EDEN - Drugs Lyrics






'Cause I had the best of the worst sides
And I had these lungs
And I had too many flash fires
That I just let them burn

'Til my chest is on fire
And my head just won't die
I guess I'm lying 'cause I wanna
I guess I'm lying 'cause I don't

'Cause I just feel so tired
Like it's move or slowly die
You say, you ain't you when you're like this,
This ain't you and you know it
But ain't that just the point?
You don't know
How to let go
Who said this must be all or nothing?
But I'm still caught below
And I'll never let you know
No, I can't tell you nothing

'Cause I'm a fucking mess sometimes
But still I could always be
Whatever you wanted
But not what you needed
Especially when you been needing me

'Cause I'm a fucking mess sometimes
And I'll say what I don't mean
Just 'cause I wanted
Or maybe I need it
Swear lying's the only rush I need

'Cause all I needed was some words to say
That all these feelings don't mean shit to me
'Cause it's all just chemicals anyway, anyway

And I got way too many routes to take
To make this all just go away
And find another heart to break
So heartless with the words I say
Just saying what I'm supposed to say
'Cause I had nothing for you
I can't love when I can't even love myself
Things I would rather be
Thoughts at the back of my head,
But I'm addicted to hurting
And I got these lungs
And I spent too many late nights
Just thinking a hole in the earth

'Til the sky is on fire
And my head still won't die
I guess I'm lying 'cause I want to
I guess I'm lying 'cause I don't

'Cause I just feel so tired
Like I need something to come alive
She said, "You ain't you when you're like this,
This ain't you what you done?"
And I said, "That's the point."

You don't know how to let go
Who said this must be all or nothing?
But I'm still caught below
And I'll never let you know
No I can't tell you nothing

'Cause I'm a fucking mess sometimes
But still I could always be
Whatever you wanted
But not what you needed
Especially when you been needing me
'Cause I'm a fucking mess inside
And I'll say what I don't mean
Just 'cause I wanted
Or maybe I need it
Swear lying's the only rush I need





Other Lyrics by Artist

Rand Lyrics

Last Posts

EDEN Drugs Comments
  1. _.... ....

    I'm still listening in 2020 *-*

  2. e.... ....

    y is this exactly the situation im in rn

  3. 2.... P....

    2020 .... still depressed

  4. A.... ....

    him: you ain’t you when you’re like this

    my brain: *YOU’RE NOT YOU WHEN YOU’RE HUNGRY*

  5. B.... G....

    BUT I AM A FUCKING MESS SOMETIMES BUT REPLACE SOMETIMES WITH ALL THE TIMEEEEE

  6. A.... S....

    I love you eden

  7. c.... ....

    "Michael Bisnar · Escola Antonio Militão rodrigues
    1 ponha a suaa mão na boca
    2 faça um pedido
    3 feche a sua mão
    4 ponha sua mão no coração por 5 segundos
    5 poste esse comentario em 3 musicas.Amanhã será o melhor dia da sua vida"

  8. R.... ....

    Since 4 years :(

  9. B.... M....

    Anyone 2020?

  10. L.... L....

    Follow nick.nk888

  11. E.... C....

    Mesmo depois de tantos anos essa musica tem a vibe perfeita!!!

  12. J.... J....

    Lyrical Genius! I already thought this song was beautiful but Last night my partner and I Tripped on LSD and Molly to this song. I couldnt help to cry. Thank you for your music!

  13. L.... S....

    2020.
    I'm still listening.❣️😪

  14. A.... S....

    I'm addicted music lol xd

  15. A.... S....

    This music so cool

  16. C.... ....

    Cause I just feel so tired..

  17. C.... S....

    who is listening in 2020?

  18. J.... ....

    2020 someone ?

  19. Q.... J....

    2O2O ANYONE?

  20. E.... c....

    They say....the most depressed people are the ones that make the others laugh instead of making themselves laugh......I use to think it was a lie....untill I started doing it....😰😰

    E.... c....

