Flyleaf - How He Loves Lyrics






He is jealous for me
And His love's like a hurricane
And I am a tree
Bending beneath the weight of his wind and mercy

When all of sudden
I am unaware of these afflictions eclipsed by glory
And I realize how beautiful You are

Oh, He loves us
Oh, how He loves us
Oh, how He loves us
Oh, how He loves

Yes, He loves us
Oh, how He loves us
Oh, how He loves us
Oh, how He loves

We are His portion
And He is our prize
And it drawn to redemption by the grace in His eyes
If grace is an ocean, we're all sinking

And heaven meets Earth like a passionate kiss
And my heart turns violently inside of my chest
I don't have time to maintain this regrets
When I think about the way

Oh, He loves us
Oh, how He loves us
Oh, how He loves us
Oh, how He loves

Yes, He loves us
Oh, how He loves us
Yes, He loves us
Oh, Jesus loves!





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  1. T.... M....

    First heard this song when i was suicidal, and I broke down crying. I was an atheist all my life until January 2018. Now I follow Jesus and I am HEALED of all depression (BY JESUS) and off all antidepressants which I was on for 10 years.

    HALLE—LUJAH JESUS 🔥❤️❤️

  2. e.... f....

    i don’t believe in god but i’m high and this made me feel loved

  3. T.... 2....

    He loves us enough to allow the children to starve...to be raped, molested and murdered...he loves us enough to allow his own creation to wreak havoc on us....he loves us enough to allow satan dominion over us...he is a cunt and when a righteous warrior steps in front of him, may the blade be sharp and accurate to his throat.

  4. U.... S....

    When i hear this... MY HEARTS PUMBIN. AND BEATING AGAIN I RISE FROM THE DEAD I AM RESURRECTED

  5. V.... P....

    Just went to church today for the first time in many years.
    They played this song it gave me chills i heard Lacey sing this years ago it’s so powerful
    I needed this

  6. t.... M....

    I was an atheist all my life ...til last January...on the morning of my final suicide attempt.

    I was a Marilyn Manson-style Drag-Queen, (NYX Lipsticks were my favorite, especially in black) Who suffered from public harassment, verbal abuse, humiliation, i was mocked...all by the general public.

    I grew up in a judgemental legalistic abusive household.


    And i was on every anti-Depressant in the book.

    I suffered from Severe Chronic Manic depression, PTSD, Hallucinations Severe anxiety and had developmental issues in my brain.

    I ran out of my bedroom crying and screaming “I CANNOT live my life like this anymore, I’m gonna become a Christian” —this was the The moment when everything began to change.

    A couple months later on a warm Friday morning, I decided to make a BOLD decision to go to a church to get HELP, two dudes who {ACTUALLY Genuinely} cared about me began to pray for me....and I felt the depression, mental issues diminishing....

    Then two days later, it was Easter Morning...I drove to the Church, NOT KNOWING what to expect....as the first Christian song “Resurrecting” by Elevation worship began to play ....

    I could feel the LOVE OF GOD —ROARING THROUGH MY HEART

    I began to Scream, 😭😭wail 😭😭😭😭and CRY 😭😭😭louder than all the insanely loud worship music,

    (it felt like a rock concert, where all I could feel was LOVE,😭😭😭

    I Thought to myself “how can these people actually look at me without mocking me for my appearance” and
    WHAT THE HECK?!??!

    And “How can these people possible look at (ME) with such LOVE AND COMPASSION streaming like a waterfall out of their eyes!!?!??!”

    “Like ....Jesus LOVES me,...and he PREVENTED ALL MY SUICIDE Attempts...BECAUSE HE LOVES ME”


    THAT SAME MORNING, it’s called EASTER...

    My maker , Jesus, MY SAVIOR, WHOM I USED TO HATE,

    ...HEALED MY BRAIN AND MY HEART..

    I’m now off every single one of those antidepressants, and am a {completely} HEALTHY INDIVIDUAL .... 🔥NO MORE Suicide , no more PTSD...

    NO MORE DEPRESSION...

    I discovered that Joy, and Happiness is WHO JESUS IS.

    And that without him,
    I could not be anything but suicidal and disabled..

