Crypt - I'm Not Okay Lyrics
It seems like every time I go and try and pick up the mic
I rap about the things that don't really affect me in life
Like how I'm great at articulatin' my bars that I write
Or how the fame will never change a single thought in my mind
I rap about how I'm better than any rapper in sight
I rap about how I'd eat 'em and then make fun of my size
I rap about all these mumblin' rappers and tell them to die
Because I get so angry that they don't even think when they write
But come to think of it, when it comes to thinkin', neither do I
I like to act like I'm the greatest to ever ink out a rhyme
But who am I convincin'? I like to keep my confidence high
But I lie to myself every time that I say that I'm fine
Because deep inside I'm scared to write about what's in my mind
All these sensitive topics are bottled up really tight
And I can't take a sip, cause takin' a sip brings my demons to life
I can't rap about the things that are causing pain
It leaves a stain when I put 'em on the paper they don't ever leave my cranium
They stay inside brain and multiply into to a greater sum
It's like they stay dormant until I force them into the world
Then they become the main source of my torment
I cannot endure this
It aches to my core
And it's horseshit
'Cause all I wanna do is just ignore it
But I can't and y'all don't understand
The type of mindset that it fuckin' puts me in
When you ask me to rap an emotional track
I have to reach back, to a part of my brain that is black
I cannot escape it
I can barely take it
I can't face all this pain
That my heart is taking
It's aching every bar I'm saying
'Cause it's hard to make it day to day
These scars are saying
I'm not alright
I'm not okay
I don't wanna feel today
I don't wanna deal with pain
Someone take this all away
'Cause I'm not okay
I'm not alright
I'm not okay
I'm not alright
I'm not okay
I'm not alright
I'm not alright
I'm not okay
No one even knows about this crutch that I have
That's why my discography don't have any songs that are sad
Because every time I go and try and make one
Depression awakens and takes over like a tape worm
And it eats away at my soul
So many stories that went untold
'Cause I'm not man enough to control my emotions
So I bury them all down below
I'm not alright, I'm not okay
I can't talk about the things that are causing pain
I can't talk about the time that I lost my first love and wanted to shoot myself in the motherfuckin' brain
I can't talk about the night that she left me I put a bag over my head to try and suffocate
But I backed out, just before I blacked out, so my mother wouldn't have to put her own son in the grave
I can't talk about the day that I lost my grandma
I prayed to God, but now I am lost
'Cause I asked him to save her but the next day
He'd take her away and now my faith is gone
I often think, is she proud of me?
She never even knew about this rap scene
She never even knew I swore
Never knew about my tour
Hell she ain't even know about half of me
I'm not alright, I'm not okay
Everybody tells me time will take away the pain
Everybody tells me life is a just a book of chapters and all I have to do is act like it never happened and turn the page
But they don't that all my pages are the same
Every one contains the same info, the same pain
The same blacked out window, the same pane
The same passed down limbo, the same shame
I'm not alright, I'm not okay
I would trade it all away to write a new page
But none are blank, they're all full
It's not cool
All tellin' me I'll never make it in this game of life and I'm a fool
All tellin' me to get up on a pedestal, put a rope around my neck tie it off, and jump until it pulls
Smothering me to death
Maybe then I'll get some rest
But until then I got some more people to impress
I gotta put the fake smile on, that fake voice
Gotta fake everything just so people pay coin
I always say that anyone who's fake that I'd punch 'em in the jaw
So I'm hitting myself cause I'm the fakest of 'em all
I don't even know how to be real
Hell I don't even know who the real me is
Maybe when I can finally be still
The fake me will cease to exist, and the real me will live
I'm not alright
I'm not okay
I don't wanna feel today
I don't wanna deal with pain
Someone take this all away
'Cause I'm not okay
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Crypt I'm Not Okay Comments
This refrain is catchy not even kidding.
Good shit, never been a big fan of Crypt but sometimes when i listen to some new stuff in general, i like it.
my wife just passed away dec 10th this year this hits so hard
Ohhhhhhhhhhh how I can relate.
Wow, speechless
Fuck....this is deep
Eminem Killshot got me to this song.....
Man this is real here! I’m a fan now for sure!!! Keep doing music! You were born for this shit!! Wow!
