Five Finger Death Punch - Diary Of A Deadman Lyrics




Looking back I still have so many questions
So many things unanswered
Like what did I do?
What could I do?
Was there ever a moment you cared?

Was I always ugly and abandoned
Remembering all the times you wished me harm
You wished me dead
How could I have changed to make it better?
And would I?
Would I?
Why?

I still feel so much hate inside of me
Seems like you were just waiting for me to fail
I'm sorry I can't forgive you
Do you blame me?
You never forgave me

I've tried to grow from this
Every day is a new challenge
Because with you there's just no winning
Like it or not I'm still a part of you
And you're still a part of me

Like it or not you're still a part of me
Yeah

So this is how it ends
All the tears, all the blood
It's all been for nothing
As the candle dwindles and flickers out
The end





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Five Finger Death Punch Diary Of A Deadman Comments
  1. Carlos Ventura

    This is best song of this album.... The only song worth to listen on this album. The only song worth to put on replay. The only song to sing along to....

  2. it's just my opinion

    Awesome band!

  3. Marzena marz

    co sadzisz o naszej kolenej miesiecznicy?:-)

  4. Sarah Nelson

    So many things unanswered what did I do? What could I do?🖤

    killer cowboy

    I ask my self that question alot then i just listen to this and some others it helps the pain ease away

  5. Chris Goodwin

    Thank you for your time and effort involved bud

  6. ltc sk

    It's my birthday don't ruin it

    ltc sk

    Truthfully leave me alone you low lifes. I wish to have a car Right Now or A Truck to drive, I deserve it 🚗

  7. ltc sk

    🇺🇸🏡😉😘🌨🛩🚓🚀🏝❤🎂🎁👷🏻🐤🐔🐝🐄🐓🐀🍀#goodbye

  8. Kaden Leichtfuss

    This sounds so friken epic and inspiring 5fdp has some good work

  9. Dolan Vanpool

    My relationship with my stepmother in a nutshell. Hated me, brainwashed my father when I was young. Cast me and my sister aside like dogs left in the rain.

  10. lucas Camilo

    passou tão rápido esse álbum, muito bem feito
    é bom saber que ainda há uma banda na ativa e que eu posso juntar dinheiro para ir num show que com toda certeza valerá a pena
    (povo, junto playlists em meu canal com os discos fodas dos anos 2000 pra cima, dê uma olhada!)

  11. That One Weird Kid

    I read “Diary Of” and I was expecting Breaking Benjamin 😂

  12. Snapped Away

    "When you're ugly you know they love you because of who you are. Beautiful people never know who to trust." ~Drax the destroyer (guardians of the galaxy 2)

  13. Faelynnelizabeth Ramsey

    3:22 🔥🔥🔥

  14. jhughes22891

    Imagine if this was on a Sons of Anarchy amv!

    Sarah Nelson

    Epic🖤🖤🖤

  15. L.K. SIGMA

    Same melodies of lullaby by low

  16. Black Knight Studios

    For some reason I like to listen to this song after busting a nut

  17. TailsPrower07

    Am I the only one that loves the instrumentals here?

  18. Jake Derer gaming

    By far one of the best screams he’s ever done!

  19. Tommybagadonuts :D

    The beeping pisses me off

  20. Strength _alv

    ESPAÑA

  21. Eric Leunk

    AWESOME!!!

  22. young boy

    There songs are the best like fr

  23. Eetu Monerva

    The end ,best song ever!!!!

  24. Ashley Renee

    Because with you, there is just no winning
    Like it or not, I'm still a part of you
    And you're still a part of me

  25. ShadowRaiderYT

    Best instrumental ever! Seems like this song goes down deeply.

  26. skullss

    Looking back I still have so many questions
    So many things unanswered
    Like what did I do?
    What could I do?
    Was there ever a moment you cared?


    Or was I always ugly and abandoned
    Remember all the times you wished me harm
    You wished me dead
    How could I have changed to make it better?
    And would I?
    Would I?
    Why?


    I still feel so much hate inside of me
    Seems like you were just waiting for me to fail
    I'm sorry I can't forgive you
    Do you blame me?
    You never forgave me


    I've tried to grow from this
    Every day's a new challenge
    Because with you, there is just no winning
    Like it or not, I'm still a part of you
    And you're still a part of me


    Like it or not
    You're still a part of me
    Yeah!


    So this is how it ends
    All the tears, all the blood
    It's all been for nothing
    As the candle dwindles, then flickers out
    In the end

  27. Eric Mcarthur

    Hell with Morgan Freeman. Ivan, I want you to narrate my life at my eulogy.

  28. Drumming Beast

    The instrumental though, seriously props to Jeremy Spencer (drums) Jason Hook (lead Guitar) and Chris Kael (Bass) and Zoltan Bathory (guitar).

  29. jason winchel

    Sent this to my soon to be exwife, she told me 2 days before Thanksgiving she wanted a divorce then I find out shes a cheater. So this song fit the situation perfectly. She never cared I was just a bump stop.

  30. Christopher Chapman

    The true talent of ffdp passes many before and after them something people truly relate to

  31. David Burnell

    Love this song. It's a story.

  32. Crusader Boi

    One of my preferred FFDP songs.

  33. kimberly wade

    Hello Claude Cosso

  34. Shaggy your lord and savior

    This song is an instrumental and lyrical masterpiece. It’s so overlooked😐🙁

  35. kimberly wade

    this sounds fun crashing junk cars with suped up engines into one another .bumper cars

  36. Rob Axl

    Say what you want about FFDP but they write some really good songs and this being one of them.