    Jesus LITERALLY HEALED me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!☀️🔆

    ❤️JESUS. LOVES. US.❤️
    🔥JESUS. HEALS. US🔥

  7. H.... G....

    No matter what you believe? If you believe that Christ is the son of the Most High and resilient and turn from your sin, then Christ is your propitiation and you will be adored into the family of the Most High through Christ's blood and death and resurrection.

  8. M.... E....

    Aaawwww Cole Holland is such a sweet heart and I love Ali ( Alice in Zombieland anyone?)

  9. J.... V....

    The picture is not me but my mom

  10. J.... V....

    This song gets me through so many times in my life I love y’alls music bless you all in Flyleaf and all of Flyleaf’s fans

  11. E.... J....

    Hey, hey... you... Did ya know...







    Jesus loves you. Like, a lot. Like, enough to die, painfully. Did you also know he would’ve done that for you alone?
    Yeah He’s a pretty cool guy. You should think of following him, and maybe stop destroying your life by making terrible decisions. I can’t assure you of much, but I can assure you of one thing- he can give you a better life, if you chose to follow him.
    “Hey, cliche Jesus message guy 263, why should we listen to anything you have to say to us?”
    You’ve got no reason to. But Jesus can make life on earth feel as though your living life in heaven, even in the midst of tragedy. That’s true joy, right there. Having Jesus by your side. So, just ask yourself, “doesn’t the thought of that make this whole thing worth a try?”
    See if your disappointed

  12. R.... S....

    Run to Jesus now love you all in Jesus loving spirit

  13. R.... S....

    Jesus name use flyleaf and she with John Cooper of skillet on breaking free song praise Jesus for all for ever

  14. T.... B....

    They play this song at my church I wish flyleaf can b at winter jams

  15. M.... M....

    💕🙏😘🎤🎶🎵🎼2018

  16. B.... N....

    Wow, what an Amazing song! Never heard this before till now, I love it!!! And her voice... WOW again!!! 💖

  17. A.... A....

    this is why i love flyleaf💖

  18. T.... J....

    Any one else cry?

  19. y.... i....

    Agape' ALY 💖💖💖💖🔥🔥🔥☁️☁️☁️⛅

  20. T.... P....

    I'm not religious (I'm questioning my faith or lack there of) but I love this song.

  21. k.... i....

    I'm not even religious, but fuck... I loved this band so much.

  22. u.... ....

    i love this version of the song

  23. M.... V....

    such a blessing GOD loves us keep it up Lacey your amazing thank you

  24. M.... L....

    I love you Lacey you rock

  25. M.... L....

    God bless you

  26. M.... V....

    I tried to write a message about this song and I have no idea where it went I just wanted to say that this song and many other that Lacey sings for such a heartwarming group of songs my name is Mark a recovering heroin addict from Detroit and there was many many nights where I set up detoxing in the beginning when I started my journey out of the hell of addiction I would put on one of her songs and I hope she knows they were such a big big help I asked the Lord into my heart I'm learning how to be a much better person it's such an amazing feeling I wasn't sure what it was like you know you are truly loved no matter what and that he loves me just as much as everyone it's such an awful feeling to feel alone to be called a junkie a loser to not be trusted to get blamed for all that's wrong I understand I created all that garbage and I know it took a very long time to get this far so I know it won't be fixed overnight and it's up to me to prove to everyone then I'm trying to change my life because I've said it before and I passed and messed up but this time it's different I can feel the love of the Lord in my heart and I know through him all is possible thank you Lacey for all you do your friend in recovery Mark from Detroit

    M.... V....

    Mark Vanhorn you’re a winner to me Mark I Love you! And I know God Loves you too! God sees you as a winner. And when quit heroin all the demons were scared and trembling because you are a victor and God is working through you. You have a mission my friend. God Bless you

  27. L.... A....

    I'm in pure tears of happiness right now and it doesn't seem to stop flowing out of my eyes

  28. J.... S....

    I go to sleep and wake up listening to her wonderful voice just about every night and morning faithfully. She helped me find my connection with God and with myself. I love you Lacey for what you do and who you are.

  29. A.... G....

    miss you idol Lacey,, wanna hear this again and again with your new version

    A.... G....

    thou shalt not have idols before me. thou shalt not have any other gods before me. (the word idol means god).

    A.... G....

    the catholics desiccated those two commandments

    A.... G....

    Not everyone here is religious , let alone Catholics. Just let people be please.

    A.... G....

