Dark Lotus - Hurt Myself Lyrics

2019, still dark lotus!!!!

Idgaf what non of yall fake ass ninjas think. Murz lyrics are dope af. Twiztid is the shit. MCL. 2019

Wow, perfectly depicts my mind state as i worked for a disgusting number of rotations in kitchens and other service industry jobs, u want fries with that huge order of fuck u?

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Dark Lotus Lyrics

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"Hurt Myself"

[barking]
Pain is sexual 
And I'm horny, I'm horny, horny 

[Violent J:]
I jump in the mosh pit, but I'm alone 
Between 4 trees I get it on 
My brain is hemorrhaging, it's them or me 
It ain't easy knocking over a tree (I pass out) 
I wake up the room is padded 
It would appear I've had it 
But hold up 
Close rip, wrap them around my neck 
And choke myself to death, no breath 
Now I'm out, I'm strapped down 
Wait, I can still move my head around 
I got about 4 inches between the back of my head 
And the metal gurney bed 
BOOM! 
Slamming it, retractions 
BOOM! 
I feel the back of my skull is cracking 
BOOM! 
A broken bone is piercing my brain 
And oh, I just hammered it in... 


Ahhhhh 
Ahh I hurt myself 
God I hurt myself 
Stop me 
Pain, pain 
Stop me 

[Monoxide Child:]
I'm sitting in the dark, talking to myself 
Why does everybody tell me that I need help? 
I'm in love with pain 
I take a needle or a knife 
And drive that mother fucker through my windpipe 
Just might 
Take a razor blade 
Dip it in some gas 
See if I can take a little skin of the calf 
Grotesque I'm a walking body bag 
And when it all heals I'll pick the scabs 

[Blaze Ya Dead Homie:]
Alone in the casket, buried in the earth 
Self-inflicted wounds, blood stains on my t-shirt 
Kick out the door till my legs fall off 
Try to use my head my skulls to soft 
The pain overwhelms shooting through my kidneys 
Blood rushes out when I stick a shank in me 
Keep stabbing and sticking 
And pulling all the blood spitting 
And I cut off the oxygen 
And take my own life again 

[Chorus:]
Why, tell me why 
Do you hurt yourself, when you know I love you 
AH STOP ME! 
Why, tell me why 
Do you hurt yourself, when you know I love you 
AH STOP ME! 

[Anybody Killa:]
Do you wanna die? Do you need my help? 
Is it self mutilation that you're bringing on yourself 
Went through the same situation 1 year ago 
I guess that explains all the scars on my throat 
Why you still breathing, are you still alive? 
Escaping from the deamons that you had locked inside 
You death suicidal than come an play my game 
One gun, one bullet if you're it no pain 

[Shaggy 2 Dope:]
A layer up skin ohhh, I pull it back 
And smooth it back down with some simple smack (OUCH) 
Wednesday nights I got kicked off my bowling league 
Just cause I show up bite a bowling ball and leave 
Yea go ahead curse me you faggots 
So I throw my legs onto moving cars, you got your habits 
I don't consider it hurting myself, it brings me joy 
Now shut the fuck up here 
Batter up UHHHHAHHH!! 

[Jamie Madrox:]
Cut and slice away with a steak knife 
Hit myself in the ankle with a PVC pipe 
Exacto blade underneath the fingernail 
Bleed and make another cut, fucking might as well 
Tablespoon of Morton's salt pour it on the wound 
If it don't burn you don't know what you doing 
If you fail just return to start 
Self defecation is a beautiful art 

[Chorus]
STOP ME!! 
STOP ME!! 
pain is sexual 
[Chorus]
pain is sexual 
STOP ME!

Can't believe I used to listen to this garbage-ass bullshit.

After this song I stopped cutting myself

Been about 15 years. Staying the night at my dude's house, 5, 6, 7 of us sleeping in his tiny ass room with Ka-Boom on repeat all night long. Throwing full 2 liters of Faygo at each other in the strobe light. Lighting firecrackers and sparklers. Miss the ol days