  37. Jypsy Jen

    This song has been on loop in my car for weeks....can't get enough of it.

  38. Abolfazl Ghorbani

    Sounds like looking for angels by skillet... WTF

    RUSSELL COLEMAN

    Thats exactly what i thought even though the topics are way different

  39. Mateusz Szafran

    Najlepszy kawałek z całego kill them all

  40. Dominik Šosták

    Ozzy Osbourne would like this... IMO

  41. Negan Snow

    As a writer i have to thank ffdp for this song. I had to kill my absolute favorite character for the future and i promise i will make a music video for the most badass touching death nobody has ever seen. Thank you ffdp inspiration is only the beginning of what you do

  42. Thomas Bulford

    Looking back I still have so many questions
    So many things unanswered
    Like what did I do?
    What could I do?
    Was there ever a moment you cared?
    Or was I always ugly and abandoned
    Remember all the times you wished me harm
    You wished me dead
    How could I have changed to make it better?
    And would I?
    Would I?
    Why?
    I still feel so much hate inside of me
    Seems like you were just waiting for me to fail
    I'm sorry I can't forgive you
    Do you blame me?
    You never forgave me
    I've tried to grow from this
    Every day's a new challenge
    Because with you, there is just no winning
    Like it or not, I'm still a part of you
    And you're still a part of me
    Like it or not
    You're still a part of me
    Yeah!
    So this is how it ends
    All the tears, all the blood
    It's all been for nothing
    As the candle dwindles, then flickers out
    In the end

    Rob Axl

    Thanks for taking the time to write out these powerful lyrics..alot of feeling is in this song..everything from the leads to the rhythms..very emotional and can relate to many people

    john yekel

    Story of my divorce

    Unpoppedcorn

    I can normally pick up on the lyrics in songs by listening but since ivan is talking I couldn't do that and I also couldn't find any lyric videos so I thank you so much for posting this comment, nothing but respect for you man👍👍👍🤘🤘🤘

    The Ap3xHitman

    Story of the end of my five year relationship..........so many things i want to know but will never be able to........

  43. Theyeetmiester 421

    So underrated

  44. Beth Everett

    U don't get these kind of songs in metal fucking genius

  45. D Roomsburg

    Does anyone else notice a little hint of American Capitalist in this song or is it just me

    Black Knight Studios

    Yeah the opening is pretty similar

  46. Janette Lern jergi

    This's pure gold!! 💓

  47. D Manning

    This is a great song for an ex has done you wrong.

    Ashley Renee

    Absolutely🎶💯🤘

    sian beeson

    D Manning so is burn mf

    Luke P.

    I didn't care much for the song until...

  48. xxx X

    I’m kinda new to metal songs can anyone recommend a song that’s similar to this ?! 🤟🏻

    Breandan K

    xxx X check out wrong side of heaven (their song not album). 5FDP has great stuff, but I am also a Sabaton guy. They have good stuff to that’s a some not as hard metal as 5FDP.

    Henry Smith

    Coming Down, FFDP

    Bleeding Me, Metallica (not really like this song, but check er out)

    rampage gamer

    I refuse and remeber everything are really deep and personal songs for me,I think you'll like em.

  49. Terry Prickett

    Of my step dad was here i would show him this

  50. Bryan Miranda

    I am like

    Bryan Miranda

    100% Pecker wood WTF man

    100% Pecker wood

    Bryan Miranda I'm so proud to be able to spit piss out My ass cheeks

    KimJongUng official

    @100% Pecker wood why cant i do that?

  51. Gary P

    Holy fuck it's finally back... Keep it coming guys! Been missing this album like crazy

  52. [Semper invicta] Yola

    Poland? :>

    Robert Dubiela

    [Semper invicta] Yola Kurła, jak dobrze wiedzieć, że niektórzy Polacy też mają dobry gust muzyczny ❤

    [Semper invicta] Yola

    No a jak ^^

    MatSpiders

    Rogi w górę!🤘

  53. MegaMikss

    Simply PERFECT !!! 🖤❤️🖤

    Hails from Serbia 🇷🇸

  54. José Rômulo lima da silva

    Banda fodastica demais

  55. Ads 2000

    my least fav ffdp song, but still good

  56. Pokemario99

    the best song you’ve ever produced right here

  57. eleck_74

    😈😈😈

  58. Zaiko Haitsugi

    Their best song by far.
    This works as an athem for the depressed.

    Sataneliteoneshots

    Coming down would be a better anthem..

    Bbadwolfzs Robertson

    Hmm...Not there best but definitely will be one of the good ones

    AXI Media

    More for an official division from the right and the wrong or just people simply accepting the new found reality.

  59. TelephonePlays

    What are y'all doing up so late?

    XD_XD_XD DE

    TelephonePlays we have 8 o'clock in the morning

    Big Bobby Gullett

    Its been years 16 great yrs. Got an 8 yr old boy from it but cant get it outta my head it was ovr n you loved another man 4 days later

  60. Luke Davis

    ✌🏿

  61. Miguel Davis

    Aguante 5FDP<3

  62. Forgoten_ Legend

    Oh this is bad ass 😁😂😂

  63. braap life freeriding

    Good song

  64. Grean Bean

    Guess it’s upload day because all of YouTube are apparently terrorists

  65. luis Marrufo

    Good 👍🏽

  66. Redd TV

    BRAZIL??

    Fabricio Trepicci

    É nós garoto

    Arthur Machado

    VAI BRAZILIAN

    Arthur Machado

    pq eu achei a foto engraçada

    José Américo

    BR é igual barata, tá em todos os lugares kk

    † Îøri †

    Aqui hehe 🌞❤️