Eilish, Billie - Listen Before I Go Lyrics

the pulses on headache and after leave me feel so painful

Dèjà vu. Ppl send me dick pics when i was 10 forced me to send nudes scar my life. Dèjà vu

did you guys hear 00:00 to 4:03? That part was amazing!

i am so tired

All I want to do is die why should I be alive I wish I was dead

They will only care if your gone

I'm from Slovakia

I guess I’m the only one who try killing they self with this playing

If u need someone to talk to my Instagram is ilokilo

My 2020 😔💔

i wanna die cause i’m a disappointment in everybody’s life so better go now, they’ll be sad for a while and then deal with it.

I am afraid

For anyone out there suffering from depression or contemplating suicide don't worry it'll get better, there are people out there who care about you and love you! I don't know you but I care, every time you think about dying think about people who sadly didn't get to live their lives like children who are sick! Your life is sacred and nothing is more important than you! You are so lucky to have experienced life and don't give up on it
Please don't ever do it you are so important
Xxxx

I talk a lot at school about wanting to die. Most people take it as a joke and say "same". I mean for it to come off as a joke, so no one will worry, but it really does hurt when they say "same" because I know they don't feel the same. The only person that I know that can actually say they relate is my friend, Isaac. We both know how each other feels, and we can tell when one of us is not okay. We don't usually tell each other what's wrong, but we try to make each other feel better and get their mind off of bad things.

What's up with all of the comments


Like this

I am going to go die👌🏻🖤
Bye....I will not miss you world(

All they asked was where you're from
Not what fake mental illness you have

palestine

Sorry, cant save me now

Sorry, dont know how

Sorry, there’s no ways out

But, down,down

Call my friends tell them that I love them
And i’ll miss them
But im not sorry
Call my friends and tell them i love them
And i miss them
Im sorry

I really hate myself.

this song hits me so hard evrey time i start to tear up and cry like someone just died

I love this I just lost my bffffffffffff friend

2:00 is my favorite part tbh

I got rejected so i went here so i wont jump

I survived depression and suicide. And I’m still surviving - even if you feel fine, the battle is never really over. The demons are hardy, and they stay with you your whole life, even if it’s just in the corners of your mind. You’ll have to fight them your whole life. And I’m ready for that. I built my strong support system and I’m learning to take down my walls and self-deprecating habits. If you’re willing to do these things, then anyone can fight their demons. Everyone can get better, even though it takes much longer for some people than others.
Depression is indiscriminate, anxiety is indiscriminate, because pain is indiscriminate. Pain/depression doesn’t give a fuck who you are or where you come from, but it hits us all equally, even if we don’t experience it the same way. It’s not a contest to see who wants to die the most. The goal is to heal. Everyone is valid and valuable as a person, and everyone can change if they choose to. Having the courage to be honest about your feelings or finding someone to confide in is already a great step in the right direction. If you need a friend to lean on, don’t hesitate to message my Discord: Barmecide451#9148
And for all the jerks/trolls present here, a person’s taste/music isn’t indicative of their worth. And you words DO matter. Your comment could be the last thing driving someone over the brink to suicide. Do you really want to be responsible for that? Is it really worth it to make someone that upset just for shits and giggles? I think not. If you do, please seek help.

The worst part of depression is not losing interest it’s when you pass that. When you pass that line of interest and emotional gain. You’re just existing and you’re numb to most things, you don’t really react to much and just feel like an empty jar, a holo walking human. You question if you’re alright when you know you’re not but obviously “this is better than breaking down most of the time”

Ooh depression... l-love that(ಥ ͜ʖಥ)

Wanna die but too scared to.

I love you BILLIE S2

Dissimulate


Waking up another day
Getting ready for another play
I hope this game of pretend
Would someday come to an end.


I am badly ill
But all you do is say,
"sit still and be chill"
"Its all in your head it aint real."
When will you listen about what I feel?



The moment I die out and fall unto grim?
Please realize that all this ain't a dream,
This is a nightmare can't you see?
My boat of hope is sinking
And I am drowning in this vast dark sea.




Please listen to me I'm not crazy
When will you realize that this is all reality?
All of us are in a masquerade so called society,
We all like to deceive, what a pity
But that's another story.

