Deadstar Assembly - Killing Myself Again Lyrics






Every page of my suicide script
They all have a cross to bear
Like a hammer to the teeth
Answer my misguided prayer

Watch it kill you, watch it kill me
My hypocrisy is so sincere
Each dose of delusion
Becomes a feeding frenzy

Carving this message into my skin
Haunting me
This isn't the way I want to live
It's killing me
It's killing me
Carving this message into my skin
With not one shit left to give
I don't know if I'm gonna be
It's killing me
It's killing me to live

Killing myself again
Killing myself again
Killing myself again
I'm killing myself to live
Killing myself again
Killing myself again
Killing myself again
I kill myself to live

Carving this message into my skin
Haunting me
This isn't the way I want to live
It's killing me
It's killing me
Carving this message into my skin
With not one shit left to give
I don't know if I'm gonna be
It's killing me
It's killing me to live

Killing myself again
Killing myself to live
Killing myself again
Killing myself to live
I'm killing
I'm killing
I'm killing
I'm killing myself to live

Carving this message into my skin
Haunting me
This isn't the way I want to live
It's killing me
It's killing me
Carving this message into my skin
With not one shit left to give
I don't know if I'm gonna be
It's killing me
It's killing me to live





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  1. S.... S....

    So many trolls within the last couple of months what the fuck lol

  2. A.... Y....

    Complete relax

  3. D.... ....

    Sinful Lust

  4. A.... D....

    Dro hit me up 😛

  5. A.... T....

    best song they have in my opinion

  6. J.... S....

    Wanna be manson hot topic fags

    J.... S....

    Bet they got more pussy in a week than you have ever got lol

  7. M.... C....

    hunting meeeeee😄

  8. s.... 1....

    This band is kickasserole.

  9. 2.... ....

    Dro bros assemble

  10. h.... ....

    there cleans are so perfect

  11. z.... l....

    These guys should’ve at least gotten to open for Manson or something

  12. A.... D....

    This reaks of 2006 Hot Topic

    A.... D....

    Basically lol

  13. s.... 1....

    Need this sort of music more than ever in 2019.

  14. J.... E....

    Been listening to you guys since I was 12 this was always on my myspace profile 😭😭

    J.... E....

    Hahahahaha that's exactly my case. Years go by and I still love this song and band

    J.... E....

    Hell yeah what an era

    J.... E....

    God i did too. Has this video just below my blog xD

  15. M.... C....

    I wonder if he wants a boyfriend on the side where do I sign!?

  16. W.... W....

    DoROThy need to commit suicide

  17. M.... L....

    Man I saw these guys at the Hard Rock Live in Orlando back in 05 or 06. They were there with 5 Billion Dead, definitely one of the best lives shows

  18. M.... W....

    Has the Switchback music video feel from Celldweller. Love it 😍

    M.... W....

    Celldweller!

  19. L.... E....

    the myspace band from the land of hot topic

  20. B.... D....

    Marilyn Manson is pretty cool in this video.

  21. A.... A....

    the dro... <3

  22. R.... R....

    Love these guys. I'm just now rediscovering them. Totally failed my memory.

    R.... R....

    Shut up, you suck at guitar

  23. d.... ....

    Manson meets Motionless.

    d.... ....

    Well seeing how this band is before miw, you should do your research before making claims. DSA 2001 MIW 2005.

  24. W.... S....

    Los Sobrinos de Marilyn Manson y los primos de los Deathstars y Dope Star inc..

    W.... S....

    es bueno recordar

  25. S.... Y....

    Me hizo recordar mi época emoxito.

    S.... Y....

    Mi época darks xD

    S.... Y....

    Mi época de antisocial T.T

  26. B.... P....

    I always stand by the mixer WITH the stage crew. I did security ushering ticket taking cleabedan entire arena for 12 years

  27. X.... ....

    Marilyn Manson del futuro!!!

  28. B.... :....

    thank uou

  29. T.... F....

    They need to change their name to "I live in Hot Topic."

    T.... F....

    You won't like hana pestle Ben Moody or my son rip

    T.... F....

    @Bambi Pardis Ben Moody is former member of evanescence.

    T.... F....

    You clearly haven’t been to hot topic lately, if anything these type of clothes were it’s prime.

