Good Charlotte - Emotionless Lyrics
Hey Dad,
I'm writing to you
Not to tell you that I still hate you
Just to ask you how you feel
And how we fell apart
Are you happy out there in this great wide world?
Do you think about your sons?
Do you miss your little girl?
When you lay your head down,
How do you sleep at night?
Do you even wonder if we're alright?
If we're alright,
We're alright
It's been a long hard road without you by my side
Why weren't you there all the nights that we cried
You broke my mother's heart
You broke your children for life
Its not okay
But we're all right
I remember the days you were a hero in my eyes
But those are just a long lost memory of mine
I spent so many years learning how to survive
And I'm writing just to let you know I'm still alive
The days I spent so cold, so hungry,
Were full of hate, I was so angry
The scars run deep inside this tattooed body
There's things I'll take to my grave
But I'm okay
I'm okay
It's been a long hard road without you by my side
Why weren't you there all the nights that we cried
You broke my mother's heart
You broke your children for life
It's not okay
But we're all right
I remember the days you were a hero in my eyes
But those are just a long lost memory of mine
Now I'm writing just to let you know I'm still alive
And I'm still alive
Sometimes I forgive
Yeah, and this time
I'll admit
That I miss you
Said I miss you
It's been a long hard road without you by my side
Why weren't you there all the nights that we cried
You broke my mother's heart
You broke your children for life
It's not okay
But we're all right
I remember the days you were a hero in my eyes
Those are just a long lost memory of mine
Now I'm writing just to let you know I'm still alive
And sometimes I forgive,
And this time,
I'll admit,
That I miss you,
I miss you,
Hey Dad.
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Good Charlotte Emotionless Comments
This was posted on my 5th birthday
Redrum! Dead an gone!
Everyone in these comments who relates to this song, please come hug me. 🖤
I spent 10 years looking for him, just to tell him his daughter was dead.
My boys will never know what that's like.
You may never see this, but you broke me and i hope that you're proud of yourself "dad"
Thank you for this healing music 😭😩❤️
"Do you miss your little girl? How do you sleep at night?" My family just got separated because all the abuse but also because my dad protected my abuser. I still cry because he was my friend and he promised me to protect me, and I believed him. It hurts so much how he chooses to ignore everything that happened the last few months
Hey dad, I don't even know who you are. I didn't even had a chance to meet you. But I'm ok, I don't even need you.
We had a good relationship with my father even though we don’t live in the same roof until my youngest sister found out he had a baby with other woman before my mom died, me and my dad are still having communications but my sibling dont have any communication from him, but I can still feel how my father ask how they doing and all. i feel sad everytime I listen to this song and think of my siblings like how they felt towards my father :(
11/15/19 still here listening to this awesome song.
hey dad, are you standing on my shoulder?
This hit me... hey dad! Wherever you are... I graduated a few years ago... been 15 years since you walked out I was just 3...
HeyDad, I'm 16 years old now..After 3 years you left us and I never saw you..Leave us alone. You did terrible things..I hate what you did to us all..but I'm forgiving you ..and I have to admit..I miss you.. dad..I miss you so much ... no matter what you did. .can't ignore my feelings..remember us? Your children? Your little girl? We're still alive..making it whether we know it or not ... daddy ..
2019?anyone?
Bangie Binongo is been 15 years since I talk to my dad last time, he still alive I have two children now and a very lovely husband and now today I’m trying to look for him again and I’m not sure he still doesn’t wanna know anything about me 😔
Everyone relates this song to the dad who left.
For me, this song applies to my life because our dad was here, but absent. He was there but not there. Like he ignores us. Even now that I'm grown he only talks to me when he's drinking. And now he's a drunk and the things he says hurt like crazy. I can deal with it since I'm a grown-up but my heart breaks for my little siblings. My brother is only 13 and is already on a warpath.
Hey Dad... i became a women now and u not here... iam struggling with my anxiety disorder, were broke since u sell our house, i didnt finish my school and became a maid now but i send my lil brother and sister to finish school, but iam not angry i just want to met you once before i die... cause my biggest scare is dont have a chance met you again in my life.
This song is surprisingly relatable to me....and I only just turned 13 yesterday...... looks like this is the 13th birthday you've missed dad! Congrats!!!