For now just listen to me
Its all about to end don't worry.
For tonight in my dreams I can at least escape reality
And in my dreams my thoughts can't haunt me,
But all good things come to an end
And as I wake up, everything that grants me bliss would vanish,
For only in my dreams I can feel ecstacy.


And i'll once again say

Waking up another day
Getting ready for another play
I hope this neverending game of pretend
Would someday come to f@*ki*g end.

And when it did end,
At least take me to place where I can be me,
So that I won't worry about what mask to wear,
Because in there I can be who I am
And all these people inside of my body
Will finally be set free.
-Kei 2020

the lyrics is exactly what i want to say to them :) but the hell who cares? they only care when it's too late...

Does anyone know a keyboard or a piano in Garage band similar to one she’s using?

everynight I cry making myself believe that everything is gnna b okay, when I do something for others no one sees it, no one appreciates it, but when I fail everyone sees it, it hurts that my efforts are always unseen, no one to tell my pain because no one really understands me, I just wnt to vanish forever, like who cares, I got no friends, my family doesnt really understand me, nd Im useless, my only thought is its ok, me disappearing forever, that will benefit everyone, I have been judge alive who cares being judge when I die

i wanna be drafted into ww3 pretty much coz its an easy ticket off this world

Why do I have to wake up?

The worst feeling in the world is being uncomfortable around your father on your wedding day. And I think about that everyday

Listen to BTS. They tell you to love yourself

I started crying while listening to this because...


I was thinking about committing suicide....But then I noticed how much My Friends, Family, Teachers, and pets would miss me..and how much I'm worth. I'm still young. I still have so much ahead of me...and I want to make my Family, and Friends proud of me. I promised myself when I was 9 I'd Finish school, and that I'd go to collage....and get a good education..I'm trying my best to make my Family proud of me..but..I'm trying to keep smiling so they won't be concerned. I love them. :'(


Hey...You!...If you're feeling like hurting yourself, or committing suicide...don't..You are worth living. You're loved. Just think about how much you'd be missed...You don't want to make your Family, and friends to be sad....do you? You have so much ahead of you. Don't leave. If your Faking your smile like me....here's a tip. Think about your happy moments. Please don't leave, or hurt yourself..

If I had a superpower I would propably choose to have the one that stops the time

People who cry are not weak. People who cry have just been strong for too long and finally explode.

I see my friends disappearing in front of my eyes and I am so tired of pouring my heart into people who don't care. Billie's music keeps me going.

Thank you

People don’t want to die they want the pain to end

Everyone is scared of dying but when the pain hits you so hard you just wanna hide disappear from all the pain wants relief thats all 😣😣😣😣

I also love finious eylish

Totally man me too :)

i used to be sad. i used to be so sad and miserable and i thought that nobody cares or gives a single shit about me, because it really looked that way to me. i attempted suicide, but thank god im here now. if i hadnt lived i wouldnt be happy with my family right now, i would be surrounded by people who love me. i still occasionally get sad, but i know that the dark times have passed. and i know that your dark times will pass. it really does get better, maybe not soon, but someday. i promise. i love you

I'm okay. And i hate being okay...because okay is not good enough to be happy but its also not bad enough for someone to care...

Call my friends and tell them that I love them. And I'm miss them. I'm sorry...

I have friends but they don't know how to stop this pain. I have family but they don't even know what really depression and anxiety are and telling me that its all in my head and I have no faith in God. I don't have anyone else but me, alone. I survived...but I'm not free from those. Its just so hard to stop...

I can see this song being used in a movie where a depressed teen goes to visit her younger self in the past to make her not feel so down but it didn’t work so her and her younger self are on a rooftop and the older one jumps but that causes a trauma where the younger self goes to seek for a better life and the older one comes again and thanks younger self.


Sorry if that was maybe a bit offensive I just thought of this when I first heard this song

This is the saddest, most relatable song ever

Your skin is not a paper
So don't cut it

Your face is not a mask
So don't hide it

Your size is not a book
So don't judge it

Your neck is not a hanger
So don't hang it

Your life is not a movie
So don't end it






To all the people who's going through something, don't forget that there's still someone out there that will listen to you. *BE STRONG*

Its hard when your torn between ending the mental pain you have going on... and leaving your loved ones and how much pain they would feel. Thats what keeps me going. But life could be so much different in the blink of an eye. Best thing my dads ever told me that stuck.. Is that in 5 yrs (or even less, thats just his word's ) you could have a whole different life, new people, new outlook. Lifes precious, dont waste it 💜 there will always be someone that loves you. Always xxxx

