e.... p....

    Amigas de verdade são inesquecíveis. :) Amo as minhas!

  73. D.... Y....

    Thx for being amazing!

  74. D.... M....

    The connection between a young gay man and a female friend that's so intense, so trusting, so knowing yet almost impossible to explain to any straight man. Brilliantly portrayed here Steve, Maybe the string section could have been less prominent in the mix though? ?.

  75. K.... P....

    Amazing album!! Can't stop listening to it love it!!

  76. M.... S....

    @Steve Grand I love how you mentioned the drum line boys!

  77. J.... F....

    Country and homosexuality has never fully been known to come to terms. It's hard to find a country love song that you can play and think about the man that you love and have it still be sung by a man. Country music needed Steve Grand and I'm so glad he found his spot I listened to All American Boy and was damn near in tears because finally a country song that I didn't have to change anything in my mind. Perfect the way it was and hopefully there will be more to follow. Thank you so much Steve Grand for the eye candy and the beautiful music.

  78. S.... N....

    Awww that was incredible cute MV ft nice voice... Fully support from Cambodia fans...!!! ☺️☺️☺️

  79. D.... M....

    I also had a special lady in my life, we got married in 1972 and moved to California from Ohio...before I accepted I was gay...we separated but were able to become good friends before she died in 1999 of cancer...this song brings back so many wonderful memories...thank you.

    D.... M....

    Dan Marrs I'm really sorry..

  80. P.... L....

    Great Debut album steve!! there isn't a single song on it that  bores me.. Every songs sounds  great. Next To Me and We Are The Night are Amazing... A great combo of  a rocky thing  mixed  with  up tempo. Looking  forward  for a follow up  album :)

  81. T.... H....

    hey just wondering, do you happen to have instrumentals or off vocals for yours songs?

  82. J.... ....

    Great Song! Good Look in your life from Canary Islands.

  83. R.... K....

    I ♡ this song its amazing. Really amazing. Out of all your songs there isnt one that i dont feel like i cant relate to. I feel like i connect tovall of them. Just ordered your cd all american boy the signed version which i think is so awesome that you are doing that for those of us who will never get to meet you. You are amazing just amazing so glad I found you on daveys channel. Keep up the amazong work.

  84. �.... ....

    Perfect friendship

  85. D.... H....

    he makes me melt and has so much talent. I wish I had a chance with him, but I'm not well known and don't have a six pack. I can wish.

  86. M.... V....

    Awesome artist, una voz inspiradora...

  87. J.... ....

    Awe reminds me of my childhood friends, minus the loving support of course

  88. e.... p....

    Adorei, Steve Grand sou teu fã. :)

  89. w.... ....

    Love your music Steve.

  90. M.... F....

    This song reminds me of a friend I had, who, after two years of my entire life being focused around her and everything was about her, recently decided to toss me out. I still can't get used to life without her :( I can't listen to this without crying, but it's too good to not listen to.

  91. A.... B....

    I agree whit Larry King when he said this is a great comercial song, maybe he did not say it in those words, you get the idea, Trully well made. Emotive and comercial.

  92. B.... R....

    Everything is great about this video, lyrically excellent.

  93. V.... C....

    You're perfect.

  94. P.... v....

    you have a very nice voices, wow

  95. M.... D....

    I loved the song, and watching the video for the first time brings a whole new meaning to it! Felt such a strong connection to this story! Love it!!

  96. B.... ....

    Wow, you r amazingg, just i love it, the voice, the story... perfect. Argentina loves you!

  97. L.... V....

    The first time I heard your music, bam! I hit subscribe right away! You're so good at what your doing. I hope you'll keep on making beautiful songs like this.

  98. S.... G....

    I released this Music Video the day I launched my Kickstarter campaign last year. I find a lot of people don't even know this video exists, so here is "Back to California." The last track of ‪#‎AllAmericanBoy‬ - the album. A song I am very proud of. Make sure to download the album (or buy on my website shop.stevegrand.com if you don't have it yet).
    #BacktoCalifornia   #SteveGrand   #AllAmericanBoy   #Steve   #Grand  
    https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qOoWIsy_dFU

    S.... G....

    You are incredibly brave Steve and I love and support your music.

    S.... G....

    meu amigão

    S.... G....

    +Steve Grand .. your music is great Steve!! keep it on!!...

    S.... G....

    Can't wait till I get your album!!! Great song.