Crywank - Notches Lyrics






No one to wonder when I'll be home
One more night stoned alone
Ever-increasing notches on my belt
I want to feel more than just sorry for myself

I still feel stupid when I cry
I need to try

To find a way to fix my head
And not be so damn self-obsessed
To learn to like to be myself
And not rely on someone else
To care not for fear and not for doubt
And just for those I care about
To try because I want to try
And not to try for only I

I wait for something to change
Maybe what should change is really me

Now I can see why I was cast aside
You'll all have a better love, you'll all have a better life
Now I can see why I was cast aside
You'll all have a better love, you'll all have a better life

Watch me spread my wings just to fall down
Watch me waiting here, flat-faced little clown





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  1. b.... b....

    Are you thinking about me
    Im thinking about you
    You're not or else you'd answer my desperate calls and messages they're not directly desperate but you know they deep down are very very desperate

  2. H.... H....

    imagine being able to put words on these feelings, you're way more than you can think, amazing

  3. g.... ....

    Lying in my bed in the dark and listening to this song on my phone after having a panic attack over my eating disorder

  4. Y.... M....

    what is the instrument he's playing? It's surely not a guitar.

    Y.... M....

    Yar Manarnar my guess is a banjo

    Y.... M....

    It's a dulcimer

  5. s.... c....

    I need this to help calm me down

  6. M.... P....

    This song describes me in every word I swear it’s crazy. I’ve listened to this for a long time. Couple years I think? I’m so glad I found it thought.

  7. K.... K....

    It's almost creepy how I can relate to your songs. It should be scary but it only soothes my stressed out soul. You make me breath slower and deeper.

  8. A.... P....

    *Notch has left the chat*
    *Microsoft has joined the chat*

  9. t.... ....

    Whenever someone asks what my favorite band is, I don't say this one because I feel like these songs.. are made for me

    t.... ....

    @Vesica I think they just like the music XD

    t.... ....

    Vesica Thank you

  10. E.... B....

    I hate myself and want to die

    E.... B....

    by nirvana

  11. L.... V....

    this song is so special to me. thank you crywank.

    L.... V....

    your profile picture is familiar

    L.... V....

    daniel haha ahaha 🤠

  12. M.... C....

    I’m in love with his lyrics &’ the way he can morph thoughts into songs .

  13. P.... S....

    V. Vćccc

  14. T.... G....

    Amazing

  15. F.... ....

    I FUCKING LOVE YOU JAMES CLAYTOOOON, MAN THESE LYRICS ARE FUCKING DEEP ♥♥♥♥♥

  16. K.... H....

    This song is my fav from crywank

  17. P.... M....

    Took the words out of my mind I swear to gaaaawd

  18. V.... ....

    I WANT TO FEEL MORE THAN JUST SORRY FOR MYSELF:,(

  19. V.... ....

    i still feel stupid when i cry

  20. S.... ....

    watch me spread my wings~

  21. N.... ....

    i love his every lyric is relatable

  22. e.... ....

    No one to wonder when I'll be home
    One more night stoned alone
    Ever-increasing notches on my belt
    I want to feel more than just sorry for myself

    I still feel stupid when I cry.
    I need to try...

    to find a way to fix my head
    and not be so damn self-obsessed
    to learn to like to be myself
    and not rely on someone else
    to care not for fears and not for doubts
    and just for those i care about
    to try because I want to try
    and not to try for only I

    I wait for something to change
    maybe what should change is really me

    now I can see why I was cast aside
    you'll all have a better love, you'll all have a better life

    watch me spread my wings just to fall down
    watch me waiting here, flat-faced little clown

    e.... ....

    MonsterParty. Thk u for writing the lyrics 👍

    e.... ....

    You are my saviour

  23. t.... s....

    I love it I love this song

  24. C.... ....

    I love this song so much, I hope it doesn't blow up because it's very special to me

    C.... ....

    Strangely Crywank has never really blown up, i find is surprising but also great. Because it, too, is very special to me.

    C.... ....

    How can you not want success for them?

    C.... ....

    @Skywatcher Music because they can be successful without turning into a fad mainstream band and thats what i think she means.

    C.... ....

    @Skywatcher Music ive been a fan of crywank since before 2015 and used to have conversations with James and i dont know for certain that he would even want that i think some people just make music because it makes them happy and if they profit then they profit and that seems like James, yes the profit and fame go hand in hand but i think one could be successful without being the next /big thing/

    C.... ....

    Bit of a selfish sentiment if you ask me. Its fine to keep shit to urself but wishing the artists to stay in obscurity is extremely counterproductive.
    I'm p certain that thousands of people are aware of crywank anyway

  25. J.... W....

    this song is beautiful