Fake smile in with you there I don't know who I a am either
Wow this is how I'm feeling this is goosebumps chils I lost my partner and best friend day before Xmas eve so I'm not ok love this awesome song 🔥🔥🔥💥xx
My God....... This words are....... My God..... Nice
I can literally hear the pain in your voice especial your grandma part. This is good
wow man this is real talk! damn man.....chills.........know you are big time, but would be honored to collaborate with you! love real music - this is beyond real!
This is amazing!!!!!!!!!!!
Shades of NF. Gave me chills. It's nice to see this side of Crypt.
What a joke
YouTube Rappers are in the same category of Mumble Rapping Sound Cloud Rappers lmao
Ibacked out before I blacked out,....man thanks
My mom passed away this December on the 16th bro!!! hey man it sounds like you wrote this song for me, but I know you didn't!!!! keep your head up bro,that is all I say to myself!!! I'm doing okay now and I know you can and by doing so do it too just got to keep looking out for those times that make you happy!!!!!
Fuck dude.
Making a grown man get tearful
This hits u in the feels, good job man very few songs make me cry😪😪😪😪😪😪😪😪😪😪😪😪😪😪
Gave me chills!! Fire!!
I ruined the song for myself, I can only think about how there are probably five guys spraying that tree with hoses to make it look like its raining.
this guy looks like the weird arby guy
yo this hit so hard for me. this is amazing Crypt
my dad died right after u released this
feel it 🔥
Sorry for your loss, brother...
This is something real... https://youtu.be/rMIEDwCMdJQ
DAMN! Just found you, holy shit man, that is the most REAL track I have ever heard!
HOLY SHIT!!! This song is fucking off the chain!
Crypt showing himself as opposed to showing everyone else. Respect man. This is true artistry. Fuck the industry.
It's on the smaller guys to rise and revolve the tide. Lotta mother fuckers gotta problem with others who really talk real ish. I could really feel this. You gotta swim free, don't be allowed to be reeled in. #TheRealness
Damn, mad I just heard this two months after it just came out but so glad I did. Bro keep making real music like this that isn't afraid to be brutally honest and you'll be successful for sure.
This was great man! Seen You on Cypher's and Death to mumble Rap. But this is the first solo song of yours I've heard and I was NOT disappointed. You've got a fan here bro. Can't wait to get into more.
(I Promise)
Wow never heard you before. Awesome bro!
Holy WOOOOOOW!!!!! That was deep!
My favourite Crypt song 🔥🔥🔥💯
dope 👌🏻
I actually do not understand why this man has not blown up yet. So much passion and pain in his voice it's far more than just a "rap song" this actually shakes your soul when you hear it. The fact that this alone hasn't caught any labels attention or even hit a mil is astonishing. You my friend truly deserve more credit. And for what it's worth I hope you are okay🤘🏾💯
Felt this homie 👊🏼
This dudes voice is way too squeaky for rap. It's really aggravating to listen to.
Crypt like shaq said you are about to blow! This touched and blessed my heart.keep doing you bro ! Thanks
Just spent this weekend with my grandma and had to discuss what will happen when she passes away...I feel that verse. This art brought tears, Thank you for this!
you're okay
damn mans got bars
Damn crypt I’ve slept on your music bro but I’m not anymore keep up the good work bro you have another sub
thankyou Crypt
Dude wow
Nf put the fake smile on.
Wow my first i did the same crap man. I'm crying man bro this song good
I felt this as soon you start the flow bro. U are growing on me
I don't know what to say. Just compelled to comment. Sorry Crypt I can't help. Maybe I'm not Ok.
Love your channel, you're absolutely funny as HELL! but please....leave rapping alone. This ain't it chief
This is like the best song i have ever heard in my life man you did a good job man and i will pray for ur grandma man keep you're ur head up man and i am very sorry for ur lost
Starting off less than a minute in and holy flow bro I’ll be honest I didn’t like you from just listening to to one song or two but that’s fucked up and I admit to that but you got talent and you work hard keep it up bro I respect you man regardless of anything!