In school I’m popular and all and everyone thinks my life is perfect and amazing but in reality I’m suffering and I try to tell them but they just start talking about there problems it’s like I’m not even telling them but I am and this year I started cutting myself and wanted to die but I’m still here and i know I’m young but all these things are just too much for me so yeah I just wanted to say that :|

“Don’t worry! Things will get better!” Lies

@Woojeon Park I’ve been suicidal for eight years... I’ve heard it all. Thousands of times. And I’m sick of it. The only thing I want in the world is to fucking die.

Nicole Holmberg first of all, I hope your okay. Second on of all, I have attempted suicide twice and though about attempting everyday for 2 years. I cut every day for a year. I am 6 years clean from cutting and doing so much better. I still fall into a depression maybe for a couple months each year, but nothing like it used to be. It gets worse before it gets better, but it does get better. It can come and go but it’s about maintaining your health. It’s about the way you feel when you are happy, like that’s something you never want to give up. Everyone has had at least one happy moment in their life, whether it lasted a couple minutes or years. That’s what you strive for. That’s what you hope to see on the other side. Anyways, please be safe, it’s not worth it. I’m here to talk. ❤️

@Melissa Penland thank you. That means a lot to me. I’m so unhappy and lonely. I feel so alone.Thank you tho. It means a lot.

Nicole Holmberg I get it, and I hope something great comes to you soon. I’ll keep you in my thoughts.

@Melissa Penland thank you so much, Melissa! That’s super comforting, actually.

I hate it when people judge someone just because he/she tries to kill or killed herself/himself. You don’t know anything about what happens inside a depressed person. It might happen to you too. NEVER judge.

I always feel like giving up but everytime I try to do it, I just remember how beautiful life is. Depression is a battlefield inside our mind, we can always win it. We can do it. ❤️

to everyone and anyone struggling with depression anxiety suicidal thoughts etc please keep living you are so loved and precious I love you! God loves you

My first time to open up to youtube. I have been diagnosed with depression, and Bipolar Disorder. It pains me every time my mother would call the people that has been a victim of suicide as weak and thinks its simple to leave an environment tha leads to such mental stress that leads to suicide. My auntie would always compare the lives of other and tells me I shouldnt be the one with depression because I'm not the one living outside in the streets. My mother treats my insomnia as simple things and just makes me do chores to be sleepy. (But sadly imsomnia doesnt wprk that way) ive been better because of the meds and my psychiatrist. But its been months since my last therapy, because they lost a butt loads of cash from it and instead of emotional and mental support they guilt trip me to making me rush on getting better because its expensive. And they always say things like Im not even trying. Waking up in the morning and trying to process what to do next is really hard. Making everyday decisions raises my anxiety levels. And my uncontrollable mood swings makes me fear of my relationshils. After all of those, I grew more distant with my family, my father also disregarded and didnt believe Bipolar Disorder is True. I never wanted to do anything with them anymore, and I have given up on trying to even explain my condition to them, because they didnt even bother looking the condition up, they didnt bother to understand. I took te course of Psychology and they would always use that againsy me "You're a psychology student but you were the mentally unstable one". Ive had 2 suicide attemps not sure when will be the next...all I just wanted was a community without stigmatization but a community of acceptance. Depression, Bipolar and other mentall illnesses and disorders are real....its just reall painful that your own family might be the actual reason why you have this condition kn the first place and they plan to not exactly do anything about it

i wanna die

I wish I could sleep and don't have to wake up until I wanted to. Sometime I just want to live the life in the dream world

Isnt it scary that ur lost in urself and fighting with ur depression and anxiety. When u open ur eyes everything changed..but you never noticed..just you didnt changed..and the lonelyness cones to you again..

I would love to die. It's all I want. I can't listen to advice any more, after 4 years of it.. I haven't gotten any better. I'm not scared of death. I'm scared of the consequences that come of death. My only wish is to be free from this hellhole, so I'll wait until death comes around. The only good thing is God. I love earth itself, it's just people and society that I do not like.

I feel this way every day and I just want to go away in peace

These 3 songs go together

Listen before I go.
I love you
Goodbye

NATIONAL SUICIDE HOTLINE:
1-800-273-8255

I’ve been there too there’s no way to describe it, depression feels like a huge blur but I promise all of you that everything thing will be ok 🥺❤️ take care everyone!