    Supernatural Superstar actually, an idol is anything that is worshipped , put first in a person's life, above all, an idol is anything that is worshipped instead of God. Even the way you just wrote those out points that truth out. "Thou shalt love the Lord thy God with all thy heart, and with all thy soul, and with all thy mind. This is the first and the great commandment. And the second is like unto it, Thou shalt love thy neighbor as thyself. On these two commandments hang all the law and the prophets."Matthew 22:37-40, Dueteronomy 6:4,5 (keep in mind too that this was in answer to a Pharisee lawyer trying to tempt Christ by asking him "which is the great commandment in the law?" , so we always have to read God's word in order and in context. Otherwise it's like trying to watch a movie from the middle and then jumping around! The plot wouldn't make much sense would it!lol! ) We're warned to not add or take away from it in Revelations 22:18,19 , but as frightening as those consequences are, this too is purely out of love! "For God is not the author of confusion,but of peace,as in all the churches of the saints."(and if you continue to read, anyone whom has been babtized into Christ has been added, by God, not man, into the body of Christ, the church, which he is the one head of, and we are the many members of that one body!(it would look a little funny if there was more than one head, or 30 different bodies, right?lol!) Ephesians is an excellent read for how the church is made up! Romans 6:1-6,John 3:1-6, and always Acts 2, 8:26-end are wonderful for the gospel, the beginning of the church and salvation, babtism and why , for all of these things! Hebrews 9 is great for the coming of the Lord, 2 Peter 1 is excellent for building on faith,1 Corinthians 13 is perfect for it's description of Love and how the time of miracles and signs will pass. James is perfect for why the world is the way it is and how to stay out of it! Psalms 1,2,3,4 are beautiful and needed when you are low and need comfort, as you will find in all of these other places as well! Being a christian is not easy because you are not "of the world" you are "in Christ" ! And the world hated Christ,but he died for us all, because all of us fall short of the glory of God! Meanding, we're not perfect! But through him, we have a choice and chance at eternal salvation Revelations 21,22 This world is not our home, it's temporary! We hope, and hope isn't seen, because if it was seen, we wouldn't have any reason to hope anymore! Yet, God still gives us more than that; we see his promises everyday just in everything around us! And in each other! We just have to trust in his understanding, instead of our own, because our way is not in ourselves! I know that one is the hardest, for me it always has been! But he even when I mess up everyday, he brings me back to remembrance, and I know it's far better and easier to be humbled and grateful and be with him than cold and bitter confused and alone in the world any day! And I have made that choice more times than I thought I would! But each of us has been given his own measure of faith, and it's equally important, and we're to build one another up! So I pray and hope with all my heart that that is what anyone takes from this! This is out of pure unconditional love, for I am not even my own judge, let alone another man's! We are all beloved children of God, and you are all so amazing and incredible it blows my mind every day when I get on here to see just what this generation is doing! I know we can make it an even better one, all of you can for certain, because you have that brotherly Kindness and love in you! Thank you for bearing with me, May God bless and keep and guide you in all truth and spirit, and love and all whom are with you on your journey in this life! All my love in Christ, Koe`
    @-%---

  30. J.... l....

    as a 30 year old man this song literally brings me to tears when I hear it, such a beautiful use of talent! If only we could sing this version in church with this passion...

    J.... l....

    what relevance does your age bring

    J.... l....

    the more music you listen to, the less you can sometimes feel from it.

    J.... l....

    That's what I'm talking about! I'd love to witness a congregation of people putting their hearts and souls into this song! Testify! =D She puts so much heart into everything she does. I think the world of her. :)

  31. 1.... L....

    God IS music <3

  32. Z.... J....

    this song was my brothers favorite song and it was played at his funeral after he took his own life November 11, 2015... he was only 18.... I love you Cole....

    Z.... J....

    +Zachary Jayson Bjerkness

    Sorry for your loss, hes with the savior now at a place of Eternal Glory where there is no pain and tears

    Z.... J....

    Zachary Jayson Bjerkness
    prayers for you, man ❤

    Z.... J....

    Zachary Jayson Bjerkness very sorry for your loss ♥️

    Z.... J....

    I’m sorry for your loss Rest In Peace Cole

    Z.... J....

    Zachary Jayson Bjerkness seek God’s comfort

  33. L.... H....

    i heard this becouse of Alice in Zombieland

  34. L.... A....

    +Amelia Holmes Me! love the white rabbit chronicles

    L.... A....

