Charlie Farley - Finally Free Lyrics

Anybody ever dug a mud hole so deep to the point there's no where to go
That's me, the only thing is I dug mine with my own shovel
3 A.M. stumbelin' in drunk knowin' I was in trouble
Didn't have the nerve to kiss her on the check and then tell her I love her so
Well I have, hell I've had less good times than I had bad
She'd get mad, we'd get glad, then I'd crash again hot damn
Over and over, I threw another load on my shoulders
But not on purpose bein' in a dumb marriage out of focus
And it don't mater how hard you try to let the past be the past
And move past that trash go to a patch of green grass
Still starin' at a half empty glass up at night glarin' at the dreams you had
That relationship didn't get no where with that
And it's bad so we need piece and it's time for some relief

And now I get back to me
I just get back to me
I'm finally free I'm finally free
So I can get back to me

Runnin' around lookin' down for too long
Lookin' out for the toes I stepped on
Tip-toe around a broken home
Divorce time to move on
It's been seven years since I said "I do" but I don't
Feel the same as I did back then, we're fightin', fussin', and carryin' on
And the kids don't understand it
And I understand them 'cause I came from a broken home
So the last thing I wanted to do was hurt them
But I've been doin' it all along
So I'm gone
I know that when I look back on the past it will be proven that stayin' together for them was wrong
'Cause I've seen everythin'
Push to shove and everything in between
You're supposed to love no matter what
But what if that means me hatin' you
And we end up in a custody battle
Knuckles up but there'll be no dukes for us
Instead I'll just give it up, I'll forever love you but
Look here it's time for some relief

And now I get back to me
I just get back to me
I'm finally free I'm finally free
So I can get back to me

He said she said I say stop
I'm clearin' out the junk mail from my inbox
My times like a safe that can't be unlocked
Tryin's like wastin' time like hands spinnin' on a clock

And now I get back to me
I just get back to me
I'm finally free I'm finally free
So I can get back to me
To the man I used to be
And now I get back to me
Let's see who we're meant to be
I just get back to me
Livin' wild just chasin' destiny
I'm finally free I'm finally free
So I can get back to me