So about 2 years ago I finally met the man that gave me my name, the man that took my innocence at a young age, I finally met the man after 25 year and the man who I would never call fater. I wanted to see his face and let him know he didnt ruin my life, I cried on his shoulder and gave him back the pain he caused me. I'll never be able to have babies because of what this man did. Im living life so happily and free now but most importantly I'M OK!!!
Hey dad, fuck you.
I hate my dad too after all that he's done
I felt so left out but then I saw these comments and realise that I'm not alone. Btw I've did a cover on this song. Check it out👈
I'm not allowed to have feelings around my dad or even my brothers. They get so mad at me if I cry, call me stupid and make fun of me for crying. I have to learn how to hide my feelings, but I just want to cry so bad. I try not to get angry, but when I do, I end up cutting myself for showing angry feelings. I forgot what it felt like to be happy, I'm constantly sad, wishing to die, but I just want to be okay for a while. It sucks not being able to have feelings.
kopied text Hey dad
Hey dad
I'm writing to you
Not to tell you, that I still hate you
Just to ask you
How you feel
And how we fell apart
How this fell apart
Are you happy out there in this great wide world?
Do you think about your sons?
Do you miss your little girl?
When you lay your head down
How do you sleep at night?
Do you even wonder if we're all right?
But we're all right
We're all right
It's been a long hard road without you by my side
Why weren't you there all the nights that we cried
You broke my mother's heart
You broke your children for life
It's not okay,
But we're alright
I remember the days, you were a hero in my eyes
But those were just a long lost memory of mine
I spent so many years learning how to survive
Now, I'm writing just to let you know that I'm still alive
The days I spent so cold, so hungry
Were full of hate
I was so angry
Those scars run deep inside this tattooed body
There's things I'll take, to my grave
But I'm okay
I'm okay
It's been a long hard road without you by my side
Why weren't you there all the nights that we cried
You broke my mother's heart
You broke your children for life
It's not okay,
But we're all right
I remember the days, you were a hero in my eyes
But those were just a long lost memory of mine
Now, I'm writing just to let you know that I'm still alive
Yeah, I'm still alive
Sometimes
I forgive
Yeah and this time
I'll admit
That I miss you, said I miss you
It's been a long hard road without you by my side
Why weren't you there all the nights that we cried
You broke my mother's heart
You broke your children for life
It's not okay,
But we're all right
I remember the days, you were a hero in my eyes
But those were just a long lost memory of mine
Now, I'm writing just to let you know that were still alive
And sometimes
I forgive
And this time
I'll admit, that I miss you, miss you
Hey dad
I'm writing to you
Not to tell you, that I still hate you
Just to ask you
How you feel
And how we fell apart
How this fell apart
Are you happy out there in this great wide world?
Do you think about your sons?
Do you miss your little girl?
When you lay your head down
How do you sleep at night?
Do you even wonder if we're all right?
But we're all right
We're all right
It's been a long hard road without you by my side
Why weren't you there all the nights that we cried
You broke my mother's heart
You broke your children for life
It's not okay,
But we're alright
I remember the days, you were a hero in my eyes
But those were just a long lost memory of mine
I spent so many years learning how to survive
Now, I'm writing just to let you know that I'm still alive
The days I spent so cold, so hungry
Were full of hate
I was so angry
Those scars run deep inside this tattooed body
There's things I'll take, to my grave
But I'm okay
I'm okay
It's been a long hard road without you by my side
Why weren't you there all the nights that we cried
You broke my mother's heart
You broke your children for life
It's not okay,
But we're all right
I remember the days, you were a hero in my eyes
But those were just a long lost memory of mine
Now, I'm writing just to let you know that I'm still alive
Yeah, I'm still alive
Sometimes
I forgive
Yeah and this time
I'll admit
That I miss you, said I miss you
It's been a long hard road without you by my side
Why weren't you there all the nights that we cried
You broke my mother's heart
You broke your children for life
It's not okay,
But we're all right
I remember the days, you were a hero in my eyes
But those were just a long lost memory of mine
Now, I'm writing just to let you know that were still alive
And sometimes
I forgive
And this time
I'll admit, that I miss you, miss you
Hey dad
Good Charlotte are one of my favorite bands and this song has always got to me as I had the same experience with my dad. I got in contact with him today as I sent him song finally after years of holding it back and we have found some common ground. All I can say is if you feel the same go out there right now and do the same it lifted a weight off my shoulders and you no what if he doesn't Agree his lose for someone to open up about there emotions means your a good person. I'm looking forward to a future with my dad. Thank you gc x
My father left when I was a year old and my brother was 5 days old because he didn’t want to be with my mother anymore and continued the chain to his next wife.
