Clendening, Anna - If I'm Being Honest Lyrics






You got your issues
I get that, but so do I
That's not an excuse to hide
Behind your ugly pride
How was it so easy,
So damn easy for you to lie?
When I gave you my heart, my trust
You just wasted my time

But if I'm being honest I miss you
But I hate you at the same time
You broke your promise, now I don't know
What was real or a lie
If I'm being honest I don't wanna let go
But I fell in love with someone that I don't know
If I'm being honest

There's no coming back from this
You did what you did
And you gotta live with it, yeah yeah
There's no coming back from this
You did what you did
And you gotta live with it

You called me crazy
But you made me feel this way
I gave you so much, it wasn't enough
All you did was take
Messed with my head, you made your bed
Now in it you lay
You're all alone, ignoring your phone
You've got nothing to say

But if I'm being honest I miss you
But I hate you at the same time
You broke your promise, now I don't know
What was real or a lie
If I'm being honest I don't wanna let go
But I fell in love with someone that I don't know
If I'm being honest

There's no coming back from this
You did what you did
And you gotta live with it, yeah yeah
There's no coming back from this
You did what you did
And you gotta live with it

So tired of trying and trying
While you were denying
That you never lied
And now you've gone in hiding
You can't even try to fix
What you did
You ripped me to pieces
Yet you're the one speechless
Now my nights are sleepless
'Cause you saw my weakness
A little naïve
And I gave more than I had to give
Oh-whoa-oh

I hate you, what you did
And I can't get over it
But the sad fact is I can't get you
Out of my head

There's no coming back from this
You did what you did
Now I gotta live with it





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  1. L.... d....

    Nobody thinks your kind
    Nobody thinks your smart
    Nobody thinks your beautiful
    Nobody thinks your amazing
    Nobody thinks your unique

    Read the last 2 words in all the sentences💖

  2. s.... m....

    this song describes how i feel

  3. m.... t....

    Sure would like to know what I lied about

  4. M.... ....

    I wish this was longer 😫

  5. b.... &....

    This song is just like me

  6. n.... c....

    Was fake Love!!

  7. A.... M....

    What sucks is the song matches what happen perfectly 😕

  8. S.... i....

    Songs like this make me realise why I’m afraid of love

  9. S.... Z....

    im so late, but, i've read a lot of the comments which makes me really sad . but im here for you . get that boy out of your head . i've never been through this but i had a crush which played with my feelings . you're strong girls and guys who've been through this ! ilysm ! <333

  10. L.... P....

    No coming back is deth do us aparth

  11. X.... ....

    This brings me back to my friendship it ended and wow we made promises to each other but it comes to the same subject turns out everyone was using me to get information for my ex best friend now I can’t trust anyone but my family and what she did was cruel and now she has to live with it but her memory can’t leave my mind it’s almost everyday I think about it and all the shame and jealousy it hurts me so much but god is beside me fighting it every day so I just gotta live with it.

    And I fell in such love with someone I don’t know now afraid of making the same mistake and not just that she does have issues with her family but so do I and I am getting bullied constanly and it hurts all these lyrics read my life story and helps me fight them with me and God...

  12. L.... P....

    I love you I hate you to

  13. L.... P....

    By if you think it can't be don

  14. I.... A....

    we are all listening to the same song








    but thinking about a different person

  15. S.... C....

    People that make me sad and happy at the same time:








    JULIAN BELMONTE!

  16. K.... S....

    Not to be that bitch. But like..nobody cares about your personal issues when you put them in the comments. We alll know it's searching for the attention of complete strangers. It just fills the void of having nobody when you have strangers coming to your aid. Try to change my mind. I dare you. 🥰😘

  17. B.... P....

    Then God bless you

  18. H.... ....

    This song is like from my bestfriend to me..😔😔😭😭😭💔💔💔 bc i promise her i won’t be together with her ex..💔💔😔😔

  19. J.... M....

    everyone needs to be honest to people no matter what just like if i dont like someone i will walk up to them and say hey i dont like u and tell them why

  20. a.... b....