Fuckin
Punching each other in the face till we're bleeding

I feel much much better

Nostalgia

Lol I’m fucking crazy 😜 like this song

Violent J)
I jump in a mosh-pit, but I'm alone
Between four trees I get it on
My brain is hemorhaging, it's them or me
It ain't easy knocking over a tree
Pass out, I wake up, the room is padded
It would appear I've had it, but hold up
Clothes ripper, wrap 'em around my neck
And choke myself to death, no breath
Now I'm out, I'm strapped down
Wait, I can still move my head around
I got about 4 inches between the back of my head
And the metal gurney bed (boom)
Slammin' it, retractions
I feel the back of my skull is cracking
A broken bone is piercing my brain
And oh! I just hammered it in

(Monoxide Child)
I'm sittin' in the dark, talking to myself
Why does everybody tell me that I need help
I'm in love with pain, I take a needle or a knife
And drive that mother fucker through my wind pipe
Just might take a razor blade, dip it in some gas
See if I can take a little skin off the calf
Grotesque`, I'm a walking body bag
And when it all heals, I'll pick the scabs
Blaze Ya Dead Homie)
Alone in the casket, buried in the earth
Self-inflicketed wounds, blood stains on my t-shirt
Kick at the door til' my legs fall off
Try to use my head but my skull to soft
The pain overwhlems, shootin' through my kidney
Blood rushes out when I stick the shank in me
Keep stabbin' and stickin', a wound opened up again
Cut off oxygen, take my own life again

[Hook: repeat 2X]
Why....tell me why...do you hurt yourself
When you know I love you? (Stop Me!)

(Marz)
Ya try to run up on me, and pull a piece out that belt
I smiled, grabbed that shit and shot my fucking self
I staple my tattoos on, see me close eye'd
Runnin' in the traffic, just to get my bruise on
An icepick through the head of my dick
I might slice up my face & my lips
My main artery, is beggin' me
To let it float free, grab a razor blade, let it bleed

(Shaggy 2Dope)
A layer of skin, ooh, I pull it back
And smooth it back down with one simple smack
Wednesday nights I got kicked off my bowling league
Just cause I show up, bite a bowling ball and leave
Yea go ahead, curse me you faggots
So I throw my legs under moving cars, you got your habbits
I don't consider it hurtin' myself
It brings me joy, now shut the fuck up, here! (batter up)(crack)(Jamie Madrox)
Cut and slice away with the steak knife
Hit myself in the ankle with PBC pipe
Exact-O-Blade, underneith the finger nail
Bleed and make another cut, fuckin' might as well
Table spoon of Mortan's salt in an open wound
If it don't burn you don't know what you doin'
If you fail, just return to start
Self-defecation, is a beautiful art

[Hook]

wedsdays got kicked off my bowling league, cuz i'd show up with my bowling bowl then leave
haha i love Shaggy

He says 'cause I'd show up, bite a bowling ball, then leave.'

Why? Tell me why? Do you hurt yourself when you know I love you?

I hurt myself because im a mistake. Duh lotta stuff happened in my life and negative people don't make it better.

Monoxide's verse is what I came back to revisit this song after over 15 years

Batter up!

I'm a Juggalo

I Love this song... it's 9-21-18!!! 🎃

also she claims while she signed letters in blood ...that she thought to herself he would think it meant something sexual..then after this song came out

Does anyone know who the chick is?

this song was inspired by a girl who engaged in self mutilation and signed letters in blood to j

Just started listening to this band and came across this and holy shit

MMFWCL Lotus

Ok who has actually hurt themselves to this song? I have! Lol. Slit my wrists many times! 😍

Still bumping 2018

me in middle school

WoopmuthafuckinWoop! #Down4Life U know it fam! #TRUETILLDEATHBITCH

666,666 views whoop whoop

Come on you Kno she fucks

AWESOME

Who run this motherfu@ker

It's a sad existance when you realize Dark Lotus never was and never will be again. Still have that glimmer of hope that maybe, just maybe a miracle will happen and Dark Lotus will be back from the dead.

There always will be a WAS

Dark lotus on my wrists till I'm dead an gone an we will never die the lotus is alive inside of me

@Kenny Hernandez me too! Im saying this is my religon

Crimson Moon better if it doesn’t happen. I can almost promise you it won’t.

I jump in the mosh pit, but I'm alone.
Between 4 trees I get it on.
My brain is hemorrhaging, it's them or me
It ain't easy knocking over a tree, I pass out
I wake up, the room is padded,
It would appear I've had it
But hold up
Close rip, wrap them around my neck
And choke myself to death! No breath!
Now I'm out, I'm strapped down
Wait, I can still move my head around,
I got about 4 inches between the back of my head
And the metal gurney bed
BOOM!.
Slamming it, retractions
BOOM!.
I feel the back of my skull is cracking
BOOM!.
A broken bone is piercing my brain
And oh, BOOM! I just hammered it in.......(Most morbid verse I've heard in my life!)

whoop Whoop! If it don't burn you're not doing it right!