Taught myself how to shave and how to prepare a life for my twins. I joined the Army and im still alive. No thanks to him. I lost my momma in 2011 and I'm still alive...
This song keeps me from ever walking out on my kids no matter how many times I fight with their mom. I heard this song as a teen and promised myself I would never do this to my kids
I lost my daughter and my family tirned there backs on me
They now ask for my help and thats the only time i hear from them... 3 suicide attempts not even a phonecall.
And they wonder why im cold
Hey mom, its ur depressed daughter. The one u broke, the one u hurt, the one u abused, the one who u were never there for. I just want to tell u that I'm fine...and I love u mom..
Damn this is my dad but he only broke me not my brother
Reminds me of my dad when he had a mental breakdown and started going crazy. Me and my siblings had to leave him. We were hoping to see him again, but he passed away. But I still miss him
WHAT!!??!?!?!?!?!??!?! HE MADE THIS LYRICS IN 2008!! OMA GAHD WHYYYYYYYY
this song is called Emotionless but its the only song that no matter how many times i hear it i just cant stop crying
Hi dad, after everything i went through, i can say you weren't there for me when i needed you the most. It hurts to say this, because you tried your best, but sometimes it's not enough. I dont deserve where i was going through and you know that.
Mom.. it’s been a long hard road without you .. things I’ll take to my grave.. I just wish I knew why.. why .. this song hits so close to my life .. my mom.. left home 13..homeless .. hungry .. alone.. so many scars.. you broke me broke my brothers.. one has died a horrible death. Fuck I don’t get it.. why ...
10 years i'm still waiting you dad 😭
He's just getting milk. Don't worry
Hey dad, thank you for ruining my life forever
Hey dad I wish you could see the woman I have become. You were never there. That bottle and your whores were fare more important to you that us. In an odd way you made me a better person by teaching me what to not be so in that way I guess I should thank you but I won't because of all the nights my sisters and I cried because you were too selfish a piece of shit. So rot in hell.
My dad was in and out of my life he was a truck driver so I really only seen him once a year but I talked to him and always heard of this lady he was seeing and him taking care of her son it was always someone’s else’s kid but my mom took care of me and even when they broke up my mom would let him stay at our house for me. We’re so much alike we bump heads recently I left him out of my life or maybe a mutual agreement idk but it’s been 7 years and he broke my moms heart but just yesterday I felt it was time to reconcile with him.
I didn't know I could relate to a song that much.
Why you never love me ? Why you never understand ? Im 21 AND i really want to be the best dad..i only thank you for that.
It's related to my story thank you
I was 15 when my father left us... Now I'm almost 30 but when I hear this song it still feels the same!
My dad was never in my life. I relate to this song so much. My mom did all she could for us. It was hard for her to raise three kids on her own.
2019 LOVE this song
This song made me hate my dad for no reason haha
I would love to find him
to f+cking kill him once for all.
Hey dad I'm 22 now...we talk occasionally when you need me for a family appearance. But that's non existent now that everyone knows I am trans And go by aden now....I honestly hate you for everything you out me thro and how you wont talk to me anymore but I get it. How you look is more important than how your eldest son feels. Just hope you do better with your new family and just know I miss you for some stupid reason
i love you guys
This song definitely described my feelings toward my father. He was hardly around growing up and I felt like he didn’t love me. It was my mom who encouraged me to reach out and develop a relationship with my father. I did and it was extremely challenging. But, after years of hurt and disappointment, I forgave him. But unfortunately, I will never forget. We are actually close now and I am glad that we have this relationship now.
I wish i had my dad with me 😭
Life is hard without him
Hey daddy I miss you so much and I know you missed me too. I hope you’re at peace now I love you 💕
I can kinda relate to this song, i left my dad when i was young. he messed me up. i looked up to him too much
I love you my son!