    I don't even know what I did I don't even know who this is that's how I've been telling everybody from day one why do you think I make no decisions I have no clue who I'm talkin to ever I have to guess in hope it's right most of time I think I'm only talking to one person one clever little college kid

  21. A.... G....

    This is the perfect song for everything that happened, but we were best friends, it hurts even more

  22. B.... R....

    Reminds me of my online bestfriend I had for three years, then he ghosted and blocked me without any reason I know of.

  23. g.... r....

    But the happy fact is i can't get this song out of my head

  24. B.... C....

    If I’m being honest. This song describes my life.

  25. H.... 1....

    That makes me think about somebody

  26. A.... B....

    Finding a song at the right time with the right lyrics>>

  27. x.... ....

    If u wanna go? Go. But don't rub it in. I'll be ok...and so will u. 🥴😥

  28. L.... W....

    This song makes me seriously wanna cry. I dated this guy who was amazing to me and i thought i would spend the rest of my life with him. He had some of his own issues and we agreed to take a break to figure our issues out and while we were broken up i met another guy and he was so different from him but for some reason i caught feelings and went out with him. i broke the original boys heart and i couldn't feel more terrible i miss him a lot but there's nothing i can do now. I have to live with it.

  29. Z.... C....

    "If I'm being honest I hate you but miss you at the same time"

  30. R.... H....

    Why does this describe my life and how I feel.... like to the dot....?

  31. A.... M....

    Why is it relatable for everyone but me well kinda I don't know but I love this song I play it like everyday

  32. K.... K....

    This song hit hard for me. Tjis might sound a little weird bit I dedicate this song to my aunt. She hurt with broken promises and stuff and I can't really explain everything else because it sounds stupid. 😞😞

  33. A.... G....

    I feel like my ex is singing this to me. I broke up with her but I instantly regretted it, I’ve been trying to fix everything but she wouldn’t take me back so now I have to live with it.

  34. L.... T....

    I just posted a cover to this on my channel, check it out if you can, thank you :)

  35. -.... W....

    This can relate to me too I am 13 now and when I was younger I was molested by my oldest brother during that time I had friends so I had a source of happiness then we moved I lost all my friends that’s when bad stuff happened before we moved though my family argued like bad argued every day my mom even said that we were gonna move and leave let’s call my oldest bro James and my dad and me and my other brother Blake we’re gonna move in with my grandma she never went through with t because of us but when we did move to an apartment while we searched for a house I made „ friends“ they used me for my phone every time we’d hang out they’d ask me for my phone one of them seemed like a good friend then when they were all walking together she said to me hey can I use your phone all giggly that when it all went down I just gave a blank expression and kinda went numb as some call it I started cutting while my brother care back in the house after smoking and even after I told him about what happened with those girls he still hanged out with the group and I have a short breath from his smoking before and after we moved he still was in and out of jail and mental hospitals because he harmed the whole family including me my parents eventually found out I cutted and we had a long talk also during this I had panic attacks so when my parents figured out I went crazy and could barely breath but i didn’t show it I kinda just sighed and walked back into my bedroom all my dad said was that’s bad it makes us sad Jesus is great my mom just said don’t do that and let me go it’s still hard to this day not to cut because it’s been like 9 months and i still don’t have friends and I thought when my bro turned 18 and moved out everything would be great... I was wrong my parents argued a lot saying stuff like you don’t care about me and you always make me feel like I’m nothing and my mom is depressed too she has even pain problems from a medical problem so she’s extra suicidal I’m scared for her and my dad is crazily rude like why can’t you ever keep your room clean or go do this go do that doesn’t say he loves me he rarely does and my mom thinks I’m a rude daughter cause I don’t say thanks to her saying your pretty or that looks good on you I just kinda hide away when that happens and Your not the girl I wanted your more like a boy then she gets mad and storms off and my brother Blake just gets mad at me for no reason and storms of and when he heard about what happened between me and my brother „James“ he didn’t even come to me say I’m so sorry that happened or anything I feel like they don’t care but I’m staying strong because I know once I get to public school next year I can make friends and finally have a source of happiness...

