Furman, Ezra - I Killed Myself But I Didn't Die Lyrics
I killed myself but I didn't die
She crossed her heart and stuck a needle in her eye
She promised me she'll never leave me alone
She doesn't sleep she only calls me on the phone all night
I touch the fire but I didn't feel the burn
Somehow I got desensitized to the world
I hate pop music and I hate that you can learn
I killed myself but I didn't die
Now in the hospital they're covering [?]
None of the visitors can look me in the eye
They say "how are ya?" but they don't apologize, oh no
And my mom came in, she was having trouble trying to speak
I killed myself but I didn't die
Now she's my baby, she's the apple of my eye
She only wants a sensitive guy
And I've been in and out of my mind three times
That's just the way, the way I always was
I go to therapy but I don't take the drugs
I try and really look my life in the face
I think I'm learning that there's no way to escape, oh no
And the worst part is that I didn't even really care
It's just to be or not to be and either way I'm only barely there
I killed myself but I'm still around
I think the living dead will like me better now
I'm gonna socialize, I'm gonna go out more
I'll be so beautiful with nothing [?]
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Furman, Ezra I Killed Myself But I Didn't Die Comments
I killed myself but I didn't die.... Is the answer.
maybe not this one song in particular, but a lot of ezra's music is the best combination of 60s or 70s sunshine pop with tragic twists (crystals, tokens, harry nilsson) and pixies, talking heads, clap your hands say yeah (i know they started around the same time but yeah) - ultimate, smart, beautiful, guitar driven angst pop!
"I'll be so beautiful with nothing at the core, oh no"
I was listening to this when I got a phone call saying my granma killed herself lol
this song is just cathartic when you're feeling like shit
I went to school but I didn't learn
I touch the fire but I didn't feel the burn
Somehow I got desensitized to the world
I hate pop music and I hate that you can learn,
(._.)
You think where can music go then ezra comes along wow nice one
what does he say after i hate pop music?
@Mike Walton also I hate the duke of earl
@Mike Walton haha jokin! but that's what it fuckin sounds like!
this tune is so gooood. love that shit.
No it IS "and I hate the Duke of Earl," sorry just had to speak up because that's an important line
Holy shit!! Took me 10 months to see @ezrafurman had replied lol!! Legend. And it is duke of earl !! Haha fuck me
dude holy shit its Ezra!
SHIT HOT! got a Pixies feel to it
yeah defos. surf la rosa my son
Yes I hear it as well...awesome
Just hearing this. DOPE
dope as FUCK
I like how so many thoughts go through your head when an Ezra Furman song is played.
i also look for it but not one year ^^ i search at google for " i killed my self but i didn`t die" 3 sec :D
STORY OF MY LIFE. Why I love Ezra Furman, his music is beyond relatable. My favorite band of five years and many more to come!
Anyone know the chords for this song?
Music with an edge! Finally again!
found it!!! after looking for this song for about 254646476575757 years
yus buddy
This is amazing music. Ezra Furman is such a talented songwriter. And the Pixies (the obvious influence on this track) also rule!
@wosnwo Kann ich mich nur anschließen !
danke fürs raufladen, hab lange drauf gewartet!
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