I don't want you ever growing up without you knowing your daddy aint a piece of shit!
I'm so very sorry....sorry I wasnt what you needed....I'm sorry that I was gone when you needed me....I'm sorry that I failed you...I'm sorry that I wasnt there to hold you or support you....wasnt there to teach you....or let you know you weren't alone....I'm sorry that haven't been what I was supposed to be and that I have failed to fix it......son....daughter....jonathan..sydney.....I'm so very sorry
My dad disowned me because I was moved out and doing my own thing by the time he finally got his own life together. So when he wanted me to move in so he could have his "perfect family" and I said no, he disowned me under the guise of everything I do is a disappointment and he can't even stand talking to me. His trophy wife tried feeding me some crap about him just being worried and how he "misses" me.
Well, he has every opportunity to talk to me and apologize. He doesn't. It's been years now, and I'm glad he's out of my life.
Thanks Dad for teaching me a lesson to be a real man :)
I'll never leave mom not like what you did to her.
I never regret anything because mom did everything to raise and carry us
She never gave up and still smile in fullest.
Today is my dad's birthday I wish he never got killed I miss him so bad
My dad refused to sign my birth certificate but signed my brothers he payed the child support for my brother he treated my brother like a god and treated me like I was worthless and when I was cutting he saw them and did nothing so I stopped going over to his house and he became so angry and kept blaming on my mom and her husband and I was fed up with all of it so one night I had found a bottle of pills and I took them all and my mom found me and rushed me to the hospital and my dad showed up and said he was sorry I sat up in the bed and I screamed at him telling him how he treated me and that he didn’t really care and I told him to get out before I called the cops now I’m 14 and I’m happier then ever not having him in my life I’m five years clean from cutting and my step dad signed my birth certificate and I went to London and all this stuff with my dad has made me realize I’m so much strong without him so thanks dad for helping me realize that
Hey dad. Thank you, for never taking the time to be a part of our lives. Thank you for reminding us, your 7 children that none of us mattered. Thank you for never learning our names, or taking the time to learn any of ours names or memorizing or even learning what mattered in our lives. Thank you for when i was beaten and smashed, you carelessly collapsed out unwilling to hear a word. Thank you for ignoring us when we were in our lives, putting 70 hours of your life to a cult that made you come every day from your 9-5 to stay locked up from a 5-10 to chastise us for asking if you wanted to spend time with us or play at the park. Thank you for saying we were guilty and unworthy of love. Thank you for ruining and devastating us when we thought we saw a glimmer of hope you would change for the better, you disowned and threatened to tear apart your family based on a known lie for trying to point out how our cult's historical founder was even worse than what they could say he could be. Worshipping a known con man who far when we dug through our great ancestor's journals convinced the whole world was a 'lie', we found out that he was even worse than he could possibly be and shot opposing judges and attempted to prophesy of their deaths ( https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Attempted_assassination_of_Lilburn_Boggs#Assassination_attempt ), thank you both for this terrifying relevation that the man was even worse in reality than we thought he could be. And only finding out after digging through the journal that it was never a lie to begin with, that our great great forefathers tried to run away, and were trapped out without any supplies to leave even if they wanted. And then that faggot leader took our great great father's wife and took him instead, how thankful i am to have that piece of living shit in my bloodline. And that you would always pick a known conman over your kids when you dropped all funding for school with threats and fell on your promises leading to devastation and fallout and sabotague when everything dried up. Thank you for everything, i'm sure giving them 10,000$ will help that cult invest another 5,000 into a shopping mall and another 5,000$ for some real estate for some rich charalatan's son over your own "WORLDLY UNGRATEFUL" kids future, when all we wanted was a college education, that we worked hard to get, and you just couldn't see past that, you didn't want us to have success, so you tore our lives away from us to prove that "apostates" couldn't be successful showing your 'christlike' uncompassion. Someday i hope you'd be better, but every day i talk to you, i am reminded you were never with us, you mentally scarred your children.