    Real bro 😔

  21. W.... ....

    2020 and not a single comment about if anyone is here in 2020

  22. D.... S....

    I’m still here

  23. F.... ....

    What's life with out hugs?

  24. J.... S....

    anyoe in 2020

  25. �.... �....

    2020 and still love it 😍

  26. C.... M....

    When the beat is slapping but the lyrics are problematic:

  27. x.... ....

    This Bangs HARD

  28. P.... ....

    Cause I'm a fucking mess sometimes ...
    I felt that.....😔 Killing myself is amazing...

  29. A.... H....

    I spent too many late nights thinking a hole in the earth... me rn

  30. A.... H....

    This song is the explanation of how I feel towards everyone

  31. b.... f....

    2020 here

  32. H.... ....

    música boa do caralho

  33. B.... B....

    Hugs needed big time here Koala Nation ;)

  34. L.... B....

    this song will always remind me of one of the worst days in my life and i will never forget it.

  35. D.... ....

    This comment section is so cringy

  36. J.... N....

    2020 and he’s still underrated 🙌🏻

  37. P.... F....

    2020 and my anxiety is cured thanks to DRUGS.

  38. M.... k....

    Related💔

  39. h.... v....

    It feels good to hurt sometimes

  40. A.... B....

    After whole week of nothing i just realized that i broke up with person i fucking loved more than i love myself. So here i'm, listening to this song thinking about something that could erase the pain

  41. S.... J....

    Making a group chat , add me at ronshx on Instagram and DM to be in a group with cool people. :-)

  42. P.... ....

    한국인 찾기 도전

  43. O.... ....

    listened to this song in 2016 fell in love with eden during a period when I felt nothing but emptiness. He has always gotten me through the night just to be able to see another day and listen to his song once again. XO got me through many breakups. Drugs got me through a period I'm never proud of. Wake up reminded me that this isn't the end. So don't give up. Eden may not be your artist but someone, somewhere, somehow knows what how you feel but can't explain. So continue to explore music. Music is the life force of humans.

  44. R.... B....

    No one fucking cares about me why what is my problem

  45. J.... C....

    Anyone else scream singing this 😂

  46. T.... M....

    2020 Anyone

  47. N.... �....

    2020 <3

  48. B.... X....

    I am here thinking it was time to escape my pain but I didn't hide my feelings I just let them play. I let them play loud through night and day knowing probably somebody else can feel my pain. I wanted it to end all my pain today but I knew by ending was letting my feelings out and let the sad music play, and if you feel the same like me just talk to me and listen while I sing my sad symphony.

    B.... X....

    To anyone wanting to talk to me I am here for you I have been through depression and I know how it feels so to anyone reading this you are not alone.

  49. M.... L....

    Im fucking mess sometimes? I could always be what you wanted but not what you needed.

  50. T.... N....

    Anyone still listening in 2020?

  51. t.... m....

    ~and all i needed were some words to say
    that all these feelings don't mean shit to me
    'cause it's all just chemicals anyway~

  52. z.... k....

    Crazy in love nightcore💞💞

  53. D.... ....

    Anyone Here Listening To This Perfection In 2020?

  54. C.... L....

    1:28 and 3:43 My favorite parts 😳

  55. O.... B....

    Anyone still listening in 2020?

  56. B.... ....

    Сваки секунд живота на овом сабласном камену што лети кроз свемир и носи нас, је само патња. Од тренутка кад отворимо очи, па све док их опет не склопимо ми ћемо проживљавати бол и патњу коју сами себи наносимо. То ће проћи оног тренутка кад коначно будемо заувек склопили наше очи и кад наша душа буде напустила тај исти камен!

  57. H.... Z....

    2020 where my homies atttttttttt

  58. M.... ....

    Loved this song when it first came out. Now it feels too accurate. Fuck.