    -.... W....

    *-Gamer_ Wolf-* good luck stay strong 💪🏻

    -.... W....

    well screw your brother, and really your family in general

  36. A.... J....

    I'm sorry I don't understand.

  37. M.... ....

    Her voice is so calm...

  38. M.... ....

    This song feels like it was written for me and someone. I hate him but I feel like I need him. He broke him but I still stayed, he left I waited. He messaged me and we talked but then he disappeared again.. the disappearance act, I’m getting tired of it. He is really depressed and just mad all the time when I speak with him, I just stay calm. Anya, this song is heart melting

  39. P.... B....

    ❤️❤️❤️

  40. K.... M....

    I accidentally clicked on this song and liked the melody so I kept listening and now this my favorite song

  41. C.... A....

    change your speed to 0.75 :> it sounds good

  42. J.... M....

    Thank you YT recommendations.....

    I can relate so damn much 😭😭

  43. E.... A....

    I’m not crying you are...

  44. d.... n....

    Well, i had story with someone i don't know . I mean we're just meet in social media and yes we we were talking. So it's like internet friends (not really friends btw). At first.. i really don't know if he wants something from me. (He's trying to get me closer and make me more than friends) and that something i couldn't give to him and i did tell him that i can't . Bcz i only thing that he just wants to be friends. But ugh he doesn't. Then okay... He still act like its ok i'm fine.. but then... a few weeks later.. He left me without any reasons he delete ma number and unfollow my Ig and I know why... I'm fine with that.. and i didn't hate him for doing that.. i actually feel ok but one thing that i don't like when left me is why wouldn't him saying a goodbye to me. Why does he just left me and makes me feeling so worthless at that time and like blame it all on me when i did tell him first that i can't be more than friends with him, I've warned him tho. but it's alright ... I'm ok . And now.. he's coming back again... At first i think he now come back for a good reason . I mean maybe he wants to say sorry or wants to say a goodbye and explaining why he left me at that time.. but No. He's not coming back for that. He's coming again just to tryin if he can reply everything that he was left behind with me again . And ofc... I won't. So i make an excuse to him so that he can understand that i just want to be All alone rn. And i don't want US to waste our Time again . If i'm being honest He deserve better than me and I deserve better than Him . After all i hope he can understand that everything has changed when he's changed too . And if i'm being honest i want to tell him that he cannot playin girl like a toy . When you decide to leave her then leave her . Don't come back Bcz it's too late for you. No hate for him. I still wish the best for him. He's a good guy . But he just don't know how to decided something. But ITS ok i know we are all like that sometimes. edit : and i'm sure he'll be forgetting me forever and so do I.

  45. i.... a....

    If I'm being honest this describes every girls dating status with their bad boy

  46. L.... P....

    The sad part is that we can all relate here.....

  47. P.... M....

    The line “ You did what you did, now I gotta live with it” hits home for me. My now ex made me doubt my every move and gave me anxiety attacks every morning I woke up. I know I’m free from him, but I now feel as though I will always have the emotional scars he gave me

  48. S.... ....

    I’ve Come to a point in my life where this reminds me of him but I don’t feel pain, I just feel numb

  49. I.... A....

    This reminds me of my ex a lot 😳

  50. H.... K....

    Where was this when I needed this three and a half years ago.

  51. L.... C....

    Heartbroken from a guy who you didn’t even date

    I didn’t say a name but he popped into your head

    L.... C....

    Yup. Just a few.

    L.... C....

    mmm
    she**

    L.... C....

    Woah😳

    L.... C....

    I thought of McDonald's????

  52. L.... R....

    This is my mood

  53. D.... B....

    god this hits 🤦🏻‍♀️

  54. M.... B....

    It’s 9 am and I’m here crying over this boy 🤦‍♀️I just want him happy bc I REALLY liked him . But I’ll just support him on he side and prefer to be labeled as a “good friend “ even if it hurts to see him move on. And this really pretty girl likes him and I can’t compare to her😭

    M.... B....