"When you lay your head down, how do you sleep at night? Do you even wonder if we're alright? Well we're alright, we're alright. It's been a long hard road without you in our lives, where were you during the nights that we cried, you broke our mother's lives you broke your children for life. It's not ok, but we're alright. I Remember the day you were a hero in our lives, but now you're just a long lost memory of mine. I Spent so many of those learning how to survive, now i'm just writing to let you know that we're still alive."
the contact to my dad completly broke at my 24th birthday.. one week ago
he forgot to call me, then he said "sorry that i forget your birthday, but you know other things are more important that birthdays"
he never was a good dad, but this broke me
these comments made me emotional..emotions everywhere.... #StoryOfMyLife
Happy Father's Day
this was my dads candle song at my sweet 16 my mom made me invite him and give him one. no speech no love. dont miss him dont need him. no follow up when i got out of the psych ward. eat shit and die billy t.
Anyone here in 2018..? No okay only me.
This song reminds me of my father who i never met, he wanted nothing to do with me even from birth I never met him once and some days I wonder why I was never good enough for him and why he left my mother alone, I’ve spent all my life wondering why he didn’t want me in his life 😭
Where to begin.. my dad wasn't there in my life, nor my sister's or my half-brother's. I grew up knowing him yet not knowing him at all. He was my hero.. my everything and one day, he left & disappeared. My mother caught him cheating.. again. This time, with our family accountant. He left us for her and her 2 sons. At 12 he entered my life again after about 5 years of not communicating or connecting I was SO happy. But after 2 years, I learned to accept the disappointment he brought. I had started listening to GC through a friend and convinced my mother to buy me this CD. One day going through it, I found this song, and after the second line I dropped to the floor of my bedroom; this song was my life, my feelings.. I have listened to this ever since because it's still the relationship I have with my father. I even sent this song to him in hopes it would touch him. Needless to say, we have no relationship and haven't in 9 years. Technically 18 years.
But I’m not ok and we’re not alright
My father didn't want me but only my sister!
Thanks for kicking me and my mom out, dad. Thanks for not accepting me. Thanks for nearly hitting my mom. Thanks for cheating on her and trying to force me to be what I'm not.
this song....., i can't say😢
thanks good charllote
To the sperm donor that called me his child. FUCK YOU! You were never anything but a sperm donor. You do not deserve to have our love, you were never there for any of us. You were never a father. You are forgotten that is what you deserve.
Hits home.
Hey mom I am still alive its been a hard world outside without you by my side but I miss you
i never knew my dad...im 14 i never had anyone...
Hey mom
I’ll never understand why I wasn’t enough for my mother or my father.
This song hits me so deep in the soul I can barely listen to it without tears rolling down my face.. and I read all these comments and even though my situation might be different than most, It tears me apart knowing that so many feel the same way that I do.. A lot of other peoples "Dads" have just walked out and haven't been there.. But what breaks my soul much deeper, Is living in the same household as my father my entire life, and still feeling like I've never had a dad.. My dad can't talk to me without yelling at me, and any and almost every question, simple or not, that I've ever asked him immediately follows with a quick and loud "No!" or him yelling at me for another reason.. I guess my father and I've never and probably won't ever have that father son bond that I strongly envy that so many other families have.. My father I guess just never knew how to talk to me, and decades of mental abuse has molded a strong heart, with a hollow whole. But a promise I will die to protect, when and if I have a son/daughter of my own, I'll do every single thing my dad never did, and teach them all of the things that I had to figure out by myself.. and I'll prove to them what a strong bond a parent could have with their child if they just put in some effort to care.. I do love you dad.. But you've made me so bitter and angry.. and left me pondering so many questions, wondering what's so wrong with me.. You've ultimately shaped me into the person I am today... Lost and still trying to find my way, but getting stronger by the day.. And a question I've always asked myself? How do you really feel..? and why have things been like this for so long..? I hope one day I'll understand why. But until then, I'll be praying that just maybe one day, even for ONE day... I'd be able to see what'd be like if things would've been different.. Love you Dad... 3...