  59. k.... d....

    Why did i just find out about this beautiful song?

  60. O.... �....

    Bless all the living Koalas who survive the fire ♥️

  61. O.... ....

    Enyone still listening in 2020 ?

  62. P.... B....

    i just cried. A few years ago, right around the time this came out and I was in a rough place, girlfriend broke up with me and my grandfather had recently died. This made all of those memories flood back in my head

  63. S.... ....

    anyone 2020 gang??

  64. k.... c....

    2020 anyone? 😭🥺

  65. S.... Z....

    This shit so sad

  66. G.... ....

    someone listening in 2020?
    +

  67. X.... Q....

    This. Song. With. Headphones.

  68. I.... ....

    2020 and im listening to them all, every song from EDEN is good

  69. A.... S....

    I can feel my vibe before getting drunk with this song

  70. S.... H....

    2020 anyone?

  71. a.... g....

    2020 here

  72. a.... ....

    2020 anyone?

  73. S.... ....

    2020 treats this song well

  74. A.... R....

    "That all these feelings don't mean shit to me
    Cause it's just chemicals anyway"

  75. A.... I....

    2020???

  76. z.... k....

    2020🎉🎉

  77. L.... G....

    Man i love this song
    It makes me calm
    And rethink everything i have done in my life, i know i have so many regrets and so many mistakes. But thats what makes me human..






    Still listening in 2020 and i hope for many more years to come

  78. j.... j....

    like if listening to it in 2020

  79. R.... N....

    2020 Anyone?

  80. o.... c....

    anyone still listening this in 2020?

  81. L.... V....

    2020 be like damnnnn i still love this song

    L.... V....

    Same, this has been my favorite song for a while now

  82. u.... d....

    Anyone listings in 2020?

  83. M.... A....

    anyone still listening in 2020 😂

  84. D.... _....

    2020😗💞

  85. A.... B....

    2020 bby

  86. A.... B....

    That song Always makes me cry

  87. t.... ....

    im waiting on the good times now.

  88. S.... J....

    But I'm addicted to hurting

    Man I felt that :(

  89. M.... E....

    Anyone in 2020
    whenever i`m lost i found myself here ...

  90. S.... G....

    Most of you probably won't see this, but here's a story

    Since childhood there was this girl, she tried being happy and bubbly. But that all came crashing down. She was sexually assaulted when she was 8 years old. She was abused by her parents as all 6 of her siblings turned the other way. At the age of 11. Yes 11 years old, she started drinking. Alcohol was all over the place. It made her feel numb. She forgot everything even if it was just for a night. When the alcohol wasn't enough she started doing drugs at the age 13. She became bulimic due to her parents starving her. She felt ugly, and starving herself was the answer. She went out every night til the morning drinking and smoking. She fell into a deeper depression. Never to get out.

    I'm that little girl, and everyday I'm a day closer to getting better. If you're struggling with addiction. Please get help. For the sake of your loved ones around you. You aren't only hurting yourself you're hurting them too

    S.... G....

    Oh... im happy that i can read your story.. i proud of you that you get the way up to a better person Good luck!

  91. T.... S....

    Depressed people in 2020 where are you?

    T.... S....

    here i am.. :'')

    T.... S....

    Keep feeling like shit ngl, aug-nov was absolutely shit for me. December and January were amazing, I felt great and now I just feel so tired, I'm having anxiety attacks and feeling even worse so fuck. But I don't think I can call myself since I haven't been diagnosed and I'm probably just exaggerating all of this anyway.

  92. S.... J....

    Anyone 2020

  93. M.... J....

    2020💙😊

  94. K.... K....

    anyone still listening in 2019?

    K.... K....

    2020 baby

    K.... K....

    Koala Kontrol 2020 x

    K.... K....

    I found this in 2019😂

    K.... K....

    listening in 2020

    K.... K....

    2019 you say? Its 2021, wake up already bitch.