I DONT NO IF IM ALIVE OR NOT O FUCK IF I NO IM JUST A JUGGALO HOW NO S BUT Stay alive in till your time ive bin dead n ive lost some things n i was 8 now am 20 n ive been a juggalo sins all of my life so all to the fam im here 4 all fans in till i die im in bc k town im h man 747 if i see any of u fans i will be there 4 u whoop whoop to all fam

hell yeah ninja whoop whoop

hell yeah ninja whoop whoop

Whoop whoop fam

Reminds me of high school

еба куда я попал?

Могу ли я получить это на английском языке??

Violent j

Wednesday nights, I got kicked off my bowling league just because I'd show up, bite a bowling ball and leave.

Shaggys part is th best

Why do most of these people in the comments cut there selfs?

Pain is Sexual And Im Horny!!! listen to this wicked shii takin an 8ball an playin Dead island xD xD xD

Whoop Whoop Mutha Fukkhaaas :*

I can't stop drinking vodka, ,,,,,,,that shit is worse than heroine, crack,Coke, ,,,I HATE this shit.ima fucking go insane. .I stopped doing it all ,except alcohol. ...fucking hate hate it. ..hate it.......fuck u ...........I'm going crazy,,,,.........,,,,,,,,,,,m,,,,m,,,,mjjfhfhfhfjfk kvkfdoeor9rodojcdnfhcjjfjcjf

I em fucking crazy I fell no pane I enjoy it

why? tell me why? do u hurt urself when u know i love you!

rip lotus.

gah!! no breath!!

is that razakel on the chorus

mom looks at me like im crazy. im not crazy i just Love music especially this wicked shit. ♡♡♡1998♡♡♡

Pain is sexual... and I'm horney! :) Fucking love this song!

whoop whoop

why? tell me why? do you hurt yourself when you know i love you!

Zeandria McCool
Wow! You listened to the song too? I'll be damned!

I've got pvc pipe at my work.

Scott karkosky
No way? You are so cool!

I hurt alone

i didn't like marz solo shit, but he was great on this album. MILES ahead of the ABK redux

here's why people hurt themselves. sometimes people hurting themselves is the only way for them to deal with bullshit. people go to therapy. talk about their feeling an hour at a time and they get pumped full of pills. while shelling out 200$ a visit (assuming they can fucking afford it). with over 100$ a month for pills. and they still have the same problems afterwards. some people find it better to spend a couple minutes with a five cent piece of steel. besides. they're just hurting their skin not destroying their livers with pills.

Bob Man
They should just grow the fuck up and deal with life like real men and women. I HATE weak people.

Brennan you hate weak people? don't we all have our weaknesses?

fuckoff

I miss marz in the family yo.

I think this is a rare edit, that extra verse was dope!

This was the first version ft. Marz instead of ABK... Marz was way better Hahaha

✴😐🔫

0pp000000

i hit my head twice in a mental hospital lol

that dog is talking to me. damn dear dogs don't do that do they? that dog is scaring me. hah hah hah hah murder..I'm sexy

buddyroach haha whoop whoop!!! that song is hilarious and now I'm gonna go listen to it.

Vriends ar enemy and enemys ar vriends its a creazy world

Your an idiot etan

You're* you dumb fuck

Just cut my thigh open wit a exacto knife now feelin fresh whoop whoop mclwwdtc

whoop whoop

+Suphian Rawahneh WHOOP WHOOP

fucking whoop whoop.

Brennan whats wrong with death? good band

@IInventedPotatoSalad great band. One of my favorites. Just a shame to have the band in association with such stupidity.

i see bloody dead people....i need to beat their skulls in..why?..might be fun......

So glad I found this song! Thanks

Broke my knee, now with a steel plate and 9 screws and wow was it worth it

twisted bro

Whoop whoop love it

Just the jam I needed to hear today.