    Yes you can. Your better than those girls because you truelly care, that what makes you special and beautiful and don't let anybody tell you any different.

    M.... B....

    G Lukas I needed that thx 😭💛

    M.... B....

    @Marlen Barrios of course! Anytime.

  55. N.... J....

    Tru that love this made me hard

  56. L.... J....

    Wow what a voice!

  57. D.... F....

    Its not the person you miss... it's the memories..

    D.... F....

    I actually miss both.... :'(

  58. �.... l....

    I feel like I should send this to my ex, but she probably wouldn't even listen to it and if she did it probably would have zero effect. The story of us is way too long to write here, but she was my best friend and also the person I still love most in this world. It's the mind that gets angry.. not the heart 💔 I miss her, but I can't believe after three years of friendship and 4 months together that she could just cut off all communication with me. I don't even know what I did, but this song fits perfectly and I'll have it on repeat.

  59. Z.... T....

    Every lyrics hit me like.....I don’t know how to explain it....it’s just that all those lyrics are so relatable and painful....can’t take it but a really beautiful song❤️💔

  60. B.... _....

    I feel like this song was written to me. I can feel every word and connect that to my life.
    Like if you do too.
    How can you connect this?

    B.... _....

    Beccy _Girl18 I connect so much it’s sad

    B.... _....

    Like it hit hella deep

  61. s.... f....

    This song has to be for my ex I mean I kinda still love him

  62. S.... W....

    I love it but u want to go back

  63. P.... L....

    If I’m being honest, I really want something to eat right now

    If I’m being honest, I really want to meet my idol, Demi Lovato

    If I’m being honest, I’m being so random

    But

    If I’m being honest, I don’t care





    God I’m sorry 😂

    P.... L....

    It's good to be random 😂

  64. N.... S....

    Why the fuck am I connecting with this song 😭😭

  65. O.... K....

    This song fits so perfect to my life

    O.... K....

    Ola Kowalska me tOo. My ex dumped me this week and we still talk. We’re chill but....he did what he did and he gotta live with it

    O.... K....

    I had to fix our “relationship” after he dumped me but I wanted to be friends because before we were even dating we were best friends but we have drifted

    O.... K....

    I gave him so much like gifts and my entire heart, I was there for him when he needed me most and he was somewhat there for me but in the end all he did was take my heart away.

    O.... K....

    @Scarcy Playz I'm so sorry for you, hope you'll find someone who deserves you

  66. h.... s....

    this song reminds me of my ex best friend. i was always the one who was there to pick her up and help her, but she was so ungrateful she would always lay all her problems on me. I remember once I was talking to some guys at a party and she just came over, started to scream at me and then she hit me. the guys took her away and all and I didn’t talk to her for 5 months, then she apologized, she said I hadn’t done anything wrong, she knew she was wrong and that she had changed. we became friends again, it was like nothing happened, we went to each other’s house basically everyday, she was just so fun. but time passed and she kept doing the same things, which was getting mad at me for things that i had no control of, if she liked a guy and he liked me, that would be my fault. So we fought again and then she tried to apologize again, but for the first time I didn’t accept her apology.

  67. C.... D....

    I didnt take nothing i left everything as they are i didn't touched nothing cause i knew if i moved something i know my family always blamed me who to blame but me

  68. C.... D....

    I didnt gave u nothn thats my problem im sorry if i did ya wrong what happen with me is no difference after u left i literally felt like i was dying like there was no more life thats how much i respect n like u Brenda

  69. S.... E....

    This really shows the conflict of how it feels when you loved someone and they broke ever promise and left. It shows the mixed feelings and how you’re just trying to figure it out, you’re angry and hurt yet sometimes miss them

  70. A.... P....

    Guys are stupid





    Wasting my emotions..

  71. D.... ....

    🤔🤔🤔🤔 awwww babygirl

  72. E.... T....

    This is exactly what I feel for him now

  73. A.... L....

    Hits to close to home, thankful for this song. <3

    You call me crazy, but you made me feel this way.....