  30. P.... D....

    Okay so i used to be really big into this band when I was twelve, then when I was thirteen I stopped listening to them. Earlier today I was researching Wolfdogs, and a video came up by The Dro. I was like, hey he looks familiar. Then I realized HE IS PART OF THIS BAND and I instantly started listening to them again. I wonder why I stopped listening to them. Probably because I got into heavier stuff? I dunno, I’m into all different versions of music now. And I’m glad to add this band to a list of my favorite alt rock/metal/dark/death core whatever genre music and bands.

    P.... D....

    Lol that happend to me exactly well they came to mind cuz I was listening to motionless in white haha but glad I came back to it

    P.... D....

    I will fuck you

    P.... D....

    @Waves In motion No you won't.

    P.... D....

    Wolfdogs are pretty cool though.

    P.... D....

    @Something Dreadful rough sex yes

  31. B.... P....

    Yes yes some bands die out songs but gothic never will we live on

  32. E.... j....

    these guys are sickness, ive been listening to them for a long time and still love their music no matter how long its been,.

  33. V.... F....

    If anyone from the band ever read the comments, know that it's been 13 years since the first time I've heard of you. I'm 26 now and I still love you lol

    V.... F....

    Vinícius Ferrenberg haha 27 now? Cuz I feel this comment brother

  34. M.... ....

    Ahhh MySpace in 2004-2005 was the best, Deadstar, Celldweller, Combichrist... wish I had a rewind button this was my profile song for the longest time, song still kicks ass

    M.... ....

    Maaaan! I was trying so hard to add a music player to my Myspace profile :/ Damn... miss the good'ol times...

    M.... ....

    i never was able to fill my top 8

  35. I.... a....

    I used two play this band on my mp3 player when I was gothic years ago and if u wanted to know what that sound in the background was it was Yahoo

  36. B.... G....

    January 2018
    Still listening ...🙋

    B.... G....

    January 2019

    B.... G....

    June, 3019... wait...

  37. M.... ....

    I didn't know Frieza was a vocalist for a metal band!!

  38. K.... F....

    Sounds like the guys who do the title song for Devil May Cry.

    K.... F....

    Lonnie Dearing That would be CombiChrist.

  39. S.... C....

    reminds me of the days I used to cut myself,... great song, though

    S.... C....

    I can cut you again if you'd like

  40. A.... Y....

    More than a decade and damn. I wish the lyrics were different but ehhh..fucken awesome.

  41. R.... I....

    Alguien que hable ESPAÑOL? algún metalero latino diga Presente.

    R.... I....

    Rafael Ipanaque Hola

    R.... I....

    yo me adentro mas al gótico pero me gusta el alterno y el industrial!!!

    R.... I....

    Yo jaja escuchaba esta canción hace años ahora vuelvo a recordar viejos tiempos

    R.... I....

    Me gusta el metal mas no me considero metalero :D

  42. D.... R....

    I use to look like the singer lol

    D.... R....

    What happened? Bad plastic surgery? lol

  43. L.... ....

    the hot topic circa 2005 wardrobe is too edgy for me

  44. L.... P....

    I wonder if these guys play dark souls lolz.

    L.... P....

    Logan Pennington They do XD

  45. F.... L....

    damn i havent heard this since they were new on myspace lmfao

    F.... L....

    lmfao! dude same here! i just found about these guys cuz i randomly found the dro on a random youtube video.. i couldnt remember the name of the band but i could remember this video and song haha

    F.... L....

    i feel identified around here hahaha

  46. t.... ....

    these guy helped make it through high school back in 07

  47. M.... S....

    Sounds like a combination of Slipknot, Marilyn Manson, and Motionless in White.. And I'm digging it!

    M.... S....

    more like slipknot ,celldweller,marylin manson mix together.

    M.... S....

    just found out about celldweller last night! good shit man but totally agree its great:D

  48. M.... ....

    LOVE THEM!

  49. A.... C....

    \m/  \m/

  50. K.... R....

    Fucking love you guys since '05

  51. e.... ....

    The verse was nice but the chorus was lame and the lyrics are stupid. I prefer Orgy.

    e.... ....

    orgy made collaboration with koRn but each to their own.