    Me too!!!! ive read all 4

  35. M.... M....

    Is it unheard of for a single song to make a person more motivated to believe? I just had this song pop up randomly after my previous song and it got my heart in knots.

    M.... M....

    Marc Mills God is working through this song to you. He Loves you. Always remember that no matter what the enemy tries to put in your life or in your mind

  36. D.... ....

    Miss you Lacy. Christ has worked through you in so many ways.

  37. Q.... G....

    Here because of Alice in Zombieland lmao Aww cole!!

  38. A.... H....

    Alice in Zombieland anyone?

    A.... H....

    here bc of Alice in Zombieland

    A.... H....

    Yaaas! I read the series but I just bought the first one on the Kindle I never knew she had the playlist on there!

    A.... H....

    Amelia Holmes yasssss COLE

  39. m.... m....

    Alice in Zombieland brought me here

    m.... m....

    SAME I JUST FINISHED IT AND THIS IS THE FIRST THING I SEARCHED

    m.... m....

    I LOVE IT

  40. A.... H....

    One of my favorite bands singing one of the most beautiful songs. #fangasm  :D

  41. H.... M....

    the band @Flyleaf did a nice #Cover  of the Classic @VineyardMusic #Worship Song "how he loves me" .. very cool .. nice version.

  42. F.... ....

    This is the song that finally helped me to open my heart to God for the first time in my life. I had been trying for so long and once I heard this in church i couldn't stop crying. And now years later after hiding from Him for so long again I heard Flyleaf's version on the radio and the second I heard it I knew I wouldn't be able to stop crying again lol oh how he loves <3

    F.... ....

    +Flowerz1994 This is exactly what im experiencing right now <3 Bless you <3

    F.... ....

    Flowerz1994 That is amazing!!! 🤗🤗🤗😍😍😍 I love hearing this

    F.... ....

    I always loved Flyleaf, but since I gave my heart to God this song has just taken on a whole new meaning. It brings me to tears to think about how much God loves us and how amazing He is. I'm astounded by things I never thought about before, like how amazing a mountain is or a breeze blowing through a tree. It hasn't been a month yet, but I feel my life has changed for the better. I won't be hiding from God ever again. Bless you <3

    F.... ....

    AWESOME!. thanks for the comment about hearing it on radio. i dj on Christian radio and we never know who's listening or how the Lord can reach people through music. spread the Word!.

    F.... ....

    I’m going through some rough times right now but I keep praying for the person trying to hurt me and I have started listening to flyleaf and Lacey Sturm’s new music lately. It has extremely helped and I can not describe in words how good it feels to let go of your troubles.

  43. D.... B....

    He is jealous for me,and his love is a hurricane and I am the tree,

    D.... B....

    +Fantasia “BeautyUntamed” The Model He loves!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

  44. N.... ....

    Flyleaf came up with this song??

    N.... ....

    Pretty sure it was written by McMillan and then popularized by David Crowder Band.

    N.... ....

    Beautiful song regardless of who sings it, though.

    N.... ....

    No, this is a cover. The original song is by Kim Walker from the band Jesus Culture.

    N.... ....

    +Nikita Bearman actually John Mark McMillan is the original

  45. E.... P....

    I'd give anything to meet Lacey. That would be so so amazing. She's one of my big role models. I love every single one of her songs and she has such an angelic voice. She's amazing. I cried when I heard this song, it's so powerful and lovely. It lets you feel and hear how much God loves you. This is one of my favorite songs. I listen to it almost every day. <3

  46. R.... _....

    From Alice in zombie land

    R.... _....

    +Kennedy Murray yep

  47. B.... L....

    Thumbs up if you're here because of David Crowder

  48. 1.... y....

    the quote at the start is my screen background with a picture of her with her eyes shining so beautiful 

  49. Q.... ....

    Alice in zombieland brought me here

  50. c.... j....

    I think I shat myself the first time I heard them sing this. Then I cried. Then I cried more because they are an inspiration to me. Thank you for getting me what I think is the best version of this song.

  51. M.... J....

    me to! im on the third!

  52. I.... M....

    OMG!! Same!!!

  53. G.... ....

    Anyone else excited about singing praise to our God in heaven with Lacey? ^_^ Beautiful voice!