    I miss you, but I hate you at the same time ....

    There's no coming back from this...
    You did what you did and you gotta live with it..

  74. S.... ....

    ❤️❤️❤️

  75. P.... K....

    🖤♥️

  76. k.... 1....

    This reminds me of my ex bsf we liked each other but he said he wasnt going to date anybody bc he just got cheated on well after 3 1/2 months of him saying he cant rn he goes off and dates this random girl

  77. B.... t....

    I felt this.

  78. M.... P....

    this song is my life im not joking this song explains what i was/am going through even though the last time i talked to her was about a month or 2 ago it still haunts me D:

  79. K.... C....

    This song goes to my ex best friend. She really messed me up.

  80. S.... t....

    It's scary how much I relate to this.


    Once upon a time, there was a young girl who trusted everyone, no matter how cliche that sounds. One day, she met someone special.. They clicked. They were inseparable. They promised each other to be there for each other throughout highschool. The bliss lasted only 4 years...Something was wrong. Her friend stopped smiling, her friend stopped helping her, started betraying her, talked about her behind her back...stopped being a friend.The girl was speechless. She had given more than she could ever give. But it wasn't enough. All her friend did was take. The suffering lasted for 6 months before they broke it off. The girl fell into a state of depression. She didn't know what was real or what was fake or if it all was a lie.

    To this day she still catches her ex-best friend looking at her sometimes. Is it with sadness, with resentment, with hate or with regret in her eyes? The girl wonders if she made the right choice. But then she remembers, *no matter how many good times we shared, nothing will ever diminish the pain I felt when you stabbed a dagger right through my chest*.

    If I'm being honest, I miss you but I hate you at the same time. If I'm being honest I don't wanna let go, but I made a friend out of someone I don't know. If I'm being honest. You ripped me to pieces.
    If I'm being honest,

    I'm glad that I left.






    And I am never coming back.

    You did what you did, and you gotta live with it.

  81. W.... T....

    Fuckkk I love Anna

  82. A.... J....

    Lays out the situation for me and my best friend. Not every song has to be about a boyfriends and stuff.

  83. F.... L....

    My ex bf would've sent that to me...... because he said that I lied to him about everything..... I accept that obviously

  84. B.... M....

    i never gave him my heart or trust cause he lied from the beginning and he thought i fell for it all but the fool was him to think he had me fooled BOOM ...lol... :D

  85. L.... K....

    When you fall in love with your best friend/ neighbor that you known since you were 2. We caught feelings he became popular we lost connection he dumped me and lied abt the fact of every liking me we are still close friends but he doesn’t seem the true me anymore he said I changed but I don’t think he knows how bad.

  86. M.... C....

    Gosh to be honest I can't get over this great channel keep it up

  87. P.... S....

    Holy crap! I can definatly relate!

  88. S.... R....

    this hit hard! loved it!

  89. J.... D....

    She’s great lol

  90. J.... ....

    What app?

  91. l.... !....

    This song Relates to meh lifeeeeee

  92. M.... 2....

    I just wish it would be a longer song

  93. A.... B....

    Was in love, had made up my mind to spend the rest of my life with them(wasn’t engaged) but I had my future planned to have them in it. Found out he cheated on me the entirety of our relationship and I had to break up with him. This song says everything I’m feeling. I miss him and still somewhat love him but there’s no way we could be together after what he did to me

    A.... B....

    Stay strong ❤️💜

  94. D.... R....

    You did what you did, Now I gotta live with it😢😢💔💔💔💔

    D.... R....

    That part is so true they do the wrong and your left with the hurt and you got to live with it because nothing can stop the pain they live with regret which is much easier

  95. o.... ....

    I love her soothing voice

  96. N.... ....

    *Any Anna Clendening fans here?* 🙋

    N.... ....

    NewMelody 🙋🏼‍♀️

    N.... ....

    Meee! :)

    N.... ....

    Sup😏

    N.... ....

    meeeeee