My daddy left me when I was two and said he didn’t want me in his life anymore, I still love you and miss you everyday even tho you hate me. I’ve came a long way I’m graduating High School this year and I’m going to college to be a Nurse, I hope I make you proud even tho I know you don’t care about me. 💔
This song got me through my child hood . Hey mom 💔
Hey dad I’m 13 now and you broke my heart before and boy could, just thought you should know that even if you are still in my life, you and mom aren’t together and it hurts when someone asks if I have a dad. And I say I do but he’s an asshole who thought I wasn’t his kid
I didn't have a dad. I was raped on and off from 4 to 16 I don't understand why it happened to me. I ever wonder what it would have been like if my dad would have straighted up and would have been there would this had happen to me. What could have life been like? But I had a sob as a dad.
Thankyou so very much son , yes i miss you all very much , may you all have my age and years , may Allah Protect you all, Amen .
shit....this song hit me in the feels.....
Thank you for put me out of the familly's house when I got nothing, when I was just 20 years old, not even a job or a house, not even studies, thank you for haven't taught how to take care of my life and left me taking care of myself by myself. I'm a hard working boy with studies, a small job, I'm saving money, I have a great girlfriend who loves me and a future incoming.
Hey dad, you left when I was 5 I'm now 33 I still cry not for me but for you, I feel bad that you're such a selfish person you had to leave.
You called occasionally for years but it's been over 15 years since I last heard your voice.
I want you to know I'm nothing like you, see I'm actually a man that is there for his child, I never ran away when things got hard I stuck it out. I hope you found the peace and happiness you were always searching for, I wish you could have been there for me in the tough times and the happy ones like when I graduated high school and then college or when I got married, I wish my son could play with his grandpa but he will never know you and it's your fault.
I give thanks 2 Goid Charlotte 4 this song and the person who posted this video. My dad's always been here 4 me, but the song and the comments have compelled me 2 speak up. Any of the children here, feeling this way..please know that your fathers' decision 2 not b in your lives was HIS..u aren't any less of a person cause of his stupid decision. To EVERYONE who is going or who has gone through it, please seek help. Don't sit in silence.
90% of this song relates to me
My dad left us when I was 14. I have four brothers and no sisters. Its been almost 10 years since my dad left and every once in awhile I come back to this song and cry missing my father, missing the past and missing what could have been. I see my father everyone once in a awhile but its like talking to a starnger. He has a new family now and my brothers and I just dont fit in. What hurts the most is that after 20 years of marraige and now 10 years being separated, my mothers heart is still broken.
My dad was a drunk stoner. He did cocaine, meth, etc. He was in a cult, and cut himself so other people could drink his blood. He abused my mom who was just as bad, he warships Satan and he's been in and out of prison and mental institutions.. I hate him.
Benji singing this last night at Glasgow was amazing xx
Tu me manques papa.
I remember listening to this song, thinking of all the pain my father caused my family. I'm 34 years old now and my dad passed away six years ago. It's funny where time takes you.
At the beginning to 50 had me crying
I cant relate to this song but I still love it nonetheless
I'm 42 and have a 11 year old son. I hardly knew my dad. More importantly my son is my life. I will never leave him, hurt him or not support him. i adore him and I will do everything to be a great dad.
Now searching for my dad.....son still amazing (14)
This is a vise versa of my mom
This song is relatable on so many levels. My parents got divorced when I was in about 5th-6th grade. My dad cheated on my mom and got another woman pregnant who's now my stepmom, so now I have a half brother, and three stepbrothers because she had 3 boys from another marriage. Around the same time my parents divorced, my grandfather passed away in 2001, my aunt passed away in 2002 and my grandmother passed away in 2004, so the divorce really affected me on top of everything else. I will always love my dad, but I hated the fact that he left us the way he did.
Hey dad. I want you to know that I hate you with every inch of my being. The way you lied about mom, the way you hurt her, physically and mentally, and the way you walked out on you 7 children. I want you to know that Ash has committed suicide, part of the reason being you, and part of the reason being the kids at school giving her shut about her fucked up family issues. You didn’t even come to her funeral. Tyrone has come out as bisexual, but all you did was yell at him that he’ll go to hell. I want you to know that you are a fucked up person. And you deserve nothing but karma. But you are my dad. And as much as I wish that wasn’t the case, it is. I love you, but don’t EVER think for one second that I’m pathetic, because I’m okay. I am strong. I am fine.
Oh, and dad? I’m 13 now. Ash was only 16 you... you... I can’t even put into words how much of a disappointment you are to this world.