Self deification is a beautiful art. <3

this is the shit I love this song dark lotus is the shit along wit twisted and icp best music out there

violent j was my favorite part

I love how Madrox says self defecation lol when I think he meant desecration

Jonathan Whitcomb l3kekke

Thank you! I've been thinking that for years lol

And they make a metal sound when he hits himself in the ankle with PVC pipe. PVC is plastic

@Geromy C that would be self mastication

@I_am_anarchy Baby defacation is poop. You're thinking defamation

whoop whoop

"Why do you hurt yourself when you know i love you "
me: cause you lying you insincere bitch , if you actually loved me or anyone else did, this floor wouldn't be covered in our blood. XP

Sick song I remember wen dis first came out waay back den

My brain is hemorrhaging its them or me. It ain't easy knocking over a tree.

I love you now..LMAO

Grotesque im a walking body bag. When it all heal i pick the scabs.

I'd still fuck Madrox though.

+Caitlin Biggs yes! finally, someone else finds him sexy! i knew i wasnt teh only one

ehmm.. my name is madrox if you wanna fuck.. I'll even where my tube socks.

With the right face paint and just right lighting I sorta look like Madrox. We could role play

andrewcampbell1937 hahahahahahahHHH

Ftfo bull shit

See pain helps everything

This has been me lately...-_-" Cutting, and cutting, and cutting, burning, scratching, salt in my wounds.........

@mickeyBscreamochick burning is better. but youll get over the stupid shit ;)

@mickeyBscreamochick
same here i have been cutting my self an bloodletting into pools of blood i am jagglo i'm going to be down with clown untill i'm dead in the ground if don't burn you don't know hwat your doing

try focusing that into a form of art. u can make some amazing art from suffering, a coping skill from former cutter, burner, Hurter.

Seek emergency medical attention

Awesome songs!!!!!

2:17 is the best.

Repent and Christ will except you. Fuck Christ

IM CLOWNSEXUAL WHOOPWHOOP

marz was fuckin sick..shame he turned in to a little bitch shortly after this album dropped..still better than abk though.

@C Lisk ride a dick like any of know why he left lol

That's what I'm saying ninja

best lotus album..

yes it is

at 3:11 i cant tell if they say Self Defecation or Self deprecation any ideas fam?

Jamie Maddrox says self defecation is a beautiful art. "an act of being able to make fun or light yourself in effort to humanizing yourself. Hope that got you Fam

self Defecation is the act of shitting ones self self Deprecation is what you described

Auto correct man

@Stuart Cunningham "shitting on yourself" is a show of humility. a message few people understand with this song.

WSBR!!!!!

Tell Me Why

Oh my god, pain-asexual. Lmfao, whoop whoop.

Javier Hernandez ZV TO 🤗😎🤗🤤😎😎

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Syph1l1S cenobite type shit lol

Javier Hernandez



it doesn't have to hurt to be strong
in fact some of the strongest things you can do
don't hurt at all

Whoop whoop

its funny this has nothing to do with depression....its about being a masochist

XwikedXclownX is

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i always goes behind you and tries to do you... so wierd

you'd think people would realize it from this alone
"So I throw my legs under moving cars, you got your habbits
I don't consider it hurtin' myself
It brings me joy, now shut the fuck up"

I had to look that word up. Thanks.

if you are a masochist it can be depressing because we live that way and feel the guilt that it aint right. people see the scars and form opinions too. but its irky because of that. that I identify in a real way is sick and it makes me depressed and feel trapped in it, not cool or some shit like that. physical pain offers the distraction to real internal mental anguish . an anguish so bad it makes one sick and almost throw up. that's why you go to that extreme. to stop that.

This is how I'm feeling right. I'm huge disappointment to everyone I know. But yea anyway whoop whoop

TheLilgurllove. fuck what everyone else thinks. if your cool with yourself that's all that should matter! :)

fucking a right man

This is how I'm feeling right. I'm huge disappointment to everyone I know. But yea anyway whoop whoop

You ain't no disappointment to the fam ninja! We ALL love you whoop whoop

STAT UP WE NERE DIE

Queendreamer we never die

Queendreamer mutha fuck everybody else all that matters is you (me in my case) if cutting keeps you stable cut away

stfu u got love bitch. mffwcl. we all love u

cant wait til the DL drops

whoop whoop ninjas never drop the hatchet over bullshit because we r people of faith and family and this faith will never die because of the bond we have with eachother and the trust of non blood family members cause being a juggalo means everything to me and hopefully everyone else so stay up n strong fam mmfwcl yo peace

Dope az shit!! WhOoP WhOoP