    G.... ....

    GoofiestMcnutty yes!!

  54. h.... ....

    XD you know. You know.

  55. �.... �....

    I am here because i fckinglove this band!!!

  56. K.... K....

    I am a muslim and My gosh Lacey brought tears to my eyes singing this song... Love you Flyleaf!!!!

  57. K.... H....

    This is my favorite version of this song. 
    Its so beautiful and is probably my favorite song. :)

  58. K.... ....

    Thumbs up if your hear because of Alice in Zombieland...

    K.... ....

    YAS! ^^ "The Legend of Me" 

    K.... ....

    +Korra yessssssssssssssss

    K.... ....

    I love Alice in Zombieland! I can't stop rereading the books! <3

    K.... ....

    Korra ONG YAAASSSSSS IM SEARCHING UP ALL THE SONGS ON ALICES IPOD!!!!!! 😂😂😂😂😂❤️❤️❤️❤️

    K.... ....

    Korra yeessssss

  59. T.... ....

    I am the opposite of religious but i love flyleaf

    T.... ....

    i hate religion, but i love jesus ♥ and flyleaf

  60. A.... C....

    actually it doesn't matter if you're christian or if the band is christian , this song is to whoever believes in God, no matter your religion.

  61. R.... R....

    people who loves our Jesus Crist and savor i just found fly leaf one of my fav bands and i just found an christian song by her and her band i admire her and her band great job and thats one of an bands i would not find that she did an christian songs great song all who love our lord Jesus Christ should all listen to that song great song i admire her and her band Great song and it put me to tears great song

  62. M.... ....

    Kaitlynn, how you come to the realization that there is indeed a God and that he has plans for you is entirely up to you and between you and God. If you're convinced, then that's what matters. Just know that the same joy Lacey Mosley found in Christ can be yours as well. He wants it for you.

  63. M.... ....

    The Gospel of Christ is good news. If this band can share the good news, that's what it's all about. Kaitlyn can come to salvation through something as simple as the band which she loves believing in Christ, and that's fine and dandy. It has nothing to do with pride, but allowing the beauty of Christ to overcome you one way or another, the same way the lead singer of Flyleaf teaches. The answer is Jesus; how you attain said answer is between you and your Lord.

  64. C.... L....

    Don't listen to everyone else. Flyleaf is, what I call, a transition band. Before I became a christian, Flyleaf was my FAVORITE band. They're what got me through alot of stuff, and I didn't even know they were christian! I didn't know that their songs were about God. When I realized they were, It got me to start believing in God. It opened my eyes to who God is. So if Flyleaf is opening your eyes, Amen. These other people don't know what they're talking about. God has his ways of reaching out(:

  65. C.... P....

    Jesus Jesus

  66. R.... D....

    I love this song! everytime i hear it i squeeze my buttcheek and pretend its a womans breast

  67. J.... D....

    you should believe n god anyways... just because of a famous person isnt really believing in god.. god brought us to this world and im not trying to start anything but believing in god comes from this heart not from monkey see monkey do...

  68. J.... D....

    sing this at church my favorite church song we call it mine and dakotas song cuz we both love it so much

  69. M.... U....

    Im not christian and I dont believe in God. But in this song, He is. And I can feel love between Him and Lacey. That always makes me happy.

  70. e.... ....

    Lacey I yearn for you to come back and sing I know you have a little family to take care of but when they are older come back Flyleaf or just Lacey Sturm I don't care because your beautiful inside and out your so real and honest when you speak always keep character I admire and love you Lacey

  71. E.... ....

    I agree, it sounds more elegant and beautiful to me~ Sloppy wet sounds kind of gross and immature lol..

  72. J.... R....

    I think people are scared to think Jesus can really have a passionate love for us. One that is so personal that it makes you ruined that such a huge and holy God could personally love someone. That is really due to part of the fatherless generation we live in, because without a natural father people do not know how to receive the father's love. A "sloppy wet kiss" sounds so much more personal and intimate.

  73. J.... R....

    Bro that is weak. God is love. Peace!

  74. J.... R....

    2:28 should say a sloppy wet kiss. John Mark McMillan wrote the song and recorded it. I hate they changed that part but otherwise I love this song.