Guys if you want to vent add me on snap, gianna.yt I feel y'all, I'll make a group chat too.

I dont want to die...





I just want to sleep and never wake up...
Forever....



I really want to end this...
Thank u :)

when i hear this song i think of me.everything can be so good if i be happy and not just sad all the freaking time and more grateful,but it always gets worse.

It is ok not to be ok .... I dont know you but I just want to give u a hug. We will be good ❤

X X
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“Sorry cant save me now”
That hit me hard

I feel like I dont wanna die
I just wanna end my suffering
And this song read my diary
I just wanna be okay..

https://www.instagram.com/p/B4jNqG8Hg40/?igshid=1fmeo5cnhhgjh ❤

😭😭😭😢🥑

this is the only song that makes me rethink my life choices

This is the ONLY artist who makes me feel better about my ‘friends’ my parents tell me to stay away but they basically reel me in

Suicide doesn't end the pain...







It just passes it to someone else.




Just remember you are loved ❤

Check out my cover!! https://youtu.be/9b4xlnJqu1Q

I feel like everything is meaningless. I feel so uncomfortable simply existing, I can’t help but be guilty for taking up space. I feel like time is passing but leaving me behind. Everything is happening too fast. I haven’t been okay in a long time, but everyone thinks I’m so tough and I don’t want to disappoint anyone. In reality I’ve been faking so much I’m not sure what I like or what I want anymore. I’m just floating through life. It’s like I’m watching myself move from far away and I’m not actually doing anything. I know there are bigger problems then my issues so I hope I find a way to get over myself. I can’t stop fantasizing about how easy it would be to just.... leave I guess. Leave everything. Sleep forever, peacefully. I know I’m disgusting for considering the easy way out when some people work so hard every day just to survive. I just needed to say this because I’m selfish and I’m sorry if you read this whole thing. But also thank you for reading? I don’t even know anymore.....

I just stop crying because of love you bye her but this song made me cry again

i dont want to die. i dont want to kill myself but i really want to end the pain.

You know last year, I felt exactly like this. I felt worthless, hopeless, didn’t have anyone who understood me. I had these pills that I was gonna take and overdose. Felt like no one wouldn’t care if I did. Luckily I didn’t and i’ve been better, trying to love myself and work on myself. But feeling that low at that time hurts me and it still does to this day.

I don’t know what to say , this song shatters me deep down ..

I always want to make others happy



but cant make myself happy

Aku minta maaf

I really hate life i want to give up,me living isn’t worth anything no one is going to care if i’m gone i’m really thinking of just dying

It may be stupid but i scrolled down the comments after i had no tears left to cry, and i feel less alone with yall guys...

So this song is MY LIFE WOW

It’s like every embarrassing moment and every betrayal sends commands to my nails to carve the fuck out of my arm. Social Anxiety and Depression while living in an Asian country and household not easy.

Ananya Pillai me 2

Anyone else sitting in their bed at 3am listening to this with headphones and crying?

If anyone wants to talk about life or just wanna be friends just send me a message on my Insta - sadness.is.the.air.i.breathe

I just wanna talk to someone.

This will be the song if I have to describe my 2019 😥
Happy New Year guys 🙃

I just want to be happy

1:43, when you have no more tears to cry😔

When 2020 not getting better, i think i will end it.

Me too I swear

Life asked death, "Why do people love me more then you?"


Death replied, "Because your true love, I am a real pain for humans".

Life: why do people love me more than you?

Death: because life is all some fake happiness, while all I am is a sad truth

m u r d e r e r p a i n h u r t s

If you need help and you want to talk to someone just write your instagram and i will be texting you

I just want the pain to go away but I don’t want to go away with it 😓 everyday it gets harder and harder when will it ever end? I’m losing myself.

Please don’t ever think about following through with a suicide you have so many die hard fans that THEY will follow your footsteps

so much sadness 😢😭😪 like it if you agree

I just want you to know

Someone loves you

Someone wants to hold you

Someone wants to stay in this world with you for the rest of your life so...

Hold on. Dont lose faith. Believe that your worth it.

And I love you❤❤

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@Captain Benny yes from Morocco

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South Africa

FRAAAANNNCE !!!
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