This song hit hard damn
Damn dude, this is really good. You got a new fan. Also bro, my mom died last year, so I feel you. People who say it gets better are dumb af. You can't pretend the scars don't exist. You gotta carry 'em, and let them and all the pain and memories they bring shape your future and the path you lead. Will you choose to honor death, loss and grief by loving the people in your life, and the strangers at your door, or will you spurn it and spiral deeper into yourself, forsaking the gifts of community and hope that exist in the Other. .
You're an awesome lyricist. You have to change your marketing technique to get to the next level. In the consumers mind a hip hop artist is more than lyrics. DJing, breakdancing, baggy pants, do rags, tattoos, swearing, gold chains, gang banging, grafetti, etc.. I'm not saying do all of that, but a slight change in your marketing style might double your subs.
Nf x crypt would be amazing
Sorry but this dude is trash every video he does he’s in a great mood. Then has a song about not bein alright? Come in now. Using “pain” fake pain. For profit
Cody Woodward89 you do realize people can hold pain in until it breaks them and anyone can go through some form of depression and just because he’s happy when he’s reacting doesn’t mean he couldn’t go through pain and if your opinion is he is trash then that’s just yours but don’t be a hater bc someone who’s usually not unhappy shows they’re depressed the happiness could just be a facade
this song is so under rated
put my big ass to tears
LIKE TOO HEAR NF AND CRYPT GET ON THE TRACK LETS GO!
from a new subscriber and a non bias opinion this is incredible.... nuff said... beautiful...
Rip Isenburg
Ive had this song on repeat since I first heard it. Crypt you have no idea how much this song helps me out day to day. Keep doing you man. You're the best rapper out right now.
man speak to my soul
He so freakin fast at rapping
How did I not know about this guy until now!
Y’all need to stop with that o he stealing flows bs cause (there’s nothing new under the sun). motherfuckers nos said that back in the early 90s y’all don’t do this rap shit so you don’t understand there is only so many flows that actually sound good. The mans got bars and speaks from the sole and that should be enough.
Thank You Crypt, this is helpful to me. Everything you said is so relatable to my life. I have to have sounds around me, just so I am not alone with my thoughts.
MGK: I think I'm okay
Crypt: I'm not okay
Respect.
This is the video/song that is my #1 from you.
Thank you for this, Crypt. stay strong, brother.
Damnnnnnnnn. Amazing.
Dope... Glad i came across this...
my grandma died aswel
Badass, Crypt. Thanks for that brother. Real shit.
The dislikes come from mumble rap fans
Damn 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥
I am a huge fan of your videos. Now a big fan of your music. Dope bro
The album is🔥 I really hope you make it Crypt, deserve nothing less with the hard work you put in👊
I've been dealing with so much with life I missed this drop. Brother so many us deal with the same pain and react the same way.
damn this hit me on so many levels I dunno where to even start thank you
This sounds like an NF song, go on crypt rap legend apart from the swearing
Goes hard lad 😍🔥🔥
O.k.that was sick and i was like dam homi has hellafied bars and hellsfied structuriñg of flow with good words of dialogue crypt u jam for sure bro!!
My feelings everyday, my whole life everybody tells me will get better, I'm at a point I don't want it to get better cause every time things to something worst around the corner happens that's 2x as worst as the time before and 2x the pain so why would I want and more pain?
after hearing this im copin the album.
I sounds like country
Dude from one emotional rapper to another this song hit me hard I legit cried
Bro this goes harder than those diss tracks nick made 😂 💯
Holy shit man fist time hearing one of ur songs didn’t expect to get hit like this
same man, fuckin same
I feel that
Fuck i love how real you are
Your lyrics are good but i think that you need to put a little auto tune on it to make it sound louder and smoother
ok boomsicle
Bro, freakin awesome. Thanks for sharing this!
The 2nd verse man, ✊🏾respect bro the grandma line hard💪🏾💪🏾
Album officially out now!:
https://ffm.to/qrndoke
Crypt fuck yes boy fuck yes nuff said.
Please keep this shit up and keep shitting on em
We are all alone and the world and the friendships we have here are complicated af but i learned some things... Standing up and there is always good... We must sometimes change our point of view
You dont understand how much I relate to this track. Thanks @Crypt...
What a song.