  75. J.... w....

    wow that's beautiful. im still conflicted about my religion i feel so evil and dark but i want to be different i don't want this evil i hate it

  76. T.... D....

    i think i'm gonna cry

  77. M.... ....

    And Thomas answered and said unto him,My Lord and my God.Jesus saith unto him,Thomas,because thou hast seen me,thou hast believed:blessed[are]they that have not seen,and[yet]have believed.John20Whom having not seen,ye love;in whom,though now ye see[him]not,yet believing,ye rejoice with joy unspeakable and full of glory:Receiving the end of your faith,[even]the salvation of[your]souls....Being born again,not....seed,but of incorruptible,by the word of God which liveth and abideth for ever.1Peter1

  78. A.... O....

    I love your band

  79. S.... ....

    DAMNIT JUST ENJOY THE SONG it doesn't matter if the band is Christian or Atheists or Catholic just enjoy the music it doesn't matter what religion it is it's a great song just enjoy it

  80. E.... ....

    I'm so In love with this song :]

  81. K.... B....

    surprisingly this version isn't too bad. The David Crowder Band did an amazing job of course. ( this being their song). This was my best friends favorite song ( the david crowder version) sadly I lost my best friend 12-17-11. Hearing one of my favorite bands do one of his favorite songs literally makes my heart flutter and yearn for my friend. You are missed Sir Nicolas. I love you!

  82. R.... G....

    Now i wanna see Km do this song >;D lol

  83. a.... ....

    Thank you

  84. B.... C....

    the happiness and peace that you can find in life does not have to come from any specific place if the belief in god is wat helps u be happy and a good person then great, if u do not believe in him it doesnt mean ur a bad person and it doesnt mean u cant seek out the beauty and peace of life <3

  85. L.... N....

    It's a cover. The original is by John Mark McMillian.

  86. a.... ....

    Oh okay thank you very much (:

  87. G.... M....

    This song was not written by Flyleaf
    It was originally written by John Mark McMillan I think

  88. M.... ....

    I would love to hear this nonlive from Flyleaf. Cant find it anywhere, i might be wasting my time? :s Anyways.

    Masterpiece Lacey. Just amazing.

  89. M.... M....

    this is originally a song by Jesus culture, a really cool christian band

  90. a.... ....

    Is this a song written by Lacey? Or is this a cover by Lacey?

  91. P.... H....

    Pray for God to forgive you. Because He will.

  92. S.... ....

    This song was played tonight, at my friend's memorial service... He was killed this morning by a car running a red light. He was only 17 years old. ='( When I heard this song being played, I burst into tears. Rest In Peace, Jeremy. You are loved, and you will be missed. <3

  93. L.... P....

    About three or four years ago I was straying from God, I was agnostic and just didn't understand anymore. I made a friend at school and she just happened to show me Flyleaf, and their messages were what brought me back. When I finally gave in and turned to Jesus despite the things I didn't understand, He saved me and got me through the troubles I was facing. He gave me wisdom, love and hope. There is nothing in the world that can shake my faith now. We may give up, but God never does. <3

  94. P.... H....

    The original singer for Flyleaf is a Christian though, I believe.

  95. N.... S....

    Then, something I, myself, doubt actually happened...... Four little lights appeared on my bedroom wall, across the room. I stopped crying, and felt relief wash over me. But, then, I got scared. I was a little kid and didn't understand what was going on very well. I felt a tremendous fear, and ran out of the room. I still wonder what happened even today.. and No, it was Not a car or the sunlight through the blinds (I checked). Why would there suddenly be 4 lights when I was crying for 4 people?

  96. N.... S....

    I thought about other family members that died before I could even know them. Suddenly I was filled with grief and started crying. I cried and cried... so hard that my throat began to hurt. Finally, I calmed down. Even more surprising, I was suddenly filled with a desire to ask something of God. I asked him, with a tearful and grief filled voice, "God, please, please... let me see them.. I don't care if you don't ever do anything else for me again.... but.. Please....." and I cried some more.

  97. N.... S....

    Once, when I was 8, I woke up one morning and thought. I just thought. I thought about my blood grandfather, who died when I was 1, so I don't remember him... all I recall is a glimpse of a familiar hand... that's all. I also thought about Nanny Warren. She was eighty years old when she died, at the time I was 5. She had horrible stomach problems, but doctors could never figure out why... I was her only grandchild that would hug and kiss her. The other ones avoided her because she was so old.