  52. T.... M....

    ik u im the kid that ur nes friend manuel sara friend

  53. d.... ....

    DSA awesome ass band. Gotta love industrial metal, these guys dont get enough credit. Furthermore there not emo. Listen to Hawthorne heights if you want emo....

  54. G.... S....

    Best goth band ever

    G.... S....

    they're industrial metal NOT GOTH ._.

    G.... S....

    +Satoru Nobu Kensai their music isn't goth, but they definitely are goths themselves

    G.... S....

    they might be emo

  55. R.... ....

    I wonder if he drums in those boots when he's live XD

  56. K.... A....

    Marilyn Manson estaría orgulloso de ellos..

  57. S.... ....

    They could. But they wouldn't cuz they're good fuckin dudes and don't give a shit if somebody talks shit. AINT GOT NO TIME FO DAT SHIT NUKKAH. They're too busy creating musical fusion and repainting the porcelain in toilet bowls with Jagermeister.

  58. S.... ....

    Who cares what people look like? I thought music was about sound..... If you're focused on how an artist looks, then you have no place in the world of rock music.

  59. S.... ....

    DSA is cooler than my toaster that shoots spaghetti.
    Great music and all around good dudes.

  60. H.... K....

    de lujo es esta banda me quito el sombrero ante ellos

  61. S.... F....

    Whats up with people calling these guys emo.. Emo isnt even real.. its just what happened when dumbass americans stole Japanese Rock music's style.. sadly it spread. These guys look Goth to me i mean look at their clothes... their german styled Goth clothes.

  62. -.... ....

    You're just an idiot. Go and hang yourself, it will be better for everyone if you do not say anything.
    Another mistake: I'm not emo, and no kid.
    Maybe it's my fault, I know that a lot of things.. I'm an adult and learned. So shut up.

  63. J.... P....

    Buen tema. Además suenan contundentes. Me gustaaaa

  64. T.... ....

    Gonna be honest, I have no idea how I got to this video (just clickn around) but do you have any clue what an emo is? These are not emos...

  65. S.... D....

    well i know them all but Killing Myself Again is the best for me

  66. S.... D....

    OMFG i like it

  67. f.... ....

    Really? Go see videos of Fall Out Boy, Blink 182 or any other garbage like that....You'll see the guys from this video look exactly the same: LIKE PUSSIES..... Go see how Tom Araya or Mustaine look like and compare....Or do so with the band they are influenced by: FILTER. And you are a stupid emo kid that should commit suicide.

  68. t.... ....

    They could beat your ass any day of the week.

  69. -.... ....

    Because hair does not make anyone emo. They are not emo. That's the reason you're gay.
    This is the curse of the modern world and the media.

  70. f.... ....

    You can tell there is a big influence from Filter. It also sounds good. But they look like EMO pussies

  71. S.... G....

    I've heared this once maybe,deathstars brought me here,now KyoAngel555 I got to say I agree with you,though I've probably felt insolted by tags & related bands,so I needed to express myself...

  72. S.... G....

    "straight brutal fucking satinic death metal" are you sure there is such a genre,i've never heard of it,and if you don't care why answer???

  73. K.... ....

    than why watch the video and comment on it if it's a total disgrace? Oh yeah that's right you're a troll.

  74. S.... ....

    is it 2003?

  75. S.... G....

    hahahaha,realy have no idea what is this suppose to mean or where did you get it but you used it in a wrong place,besides I'm male xD

  76. R.... V....

    WELL AREN'T YOU SPECAIL WHO WANTS A COOKIE!?!?!? YOU DO YES YOU FUCKING DO NOW CHOKE BITCH!

  77. S.... G....

    this band is all about cloths and make up,can't belive someone actually listens to this,this is a total disgrace....

  78. J.... S....

    Dro is the best

  79. S.... ....

    The music is awesome just before the vocal opens his mouth.

  80. H.... h....

    likeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

  81. H.... ....

    Love it !! :D :D :D omg I wanna do em o.0

  82. T.... F....

    Love you guys! I am literally addicted to your new album Coat of Arms. I cannot stop listening to it. It's fucking wicked! But I do like your old music like this too! Thanks for existing! Make more music =D